「Heart beats fast.」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdMFVNUGOC
「Colours and promises.」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvymEe8z9GM
「How to be brave?」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVHzWWaM70
「How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ824pGw2NEE
「But watching you stand alone」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTytlAAP5qe
「All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAmbmwmmDB
「One step closer.」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hyffKixfW
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今晚是一個濕冷之夜，地上留下一堆堆剛下雨而成的小水灘，我來到了在清水灣區裡的一間學校，進入禮堂。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPQYPE0SKw
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「I have died every day waiting for you.」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjKdHIcAHS
「Darling, don't be afraid. 」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvZAbZUhZR
「I have loved you for a thousand years.」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEHHnbKpVk
「I'll love you a thousand more.」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHk3vVJrMU
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晚些七時，禮堂內而有不少盛裝打扮的男女，場內燈光昏間，完美地襯上了這首抒情的英文歌。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuspRtuoV6H
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「好喇，各位靚仔靚女，而家你可以根據返你頭先入場時抽嘅number，去搵你嘅partner喇。」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6UjgyCNaT
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幾乎任何像這類的晚會，都必有個核心環節，就是配對。每個人進場前都要先抽一個號碼，然後進場後跟抽到相同號碼的異性配對。舉例說，我抽到90號，那麼我現在就要去找那個同樣抽到90號的女生配對。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsAQCNWD5Y
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「你邊間school㗎？」找到她後，我就向她打個招呼。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IW8sYytl4
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「我⋯⋯Busi，你？」那個女生有170cm高，樣子普通，身穿一套白色露肩的晚服。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlw1qDODXj
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我：Engine367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoBKzxdW1f
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她：你有玩過之前Ocamp？367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoct0MtuyPY
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我：邊個ocamp？367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU611GLZsY
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她：Hall 3367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleyiaohfMS
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我：我玩開hall 4嗰個。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphn0tfknYm
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她：哦，我係玩hall 3嗰個然後就嚟咗今個呢個，都係佢哋班人攪。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpYZvX5lC6
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我很清楚自己的性格，其實我很快就會讓整個對話氣氛變成一片dead air。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLFRN9DzW0
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只要她也一樣想不出話題，就真的dead air了。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k5Ycd4fAW
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結果如我所料，她直接「結束配對」，去找回她的朋友聊天了。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe6TOMyJpj
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「好啦，頭先教完舞點跳相信大家都識㗎啦，而家你可以同你partner一齊跳。」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwc5YI9c0Zj
「當然我哋都好自由，你可以去搵其他異性嘅。」台上的MC說。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3CWD98oRh
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我只好自由行，四處看看有沒有其他相熟的同學也在場。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzvSgo2qqd
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只能說平常心看待就好，雖然學生會把這個活動的潛規則上標上「情人配對」的名義，但是我相信很多都只是因為放假期間沒事幹，才到這裡解心靈上的悶意。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm684vwCqhr
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很快，又讓我意外看到在不足3米的範圍手，有一對身穿全黑晚服的女性朋友主動向我招手。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L91b4cjOy
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「點解你今日喺度嘅？你唔去hall 4嗰個嘅？」Hilary微微一笑向我問道。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo4kbRuLz2
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我：想識下唔同嘅人啫，咪專登過嚟呢度囉。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qRjnQL8rq
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Joyce：啱，我哋都係想識多啲人先嚟。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10nn71MJlQ
（她展示出表示認同的手勢和表情。）367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQhwwZswzG
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Hilary和Joycea是一對閏密如姊妹的關係，她們老是一起牽手走著。如果大家有細心觀察身邊的女生都知道：女生之間的友誼，相比男生之間的友誼，更愛一同牽手。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkAIioop4O
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我：頭先唔係有仔同你跳舞嘅？咁快就俾人unmatch咗喇？367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT144ul7563
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Hilary：係我unmatch佢就真！367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4lyb6kUZR
