仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgimaahy1m
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngOqtsVLp1
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6Dn2HETN1
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為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKOiqQTLUi
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsamwrNbhea
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"我諗可以嘅。"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8zCWsvSSF
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接近六點，佢回覆我。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjl7pDJzYB
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wxTsSBW8T
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4J4jPzQLq
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"嗯........好吖。"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ljM6jXySO
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MiJkKuIAY
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"係咪有心事？"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyciOy432R
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobQE1ZqvMS
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因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApu1TMNMEa
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"嗯......無嘢呀！"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L247gNnhK
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我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnpoAaYtnb
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"今晚上你度，好唔好？"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iCzoe95Jz
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食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGLTy5Hbyk
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKlozII2cd
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"唔得就算啦！"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquXN3ARiKH
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見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cnUUXrQPW
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"唔係呀，只不過........."316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIFpWGhDNb
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我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwgzEzAFx1
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"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm8u5R8AGc
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男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9C82tXhTh
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"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ekdi86jpm
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我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxjyJp5VWS
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我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2b5d9R8Wq
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"一陣再搵你！"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZwbQX8yO1
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男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRfmaF8VW9
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我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFPFNcRCVe
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"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej6j3dpQhY
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男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6qpLoTV5R
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"唔好咁啦！"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfMvIn44iv
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmrca2Szsl
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"我好快返嚟，等我。"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5yaxhDViO
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP2Kws87Pl
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我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDBAFn7tRh
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我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3SaFn4IXH
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我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IEpPJxrk4
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Uz8fLgeuv
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感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwPjZmSFN7
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不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5OPqcvmfO
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飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhgiqTz3lh
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我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mebVfLMXM
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTQDBXczhU
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.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdX558rH0D
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呢張係四個月前第一張。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMca1OQQkZc
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHAZuNzVZq
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZP1ctsuj5
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzb8g4G64C
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『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaonQK9cd9z
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDcDw0skS5
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以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JziLjiBi3
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尤其是最後一張。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAE1KHLGCF
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwEDIEvtYp
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWGvQ0xMwA
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下星期三？咪即係今日！316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdk5sVpCesf
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM0IBDxOgG
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我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkznP3fK4jm
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我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3kMizpLYX
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呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCMBOo6xKe
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不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbFQ2VO7J1
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXtWlIeKBf
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptUo3gTqPp
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男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH4bW5ZbOM
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"我call咗車，我走先！"316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJHazdkOmQ
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZa6BBHp3X
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我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYSIZJY9UO
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxabvsPOQrf
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男友追到落嚟。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt45LOL2Q8l
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPfU5JUi9h
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我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcts0y6s51
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我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaVHuqUcuD
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男友拖住我返上佢屋企。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdyPnekl6a
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。316Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs6Ec7b3mq
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