「哎唷，隔著浴廉又看不見，你還在生氣啊？」背後傳來小蝶209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3Q4jUxBRa
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試探的尋問，隔著兩層薄被，可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VzK0OhLvn
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　　「你還記得嗎？志珊，高中畢業以後，有好幾年我們都沒有見209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPKMkE9f9B
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面耶，而且你後來搬出來住，要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7apz4LE9lp
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦！」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13qoZJsH2m
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　　小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低，國中剛入學時，好不容易從209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YqJtBDnKp
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班，我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsZvxb8qDW
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，從那時候起國中三年和高中三年，都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhyFGYu1US
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　　我繼續假裝睡著，不搭理小蝶的自言自語，而小蝶不曉得是睡209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhIoKdSipj
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不著，還是知道我還沒睡，自己一個人喃喃說下去。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoB3zImDHs
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　　「說起這個，就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹，無論是搭帳篷還209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JxDMwqNIM
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是燒碳烤肉，你都可以一個人做得很完美，那個時候我就覺得未來209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR06qz9nPxt
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的，志珊一直都很厲害，成績比209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeTxqaf33M
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我好，就算你爸反對，你還是念了大學夜間部，然後白天在你爸的209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEmfefQMhI
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公司工作，畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位，還把公司帶進上巿上櫃209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3p5vhTU2k
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的境界。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XzprXRz1G
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　　背對著小蝶，我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期，印象中那209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yUPTMkdNR
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個時候的我，只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋，不願意求助於人，更不願209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkgXALUSko
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱，或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望，才會209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8Ueir6gW3
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqDRi30I6L
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　　「後來我高中畢業又念大學，畢業到現在常常都是待業中，每209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbnlSiHKsN
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次都在想，為什麼我不是志珊呢？志珊長得漂亮，又不只在事業上209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jZNfvLg6U
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有成就，連感情史都那麼豐富，簡直就是我想當的那種人。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFV9bhWntFZ
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　　當我有什麼好？只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋，放不下長達二十209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7VC31I5yS
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年的感情，更放不下比天高的自尊心，才將全部的心力用來工作，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXD74URHpi
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂，這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的？209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIny78srMq
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　　「如果我是志珊的話，劉華軒一定會在意我的，才不會三不五209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGWE3jvT4K
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時就給我搞失蹤，也不會總是讓我等他，唉！」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hbMLnjQ8s
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　　聽到這裡，我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR3s6V6axT
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蝶，跟高中時期的她一樣，心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人，雖然209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleAeCikPto
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當時和現在對象不同，但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7pVBVJDUM
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　　「說來說去，你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LLq9Tiwma
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　　「不要吃醋嘛！」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來，這是她的撒嬌攻勢209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM2vCXqWSe
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，十年不變。「轉過來啦，你還在生氣哦？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTKskP04v8
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　　「沒有，有什麼好氣的嗎？」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近，拉209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze8WtGFS20
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴，佔用我的時間，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTKskLBQhK
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還佔用我的床，再來又浪費下一個五年，浪費我的同情心。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa24Tmb7wMt
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　　許久，我的房裡只是一片靜默，我知道那些話可能刺傷她了，209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHzLl6jh5r
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　　高中時期就是這樣，小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協，次次配合著對方209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauRc7w6SrU
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劈腿，小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶，不會念大學與劉少爺相遇，而是209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsgZmsYZfH
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跟著那個人出國，過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJgQJ2yR23
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　　小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩，卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ux43GLnAm
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畢，連工作都找不到的慘況，仍然甘之如飴。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AaP8mIB73
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　　如果用生命愛一個人，能夠得到對方相同的回報，我希望我也209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA6AqyJ7oO
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣，可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此，她即使得209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5oBS0SbBe
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不到對方相同的回應，還是一如既往的用生命去愛，而我卻是還沒209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVRKNDpGGB
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　　「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字，閉上眼不去看她的反應，但209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l88E7aP4e
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心裡很清楚，容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶，絕對會馬上就接受我的209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VxtnsfIcD
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　　微涼的體溫靠近，溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩，小蝶用雙臂攀住209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT549kFRJvy
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