仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2xkrUvU9k
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc4Bog7Xg9
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMPXHImH3l
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOP87PRlv4
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuZP2OLjhW
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGOJ4gQ3RQ
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGBaBPvyiH
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXOclZGait
"我諗可以嘅。"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jT2JOOXY1
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso5GqPEe2B
接近六點，佢回覆我。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6uNLdJpIn
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGqQmmaV21
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc5WQGx5aw
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbATV2VvGH
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"嗯........好吖。"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cn4HoCtys
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6Rbq4ZkPW
佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzRylbKGyk
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2PN8cWwxu
"係咪有心事？"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmNpgE9pGX
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonkQA6wT9c
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybmNU2YOWb
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGUyAyyyss
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVcVpT2YBy
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn0X93OU3N
"嗯......無嘢呀！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SvW8stzXc
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkbVuabUXR
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AVMbf4wAR
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"今晚上你度，好唔好？"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscRMBt6AEp
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xpn77ohNM
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugW0sGHuwJ
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKUqBhj8ce
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatWl2U0VNO
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbegIeotpdc
"唔得就算啦！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiZWh5OQni
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mQLy6nbgM
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡithp6grbRU
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGu9ywxcjG
"唔係呀，只不過........."356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVH7lozc7E
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ1uIxQ3ui
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfcPIo7bbI
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuuU7z29iF
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI24I8c2gUT
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8B5aCzlpSI
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2W02s0QXd
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoWcnfopsW
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYccw7GKBwb
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8mtenfKkL
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6o8cBkaIk
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4MLR5DAXv
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7c4mdFjtl
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xDbtjtnME
"一陣再搵你！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsYAqMGxTd
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpq73K3NfU
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkUgPIsFYd
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe8TGqnBns
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUJIgXbUeM
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa719FL84Jt
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTyjvItoq9
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyVfRtyrfr
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXt9kWDBSi
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MTSam9FOo
"唔好咁啦！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcumITwNO5
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdU2MoE6I8
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi8abpqYsj
"我好快返嚟，等我。"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgfqeb0qbZ
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zl7OrsYAi
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zWathW5z0
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAQJWml6uc
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLGy7c3ruN
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4SKtKdSH4
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF0cEJeeqC
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV5veGgl3l
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfKflJbqCm
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCfL59HeBq
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjvMAtKOWi
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg261r7WbZ
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n2Gq35rHD
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qAozSEGMG
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFPPI0BxmB
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpkGetxvi4
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZkKFZOxDs
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzDvgKr60N
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uTMnQfvrz
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ1gYKBedE
可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD1DOlpkr4
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOr1RjGsHb
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbGwEz4i0Y
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呢張係四個月前第一張。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe35dAUmsg
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLRMByFv6u
Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW1atkfQ4N
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWIfGt57id
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kWFuUhW1T
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『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8LrK2fpoV
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfYHOm10vI
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8t0EGeDf6
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EEzegvXNg
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尤其是最後一張。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡis5Kxk21kg
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP3NQoShfF
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJj4WJjIrt
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下星期三？咪即係今日！356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGv1vzy9v3
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9MoMsllQb
嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRobzmgYU2
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR9JRYWlmZ
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxgT6Z1buT
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXsFcUrq5V
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVISwLyj5i9
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RTbXmkyly
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SC3UqBCFb
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpo4Pg4542
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdqkZK6zNt
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaq2x65tOH
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaGwWmzC3X
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9JGWO3jSd
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ1ERJZn83
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a95qqK58K
"我call咗車，我走先！"356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmr7NVzfIr
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTPnzkU6uG
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcVKOwaGtF
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4PsMOfatq
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bWQwvaGNd
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLObUU4QVmS
“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUF8IL2aSB
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jDbzhpmmF
男友追到落嚟。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4kAZRng7y
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHW9U7iFhq
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwny2HuWd0
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdj8VCsciS
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iyquw1pce
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslc7Xkkai4
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUisS5vWU6
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMT65OcJFmo
356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w0aSjlubl
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。356Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfe21WJ6iK
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