我想活下去....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMlbWmvmGW
所以...好想流血.....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5KCfkgimq
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzN5e763f2
明明流多了就會死....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8z8cc5F7aU
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34TMYihUN5
可是又不是....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQSyvcu5Ap
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKas0r0xTZI
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaiKNyyCS6
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVX2EWDOgp
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwwPWlHTcR
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQAipYX56U
睡在過去中一睡不醒819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurECwgiMNh
明明心裹得清楚...819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDNC96CRLX
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg01R4wjyx
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgXanXhqOM
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hDR14PNsZ
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn38LWKX98
好討厭自己...819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrgNujfQF7
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZjHgcFdTw
自殘就像吸毒819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgsk0dgAvP
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7WL9d1GUY
既害怕又讓人不能停止819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR5DdtZ32z
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXifBFDPDJY
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz8dA0evNn
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDoXQYgNBn
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgdFGW8rmj
想死又想活下去819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4EUwpPSdH
想流血但不想受傷...819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVGW1SmpYD
怕痛但沒感覺....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9fvvsh9XK
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XbSWdLHMK
血流多少也不夠....819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivfDMWqUW6
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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