I feel like loneliness will never let me go.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdfHz622HU
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2GWRgWlPX
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9KnshWwgP
people I can turn to—any time—157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXyUiShqCm
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFLEcAC4rG
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxWqyfFBVp
someone who chooses them,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw29cIJaT0f
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M5Mev6bE5
I don’t have siblings,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TcazzYsWS
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewl8Awr8BF
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVdz0KSzSr
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsJLxoLnr9
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2BYO2wiEy
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5MNTkYC5h
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfVEvFAIFx
but maybe it’s worse.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19S1NgqOwr
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5qIABTqtH
I can’t.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2zEfICsE1
Because if I go,157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNKkQ1jyOd
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAsD198Ibu
I would support him, and he would support me.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wuMKAOixH
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4W7I0esBd
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5kQNdcNCB
when it was my turn to enter adult life—157Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjQAt2pYcp
I was alone.
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