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柳青站在她不敢細細觀察的廚房裡,安安靜靜的洗碗。486Please respect copyright.PENANAWSjhaHP3ZT
今天不是他們這一個月以來的第一次見面,但卻是他們久違的跳公事公辦的婚禮話題的交談,甚至發生了超乎她意料的互動。486Please respect copyright.PENANAXGlzVJbrtt
一切都失控了。她發現她一點都沒辦法堅持自己的原則,同時逼迫自己去正視她內心最真實的想法……果然藍映華在她心裡的位置,和其他人還是不同的。486Please respect copyright.PENANAliNgr4xLNN
其實她也知道,她一直在找藉口:畢竟他很累了,幫他倒水沒什麼;畢竟他喝醉了,讓他撒嬌沒什麼;畢竟她也餓了,幫他煮飯沒什麼……486Please respect copyright.PENANAHZJttdLzpf
但是當他說出「不要走」的時候,她理智知道他很清醒,也再次證明他對她說過復合宣言不是在開玩笑。而她最該做的,是要冷漠的把他推開。486Please respect copyright.PENANAKzxlGJ98Ef
她都很清楚,那些她不敢多想的都是真的,替他找的藉口才是假的。486Please respect copyright.PENANAdq8b2S6aF8
他的擁抱將她已經輕顫不止的心弦狠狠扯動,或許再更用力幾分就會應聲斷裂。486Please respect copyright.PENANAQMeD2ziRDx
關掉水龍頭的潺潺水聲,她將洗好的碗擦乾疊在一起,發出的瓷器碰撞聲頓時成為唯一的聲響。486Please respect copyright.PENANANiQOkGVAX9
她猛然想起,好像全世界都在幫他。486Please respect copyright.PENANA7QO325KbBL
像是他的身邊好友們:莊淇涵、莊芷涵、鍾祥倫,甚至是那天去找莊淇涵時意外遇見的丁建威,或多或少都開玩笑似的提過要她考慮和藍映華復合。486Please respect copyright.PENANAivYwKOXFMD
甚至是她的那些前男友,程時浩、謝御修在離開之前問的卻不是她對他們的感覺,而是她會不會答應和藍映華復合。486Please respect copyright.PENANABbNzmlViEU
最後是還留在這裡沒有走的蕭景書,不知是有意還是無意的解開她對藍映華最深的疙瘩——她最大的恐懼,便是復合之後藍映華會重蹈覆轍,在某天突然就拒絕她的擁抱,再次和她漸行漸遠。486Please respect copyright.PENANALj3ceOQbm6
但是夜半讓她驚醒無數次的夢魘,就這樣被蕭景書平淡的打開手機、給她看聊天記錄給化解了。486Please respect copyright.PENANACdmq264I0w
他們沒有理由要幫藍映華,這對他們沒有任何助益——恐怕對某些人來說還是有害的。那個再自然不過的聊天記錄,多半會是真的。486Please respect copyright.PENANAYDVEbacaJW
回到他的懷抱裡,會是走向幸福的道路嗎?486Please respect copyright.PENANArOcVSaRfyC
不自覺的,她又走到了他的主臥房,還是情不自禁的環視起他的生活空間,卻很憂愁的發現,幾乎和她離開的那時候一樣沒有變。連當時專屬於她的那個衣櫃,都還和他的同款不同色衣櫃親密的緊扣。486Please respect copyright.PENANATQuVDUPCGv
全身鏡還是當年同樣的位置,她還記得她喜歡站在鏡前自戀一陣子,然後問坐在床邊很無奈但微笑的注視著她的藍映華,今天的她,是不是也很好看。486Please respect copyright.PENANANDDbJybsHC
他會說:是是是,我女朋友穿什麼都好看,我們可以出門上課了嗎?486Please respect copyright.PENANAUA4LVkjmAX
「這樣的自我懲罰,到底有什麼意義啊?」486Please respect copyright.PENANA22o11m1RXK
她緊咬著唇,但雙眼卻早已受不住淚水的重量,放任它們像是斷線的珍珠,一顆顆的滾落臉龐。486Please respect copyright.PENANAfMEvIwshjG
明明是想要恥笑這個男人,卻發現自己的聲線不受控的顫抖著。486Please respect copyright.PENANAZQcSUr0QS8
她連打開衣櫃,看看裡頭長什麼樣子的勇氣都已經被抽乾了,她害怕打開衣櫥之後,看見的是自己遺落在這裡、過往的生活用品,被他整齊的收在裡頭。486Please respect copyright.PENANA6JPmpUC7ng
「藍映華,你這個混帳。」
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親愛的「前」男友
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Chapter.8 棋局終矣(8)
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