I feel like loneliness will never let me go.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhqnHZI3C7
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYe9MIQvUG
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fuMPy5GVJ
people I can turn to—any time—302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwBx4oqVVy
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD5qPKU9pv
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQIaKmIZFt
someone who chooses them,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulJ8ILNIrr
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyySq1PqR97
I don’t have siblings,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDRJbdpS4q
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL9taZDQtZ
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIYUrC1tJn
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekHN7VMG8W
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH38n3bO8YS
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyL1rH9YMz
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRmoSR41DC
but maybe it’s worse.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtEFbH3sqj
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkJevXphm4
I can’t.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTglG690TE
Because if I go,302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjfbJHPcYG
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIFyP2d8mD
I would support him, and he would support me.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXXliTSseS
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAXvY6oaXr
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmiGXHfPdE
when it was my turn to enter adult life—302Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJHwbjneXN
I was alone.
and then Add to home screen.