I feel like loneliness will never let me go.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DInDPok8x
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ1vHNsaio
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GRtPIq5EO
people I can turn to—any time—796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jtVJU7Eiu
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n6lvH8O1S
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kcinSTKpp
someone who chooses them,796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5vVxGhSbL
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5W7sLO42n
I don’t have siblings,796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkyMHueuSJ
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3PiDyZbLr
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZqyOvMDQG
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPcjfsEIra
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUehZw54dI
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lpeMObpKB
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFeQEXruUM
but maybe it’s worse.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EeeZKPtKk
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IbHHCNKZA
I can’t.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINJcjhJtQE
Because if I go,796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTED5uyfJB
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8ns0OZGQi
I would support him, and he would support me.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3wNZ3T5EF
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLKsmyiGSL
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx9W7YsrHT
when it was my turn to enter adult life—796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1dNY2kd2V
I was alone.
and then Add to home screen.