仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLRI07IC7C
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQIDeY8wMW
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkq4QdyZ2P
如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VczM1gC7J
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTYZtZ7Cp5
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYUvAtrbSd
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFl9hZIwkF
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIO66afda8
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjP4cVPHRM
"我諗可以嘅。"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7I1aVp411
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwqW5KWOwC
接近六點，佢回覆我。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcDQfpz92S
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSiuPhTavu
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eufRwD79P
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIAnFlBdpI
"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP1ZxFUCUY
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOAIYXatl1
"嗯........好吖。"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0VfGHUR61
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzniRsJW8ed
佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrSjruCXhE
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVnjalefsl
"係咪有心事？"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpECGVrlzO
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4v0gSVMoHD
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrfxnIEoTK
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvTNGJZlja
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbBLOQyVcE
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF5fz8Agcs
"嗯......無嘢呀！"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u1RoSCH5j
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDazPREgg1C
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixf3F3TEdj
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqTurtbEpI
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77inh8WPgE
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJeaF6uaj4
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGRJv0T53Z
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp06VDA8gp
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAAMFdmiKW
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwMP0rKWbT
"唔得就算啦！"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfRmmiqRBK
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAgKlvYSjA
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5EDWIhDeT
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxn2DYgn2U
"唔係呀，只不過........."376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4myVMwGJe
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymRmayUF4b
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxaFJi3tJp
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFogwkR5o7
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpASnev7UKe
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyDUJs2XmI
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkSU9mXA0Z
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo926Iv4TYE
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fSeQRaRnY
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhzTd37v3Z
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA7VA7CZIX
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF0f99IPZ9
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0JezBEcj1
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoKMCbMf21
"一陣再搵你！"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVcuDuKUqd
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEPa4IBqGX
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTVdAf5Bxa
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AtMMynxVT
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzzaP5LhQU
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqL8xfVaBW
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXfX9hEQVf
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe2oHGYBp0
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSCz0tMsfE
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBS3QkN5f3N
"唔好咁啦！"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXsTm1Cu56
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF7z1Vdeez
男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeXqhaHGVK
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8cbl1ArUp
"我好快返嚟，等我。"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnY210HTP1
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK1ETlYOCR
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnwY8PC0NC
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLexM97cRDF
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfcUzYCBWb
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB56aFk0ZM
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqRtoGK8ta
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsauRBes0x6
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAWchF4A1f
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4M2fzVYDM
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFZ7Ddzn1P
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TZStGagA9
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIV6cwX3kX
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvm0BLzDDn
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOPFCrZHsY
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg80WkZRPG3
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtVHqewxgc
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPHpdnCz7V
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaZIRb2DUn
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQYw6Bz2oZ
可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LuQjy6YOR
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojdgTHSyIu
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjpHVIExjy
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzEuFo7Ogh
呢張係四個月前第一張。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW98yup9KU
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB66bZc5AEK
Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDbzAtD9nc
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJlEwRN0OU
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mZU3qhIQn
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfylpalOMk
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1UCBdnOPU
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeexKZNkF7
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOVWEMb5Qc
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUMcXX2Qpn
呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreSZ9qjYHw
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlEpZjXZij
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dLfezFhh2
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNrO9Qe6kZ
尤其是最後一張。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAg6puKbYd
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5x9jGx1AF
『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjtK4FegTv
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79TAkr3I4y
Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BbNWqOQXU
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkAsW5C4iR
下星期三？咪即係今日！376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24uZxzEA6V
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOdmmbYzk9
嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaqfc8FhGZ
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNpnyk1hfJ
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkF3G4Txn8
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2YO9cLRxt
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdsE6oXynx
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kyjRbFHI3
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2rJxVYSwg
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgvvRKYtKi
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdoxNdxUHw
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYNBTmMzJu
～～～～376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5ULc05drK
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMBTovQ2pk
凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr81WdCUjis
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62kXwUbrFJ
"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUOCxTgGF9
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUf1QUOG5e
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtMoX0r6Vi
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttN4poG6Eg
"我call咗車，我走先！"376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kizMe4kgZ
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i4jwJRTzl
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XcheGOXOc
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnHm3NK2DE
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBurQ6IHGP
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4u6eHAEal
“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXASelvsSRt
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfJXzNIVQy
男友追到落嚟。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxPGFEAfYJ
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2NoaA9HgC
“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NRySDdDHT
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGosPdScql
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkNIJaP7b3
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHDqLhfRc9
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wPEYcIBLh
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxMgNiXlJU
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iPXFg1jHK
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7mcBxfN4Q
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOriFu4VrC
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