P.s. I literally can't write
P.p.s Ignore anything crappy
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Jamie's P.O.V.
I was dying.
Not really, but it felt like it.
How would I know how dying felt like you ask?
Well, I've done it before.
Sort of.
I was so close to dying than the stupid doctors saved me.
Now my life is hell.
If I don't feel like I'm dying, then I'm all panicked and scared.
Hell I tell you.
My condition is hard to explain, and it's very very rare.
To be honest, I think it has only happened to me.
I should probably start from the start, shouldn't I?
Oh well. I'm not bothered.
I'll get my bff Casey to do it.
She's much better at explaining.
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Casey's P.O.V.
Jamie is a very weird person. I don't whether it's the condition, or just the personality, but Jamie is incredibly hard to understand. Luckily I am an expert. Well I have had experience for over 10 years (aka 11) and I am Jamie's bff.
I have forgotten what the condition is called so that's a great start. But here's what it involves:
1. Jamie suddenly blanks out in class or at the most random times.
This is probably the main one because Jamie does it a lot, and it isn't blanking it like not paying attention, it's bad.
Jamie collapses on the floor, goes all limb, and sometimes - if it's really bad - stops breathing.
2. Jamie hates loud things and surprises.
Okay, Jamie doesn't hate them. In fact, I remember Jamie begging for a surprise party when we were little.
Loud things and surprises make Jamie scream then go all crazy. When I say scream, I mean the loudest scream you've heard, times 10. It's all high-pitched and extremely loud. After the dreadful scream, Jamie goes all crazy. Like really crazy. Jamie starts running into things, breaking everything, destroying the whole place. It's scary to watch honestly. The worst part is, Jamie doesn't even remember all of this!
3. Jamie is very forgetful.
I don't mean it like forgetting your homework once in a while, I mean it like forgetting what you were just saying.
Numerous times Jamie has started saying something and then stops mid-sentence and asks me what we were just talking about.
I remember once when we had to present our projects in school, Jamie forgot everything. Literally everything. This is what his presentation sounded like:
"Hi...Umm...My name is...Umm...Err...I...Umm...Uhh"
You get the idea, right?
4. Last but certainly not least, Jamie has to take like 10 billion medications a day.
1 at break, 1 before and after lunch, 1 before sport, and 3 after passing out. That's just when Jamie's at school.
At home it's much more complicated. I really don't know how Jamie hasn't gotten confused with them yet.
1 as soon as Jamie reaches home, 1 before and after dinner, 2 at sunset, 1 before reading a story book, 1 before brushing Jamie's teeth, and 5 before bed.
Jamie is only 11, already there are so many medications that need to be taken. I really feel sorry for Jamie. I can tell the condition is annoying.
But there is one thing I haven't told anyone. Not even Jamie's parents. It's a big secret that I'm going to tell you.
Jamie has tried to commit suicide not once, not twice, not even 3 times. 5 TIMES! I had to save Jamie every one of those times, it's really heartbreaking. I hope Jamie will live for longer.
I really like Jamie...
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