第二朝，我一早扎醒，男友已經起身離開張床，嚴格嚟講，我成晚無瞓，到臨天光先䀫著。
我想早啲同佢整早餐，然後再叫醒佢，最後一次服侍埋佢，不過佢已經起咗身。
佢匆匆忙忙咁一面著衫，一面刷牙，好趕時間咁，我唔知應唔叫佢等一等，我去煮個早餐俾佢。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxBK79E0AY
“個客急call開會，我趕住出去，唔食早餐喇！”435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6Pzf334Zy
我唔需要顧慮咁多，男友已經開聲同我講。
客？我諗無乜客户會朝早六點半未夠就急call人開會，除咗Julie，仲有其他同事呢，佢哋點召集，唔通又係咁失驚無神，一早叫人返公司？
雖然早餐趕唔切食，我唯有蒸餾一杯佢每朝必飲嘅咖啡俾佢，然後正式同佢講聲再見。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2riu4j4R1
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“C，對唔住，我趕時間，我再聯絡你！”435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E8veme49W
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佢領呔都未打，蒸餾俾佢嘅咖啡，一啖都無飲，就趕住出門口。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOdy0qvnAJ
我唔敢挽留佢，怕佢以為我別有用心，以為我要阻𨒂佢出門口，想喺Julie手上搶佢返嚟。
Julie莫非真係好似師姐形容咁，每樣嘢都做到好絕，連多一分鐘都唔俾我，尋晚佢半夜四點幾返嚟，成晚幾乎無瞓過，而加未夠六點半就即刻call佢走？435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSugGk7vkx
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但係如果男友（唔知日後佢仲係唔係我男友，又或者要改稱前男友，咁複雜嘅關係，以後喺呢度我倒不如直接稱呼佢George。）唔願意，佢無須要好似接到軍令咁，非遵從不可。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxiGCtdrtE
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不過諗咩都無用，我相信同佢好快成為過去，況且尋晚佢身體暗示咗，佢為咗補償俾我，佢想同我做，但係我再無興趣，佢無迫我，陽具好快就軟番落嚟，喺床上面攬住我，佢身體再無反應過，軟綿綿咁。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5lsTvoycT
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同佢講過幫佢執行李，我想履行埋呢個承諾，不過下星期佢去邊度呢，去幾多日，我一概唔知，我同佢不知不覺間，竟然生疏得咁厲害，我諗真係我離開嘅時候。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QTBgHBXr8
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呢一間係我留宿過無數個晚上嘅地方，尋晚之前，我無諗過咁快要同呢度講再見，我好唔捨得， 全屋每一個角落我都停留一陣，緬懷一陣。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tbO9Xkx9l
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尋晚佢想同我好而攪到凌亂晒嘅睡房牀鋪已經整理番好，佢剛才換出嚟嘅家居服亦都掛好咗，今晚替換嘅內衣褲亦都攞定出嚟，放喺睡床上面。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDU1GcxXVG
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書房地吓仍然有佢未完成嘅拼圖，呢幾個月似乎無乜進展，仍然係幾個月前咁，我小心翼翼掃掃咗周圍，唔敢碰亂仼何一塊。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaEn25w8fS
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書架上面啲書有啲唔整齊，書枱有少少塵，書同佢排返好，塵同佢抹乾淨。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOLtH37d6f
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做愛唔成，佢仍然堅持同我一齊泡浴過嘅浴缸、地板都清潔好晒，抺番乾。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeaC4YzXm8
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屋裡面每一個角落，我都執乾淨晒，呢啲執拾整理工作日後就留返俾第二個喺呢度留宿嘅人做嘞。
我俾咗個message佢，話佢知我將佢俾我嘅大門鎖匙放喺梳化前面嘅茶几。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiFkebVjie
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不過唔知今日佢幾時先有時間睇呢個message。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTfi6kHTld
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臨離開前，企喺大門口發呆，怕以後再無機會入去，我唔捨得刪門，到聽到隔離開門先醒覺，嘆一口氣，心講一聲：再見，先狠起心腸，掩埋度門。
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"細C.....細C......"435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP59hIQIW6
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成朝我空空洞洞，唔知老闆叫咗我幾多聲，我先察覺。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfy42moEhVY
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佢指示我跟住佢，入佢辦公室，佢掩埋平日長期打開嘅門，拉埋向住office出面嘅玻璃窗拉簾。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo3cFlPPAT
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"發生咩事？你精神好差！"435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3ol3qckPK
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我再忍唔住心裡面嘅傷痛，咬住自己手指，耷低頭流眼淚。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFadsMsoXyR
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老闆走埋我身邊，遞幾張紙巾俾我，我控制唔住自己，撲埋佢膊頭，歇斯底里咁喊。435Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGOc7s3Xui
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