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「好喇，大家明咗個舞台妝點攪未呀？」在科大的common room 4裡，導師在工作坊上教導著同學怎樣化舞台妝。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOprEq8TzHb
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理論上，科大的Winter學期對很多同學來說如同放寒假；然而我為了刷學分，卻額外報讀了課程。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURbD0auBP6
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趁著今天人在學校，我參加了話劇學會的工作坊，聽說未來的兩個月即將舉辦大專院校的話劇表演比賽。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8Zckz9BNY
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「水神，冇見你一排又型咗啵，條褲幾好睇。」Dave打量了我的全身便讚道。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbostkxLb0
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我正穿著一條牛仔褲，那是一條深藍得近乎黑色的牛仔褲，唯一奪目的焦點就是褲腳有著像盧薈般的白色條紋；要生動地形容，就像是漆黑的深藍夜空中，地上長出奪目的純白盧薈，完美地形成色差對比。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9b2iK4dF3
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我：條褲雖然長咗啲但堅係型嘅。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe3Xc0qORm
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事實上，在平安夜那晚，我也穿過這條褲外出，還真的被那些參與「free hug」的人稱讚過，看來這條褲真的沒有買錯。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthPRiFtQCv
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Dave：開sem再見啦！386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRSO6alFqL
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活動結束後，我在科大的北門等侯著巴士回家。這種冷天，在空曠的街上等侯，而且地點還在人煙僻靜的清水灣，不止是令人感到身寒，連心裡也寒。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN4sQa9X7g
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等車等得無聊了，便打開手機上的Bumble。那像蜜蜂黃的背景，猶如為我在寒冬裡送上一杯溫熱的柚子蜜茶。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaTaklLieQ
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Veron，她的大頭照是一張黑白自拍照，分成了四份，顯得頭像很小，雖然還能看到她的五官，但不是完全清晰；第二張照片，則是由粉紅花堆砌出來的心形，像是要展現自己的藝術氣質。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMmH8eu74I
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直覺告訴我，愛這樣修圖，又不願放上最清晰照片的女生，是對自己的樣子沒有信心，給人一種顏值有限的感覺。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiyPwINR3s
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儘管是修了圖，但仍是瞞不過我的雙眼。我看著唯一的黑白照，唔⋯⋯五官還可以勉強接受，就右滑吧！386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK92DF8B4u
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「水神，我係太陽神呀。」成功配對後，她便跟我打招呼。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6koL6EmjH6
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我：點解你叫太陽神嘅？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHUtRM5diI
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Veron：冇，只係我中意神話。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dJGvRohQz
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我：你讀緊書定做緊野？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcllXuM8Qp2
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Veron：讀書，你讀咩科？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi8mg2jkMc
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我：工程386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEHMesbmfQ
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Veron：我會計😩386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfYWpNsiAl
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開場白的用途，就是讓雙方初步地互相了解。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsxNdXQa8Y
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她回覆我後，我便上了巴士，把手機收好身旁。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId2HUNrFdB
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回到家裡，才繼續聊。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5NtRzci2P
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我：點解用黑白相嘅？🙈386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoyupHgQhP
我：想睇你彩色相386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyEupvANjl
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Veron：太陽神想要安全感😊386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhdmKa1EM8
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來到這裡，我暫且不再回覆她。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrEI8qX2P6
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其實我無意吊癮，只是慢慢厭倦了在網上秒回別人的動作。以前我或許會秒回別人，但可能是年紀大了，老手的精力不如新手，自己也不想再像以前那樣，經常秒回別人；如果每次都要秒回別人的話，自己也很累。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZmcjvxAWg
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於是，我下一次回覆Veron的時候，已經是第二個早上。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFf3ku4JDN
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「你下星期有冇時間？我想一齊去cafe。」要聊的開場白都聊完，於是我便直接提出約會。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnw9QsZMO8
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Veron：唔係好得386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PKFlykKov
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我：咁再下個星期又點？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHNaSYwLx6
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Veron：最近我仆親，出唔到嚟😢386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOub4DHQ0L
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我：Oh, sosad.386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eRMgYWDob
我：咁休息下先啦386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR34SCe1XG
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Veron：你要出嚟嘅話，可唔可以著女裝呀？😳386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVHqH3p6zP
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在我的預設之中，我的首張大頭照是女裝照，一方面是展現自己愛穿女裝的個性，另一方面也是因為網路世界，是一個很講注意力的地方，不取用這種手段，我就無法從幾百個同時競爭的男生之中脫穎而出，引起特定女生的注意；只有到了現實世界一對一的first date，為了製造男朋友的感覺（或第一印象），我才預定以型男的形象出現。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqao85kPdS
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Veron這番話，卻直接打亂了我的部署。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpofadSjFGe
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說起真正的穿女裝外出，我仍有心理包袱未解決。除了像萬聖節、cosplay event這類日子之外，我都幾乎未試過在平常日子裡穿女裝外出；心裡還是會懼怕扮演的不好，被人一眼看破男兒身，惹來歧視的目光。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP7dFoYvZf
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我：唔係幾好呢😅386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkU3ibUE88
我：你等我呢排買到靚啲衫先再出嚟啦386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSkJuhxUcU
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結果我打了退堂鼓。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGSuzBojdw
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Veron：係呢有冇IG？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMrFnmWGmI
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最終，大家只是交換了IG。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fQc2EU0cp
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