惦記著我那句傷害小蝶的話,一夜沒睡好,身旁的小蝶卻恰恰212Please respect copyright.PENANAEovDDIdM2M
與我相反,幸福地一夜好眠,甚至趕在陽光照到我臉上之前,先做212Please respect copyright.PENANANd19JFBSAg
好了早餐放在桌上,一臉沒事的翻看著我房裡的理財工具書。212Please respect copyright.PENANA6at0PUniHn
「你什麼時候對理財有興趣了?」我慵懶地踢開被子,雙腳掛212Please respect copyright.PENANAqdsH2gFq9U
在床邊晃動,不願立刻起身準備。212Please respect copyright.PENANAGYOIkFaXS4
早晨時光溫暖而美好,即使昨晚那句刻薄話仍在空氣中迴轉,212Please respect copyright.PENANAitGYIZTl2n
也在晨光的照耀下變得明亮美好。212Please respect copyright.PENANARmi87pmOsP
睡衣上的蝴蝶花紋隨衣擺搖晃,像真的蝴蝶那樣隨時會翩翩飛212Please respect copyright.PENANAM7fTithXv4
起,也像小蝶的心,隨時可能飛向她屬意的花叢,而我,只不過是212Please respect copyright.PENANASsKsNvczQB
蝴蝶避雨的屋簷。212Please respect copyright.PENANAH8gUHvTX6W
「志珊!」小蝶闔上那本理財工具書,雙目低垂,視線落在書212Please respect copyright.PENANAYJQS72LvH3
的封面上。「......你養我......,我嫁你好不好?」212Please respect copyright.PENANAzjY4xoEolA
我愣了兩秒,不曉得她這次又在思考著什麼。212Please respect copyright.PENANAvdi9zEMrx4
「哈!你可以到我家公司上班,不用為了找工作煩惱成這樣,212Please respect copyright.PENANATlMrqHYgP7
如果你只是想氣死你家劉大少爺,說真的......,我不認為你跟女212Please respect copyright.PENANAJYuMFdWbzT
人在一起,他就會在意你多一點。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAC6ub1bgzfl
我的兩個猜測似乎沒能命中小蝶的思慮,她低著頭,仍然死盯212Please respect copyright.PENANAioQNTQXpJ3
著我那本理財工具書,我第一次覺得書可能會被燒穿兩個洞。212Please respect copyright.PENANAwNy7GE74Vs
「好吧,小蝶,我可以養你。」小蝶出現這種不明狀況,是我212Please respect copyright.PENANA7RRS5pb5Po
認識她以來的首次,所以現下心裡莫名慌張。「以姊妹的交情有什212Please respect copyright.PENANAYRV3yH9yxI
麼不可以,但是我希望能知道你現在在想什麼。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAsHLd97kavg
「我才想知道你在想什麼!」小蝶抬起臉,不滿清楚的寫在她212Please respect copyright.PENANAMPvgne6heW
臉上。「我這樣一次次來攪亂你,你一點都不生氣嗎?」212Please respect copyright.PENANAFWhcTgNGu7
「啊?」不解和不祥的感覺同時漫延。212Please respect copyright.PENANADYYlJuixvS
「我這樣依賴著你的感情,任性的來去,你其實也很想叫我滾212Please respect copyright.PENANAn0B3xJk837
遠一點吧?其實也想叫我別再出現,不是嗎?」小蝶咄咄逼人的模212Please respect copyright.PENANAIaLaaDIJ8b
樣說明她的不對勁。212Please respect copyright.PENANAxzEeeAuln2
我輕輕搖晃著頭,淡淡地否定了小蝶的說法。再怎麼受不了小212Please respect copyright.PENANAuepso0LnU6
蝶為愛撞得遍體鱗傷,我還是會敗在小蝶的淚眼之下。212Please respect copyright.PENANAntWaiOkocP
「搖什麼頭!你才不當我是姊妹!」小蝶重重一拍茶几,是我212Please respect copyright.PENANAT04TYv3tBv
以前未見過的忿怒,溫柔的小蝶從來不會這樣。212Please respect copyright.PENANAYzRb0gazPg
