其實他吃白吐司也可以。藍映華看著柳青氣沖沖跑掉的背影,沒機會把話說出來。488Please respect copyright.PENANAwKT50xZfav
他還記得以前會有個小女生,當她餓了的時候會扯著他的衣角要他煮飯,然後還會很天真的問他「到底稀飯怎麼煮?是先把白飯煮熟再加進水裡嗎?」之類的傻問題。488Please respect copyright.PENANAx5uBYIxr6o
沒想到他默默的躺了十五分鐘、後來又走到沙發窩了十五分鐘之後,柳青真的端著還在冒煙的稀飯出現在餐廳,接著折回去拿碗筷,在安靜的空間裡發出瓷器碰撞時的清脆聲響。488Please respect copyright.PENANAguwXY8KMKc
柳青冷冷淡淡的瞥了他一眼,就開始拿勺子盛自己的稀飯,又打開她很自來熟挖出來的肉鬆罐,吃她喜歡的肉鬆加白稀飯。488Please respect copyright.PENANA0HWPWB72jp
藍映華自己走到她的對面坐下,保守的只盛了半碗稀飯。慢悠悠的喝一口,發現確實是很普通的白稀飯。488Please respect copyright.PENANAqEZkQTYxJQ
「妳什麼時候會煮飯了?」其實他都在等著聽她煮焦了的驚呼,或者是喝下去的時候會有怪味道。488Please respect copyright.PENANAfMQWh03jF4
柳青奇怪看他一眼,「我一直都會煮飯。」488Please respect copyright.PENANAlWIeVQha1g
藍映華輕笑出聲,把他的落寞藏得很好,「最好是。」他或許偷偷期待著她還是和以前一樣會來找他求救、要他煮飯給她吃。488Please respect copyright.PENANAILW6goYcZ4
熱騰騰的稀飯溫暖了他空過頭而沒有知覺的胃,同時也撫慰了他一直感到迷惘的心。488Please respect copyright.PENANAFDtuJFTyLk
他還有點機會吧?至少她願意煮鍋稀飯給他、還會故作平靜的坐在他面前吃飯。488Please respect copyright.PENANAAk51xxMrVc
她有些僵硬又無意義的動作——像是不停的攪拌著稀飯和肉鬆,明明她討厭肉鬆溶進稀飯後會變得無味——不經意的落在很細心的觀察著她的男人眼底,在此時顯得可愛又暖心。488Please respect copyright.PENANANbVsMRT2KY
如果時間能夠停在這時候就好了。總是相信要靠自身努力去創造機會的他,卻開始在心底不切實際的祈禱著。488Please respect copyright.PENANAHR6KCtUjlr
已經餓到沒感覺的藍映華吃了兩個半碗、在婚宴上算是吃過東西的柳青也只是意思意思的吃了一碗。488Please respect copyright.PENANAHlJUCivGzB
總覺得沒吃的話就像是為他煮的,內心活動非常傲嬌的柳青才會因此假裝若無其事的在玩食物。488Please respect copyright.PENANAFG2FM2R64f
她站起來,語調冷漠的對他說:「吃飽了就去休息,我洗過碗就走了。」488Please respect copyright.PENANA6qTKZ54f8F
聽到某些關鍵字,即使早有準備,藍映華的心還是忍不住的往下沉。488Please respect copyright.PENANA2yWW0soV6D
「嗯。」他點點頭,朝她伸出手,「扶我回房間。」488Please respect copyright.PENANA4B0vkEQedc
柳青翻了個白眼,「你大爺喔。」488Please respect copyright.PENANA13oRuRQKM3
「快點。」488Please respect copyright.PENANAGJw2BXREVS
柳青嘆了一口氣,但還是走到藍映華的身邊,將他從座位上拉起來,「麻煩死了。」她小聲的嘟噥著,但明顯是在抱怨給他聽。488Please respect copyright.PENANA6d0eVRsmgL
雖然是環著她的肩膀,但他的大半重量都捨不得落在她身上……說不定她也知道他只是在撒嬌。488Please respect copyright.PENANAKUhpXzH65u
有些粗魯的將他摔回房間床上,就又轉身要回餐廳收拾善後。488Please respect copyright.PENANAYxBHSA6QcF
「等等。」488Please respect copyright.PENANAtyugSFESKL
「嗯?」488Please respect copyright.PENANAbhU8MOcPQP
在她回過頭的剎那,他還是大膽了。488Please respect copyright.PENANAtxZ6IlzE6A
「不要走。」488Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ng2yHD36m
他雙手鉗著她盈盈一握的腰,小心的汲取她身上讓他懷念得快要發狂的香氣。488Please respect copyright.PENANAobuj0Ihedu
感覺得到她一瞬間的僵硬,他才後知後覺的感到有些後悔。488Please respect copyright.PENANAANmADYiZWH
或許這個擁抱之後,就沒有以後了。488Please respect copyright.PENANAmNcV0GVH4l
他眷戀的又抱緊她些許,同時也絕望的等待她的審判。488Please respect copyright.PENANAADMxZxV7B2
「……你要我待到幾點?」488Please respect copyright.PENANAQE6M7iNQql
但她沒有掙脫,只是有些無奈的嗓音落在他的頭頂上,再流進他的耳裡。488Please respect copyright.PENANA1T21zxbmcz
是不是在做夢,才會聽到她這樣問?488Please respect copyright.PENANAQkHFz4uGJM
他想回答永遠——請妳永遠都不要離開我。488Please respect copyright.PENANAPJjQU0eoAX
但這時候的柳青大約只會生氣的推開他吧,他也還不敢奢求這麼多。488Please respect copyright.PENANAghaBs88kNx
「等我睡著。」藍映華聽見自己是這樣回答的,嗓子有些啞了,卻不知是因為他喊了整個下午、還是因為難得的想要眼眶泛酸。488Please respect copyright.PENANAZVHufLeu8P
「我想睡了。」488Please respect copyright.PENANAkc2jhu66v0
「嗯,那就睡吧。」488Please respect copyright.PENANAsbHvDx7ric
他慢慢的躺下,孩子氣的緊緊盯著她,想把此刻的她收進眼底、放進心裡。有些像正要睡覺的孩子,不想讓已經說完床邊故事的母親離開的那種眼神。488Please respect copyright.PENANAnpEezR8G8l
「我在這裡。」她坐在床沿,能感覺到她落坐的床鋪輕輕陷落,她卻只留了一個後背給他,「睡吧。」488Please respect copyright.PENANA8Tg5sxOeC9
「晚安。」他閉上雙眼,不捨的。488Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ3yP0mAN4
似是覺得夏日太陽還烈著的下午六點說晚安有些滑稽,「晚安。」她笑著。488Please respect copyright.PENANA0Y35O5v7qo
藍映華這時候只希望能夠早點陷入夢鄉,因為不想知道床鋪陷落的那個地方,何時會再輕輕的回彈。488Please respect copyright.PENANATo0nBdkegX
昏昏沉沉的,他慢慢飄進綿延著哀愁的夢境之海,在裡頭載浮載沉。
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親愛的「前」男友
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Chapter.8 棋局終矣(7)
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