Who am I?221Please respect copyright.PENANAUCF9JtuCqi
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.221Please respect copyright.PENANAaEu7QBOPvl
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.221Please respect copyright.PENANAz6r0WDEx8c
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.221Please respect copyright.PENANAF3wO37uk5i
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,221Please respect copyright.PENANANqpy3u7WMo
but I feel like I’m stuck.221Please respect copyright.PENANA4AaawJBh9W
I don’t know what I want.221Please respect copyright.PENANAwMdUeFlirc
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...221Please respect copyright.PENANAjtz4odicdg
I want to have a dream.221Please respect copyright.PENANArfCJf7d16J
Have a goal.221Please respect copyright.PENANASWxMmJaBMt
Try to achieve it...221Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ov0fMxY6n
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.221Please respect copyright.PENANA0FmUcMaGuS
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,221Please respect copyright.PENANAf0mY25ZCDK
I’m alone, trying to dream,221Please respect copyright.PENANAFMlT7nmu9A
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,221Please respect copyright.PENANABpsxiIkn9s
after a long journey,221Please respect copyright.PENANAjUtNov9RKt
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...221Please respect copyright.PENANAtdWFrc9K50