我不懂...
我想活下去....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7pmV00csl
所以...好想流血.....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbUEKTBYEh
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPyYoAmq8C
明明流多了就會死....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzDzk6aTmJ
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOp9M1uV6Wf
可是又不是....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZibpRnaxs
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSAYp3p1Kh
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ994b4mLw2M
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOXlGDdGjT
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaAUZlq1yz
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjiHjWSl6p
睡在過去中一睡不醒1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6ob3NiLW9
明明心裹得清楚...1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNHzw6td0J
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmALJlRfH4w
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBHYnNQieS
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk9lowtE60
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL1hstcV8Z
好討厭自己...1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN76A9iwlt
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHLVehrPVP
自殘就像吸毒1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlTspYmud3
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmRGIHcCqW
既害怕又讓人不能停止1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWVB9I1nmC
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenaqW7Orzl
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9BEvsYiKu
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFWXdLQbAP
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG9AS52QKi
想死又想活下去1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GbOvDmB9O
想流血但不想受傷...1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXxtAcAzqd
怕痛但沒感覺....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmVR7F7APs
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2DMb1lUAB
血流多少也不夠....1068Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4WOAS1cyH
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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