仲有幾日又係重陽節,自從喺農曆年同男友行花市,四圍去拜年,吃喝玩樂幾日之後,中間呢九個月過得好沉悶,同佢見面越嚟越少,見親佢,佢都好沉默,我哋之間好似有一條罅隙,而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。270Please respect copyright.PENANAy1iSHl6WQ7
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再過多一個月,男友就正式借調去總公司,聽講係佢主動申請,佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月,或甚至一年。270Please respect copyright.PENANAA3gUkh5Ki3
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會,可能要一年後,先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。270Please respect copyright.PENANAEhMznlMNEW
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為咗有清晣嘅交代,佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日,出差同海外客户工作交接,所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後,我已經幾個星期無見佢,如果再唔喺平日搵佢,都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯?"270Please respect copyright.PENANATBVdoR41BO
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢,因為太早搵佢,佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。270Please respect copyright.PENANAuGI0VyHYyy
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"我諗可以嘅。"270Please respect copyright.PENANAmeBkLrB8Ox
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接近六點,佢回覆我。270Please respect copyright.PENANApa3EKyxRu2
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯,再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈,我同佢少咗好多話題,有啲嘢我想問,又唔敢問,變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢,不過可以見吓佢,我都好滿足。270Please respect copyright.PENANApKWZ41UXzP
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李?"270Please respect copyright.PENANA3WiV3FINqi
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"嗯........好吖。"270Please respect copyright.PENANA9BbtshQv0f
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佢近來都係咁講嘢,滿懷心事咁。270Please respect copyright.PENANABrod6vR1Aq
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"係咪有心事?"270Please respect copyright.PENANABF0oSzdg3a
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜,唔通佢真係想同Julie復合,如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭,我又點可以阻止,我只求佢早啲同我講,唔使等我心掛掛。270Please respect copyright.PENANAHAncK1J2Q2
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因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間,兩三個月前,佢又活躍番,似乎好開心,有啲嘢想公開咁。270Please respect copyright.PENANAxTbFVJesnj
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"嗯......無嘢呀!"270Please respect copyright.PENANAibMhipQOO9
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我關心佢,但嘅然佢咁講,我只好接受,當佢真係無嘢算啦。270Please respect copyright.PENANAoNJ9YEscZP
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"今晚上你度,好唔好?"270Please respect copyright.PENANAoxFKmlL7NI
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食完飯,佢打算送我走,開車無幾耐,我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持,主動同佢要求。270Please respect copyright.PENANAxLg9ySxCdc
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我好掛住佢,好想佢攬吓我,愛吓我,我同佢無親熱好耐,唔通佢無需要,定係有其他渠道發洩。270Please respect copyright.PENANApTbkMWDoVT
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"唔得就算啦!"270Please respect copyright.PENANAaXJ0kOuZ3X
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見佢好猶疑,我有啲唔開心。270Please respect copyright.PENANAEsfyMnZwlw
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"唔係呀,只不過........."270Please respect copyright.PENANAsRNZ9FbahV
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我突然想起Gigi,佢掛住啲家務,連做愛都唔專心,唔通男友又係咁,掛住啲工作?270Please respect copyright.PENANAd7PCPIj8DI
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"係呀,揸緊車,好吖........嗯......係呀..........."270Please respect copyright.PENANAdmsR1hOR1q
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男友未同我講完,佢手機響,佢平日習慣用短訊,但係揸緊車,回覆唔到,對方可能搵得佢好急,等住佢回應。270Please respect copyright.PENANAIlOHUCq07e
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"前面放低我,我自己上你度,如果你唔方便嘅,我第二日先再上去啦!"270Please respect copyright.PENANAGdnS9WDTYG
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我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐,隱隱悔悔咁,又不時眼尾望吓我,好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。270Please respect copyright.PENANArFhib63rri
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我拍吓佢手臂,叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。270Please respect copyright.PENANAa3AxtCSbqk
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"一陣再搵你!"270Please respect copyright.PENANAXyPjjGKDHK
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男友向對方講一句,匆匆忙忙收線。270Please respect copyright.PENANAoqe6BWAUFE
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我有不祥預感,對方可能係Julie。270Please respect copyright.PENANAUNFXFS3Dej
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"對唔住呀,我唔想阻住你講電話!"270Please respect copyright.PENANA19WRv1ZXE4
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男友仲未停定架車,我搶先同佢講,我好辛苦忍住眼淚。270Please respect copyright.PENANAivnN92OJ21
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"唔好咁啦!"270Please respect copyright.PENANAbv8MKTwf0t
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男友唔俾我落車,繼續車我去佢屋企。270Please respect copyright.PENANAq24AK2tJNs
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"我好快返嚟,等我。"270Please respect copyright.PENANAxwWXfkgXOw
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佢陪我入咗屋,到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急,為咗工作,定係其他急事,佢無提,無講咩原因,淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我,自己走咗出去,莫非對方真係咁重要。270Please respect copyright.PENANAF4do0xlkgH
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我第一時間衝入浴室,坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。270Please respect copyright.PENANAGoAvpdimOF
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我好想搵人傾吓,皓皓?van仔?佢哋會明白我而家處境?270Please respect copyright.PENANAEc6RVDqXBH
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我逼自己平復心情,男友可能只係落街覆個電話,佢好快返到,我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。270Please respect copyright.PENANAymOf9G2BBV
