在我和Ivy交流的同期，我當然match過其他女生。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8Pj4XZ4Xx
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然而，有些是感情騙子。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC3Hgn2joQ
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「Hi，做緊咩呀？」成功跟Candy配對後，她拋出這句開場白。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQG5NNZKkC
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我：考完DSE等緊JUPAS放榜522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8sL8Q0KV3
我：點解你張相咁攪笑嘅？（笑喊522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcdBvJr3Xn
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Candy：係意外嚟啫（笑喊522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizkKxcIkFY
Candy：我嗰一刻唔小心kiss到條燈柱呀嘛（笑喊522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP6Dj6z4Fq
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Candy的樣子普普通通，對我的第一印象只是朋友感覺，沒有戀人的感覺。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4njr4eJjI
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隔了幾小時，我又發信息給她。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZJLAt8WY0
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我：咁你呢？做咩工？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf8nIFwWYG
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Candy：我做sales㗎522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Wu9nuGUvH
Candy：今日幫公司同事手522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2qt8OghXn
Candy：係喇，我唔係成日上Tinder，不如加個WhatsApp啦？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW5x3gEtVK
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我專重每一份職業，銷售員亦然，於是我們交換了電話號碼。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vmk1lQ8Io
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在WhatsApp上⋯⋯522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAcstDmoL1
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我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩職業？（笑喊522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbR7O99QPPv
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Candy：你係咪好中意動漫㗎？（笑喊522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wUBc5N2LB
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我：主要係火影迷囉522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9E5xm77GM
我：我cos過男角同女角522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdafCWBT9L2
我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩工？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbopJwHTPT
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Candy：化妝師（笑喊522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTdESe8CU0
Candy：你係咪成日幫人做唔同打扮㗎？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDgBZtqUf6
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等等，談了這麼久，難道她還沒有留意到我是一個偽娘嗎？我的個人檔案都已經描述得這麼明顯了，她還是沒留意到嗎？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEMnjmiCed
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你可能說我神經過敏，這只是很平凡的聊天，可能只是別人特別愚鈍所以意識不到；但是從我的經驗裡，通常真正來交友的女生，看見我的個人檔案之後，是極容易把第一印象投放在我這個偽娘身份之上；然後在聊天室裡，第一個聊天焦點是「偽娘」。例如：她們的開場白通常是讚美我的女裝打扮有多美麗。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CxUEJy79Y
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當然可能有例外，但即使是再愚鈍的女生，通常在交談一段時間之後，她都必定意識到我是偽娘。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVD86JY7Zb
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所以，如果有女生異常愚鈍：明明我都上載了自己的女裝打扮照，也講得很清楚自己是偽娘；但你還是要問我是男的女的，或只懂得把焦點放在「化妝師」的話，那麼我倒是懷疑你是怎樣match我的？只是隨便swipe我？沒有認真地與人社交嗎？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kGpA5nb0S
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這個女生的上線時間不穩定，有時候秒回信息，有時候隔幾天才回覆。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dhAgwuwWc
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不知不覺已經一個星期了，由於她上線時間不穩定，回覆時快時慢；因此我們只是停留在最片面的了解，只是了解到她是sales，沒有詳細過問哪一行業。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T4DiYGfa6
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於是，我提出加IG的請求。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRofLCRWF4
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我：傾咁耐，不如大家交換個IG呀？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50L9cJkJuJ
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Candy：唔係幾方便呢，我個IG剩係俾女仔follow咋（笑喊522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKra8rE0XB
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聽到這句說話，我心裡生出一點莫名其妙的妒嫉感；就在此，大家之間的關係就不了了之。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbjCsqNOC6
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為什麼真正的女生能加你IG，而我這個「仿製」女生就不能呢？522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWeefvwdqo
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產生妒嫉感，是因為我曾經渴望，跟某些女生發生純友誼的關係；然而又失敗了，只能仰慕著真正的女生，活得像親生姊妹。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrGkxCpDap
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男和女真的有心理上的差異，終歸我還是保留著男性的心理。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UypOb94mc
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不過，我還是相信男女之間存在純友誼的。522Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIZMLmDWPW
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