I feel like loneliness will never let me go.418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUHi67Khhl
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rE0IxGtHg
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJreGM3vMQ
people I can turn to—any time—418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e0Qcbd1Un
whether I’m happy or sad.
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someone who likes me the way I like him.
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someone who chooses them,418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsyn46lJWZ
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBqtRTDLne
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so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMEdicoQEX
I didn’t want to be alone.
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but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyueomGFvY
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but loneliness still lingers.
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and he still preferred his friends.
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but maybe it’s worse.418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEGHXWKup9
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
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I can’t.418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOW3jDHgeEi
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I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV4F0fRXKv
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But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXKbLk0eil
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmky0hzEebG
when it was my turn to enter adult life—418Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaEKwhLKsC
I was alone.
and then Add to home screen.