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我喺廳度等佢,一個鐘頭過咗,佢仲未返。270Please respect copyright.PENANAykprUZ2dQP
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感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變,唔通係Julie做嘅,佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟?270Please respect copyright.PENANALbMmlDNegM
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不過我太耐無上嚟,已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。270Please respect copyright.PENANACZ0ggWwHfC
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飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片,明顯係以前無嘅,我隨手睇吓,不出所料,全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。270Please respect copyright.PENANAxQvXveI2Wf
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我以前無見過呢啲明信片,今晚俾我見到,可能我突然上嚟佢度啦,不過我始終信仼佢,一直以來,我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢,佢對我亦無嘢隱藏,甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦,佢都解晒鎖,任得我登入。270Please respect copyright.PENANARFQl38VzCc
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方,我無留意到啫。270Please respect copyright.PENANATEJkwPlvl7
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.我呃自己,我無時無刻都留意住Julie,佢寄俾男友啲嘢,如果我見過,點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello,一到步即做兩件事,一,寄明信片俾你,二,坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you!!』270Please respect copyright.PENANANr7pnHMbZy
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呢張係四個月前第一張。270Please respect copyright.PENANAHng5QWMmTq
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Julie習慣寄明信片,喺佢facebook都見過唔少,270Please respect copyright.PENANAsUmAM0oa7M
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『Hi,雖然係夏天,見到個雪山都覺得凍,有個人攬住吓,俾啲溫暖我就好嘞!Miss you!』270Please respect copyright.PENANAz3Mv8SwDSm
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅,佢依然用曖昧嘅手法,係咪俾緊暗示男友呢,憑佢哋以前嘅關係,男友一定接收到。270Please respect copyright.PENANAzCVm71jeZq
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『Dear,It's a hard day。Miss you! Miss you! Miss you!』270Please respect copyright.PENANAwhJPzMBbCH
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張,相隔一個月。270Please respect copyright.PENANAmBKihOf7IA
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以日期排序,跟住仲有兩三張,每張message都好簡短,但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密,顯示佢哋發展好順利,難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默,呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍,每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。270Please respect copyright.PENANAHRWkjcRiuc
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尤其是最後一張。270Please respect copyright.PENANAuR1IPvMfUq
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『Love,will be back on next Wednesday !270Please respect copyright.PENANAC74KWsRibu
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Sweetie,期待嚟緊嗰個trip,love and miss you。 』270Please respect copyright.PENANArP7yKzz8wm
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下星期三?咪即係今日!270Please respect copyright.PENANAIFkuSUeDTi
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嚟緊嗰個trip,Julie會同男友一齊出trip?270Please respect copyright.PENANAzFmUtye8Ug
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我腦裡面一片空白,成個人恍恍惚惚,呆坐喺廳。270Please respect copyright.PENANAIfa10llsDH
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我一直疏忽咗,男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我,佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢,佢好積極,好進取,同埋好有部署,好有計劃。270Please respect copyright.PENANA0BCeWQ7H71
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呢七個幾月嚟,相對Julie,我偏偏太被動,太不干預,太佛系。270Please respect copyright.PENANAqbqHl57az8
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不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐,勾心鬥角,況且我唔擅長攻心謀略,要同人鬥爭,一丁點我都做唔嚟。270Please respect copyright.PENANAYWABTk5F49
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凌晨四點,我聽到開門聲。270Please respect copyright.PENANAZTRHWZjHqR
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"對唔住,我遲咗返嚟!"270Please respect copyright.PENANAiyd9EI7zbE
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男友嘆一口氣,歉疚咁望住我。270Please respect copyright.PENANA7tt6g8ERfq
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"我call咗車,我走先!"270Please respect copyright.PENANA8mK5WVvmlq
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男友喺後面叫住我,我無理佢,一口氣衝咗出門口,我怕稍一留步,就會撲埋佢度,攬住佢大喊,我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。270Please respect copyright.PENANAJDGNPpVHP4
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我想避開男友,走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯,坐喺地下流眼淚。270Please respect copyright.PENANACKfaBP0VWm
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“C,對唔住,我傷害咗你!”270Please respect copyright.PENANAqOxdvYo4aD
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男友追到落嚟。270Please respect copyright.PENANAe3PtIINXlp
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“我唔知自己想點,你俾啲時間我,可以嘛?”270Please respect copyright.PENANAPJRyteh8t6
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我同佢一齊好幾年,佢對我好,我好清楚,只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間,係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長,而且和平分手前,佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係,男友只係無奈被迫放手。270Please respect copyright.PENANA0lNWGYPFsx
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我各方便都唔及Julie,我想放棄。270Please respect copyright.PENANArSrB8k8MLA
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男友拖住我返上佢屋企。270Please respect copyright.PENANAQNBCFFVUJy
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸,但我而家一啲需要都無,相反,我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日,俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感,今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱,我心裡面有咁嘅準備。270Please respect copyright.PENANANhFGBLNmUY