仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPX2jjJPeQ
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZuJJLEVVW
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8xE7mGuq7
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為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur7ubYQ90C
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaytoU0291A
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"我諗可以嘅。"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj7xLDQONf
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接近六點，佢回覆我。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbsRH4atDx
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH6Y8XoH0V
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuXxepzWJi
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"嗯........好吖。"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRKFZcTB0u
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfUBTqGFuE
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"係咪有心事？"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYHDjSnA6c
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYlHWyW5JT
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因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qdXNUng8L
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"嗯......無嘢呀！"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qBImItAtm
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我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrcD9iPJVZ
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"今晚上你度，好唔好？"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTakGJfkERt
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食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHoUpr373r
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuk2EdX8pN
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"唔得就算啦！"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhz9cmqWrEz
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見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhXEbXw2K0
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"唔係呀，只不過........."317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdCa54s5Ra
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我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDFMBy3ejn
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"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAWXgJTbI7
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男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xXz7fjRKf
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"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEneOZjITQO
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我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoq5wBYVlM
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我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxItFs3MlT
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"一陣再搵你！"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7bzoiU1tj
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男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46F3154PiL
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我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwPYfoWbHT
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"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuibgkqbyZ
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男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PA2FnoN9C
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"唔好咁啦！"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpluIzqn1F
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShSiLloOmh
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"我好快返嚟，等我。"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYudOAIiyv
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPtKomy1OP
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我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzfanKXvEf
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我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoouW0zv0am
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我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF1hdTW6T9
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkbDIATr6U
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感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB0BjEZDWs
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不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen2tfwZd1q
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飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlJbCQ81Of
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我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LdQFdlrSl
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9p4SiWfYI
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.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIdx5W10K0
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呢張係四個月前第一張。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ603aDHfwWd
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4uBxoK5Qu
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3Y28Tmff0
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm5Af3XFT5
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『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklyEsQkGXI
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wSylQOr75
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以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVucn8oh8m
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尤其是最後一張。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWHCuevEIl
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLgyoHDWab
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zkvTknOw5
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下星期三？咪即係今日！317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMiofW7q94
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvmXesdu5p
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我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWU9o3Vf9R
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我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLafG3iCNBD
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呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0zCFYrU5c
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不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS33TlzgU9
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPvLRK1lmg
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPttCPuQsD5
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男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ700FiQOvC1
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"我call咗車，我走先！"317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1yOiuiE6P
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAM8Ie7EHb
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我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQiG50Vxhi
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYKjOLdf9f
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男友追到落嚟。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rJwgrIpgI
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRRiXQnV7S
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我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSgy2jGGzQ
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我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWTBCu9Hir
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男友拖住我返上佢屋企。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0t8T3xhFL
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。317Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhadTVS3h7F
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