「你到底怎麼了?」一定有什麼事發生了,小蝶不是個會大聲212Please respect copyright.PENANAKkCPREiaAE
吼叫的女生,今天的她太奇怪了。212Please respect copyright.PENANAk167Hk86X2
小蝶用力將手裡的書扔到地板上,書裡夾的一張照片跌了出來212Please respect copyright.PENANA6iO5HCFuaI
。照片裡的我,正側著頭以鼻尖輕碰睡夢中小蝶的臉頰,一隻手拿212Please respect copyright.PENANAMBLm4og11Z
相機將這幕拍了下來。212Please respect copyright.PENANAXXXwmf6t8o
那是高中即將畢業的前夕,我考上了理想中的大學,小蝶則預212Please respect copyright.PENANAzhS5ACNepy
備跟當時的男朋友出國進修,離別在即,當年的我偷偷拍下來當悼212Please respect copyright.PENANA5O2yA6jHjD
念,怎麼也沒想到有一天偷拍的照片會被發現,而且還是在她最不212Please respect copyright.PENANAIxGSyGMt0h
愛的理財工具書裡。212Please respect copyright.PENANANXIMlyoeny
「你在為這張照片生氣的話,我道歉。」偷拍的行為,或許真212Please respect copyright.PENANAMCkW76hkYn
的惹她不開心了。「那時你準備出國,紀念友誼嘛。」212Please respect copyright.PENANApSv1xNkonx
「只是紀念友誼嗎!」小蝶質問的聲音鏗鏘有力,雙目瞪得圓212Please respect copyright.PENANA5di66PlGl6
大,兇悍的態度是我從未見過的......震撼。212Please respect copyright.PENANACw7m9IaGjd
「那背面這寫的是什麼!」她抓起相片塞進我手中,再忿然的212Please respect copyright.PENANAbgTjNX07KY
揪住我睡衣的前領,那股氣勢逼得我不得不迅速弄明白相片背面到212Please respect copyright.PENANAVeqlnBlCmg
底怎麼回事。212Please respect copyright.PENANAxn57uEdACf
天長地久何時盡?此情綿綿終有期,但願蝶戀成追憶。212Please respect copyright.PENANASdHY4qDdQl
這些句子我倒是忘了,當年為了告別這段不會有結果的戀情,212Please respect copyright.PENANARcT2DQNqB2
能埋的感情當時都埋了,全心的投入工作和課業,這些年,全忘了212Please respect copyright.PENANAAaExiMbllO
有那張照片和那些句子存在。212Please respect copyright.PENANASfytGfY9k7
汙辱姊妹情誼,小蝶大概是氣這個吧,也可能知道了事實,正212Please respect copyright.PENANADgWLJW1lsF
在表達強烈的厭惡,總之這樣的情感,小蝶不接受是理所當然的,212Please respect copyright.PENANA67SvaeyKMR
可是我不希望因此毀了友誼。212Please respect copyright.PENANALUADxosp9H
「小蝶,你誤會了!那些句子和照片沒什麼關係。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAOX6eGQ6Jox
「你放屁!」小蝶氣得推了我一把,連粗話都罵出來了。「你212Please respect copyright.PENANAT8xQ0eIRqh
以為我不知道你喜歡我嗎?我早就知道了!」212Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZqySzU8Wq
小蝶的話太有衝擊性了,我一時語塞,不知此刻否認好還是承212Please respect copyright.PENANAv72zdCJD7D
認好,這段塵封的感情,我沒想過要挖掘出來。212Please respect copyright.PENANArhgGBeuO0Y
「志珊,我不想成為你的回憶......。」小蝶像洩氣的皮球,212Please respect copyright.PENANAud6ZPcPDhL
氣勢瞬間消失,整個人癱軟回椅子上,表情逐漸轉變得哀淒。212Please respect copyright.PENANAjhhXN2yiQD
不知道時間過去多久,我的腦袋裡一片空白,小蝶沒有再開口212Please respect copyright.PENANAkAEw14SQ7T
說話,語言能力暫時消失在我癱瘓的腦,靜默一直持續在房間裡。212Please respect copyright.PENANAXo2KS4xZ7S
