在我和Ivy交流的同期，我當然match過其他女生。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlbcPOtnNz
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然而，有些是感情騙子。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy0e2pDNW8
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「Hi，做緊咩呀？」成功跟Candy配對後，她拋出這句開場白。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3XDCzMLZb
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我：考完DSE等緊JUPAS放榜495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafGOw64EDC
我：點解你張相咁攪笑嘅？（笑喊495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCmhYZQ9eu
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Candy：係意外嚟啫（笑喊495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNYUeKISWy
Candy：我嗰一刻唔小心kiss到條燈柱呀嘛（笑喊495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDZ0A6woYy
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Candy的樣子普普通通，對我的第一印象只是朋友感覺，沒有戀人的感覺。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFUm5GY0jO
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隔了幾小時，我又發信息給她。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno20lCGFOk
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我：咁你呢？做咩工？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8ytqCFbIX
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Candy：我做sales㗎495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMkwFLUrNx
Candy：今日幫公司同事手495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRWpeoEz3V
Candy：係喇，我唔係成日上Tinder，不如加個WhatsApp啦？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVAiILEvuP
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我專重每一份職業，銷售員亦然，於是我們交換了電話號碼。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHXCdniLXB
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在WhatsApp上⋯⋯495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoxrD7hWjd
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我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩職業？（笑喊495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKZvevlLfS
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Candy：你係咪好中意動漫㗎？（笑喊495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OPJL8RbGY
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我：主要係火影迷囉495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtfH5nihQK
我：我cos過男角同女角495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95hM6UpPXa
我：你第一印象覺得我似做咩工？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGy76fZ4K6
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Candy：化妝師（笑喊495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXjeDIySaY
Candy：你係咪成日幫人做唔同打扮㗎？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmFA5zjhGj
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等等，談了這麼久，難道她還沒有留意到我是一個偽娘嗎？我的個人檔案都已經描述得這麼明顯了，她還是沒留意到嗎？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzoYhMLxoY
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你可能說我神經過敏，這只是很平凡的聊天，可能只是別人特別愚鈍所以意識不到；但是從我的經驗裡，通常真正來交友的女生，看見我的個人檔案之後，是極容易把第一印象投放在我這個偽娘身份之上；然後在聊天室裡，第一個聊天焦點是「偽娘」。例如：她們的開場白通常是讚美我的女裝打扮有多美麗。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTXH0HwEyT
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當然可能有例外，但即使是再愚鈍的女生，通常在交談一段時間之後，她都必定意識到我是偽娘。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GqY8xSLWW
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所以，如果有女生異常愚鈍：明明我都上載了自己的女裝打扮照，也講得很清楚自己是偽娘；但你還是要問我是男的女的，或只懂得把焦點放在「化妝師」的話，那麼我倒是懷疑你是怎樣match我的？只是隨便swipe我？沒有認真地與人社交嗎？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1hIXkQhzI
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這個女生的上線時間不穩定，有時候秒回信息，有時候隔幾天才回覆。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhodaKhKreP
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不知不覺已經一個星期了，由於她上線時間不穩定，回覆時快時慢；因此我們只是停留在最片面的了解，只是了解到她是sales，沒有詳細過問哪一行業。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGgZxihy2A
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於是，我提出加IG的請求。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1021G405ia
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我：傾咁耐，不如大家交換個IG呀？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwZDW5Ke4i
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Candy：唔係幾方便呢，我個IG剩係俾女仔follow咋（笑喊495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ218RSFVawu
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聽到這句說話，我心裡生出一點莫名其妙的妒嫉感；就在此，大家之間的關係就不了了之。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMgzJEvQp8
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為什麼真正的女生能加你IG，而我這個「仿製」女生就不能呢？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aXlg40H93
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產生妒嫉感，是因為我曾經渴望，跟某些女生發生純友誼的關係；然而又失敗了，只能仰慕著真正的女生，活得像親生姊妹。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnd9u9SOrm
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男和女真的有心理上的差異，終歸我還是保留著男性的心理。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIHcLJC387
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不過，我還是相信男女之間存在純友誼的。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OSPANPgnV
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