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Joyce：你快啲去搵靚女傾計啦，gogogo！367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E1feD2m0o
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Hilary：係，除咗我哋兩個之外。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO1iAys5Bb
（嘴上帶點奸的微笑）367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2NWYHRC8C
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就這樣，她們便打發我離去。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk4QslDMvk
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你知我的⋯⋯不太懂得找話題去跟別人聊天。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1Bh6cm2GC
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中途還是會遇到一些長相清秀的女生，有些女生嬌小玲瓏，笑的時候臉特別甜美；有些女生則長得較高，有點明顯身型。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqScIsxGr8g
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正當不少男生都喜歡找前者類型搭訕之時，而我則較喜歡後者的類型。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwiLQ0auwU
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如果你以為我是為了追求身材正所以選後者，那你就想得太膚淺了！我的主要考慮，是覺得這種女生通常性格較為大方，不小器，十分有價值去認識，至少憑我那丁點的「相貌學」是如此認為。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEN2C54FBB
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儘管我有嘗試去搭訕，但是我卻不懂得怎樣有效地搭訕，這情景猶如在街頭隨機向一個陌生女子「抄牌」一樣；於是這一晚，不是跟女生聊幾句就沒下文，就是獨自一人再禮堂內徘徊。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eL8CbGpuT
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如是者，晚會就快要結束。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAeiHWfENG
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「好喇，各位俊男美女，今晚嘅ball night仲有半個鐘到就完喇，如果你而家仲未搵到partner嘅就快啲把握最後機會啦！」367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6fUJ6CFUi
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雖然台上的MC這樣說得動人，但⋯⋯你說就易呀，這也得要看緣份呀！367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd0zHIGH2f
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其實這種地方有點像參加speed dating，我對這些活動完全未接觸過，更遑論有點社交恐懼的我，要在這種場合跟女生搭訕了，真難！367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW5Qoo4Q7C
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這個晚會的最後，我還是一人獨來獨往我渡過。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRaBqAyjEP
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大會有提供紅玫瑰花出售，眼見場上幾乎每個男生都買下一大束，然後積極地一束束送給不同的女生；而我卻仍不敢行動。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoFonzX3d3
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唉，怎麼我會如此沒出息？367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmcxbUznDP
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「點呀，搵到女朋友未呀？」Hilary話中帶著挪揄的語氣向我道。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5I6yvr66D
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我：未呀！367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLfCBO6LGM
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Joyce：垃圾組仔。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSB1dIa8Ge
（Joyce也一同挪揄。）367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHygtK66OM5
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我：我落去洗個手先，轉頭好快有㗎啦。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhERxUgHxf
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我只好逞強地回道，然後假裝沒事地走到洗手間裡。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1TaNcaYQX
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「呼！加油吧Andy！你一定得嘅！」我對著鏡子鼓勵著鏡中的人，然後又回到禮堂裡。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcNt4lMlTk
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回場不久，我又看見一個扎起兩束短辮子、整體打扮有點行走中性的路線、染上了奪目的橙髮、身穿旗袍的女生。在ball night都有人穿旗袍？是，偶爾有這種少數人也不足為奇。不過，她是行走暗黑風格的打扮，中式裡夾雜著Punk風。所謂的暗黑Punk風，當然離不開甚麼魚網絲襪、黑靴了。再加上她臉上有點浮誇的妝容，讓人感覺：她是故意想在這個舞會裡，展現出自己那種很有個性、很有個人風格的型象。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5vkOhqCWj
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樣子方面，連平庸級數也稱不上。可是我，就是偏偏被那種帶有中性打扮的氣質吸引了。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFecDTJFaq
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至於你問我為甚麼連樣子醜也照樣嘗試，很簡單，我就是要甚麼都想嘗試一番，才知自己真正想要甚麼。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKjpkjimox
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我：你邊間U㗎？367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd5Deo75CK
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Iris：我BU讀arts嘅367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWH4Omdv1W
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這下子我終於鼓起勇氣，直接詢問她的IG。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI242mgThw
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Iris：你想寫小說？367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKICsGyhPU
Iris：咁你應該讀文科喎，點解去左Engine嘅？367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOlb64T7Gi
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我們的聊天，都是圍繞著簡單的背景了解、例如大學生活等等。當然，參加這個舞會的人大多數都只是放假沒事幹而來，所以如果你認真相信學生會所說的「從舞會中尋找真愛」，那你就輸了。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKgqzIqs2o
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這晚完結了，我彷彿從不同人身上，更加了解到自己的特質。原來我除了會被樣子不俗直女給引之外，我還會被一些愛中性打扮的女生給引。當然，中性打扮，不等於男性化打扮，太過男性化的話我倒是沒有好感。367Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm2QuZVcJQ
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