仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJyWUq3Q7f
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5L9F5jay2
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9xjG6tQgT
如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUh7eVPOjz
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8v14pNjzZ
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEuoh8ZLQL
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uQxoevemp
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9hwZgbPmg
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8PB7ndvvh
"我諗可以嘅。"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XFfJK3Z6H
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pl4hT8xFB
接近六點，佢回覆我。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKysRfWtOTa
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcvw8aDMnQ
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgheeZMvdu
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwhFfs8kf0
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Si0aIA2gD
"嗯........好吖。"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZmVxfyZLe
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIAqPiYAc8
佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP7JYsck6y
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmc9q2dY9B
"係咪有心事？"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJlMV3ZIbZ
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1PZogAuHM
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD7L2DhZ8B
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV0K0Xtxy7
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN83be2Nhhd
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIa6eEuFXt
"嗯......無嘢呀！"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ7WvahgEP
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWlw12D2Po
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MmWlWUYWM
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ7U1QDo6P
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9nHbjEFeG
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgBhki4rE8
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVuE2UQHoE
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6wsExBe16
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g1VyCTlU4
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt4xEkmIaR
"唔得就算啦！"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqEeSS0s6E
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8joze6f48Y
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVaNZMAIWI
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8Tw0BX0fU
"唔係呀，只不過........."373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyiEdrt9dq
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYODFJhjUSa
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYph4F2o4tW
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5nvBhkpOD
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ClzKEBuiv
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq1KtdUO8y
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4lZacbeI4
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0T2pWDC7S
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7qqtJlfya
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIfaF6ywmm
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUnEFBcLPZ
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZranJ4PLJ
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMecp9MvnDr
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf33bj1pyJ
"一陣再搵你！"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVs90qyhMR
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKhHpl0pz1
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFsX4eST6c
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONSii3lfoQ
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh88TKIsobO
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAbjIhKhxy
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pR3Hkt2PP
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UG8p9CAIM
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoVvKQzDvG
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0beWclhhRM
"唔好咁啦！"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQneteZHOM
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oc5n3IkWo
男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw59jhCJSHl
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlaGvVUGwO
"我好快返嚟，等我。"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1UHBoOOLv
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlah3eutAzH
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmtlsB4dt9
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMOf6tyOnz
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrQDV3tsme
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ323nafAP
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpktxGQQaFf
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdrE0yOeuG
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTewrD7uhF1
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZEM3SRohB
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsreIaZj5w
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeg4Nr1pSD
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD2zCA1vRa
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrHDuBbZYi
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9etqiQkyQl
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkDsSYxLgt
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANtSKya3YF
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhalmZZm8o0
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoLIJ0vEHH
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Yjw49jQBg
可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5Pk35eugp
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsQ2dIZZpX
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDeeL7J1C4
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzZ0qIQUNy
呢張係四個月前第一張。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHrGiBLUKt
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKz66ZTtm9
Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzcUQqk6Dt
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzuOEZztc0
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9B3Ww2TwEv
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtCbszOeNB
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoQk6eZm22
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ju8EtdL3D
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSe6n4twrF
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCINoycBNn
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VGV5IR4Di
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAnaOgp3VG
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尤其是最後一張。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzK4X8pnxD
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1DbqjYDlF
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnKgDWu6vy
Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ113p7FTc4y
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIDalUAa81
下星期三？咪即係今日！373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UJiMQlmYS
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hrAiXV3yU
嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCIyBcuugN
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVIePOWRtV
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXkXhGhcw1
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLBkB280OG
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSNbGNTaoM
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ukJnd4kbV
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFIPZMTxKJ
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBBFCr5IHO
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv3KLumjcH
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh1SqCHhTo
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUNyyOoaW4
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ei1AYPPVE
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NdLoKAxJ8
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFXHT1yctY
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJVOGAeGpW
"我call咗車，我走先！"373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1xYpbh4yr
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkPRuO2GHN
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq87lGAiRCn
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡot4MQQXNsg
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhabkHWTtgo
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybCC96aLo9
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQl1ttmT5V
男友追到落嚟。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs9j3aP9Kj
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSeEYxsTiZ
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1YYjrgFJI
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbWsVj2OYV
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nyLK8UEoK
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZATeli64d2
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutSYceEMaY
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjDL3QwjD5
373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4slxbNXFZO
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。373Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVdqJqCRnY
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