I feel like loneliness will never let me go.76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BpQDmoHIe
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaFom6X3o0
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjnVlPF1Uq
people I can turn to—any time—76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMvUb4Hto4
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ5wSzgC8b
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTieVVpblc
someone who chooses them,76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0Mkx9kcEh
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYMJ6FrvpL
I don’t have siblings,76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJWScUR8AG
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpPzJVo8ZW
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo96AFkEWY
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT978vSyW4f
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLaNGpPDYo
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMNr8HzEPS
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJh7PauEWm
but maybe it’s worse.76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxelbw9cUO
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYnBcKFWUo
I can’t.76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8uXNqzlre
Because if I go,76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl7ayNv2El
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMayDLtPjF0
I would support him, and he would support me.76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWq9kpkrgq
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNDqA8pwLP
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrhn5i7Z5e
when it was my turn to enter adult life—76Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzGLIWuCxC
I was alone.
and then Add to home screen.