在TG上,大家互相交換照片,今年的動漫節我只去了兩天。369Please respect copyright.PENANAEvNb8XOagL
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Annie看完我cosplay男角和女角的照片,她看到其中一張我cosplay著女角跟一另一名女coser的合照,便回應:369Please respect copyright.PENANAQxcCQIknLI
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Annie:你隔離嗰條女好靚,你啲frd嚟?369Please respect copyright.PENANAD5pQ4UknB7
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我:梗係唔係啦,啱啱先識嘅(笑喊369Please respect copyright.PENANAy7v6ZXKlPs
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接著Annie也給她的化妝照我看,又交流著化妝心得。369Please respect copyright.PENANARrxs8KYaF7
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論「擠牙膏式」聊天戰術,對我來講cosplay、化妝、寫網絡小說,這三大話題是最長壽命的話題,能用來談很長、很長的時間。369Please respect copyright.PENANAi749Xv8qVX
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總之,我最終目的就是要把她約出來見面!369Please respect copyright.PENANAaN5NZcho28
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每次我以cosplay裝扮出席這類活動時,都必定認識到新朋友,男女都有,也是同樣cosplay的人,然後他們都會跟我交換IG。369Please respect copyright.PENANAgbqjyj1QT7
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在我的IG裡,粉絲頗多,主要有兩類:一是從cosplay圈認識的人,二是我從網上寫小說而招來的讀者粉絲和其他作者。369Please respect copyright.PENANA9bNhZcLYtb
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每逢我發佈小說的宣傳文,只有十幾個讚好,但當我發佈cosplay照時,不論是男裝還是女裝,總會引來多3倍的讚好,真是人靠衣裝。369Please respect copyright.PENANAgOmTARavRi
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因此有人會覺得我的朋友圈子大,但其實這只不過是假象;因為我都很少與人會面,平日頂多都是跟我唯一好友Jason見面或獨自一人到cafe消閑。369Please respect copyright.PENANAiNMgkbT3uv
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Annie:你個樣本身可以好女仔,出街實冇人知你係偽娘。369Please respect copyright.PENANAiJCXMDUHVS
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我:但冇計啦我太高喇,實出賣男兒身㗎(笑喊369Please respect copyright.PENANA2Z3e1q7Xlz
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Annie:其實我好憎啲男仔睇樣369Please respect copyright.PENANAPdy21UCxrk
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我:做咩突然間講呢啲嘅?369Please respect copyright.PENANAvS8gqFUlDS
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Annie:以前試過交換完相之後,條仔嫌我肥,就即block我369Please respect copyright.PENANAaJdmPnJXhn
Annie:我真係好自卑369Please respect copyright.PENANAas1HfeN67a
Annie:啲人成日都同我講,話我個樣唔差,叫我扮下靚就有369Please respect copyright.PENANAa9Bqu0NT1Y
Annie:佢哋口口聲話唔介意肥閪,但係行動上就好誠實咁話我知,佢哋跟本介意。369Please respect copyright.PENANAgFHJ6mV5NJ
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其實我也很清楚知道,這個世上沒有絕對的零歧視。很多時候人只是出於禮貌,而在表面的社交應酬上,包裝自己的說話,但心裡仍然保留真正的自己。369Please respect copyright.PENANAzIN1S6biJN
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所以我的世界觀是:適者生存,與其努力去改變世界,倒不如學習保護自己。369Please respect copyright.PENANACWMmpLyOc9
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偽娘也會被歧視嗎?當然有,只是我比較幸運,身邊的人大致上都是禮貌跟我相處;或可能有人心底裡不喜歡,但我相信既然有人不喜歡,那麼總有人喜歡,每個人總會找到自己的一套生存之道,多訓練自己的敏感度,便可容易地觀察人心,從而使自己作更好的決定。369Please respect copyright.PENANAus6S2Wn1LQ
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所以在前面說到創建Tinder帳號時,我都說,即管大膽表明自己是偽娘身份,當有人被我吸引進來之後,再慢慢過濾誰是真正交友。369Please respect copyright.PENANAn6iW8Z9HCi
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或許有人問:你這樣不辛苦嗎?不做偽娘就好了。369Please respect copyright.PENANAk6n8m6sNGx
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我會反駁:食得鹹魚抵得渴,為心靈滿足而選擇紋身的人,會害怕生活上的阻礙而放棄嗎?369Please respect copyright.PENANAFHLv0eZGL0
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我們又繼續聊,然後我嘗試開玩笑地拋出一句。369Please respect copyright.PENANA3j7T6CXk0F
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我:我好想食豬扒飯。369Please respect copyright.PENANAzLbt1adBCE
我:不過我想食你件豬多啲(笑喊369Please respect copyright.PENANAo8c7J7OESY
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Annie:我唔係豬扒!!369Please respect copyright.PENANACf50ACMkvA
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糟糕了,我講錯說話,焦慮的我想嘗試修復。369Please respect copyright.PENANAbE1o9h7WFF
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我:豬扒都有豬扒嘅好(笑喊369Please respect copyright.PENANAoLjbvQ1iJq
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Annie:可以啪啪聲嘛(大笑369Please respect copyright.PENANAejHrt4uIBW
Annie:同埋,我呢啲高嘅係叫坦克車唔係豬扒369Please respect copyright.PENANA5mySnQEv25
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最原始的對話版本我已經忘記了,也刪了;總之大概記得,我以「豬扒」這個詞語來開玩笑,說過幾句;但是勾起了Annie的怒火,而我又嘗試熄滅。369Please respect copyright.PENANA7gQTwy5eCI
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我:噢,原來我一路以嚟攪錯咗豬扒呢個term嘅用法。369Please respect copyright.PENANA8NBC5MQuHY