直到鬧鈴聲囂張地打破詭異的靜默,驚醒小蝶才熟睡不久的淚212Please respect copyright.PENANAiRZv9imk0j
腺,喚回我理應運轉的腦袋,停格的時間才又飛快動了起來。212Please respect copyright.PENANACvwLEjUTBA
「這個!你收好!」某個固體從小蝶手中拋物線跌入床舖,是212Please respect copyright.PENANA9Wx5R87BWG
昨晚她說要寄放在我這裡的手機。「收得好好的,別再讓我有機會212Please respect copyright.PENANAzVbUSiGNbY
可以拿來看,好嗎?」212Please respect copyright.PENANAPL74k3v2FU
我拾起床上的手機,待機畫面如同昨夜,沒有未接來電,也沒212Please respect copyright.PENANAsUz50ykdKQ
有訊息,想是劉華軒根本沒找她,也或許還沒發現小蝶正在辛苦等212Please respect copyright.PENANAVZKyv6VhUi
待他的消息,而小蝶雖然不想去在意,卻無法做到完全不在意,早212Please respect copyright.PENANAtGt6lCSiei
上又偷偷拿來看有沒有未接來電了。212Please respect copyright.PENANAN1fyzzWWV5
「我再也不想去管他喜不喜歡我,再也不想去思考他為什麼可212Please respect copyright.PENANAE3WJpj4hp9
以這樣完全沒消息,再也不想去計較他好不容易放假三天,卻只見212Please respect copyright.PENANA8jd2h6vCJ2
我一小時,其它時候到底在幹嘛,我不要再去想自己在他眼裡重不212Please respect copyright.PENANAUKCFRqvJqk
重要,為什麼可以忘掉有我這個人的存在,我不想再愛他了!」212Please respect copyright.PENANAfdEHeWbIs6
小蝶哭喊著,再度像昨晚來時一樣崩潰,她的每一句話,我似212Please respect copyright.PENANAwxQOXSY9JY
乎可以理解,又覺得陌生。212Please respect copyright.PENANAngSEs1gfya
「志珊,我沒有辦法成為你,沒有辦法用這樣冷靜的態度去面212Please respect copyright.PENANAZrX7qBgUXl
對自己的感情,我承認自己無時無刻想接近他,想得到他的回應,212Please respect copyright.PENANAvzmgMnIYj9
可是這樣好痛苦......好痛苦!」212Please respect copyright.PENANAm0rxdn17j5
痛苦的感覺,不是我能夠理解的,或許一開始就是單戀,比這212Please respect copyright.PENANA99k1rLZEio
種患得患失的相戀來得輕鬆吧?212Please respect copyright.PENANA9Mur76Ks4t
在我沒能想透怎麼安慰小蝶時,小蝶的手機在我手裡振動鈴響212Please respect copyright.PENANAKk3WXV846h
,那音樂比我的任何一句話來得有效,馬上就止住了小蝶的淚水。212Please respect copyright.PENANAOz59rkz5dA
我瞄了一眼來電顯示,確定是導致小蝶歇斯底里的主兇,雖然212Please respect copyright.PENANAwgejAutSO4
不情願,但小蝶眼巴巴的盼望還是打動了我。212Please respect copyright.PENANA1n9Kg4w0zW
「唉!你的劉大少爺,拿去!」將手機拋向小蝶。212Please respect copyright.PENANAhNIzBtVx8n
小蝶猶豫了幾秒,接了起來:「喂?你消失到哪去了?」212Please respect copyright.PENANAitp8MgnpHw
我走向浴室梳洗,準備待會兒出發去公司,一邊不小心聽著小212Please respect copyright.PENANA9YJ3GIB95u
蝶講電話的聲音。212Please respect copyright.PENANAaMgXRdvXgX
「又是睡著!你是睡死了嗎!」212Please respect copyright.PENANAwEjso1PO8i
「那你昨天醒來幹嘛不會傳個簡訊來!就算趕著出門,也還有212Please respect copyright.PENANAGOS9bU7eb8
時間大個便吧你!上廁所的時候總可以隨便傳一下簡訊吧!」212Please respect copyright.PENANA6R18q3HhW7
「這跟笨有什麼關係!你根本就不在意我會不會擔心!換成是212Please respect copyright.PENANAfFWOctkJmc
