我想活下去....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9RYntTK2v
所以...好想流血.....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsM8tYImKNK
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIJirNhQ2N
明明流多了就會死....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdctszfWAhF
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZR1pGhKQo
可是又不是....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI375sSTY9W
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPQGiRfOdM
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5En4mZFS6a
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeFafPhUDb
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCvHjMAAYC
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7opwp7Kel8
睡在過去中一睡不醒802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZL8LxanQE
明明心裹得清楚...802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgmBFJWkX2
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugwnRaufFM
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYRbJ6tYjO
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrgTZlPQ0h
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dKOcBwytZ
好討厭自己...802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVzcKVg5EJ
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8uUu4qTL8
自殘就像吸毒802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25IY2XhT3m
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6wsHQ8fvW
既害怕又讓人不能停止802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuw5m97dQL
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jP5Q2o6nj
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyqyWhroVK
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzu3TE2ds8
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rwk62MpYg
想死又想活下去802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG4xV9E0R6
想流血但不想受傷...802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY14bEV1JLK
怕痛但沒感覺....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOFil87OPE
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vsPNOgxft
血流多少也不夠....802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB8QkqRzZC
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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