我想活下去....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ya2XhWWjA
所以...好想流血.....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoPys0GLVi
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyc9DX8Vld
明明流多了就會死....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5wDKbBAPt
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6A2EmkLxs
可是又不是....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHRLOv7DX6
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiGfEmlzjo
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71GJfI0hKy
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZdraEvcHl
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLfm7DIiTF
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r8JiYXRJr
睡在過去中一睡不醒715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX24ewTER6t
明明心裹得清楚...715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSMueSv1SY
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF4XbzFDsA
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyIiiRiifO
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tkgHKmW9o
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3d6JPkjA8
好討厭自己...715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW3kVWVPng
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7QZVfvOe0
自殘就像吸毒715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDb8pSeRpY
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxveFmr09l
既害怕又讓人不能停止715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF1KmA9cQM
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02tGOKUJDQ
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqznQa71bW
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVSlvd3VIm
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQR3nPSyE23
想死又想活下去715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQN3NB03GW
想流血但不想受傷...715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet1UAOmc9e
怕痛但沒感覺....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPD0Qfvaqf
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXCrmj5BgM
血流多少也不夠....715Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BdCzzG1OZ
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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