你媽,你敢這樣不打回去報平安嗎!」212Please respect copyright.PENANACVldSq8NBT
「我不要你的道歉,這已經不是一次兩次了,你兩天沒消息,212Please respect copyright.PENANAPAiXsYyiwJ
我找不到你,你也不會想找我,不是睡著了就是喝醉了,每次都講212Please respect copyright.PENANAgbBYFZMgTa
這種莫名其妙的理由,換成是我失蹤,你就不會擔心嗎?」212Please respect copyright.PENANAzjzmfKRpOS
「這已經不是什麼體不體諒的問題了,馬的!你去死啦!」啪212Please respect copyright.PENANA1OW4hmtKWZ
的一聲,小蝶用力蓋上折疊機,卻因為用力過猛而瞬間解體。「吼212Please respect copyright.PENANApMukieeBDK
!爛貨!」212Please respect copyright.PENANAOb5GWiAPEa
這一句我希望小蝶罵的是劉華軒而不是折疊機,可惜折得壞的212Please respect copyright.PENANAb0CmaGi1QE
也只有手機,不是人。今天的小蝶不溫柔卻率真,我忍俊不住地嘴212Please respect copyright.PENANAeqt4y0dzgj
角抽動著。212Please respect copyright.PENANADym0zuYg2F
「志珊!怎麼辦!我好想接他電話哦!他還在打,可是手機沒212Please respect copyright.PENANAtPcqyzsj5A
辦法接起來......,被我弄壞了......。」212Please respect copyright.PENANA844UZo6mTx
「......。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAqYV1PR1bNF
我從抽屜拿出一個平常不太用的空機,扔給小蝶後就出門上班212Please respect copyright.PENANAMbAw9PN8oy
去了。接下來的發展,大概可以猜得出來。212Please respect copyright.PENANAYAJJseKF0z
我知道回來後不會看見小蝶,也知道小蝶這幾日暫時不會來找212Please respect copyright.PENANAfOWl6F3ipN
我,我的生活將會回到沒有小蝶的寧靜,這樣很好,我喃喃重覆著212Please respect copyright.PENANAXlVEaCklDI
這句話,這樣,真的很好。212Please respect copyright.PENANAdn6hVXrlsS
可是我更希望小蝶可以不要再出現,不要再帶著滿臉的淚坐在212Please respect copyright.PENANA0Tby94Kc82
我家門前,在我平靜無波的心湖裡,激起一圈圈漣漪,我想我有點212Please respect copyright.PENANAdt3wwADwyA
懂小蝶的那種痛苦了,如果劉華軒喜歡搞失蹤,那麼永遠也不要再212Please respect copyright.PENANAapW2konrkc
出現,省得不斷激起小蝶心裡的浪花。212Please respect copyright.PENANAzzDnf1UoIa
苦澀的感覺陪伴了數日,漸漸平息,我又再度回到忙碌的每一212Please respect copyright.PENANAfercIAZLwC
天,將飛去戀愛的小蝶暫時拋向腦後,一如以往的工作著。212Please respect copyright.PENANAHuJUeN4MQ8
一個多月後的某一天,那張熟悉的淚顏又出現在我面前了,只212Please respect copyright.PENANAFeIWD2UPZP
是這次並非在門前,是直接進到了客廳,似乎是上次帶走了鑰匙,212Please respect copyright.PENANAEyP1dN3x3b
這回自己開門進到屋裡來。212Please respect copyright.PENANAnNVIjEUL3G
「志珊!」蝴蝶包包、蝴蝶衣服、蝴蝶裙子、蝴蝶髮梳和鏡子212Please respect copyright.PENANAP7EzWPB7rL
一體成形,還有數不清的蝴蝶用品。「你收留我好不好?」212Please respect copyright.PENANATZkg7coFdY
「這個是?」原以為上次那張照片會成為終點,看來不會。212Please respect copyright.PENANACUOrcXihLB
「你上次都說會養我了!我不管,你說話要算話!」212Please respect copyright.PENANAgKrYeN69GM
「那是為了姊妹情誼才說的,後來你罵我放屁,我幹嘛還要遵212Please respect copyright.PENANA69m21fGYDL
