我想活下去....656Please respect copyright.PENANAWDLfhFzJjZ
所以...好想流血.....656Please respect copyright.PENANAbu5vrdVR2D
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....656Please respect copyright.PENANAIkADrZVkGz
明明流多了就會死....656Please respect copyright.PENANAabUtELOaZc
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...656Please respect copyright.PENANANk93FHJ80c
可是又不是....656Please respect copyright.PENANAP72N2HxWhY
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....656Please respect copyright.PENANAOXx86NQs8l
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人656Please respect copyright.PENANAAFRi9welxp
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮656Please respect copyright.PENANAH9m7DNeBMn
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....656Please respect copyright.PENANAGmJdebUhsj
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪656Please respect copyright.PENANA25BFj2VB0v
睡在過去中一睡不醒656Please respect copyright.PENANALWtqIyxHlt
明明心裹得清楚...656Please respect copyright.PENANA0vsDx93EcS
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....656Please respect copyright.PENANAcVErTARRK3
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....656Please respect copyright.PENANAzo2c3A9wFA
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力656Please respect copyright.PENANAcKcfNSzMps
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...656Please respect copyright.PENANAast5JMx24a
好討厭自己...656Please respect copyright.PENANA4BIVlZPcjM
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...656Please respect copyright.PENANA1kxKxlGJ0l
自殘就像吸毒656Please respect copyright.PENANAO4gZzgk6I6
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭656Please respect copyright.PENANATylFSWCkUI
既害怕又讓人不能停止656Please respect copyright.PENANAFObP8pjNaL
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...656Please respect copyright.PENANAZFQjmEnVs6
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....656Please respect copyright.PENANAQkPthgCSF8
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....656Please respect copyright.PENANAaWE9KoyV39
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...656Please respect copyright.PENANAIZRAUOc37V
想死又想活下去656Please respect copyright.PENANAnv3ryJPLYC
想流血但不想受傷...656Please respect copyright.PENANAT8ltICTbU0
怕痛但沒感覺....656Please respect copyright.PENANA2if9MnLyhO
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....656Please respect copyright.PENANAEAHgBG3lba
血流多少也不夠....656Please respect copyright.PENANAyMbVece4ed
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
656Please respect copyright.PENANADeWfV0p8LP