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沒辦法下,我只好裝傻混過去。369Please respect copyright.PENANAZZ0LgNJg60
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本以為如此便蒙混過關,於是我們又如常地相處下去。369Please respect copyright.PENANAAvMcCvUCxm
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接著幾天後,我又約了一個攝影師在派對房裡拍攝泳裝照片;但是照片要修圖,要等待一陣日子才有。369Please respect copyright.PENANAkg1jZpJTBn
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這晚我又跟Annie聊到半夜三更。369Please respect copyright.PENANAEOVwCpdb83
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Annie:你去影泳衣咁有冇相?369Please respect copyright.PENANAkVk7by61sj
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我如實地交代暫未有相片,只有一張我當場的自拍照,是上身照,相中的我看起來與一個穿三點式的女人無異。369Please respect copyright.PENANA55HKE3BnMt
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艷濃的妝容、長長的啡捲髮、以及黑色三點式泳裝,露出大面積白皙的肌膚,正正是我當時的打扮。369Please respect copyright.PENANAtzNwufuMEy
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Annie:慘囉慘囉,連你都咁靚。369Please respect copyright.PENANADTPa1lNdmw
Annie:我一見到有排骨精就有種想保護佢嘅感覺369Please respect copyright.PENANAuGtRqPk51H
Annie:驚佢俾風吹走369Please respect copyright.PENANAfTjupDxbas
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我:你講緊邊個排骨呀?(笑喊369Please respect copyright.PENANAvC2QoZrR4V
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Annie:我好唔中意啲男仔自大369Please respect copyright.PENANAJzeYbhdqjn
Annie:見過有啲男仔喺網上露佢自己上身369Please respect copyright.PENANA52KPmLLZFP
Annie:佢以為自己有六舊,有好大條J369Please respect copyright.PENANAZvHWbHToMf
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我:俾著係我直情同人講:我冇J㗎(笑喊369Please respect copyright.PENANAosx8Avnz0n
我:冇六舊肌同大J,咁咪做返女人囉(笑喊369Please respect copyright.PENANAQI3gOnbbQs
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我不像一般的某些直男,在網上放出袒露上身的大漢照。不穿衣服,我都會,只是我不會這樣表達而已。369Please respect copyright.PENANAFCym9uYDJn
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事實上,我的確在Tinder放過一張三點式泳裝照,還有假髮和妝容;並不是因為我對自己男性特徵(例如6腹肌)沒自信,而純粹是因為我喜歡美麗的自己。369Please respect copyright.PENANAwCVpg4etyA
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以火影忍者的語言說,大多數男人都是使用鳴人的「逆後宮術」,而我則只是在用「後宮術」,一個「逆」字只是男版和女版的分別。369Please respect copyright.PENANASAhQPFtBxR
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Annie:半夜三更瞓唔著,突然性起,傾吓性?369Please respect copyright.PENANAPiIywvm8yn
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我:你做乜咁突然想講18禁呀?M到?(笑喊369Please respect copyright.PENANAbHOqbgZ6dq
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Annie:係呀,你又知?(笑喊369Please respect copyright.PENANANhvkdf7Gj4
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我:我憑直覺亂估咋369Please respect copyright.PENANAhylbD1GZVd
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Annie:好奇想知你唔打飛機㗎咩?369Please respect copyright.PENANApHCcx8V1sp
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我思索了一會,然後回覆。369Please respect copyright.PENANAuU5DZxcBFq
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我:打呀,但我嘅性幻想唔係男女扑嘢咁簡單。369Please respect copyright.PENANAWs0Hv0uUWO
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我的性癖,是戀物。事實上對於女性的胸、陰道,不是主要的興趣;因此如果有大胸妹子在我面前引誘我,是沒有用的;唯一能刺中我「死穴」的只有女裝。369Please respect copyright.PENANAPbsJPWmFOe
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Annie:我屋企都有兩件sex toy369Please respect copyright.PENANAnYjNRcWtx0
Annie:我試過自己裝上假J然後插落第二條女度369Please respect copyright.PENANAFT1GgzrFwT
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我:你本身都係bi?369Please respect copyright.PENANABauM5YzKfb
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Annie:唔係嘅,只係貪屌女仔好玩(大笑369Please respect copyright.PENANA0xrz8db78d
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我:話說今日我去私影時都就嚟出水369Please respect copyright.PENANA2QXXcNsHvX
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Annie:你都冇閪,點出水?369Please respect copyright.PENANAM4VSpzt4ii
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我:人工閪😏369Please respect copyright.PENANAfJHAquYBAG
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Annie:😳😳369Please respect copyright.PENANAW1K4TjsNb4
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我:你嚟上我啦(笑喊369Please respect copyright.PENANArAHnHi3T3o
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今晚看似她已經把我說的「豬扒」拋諸腦後;另一方面,我們已經聊了1.5個月,我三番四次約會她,她都不出來,漸漸地我也被磨去了耐性和動力。我開始有點迷惘,下次應該如何提出約會,還是只保持網上關係就罷了?
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我係偽娘 喺交友app上遇到千奇百趣嘅事(80%假人真事)[第四愛/偽GL]
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Ch.5.4 一個令我學習觀察女人心嘅機會:Annie
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