守諾言啊!」上次的事,我還搞不清楚是怎麼回事呢!212Please respect copyright.PENANAqcc0YLXRDH
小蝶的無賴行俓也不是一次兩次了,我笑著放下手邊提的文件212Please respect copyright.PENANA3ev43QMIAB
和外套,為小蝶出現的事感到半喜半憂。212Please respect copyright.PENANA9E2dTeWLiw
「吼!此情綿綿終有期,我看是期限到了,你才這麼絕情!」212Please respect copyright.PENANAvSGcJg960J
「小蝶。」我的感情可以無奈,但不能被嘲笑。「你既然知道212Please respect copyright.PENANAV3vQeD1X1I
我的事,就不要拿來開玩笑,好嗎?」212Please respect copyright.PENANAZzAyoXCGqh
我難得一臉沉重的對著她說話,小蝶的模樣看起來有些慌張,212Please respect copyright.PENANA04RjIj8uFk
一會兒站起來,向我走了兩步又坐下,心神不寧的。212Please respect copyright.PENANAPkPJEzPLJZ
「我沒有開玩笑。」小蝶向我靠近,緩緩的,逐漸放大的淚痕212Please respect copyright.PENANAr8YG6uLqeN
和腫脹的眼睛,我傻傻的看著,直到什麼軟軟的東西貼住我。是吻。212Please respect copyright.PENANAVRFo5KBe73
「呃?」我沒敢亂動,小蝶身體的重量都倚在我的手臂上,我212Please respect copyright.PENANAKs1u2Wrxhh
只好一動也不動的呆愣著,繼續看她放大特寫的臉和輕顫的睫毛。212Please respect copyright.PENANA3p3OQbVcgF
許久許久,小蝶終於稍稍退了開來,馬上又張開手臂攀上我的212Please respect copyright.PENANANiOsELePOH
肩,和以前學生時代一樣來個熱情的擁抱。212Please respect copyright.PENANA83WOt7BjyX
「志珊,原諒我的任性。」輕輕的氣息在耳邊吐納。「改成此212Please respect copyright.PENANAFwSWMVjZay
情綿綿無絕期好不好?對不起,我知道我很任性,可是被你愛著很212Please respect copyright.PENANA3p0tj3Ecjn
幸福,因為我總是很痛苦的愛著別人,卻又得不到相同的回應,一212Please respect copyright.PENANA0xAjcbmYbS
直很痛苦......。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAb6UqFU5q1W
「我想就這樣被你愛著,雖然很抱歉,我無法回應你什麼,可212Please respect copyright.PENANAoZyyKpm7TG
是有很多男人愛著志珊,你可以愛我,也可以被愛,我們這樣下去212Please respect copyright.PENANAv0sboaw3jr
好不好?」212Please respect copyright.PENANARC0bNXBMFI
「......。」212Please respect copyright.PENANAW1qhbW45LH
想徹底斷了這種時有時無的聯繫,患得患失的感覺,原來就是212Please respect copyright.PENANAgWzSklZDur
愛情的酸跟苦。212Please respect copyright.PENANABuy40FYzUy
單戀的我,也嚐到了相戀的苦澀。212Please respect copyright.PENANAfSO0jXPjwH
那隻飛舞翩翩的蝶,如果只顧著停留在花朵上就好了,偏偏總212Please respect copyright.PENANADwOuQxITIc
愛在下雨天飛到我這屋簷來避雨,雖然飛來短暫停靠的蝴蝶不只一212Please respect copyright.PENANAHLocz6R7Rm
隻,但屋簷卻沒本事選擇讓哪一隻留下啊!212Please respect copyright.PENANAFrGfdPaqMc
.........完212Please respect copyright.PENANAjVqmSXIpXG
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蝴蝶狂熱_過去20多年默默寫的故事
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ISSUE #5
蝴蝶狂熱之五
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