I feel like loneliness will never let me go.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXfX1crZv6
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQqs6jnwqC
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9Z9dmVT8Y
people I can turn to—any time—119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz52sApbo7x
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PtSUokwBe
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmd9tmWTku
someone who chooses them,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N1oEeQke8
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAVq6q51GX
I don’t have siblings,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmsNCOOm2n
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzGNStqp8v
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7gAiaEglc
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmobaxXuz4
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNOcLp1WZK
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9zh657ArZ
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKPUHCY2t4
but maybe it’s worse.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vk55CzQ1x
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2igJdTEJT
I can’t.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecmC2B0TCc
Because if I go,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRzkKTX3AF
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV2A4SvmNt
I would support him, and he would support me.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYmIXJZnsR
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNib3CbhZ8
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwIeouRwp3
when it was my turn to enter adult life—119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivYiV0ylTg
I was alone.
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