-----幾日後-----610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1QuNgZJ7M
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZsiSjUJxq
「好喇，大家明咗個舞台妝點攪未呀？」在科大的common room 4裡，導師在工作坊上教導著同學怎樣化舞台妝。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sNZ83Ecbn
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5cwO5Htrv
理論上，科大的Winter學期對很多同學來說如同放寒假；然而我為了刷學分，卻額外報讀了課程。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2WVjp7WcX
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQloV9etLt
趁著今天人在學校，我參加了話劇學會的工作坊，聽說未來的兩個月即將舉辦大專院校的話劇表演比賽。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDHHprVQ3d
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwYXpJZ3Ia
「水神，冇見你一排又型咗啵，條褲幾好睇。」Dave打量了我的全身便讚道。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaWs6m37n7
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpi9yK5yyj
我正穿著一條牛仔褲，那是一條深藍得近乎黑色的牛仔褲，唯一奪目的焦點就是褲腳有著像盧薈般的白色條紋；要生動地形容，就像是漆黑的深藍夜空中，地上長出奪目的純白盧薈，完美地形成色差對比。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtEv9yKbG2
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYp4tjnojf
我：條褲雖然長咗啲但堅係型嘅。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKUfymcY8i
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gSDDkmCRq
事實上，在平安夜那晚，我也穿過這條褲外出，還真的被那些參與「free hug」的人稱讚過，看來這條褲真的沒有買錯。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJKjIQpTAz
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeurb93yheP
Dave：開sem再見啦！610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjr7dxBqTQ
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTcnryWH9q
活動結束後，我在科大的北門等侯著巴士回家。這種冷天，在空曠的街上等侯，而且地點還在人煙僻靜的清水灣，不止是令人感到身寒，連心裡也寒。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdkEMSyBi7
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmb4nXPCbr
等車等得無聊了，便打開手機上的Bumble。那像蜜蜂黃的背景，猶如為我在寒冬裡送上一杯溫熱的柚子蜜茶。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg6Vdzs6T6
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPLRX1H5Zn
Veron，她的大頭照是一張黑白自拍照，分成了四份，顯得頭像很小，雖然還能看到她的五官，但不是完全清晰；第二張照片，則是由粉紅花堆砌出來的心形，像是要展現自己的藝術氣質。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHVOSJViQe
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA10i8O0aeh
直覺告訴我，愛這樣修圖，又不願放上最清晰照片的女生，是對自己的樣子沒有信心，給人一種顏值有限的感覺。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz78XTgtwK
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc05wf7cRdx
儘管是修了圖，但仍是瞞不過我的雙眼。我看著唯一的黑白照，唔⋯⋯五官還可以勉強接受，就右滑吧！610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmU71l8cs7
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4i9U0ycNy
「水神，我係太陽神呀。」成功配對後，她便跟我打招呼。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq7qZszumN
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfox2NhupK9
我：點解你叫太陽神嘅？610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXBCOSy1NF
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4Gr9VV33f
Veron：冇，只係我中意神話。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg22mlLaOlm
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfruvGOyIo
我：你讀緊書定做緊野？610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNge1aW5Em3
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwb3sdNw4rQ
Veron：讀書，你讀咩科？610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1VTIgthZs
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24ViyltgbD
我：工程610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF7lqbB2q3
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnxIklTTFW
Veron：我會計😩610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzAxMpz03j
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPlmvIjJ8g
開場白的用途，就是讓雙方初步地互相了解。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNE5TJbtyS
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFDwRy1zJp
她回覆我後，我便上了巴士，把手機收好身旁。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllCKFk3Xrb
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggnD6EBap9
回到家裡，才繼續聊。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeJPBVFASf
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTbffhiXdN
我：點解用黑白相嘅？🙈610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0ydfdTwWe
我：想睇你彩色相610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaptqRcl0DY
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHA6CQ63Jf
Veron：太陽神想要安全感😊610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5Tk06JxNt
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmYVb6pNcA
來到這裡，我暫且不再回覆她。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRyrTREL5s
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XKE0i5Moz
其實我無意吊癮，只是慢慢厭倦了在網上秒回別人的動作。以前我或許會秒回別人，但可能是年紀大了，老手的精力不如新手，自己也不想再像以前那樣，經常秒回別人；如果每次都要秒回別人的話，自己也很累。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD0jrfUXqs
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUANSJdL51
於是，我下一次回覆Veron的時候，已經是第二個早上。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEWwG5eu4R
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTLDm3afxx
「你下星期有冇時間？我想一齊去cafe。」要聊的開場白都聊完，於是我便直接提出約會。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlX1YNE3Vz
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdpKb6b71P
Veron：唔係好得610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCvTwbqIol
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrI6C3Afm9
我：咁再下個星期又點？610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhaZ4hGMnz
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNEkoQ2RPG
Veron：最近我仆親，出唔到嚟😢610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoD2SazWgkn
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pLcKnlFU2
我：Oh, sosad.610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlLVBRZTuP
我：咁休息下先啦610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZow2v4lmNB
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t4faFEICX
Veron：你要出嚟嘅話，可唔可以著女裝呀？😳610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIIaKGmm4B
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfjsIe4KHe
在我的預設之中，我的首張大頭照是女裝照，一方面是展現自己愛穿女裝的個性，另一方面也是因為網路世界，是一個很講注意力的地方，不取用這種手段，我就無法從幾百個同時競爭的男生之中脫穎而出，引起特定女生的注意；只有到了現實世界一對一的first date，為了製造男朋友的感覺（或第一印象），我才預定以型男的形象出現。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJC6X8JiEC
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjO5zXw7kN
Veron這番話，卻直接打亂了我的部署。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCADY957Hl6
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2kGmymRG1
說起真正的穿女裝外出，我仍有心理包袱未解決。除了像萬聖節、cosplay event這類日子之外，我都幾乎未試過在平常日子裡穿女裝外出；心裡還是會懼怕扮演的不好，被人一眼看破男兒身，惹來歧視的目光。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5qf20pdft
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XF6y3rCAd
我：唔係幾好呢😅610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgTu2UucS4
我：你等我呢排買到靚啲衫先再出嚟啦610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEXwx3RJip
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh817fJpCSA
結果我打了退堂鼓。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNgHOzY4V2
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUJY4MO4Ny
Veron：係呢有冇IG？610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLgZtaaZS7
610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jHA981Rt7
最終，大家只是交換了IG。610Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7UkKdRvNH
1234 copyright protection606ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCE24NRi6q 尼

216.73.216.67