我想活下去....392Please respect copyright.PENANAxMeAv3tSaA
所以...好想流血.....392Please respect copyright.PENANA2xYDGZTdeB
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....392Please respect copyright.PENANA6secmeomW8
明明流多了就會死....392Please respect copyright.PENANAtxNz7fNwWd
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...392Please respect copyright.PENANAp4lnnI8XyV
可是又不是....392Please respect copyright.PENANAym6odx4Kfj
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....392Please respect copyright.PENANAqiHTXlsWyq
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人392Please respect copyright.PENANAjr91tRXv7U
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮392Please respect copyright.PENANA2sBBFKnr0Z
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....392Please respect copyright.PENANATfQkD7yJlX
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪392Please respect copyright.PENANA1ExZvVQpx6
睡在過去中一睡不醒392Please respect copyright.PENANArGPHDuvnhX
明明心裹得清楚...392Please respect copyright.PENANAw6xtHE5TUa
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....392Please respect copyright.PENANAXiJuWfSj7q
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....392Please respect copyright.PENANABHER1iILwk
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力392Please respect copyright.PENANAzjPSyfN72G
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...392Please respect copyright.PENANAcJLOnhEohO
好討厭自己...392Please respect copyright.PENANAub6djju9Yz
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...392Please respect copyright.PENANAH8NuKVFbg3
自殘就像吸毒392Please respect copyright.PENANAWs4hTHfpLY
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭392Please respect copyright.PENANALwvk5pC3q6
既害怕又讓人不能停止392Please respect copyright.PENANAmIIsTd6SYT
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...392Please respect copyright.PENANAXXUKoQKZau
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....392Please respect copyright.PENANAfWNvOs6xZz
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....392Please respect copyright.PENANAjsn1y1YPRv
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...392Please respect copyright.PENANAgiWGllmEuh
想死又想活下去392Please respect copyright.PENANAS08F7cdQVG
想流血但不想受傷...392Please respect copyright.PENANANuXjDWLIcN
怕痛但沒感覺....392Please respect copyright.PENANAb52OWSPuu7
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....392Please respect copyright.PENANAFWRjUdllxh
血流多少也不夠....392Please respect copyright.PENANAjR3zaruMHm
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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