我想活下去....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTTpUdFpuu
所以...好想流血.....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbHFcb6KMO
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdIrJwi9Ij
明明流多了就會死....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe8NW9UuaM
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbayengCpmQ
可是又不是....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlV5ELYFJi
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEGofAyi4x
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xlYhF0XVH
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVriikjgijC
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKjuDXeVfm
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURCacHawAS
睡在過去中一睡不醒755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeLYrmKwrd
明明心裹得清楚...755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCq5wWQVND
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl965C4Dxvi
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdaQwur2Gt
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jnTDiSRZ0
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBJ6OtM69e
好討厭自己...755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWlxIS2gGd
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas6y43D7fe
自殘就像吸毒755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhTGnXMyHC
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4rXHqKxHk
既害怕又讓人不能停止755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5nR5JOCXn
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVNF5qyYoa
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOkalQfebO
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv4hBwWvz0
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ4f1XKSCu
想死又想活下去755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BkSf4dYWm
想流血但不想受傷...755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKzcZca266
怕痛但沒感覺....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDHHYDQlh9
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLFrvDltJH
血流多少也不夠....755Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRiPmORXQ7
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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