日子還是用自己的方式走出一條軌道,開學後她找了幾份家教好供應她在外頭新租的套房,用住校和回家的破綻掩飾狂歡,而燦和玲都沒發現她的異樣,只是抱怨她的忙碌,有時她其實很想帶他們兩個去看看她新的家,很小卻很溫馨,那窄窄的感覺讓她很有安全感,更不用說不再有室友後的隱私,可有時,那樣空曠的回音,卻又讓人覺得那麼寂寞孤單,不再像從前無聊就去別人房間串門子打發時間,一切都只剩自己。450Please respect copyright.PENANAxgn9Ny8La4
她又再一次感受到長大後的我們,都必須在權衡中選擇,並為所選負責。450Please respect copyright.PENANA9Co470E7Ii
所以最終,她還是什麼都沒說,即使燦和玲比別人更懂她,卻也未必能接受她現在的新生活,她去那些他們不喜歡也可能一輩子不會去的場所,在那邊認識很多可愛也遇到幾個噁心的人,他們把愛情都看得很淡,把過剩的慾望變成一場有趣的追逐,任意地用身體滿足彼此一個晚上的需求,有時他們留了下來,有時他們再也不會見面,她有了很多新朋友,卻也感受到自己離舊的朋友圈越來越遠。450Please respect copyright.PENANAPk7MrtBDiz
謊言包裝著謊言,情緒積累著情緒,等到她偶然停下,卻發現忘了自己,是誰?450Please respect copyright.PENANAHQCmett2K4
可這是一個不能被詢問的問題,太深奧又太難解,要是開始了質疑,就會變成自我懷疑,那麼她就始終沒有走出去,一切的努力,就白費了…450Please respect copyright.PENANA0rtVIPGdPF
玲的一記響指,喚醒了恍惚的她。450Please respect copyright.PENANA3HsV732xkM
「嘖妳又在想什麼?」450Please respect copyright.PENANA1CUvlNaQpa
「沒想什麼啊,上課。」她拍拍玲的手,玲跟前方轉過頭的燦對視了一眼,他們哪裡沒發現自己的朋友變得常失神又沉默,只是錯誤地把一切都簡單歸因於秋雨勝對她的打擊,而他們的體貼,是選擇不去說破並給予她自己復原的時間。450Please respect copyright.PENANAAzQJaUU65p
「我回家囉。」放學後,她只是這樣輕描淡寫地告訴他們,他們沒有多問,只是點點頭,並提醒她明天中午有她總是忘記的師生座談務必在中午前到校。450Please respect copyright.PENANAxCzKs0yGoH
「她最近真的很常回家耶。」等到她離開後,燦這樣對玲說。450Please respect copyright.PENANApxY6UzTXTU
「在學校感覺很不舒服吧,幹那該死的秋雨勝一點羞恥心都沒有,竟然都大剌剌地跟那婊子走在一起,連吃學餐都黏在一起噁不噁心阿。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAS7BVWE9UoC
「沒辦法啊,畢竟他們是男女朋友。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAoMKl0GUo0S
玲狠狠地瞪了燦一眼,後者馬上閉上嘴。450Please respect copyright.PENANA7a36YtgtPE
「幹我要宰了他。」看到玲氣噗噗的樣子,燦忍不住笑了出來。450Please respect copyright.PENANADnGTwDSRSk
「笑屁。」450Please respect copyright.PENANA1j2tK9oiqY
「沒有,就是想笑。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAcODxLBTqlB
「你找死阿。」玲揮出拳頭,燦靈敏地躲過。450Please respect copyright.PENANAppzos3kRhr
「好啦,別生氣了,我們去買冰棒吃吧。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAF6kjWnfK4N
「就不要讓我在路上遇到秋雨勝那王八蛋,今天看到她變這樣,我說什麼都不會放過這死渣男的。」450Please respect copyright.PENANAjXeWC1n8EW
「你小心,越是說不想遇到就越會遇到喔。」450Please respect copyright.PENANADlyVObzFlO
後來那整個禮拜,燦都在後悔自己多嘴了這句。450Please respect copyright.PENANAZPPm5dLKq9
「學長好。」同樣是籃球隊的燦恭恭敬敬地與秋雨勝打招呼,並偷偷跩住玲的胳膊,他很肯定這女孩就算不動手,也是很有可能在大庭廣眾下對秋雨勝大聲咆哮的。450Please respect copyright.PENANAFnmingiAXW
「嗨。」秋雨勝笑笑地回應後便與他們二人擦身而過,一直怒視著他的玲正打算叫住他,就被燦用手摀住了嘴拖到旁邊。450Please respect copyright.PENANAq0HHQjg7jO
「操你在幹嘛!」玲狠狠地往燦的肚子揍了一拳。450Please respect copyright.PENANAVd2gG7SoxG
「喔!夭壽喔!妳也打太大力了吧。」燦痛苦地抱成一團,玲不管他打算回頭去找秋雨勝算帳,燦趕緊忍著疼痛拉住玲的手,結果導致他的手被用力地扭成麻花節。450Please respect copyright.PENANAFINqgsZH8N
「阿阿阿!痛痛痛!」玲放開就要倒地不起的燦,不管,今天一定要去問個明白,玲和燦本來一直覺得應該由她自己去和秋雨勝講開,畢竟他們都不是當事人也不是真的清楚狀況,可看著她消沉,並且對秋雨勝的事隻字不提,玲又豈能嚥下這口氣,當是該替朋友出頭的時候了。450Please respect copyright.PENANAY6x1nX9el9
玲加快腳步想追上秋雨勝,但看到的畫面,卻令她僵在原地,燦很快便追上了她,只見她站在教室外四方空地的柱子後面,全身顫抖地注視著前方,燦趕緊從後面抓住她的雙手。450Please respect copyright.PENANArPBVZr41bL
「怎麼了?」燦問,玲舉起緊繃的右手,指向前方。450Please respect copyright.PENANAhDWroz4tgl
在轉角處的陰暗角落,秋雨勝正親吻著學妹,那股甜滋滋的氛圍,卻讓玲快要氣瘋,一直在一旁看著的玲比誰都清楚秋雨勝曾經是怎麼對待她的,可怎麼一個營隊、一個假期,學期也才過了快一半,一個人可以轉變得如此多。450Please respect copyright.PENANAoD3Wg7FURd
玲轉身低頭快步跑走,燦趕緊追上,他瞥見了,瞥見從玲的臉上落到地面的淚珠。450Please respect copyright.PENANAfl79VMXJIs
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