I feel like loneliness will never let me go.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKwMhdW6IK
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
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Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
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people I can turn to—any time—182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp21Om0wjg
whether I’m happy or sad.
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someone who likes me the way I like him.
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someone who chooses them,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LE0W3gaXy
but not me—as always.
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I didn’t want to be alone.
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but I wasn’t their bestie.
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but loneliness still lingers.
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and he still preferred his friends.
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Maybe I mean nothing to him.
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I really won’t have anyone.
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But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTyQA2W5ZT
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLZx2TGVRD
when it was my turn to enter adult life—182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPROm9y1fFk
I was alone.
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