「我都係咁話。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAWCdPN6xVaW
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但她以前相信那是正貨,真的、不會爆炸、無有害物質,更苛求那並不會過期。454Please respect copyright.PENANAA3vUhcD1W6
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阿樂點頭:454Please respect copyright.PENANAhWsLMWF20J
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「算啦,證明呢個人同你唔啱囉。」454Please respect copyright.PENANArsxiba82Nk
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「係呀。算啦。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAQtwd2tvcyo
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他們各自回房。454Please respect copyright.PENANAYyb6aNW2ST
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Matt有什麼值得青青念念不忘呢?454Please respect copyright.PENANADULLwBpdna
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有。他有一些地方異常地吸引她。454Please respect copyright.PENANA1DlyMq6EkD
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縱然青青和他的結局不是那麼完滿,但她依然覺得,他這個人本身不錯。只是,可能,就是少了點緣分,他才另有新貴。客觀又撇開一切私人恩怨,她以冷靜的目光數了很多Matt的優點。454Please respect copyright.PENANAB3gTVu7gA2
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Matt聰明,頭腦很清晰,想事情很快、又可以多角度思考,邏輯思維佳。他的觀察力也很好,足夠敏銳去發現身邊不同的事。454Please respect copyright.PENANA55PqM6EwZy
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還有些細心,很温柔,很懂得照顧人。454Please respect copyright.PENANAL2Amzc9iHQ
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興趣很廣泛,好像什麼都能聊一下;他們戀愛期間很少Dead air,大概都要歸功於他。454Please respect copyright.PENANAn43XV55CN5
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他對她很好,出門在外會保護她、一同在家的話又很關心她、只要她提要求他都會實現、總是記得她說的話、紀念日又會送些禮物;包容心很強,包容她的不安情緒、做作、無甚戀愛經驗的稚嫩。454Please respect copyright.PENANAHN0Ed4Lo7M
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曾經他在入睡的時候叫喚了她的名字,已夠她融化。454Please respect copyright.PENANAwODbphvnNs
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對,就回憶到這裏吧。因為,在分手前的一段時間,其實很多事情都變了,她清楚這一切都是回憶。454Please respect copyright.PENANAjp6w42XBFJ
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正因Matt「可以」是一個這麼好的人,她更怕。454Please respect copyright.PENANAvVqXunHAwH
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她不明白,為什麼這樣的好人、曾經對她這樣真心真意的人,也會就此離她而去呢……她越念記他的好他的優點,就是一下下地自我控訴自己的無能。454Please respect copyright.PENANATnrtQiauXQ
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那些最後的日子,他像變了一個人。454Please respect copyright.PENANAs1g3ZxeaNa
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她有什麼問題嗎?454Please respect copyright.PENANAOMDb7UMoCb
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她是不是很不堪?454Please respect copyright.PENANADRzOBIS1Jb
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為什麼?454Please respect copyright.PENANAhySCgmH6Tq
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青青打開Instagram,動態回顧提示她,去年今日,她曾在密友功能放閃。454Please respect copyright.PENANAB2MgAlRL0U
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於是,她開始翻看和Matt的Direct Messages。454Please respect copyright.PENANAuYmZV1M7mc
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Matt看到有趣的帖文會分享給她。454Please respect copyright.PENANAHjXC7LxDFN
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Matt會回覆她的Story,會是一個表情,會誇她漂亮、可愛,會詢問她在說什麼,會說「愛你」。454Please respect copyright.PENANAu44Ae5kFCP
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Matt也會秒回她的Direct。454Please respect copyright.PENANAFMJnW5ryQN
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青青看見,一次,她在發佈了和Matt的合照供密友查看,寫着:454Please respect copyright.PENANAcd4UGZTgFS
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「曬恩愛,好驚將來會被打臉添:P」454Please respect copyright.PENANAeym5ScZH68
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Matt回覆:「唔會呀寶!傻瓜」454Please respect copyright.PENANAOkERpNQeRd
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她吸了一口氣,繼續看,繼續翻下去。454Please respect copyright.PENANAo8FG6rrGJZ
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慢慢,他不再回覆她的Story。454Please respect copyright.PENANAaPhOgFtqRZ
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慢慢,他冷漠地回覆她的回覆,可能不回,或者簡短的答。454Please respect copyright.PENANAbG5TSEP5iP
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慢慢,他們DM的頻率極低。454Please respect copyright.PENANA0LdPEA4H7X
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然後,沒有了。他們已經分手。454Please respect copyright.PENANAxt1cfsNVai
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青青想起,Matt考數學DSE那一天,她偷偷地去了他應考的學校等他出來。她並不是想要和他吃飯、阻他時間,只是想見他一眼,就一眼,因為她想念他,非常想見到他的臉,聽見他的聲音,觸碰他的手。她以為他也是,因為他們已經半個多月沒有見得上面。454Please respect copyright.PENANA6O6Gw7gUOO
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青青在校門外等。終於,她見到Matt低頭行過,她滿心歡喜又充滿期待地拍拍他的肩:454Please respect copyright.PENANApO0Coy2J72
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「靚仔,考成點啊?」454Please respect copyright.PENANAUmZgxTUZ0s
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但Matt轉頭,馬上瞪大眼睛,瞬間反應過來後,非常厭惡地看着青青,問:454Please respect copyright.PENANAUIcj4IbhtD
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「點解你喺度?」454Please respect copyright.PENANAsBSNEgTiAg
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語氣非常不情願,仿佛她是什麼垃圾。她有些愕然,因和預想中他的反應很不同,身邊有人回頭打量他們,她尷尬地抿唇笑一笑:454Please respect copyright.PENANATZPscww74x
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「冇啊,我想嚟見吓你咋嘛!」454Please respect copyright.PENANAJQeKe7hmUp
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他皺眉,有些兇地講:454Please respect copyright.PENANAzhc2BYU9AO
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「點解嚟啊?嚟做咩啊?」下一秒,見到她呆滯的表情,才稍稍放輕語氣:「你屋企離呢度咁遠,我驚你辛苦咋,做咩咁傻啊?」454Please respect copyright.PENANAXsGkToIR5Q
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「唔辛苦吖,都係一陣咋嘛。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAE9ghIu4CXp
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傻嗎?這個舉動本身,她覺得不傻;但被他這樣講一講,又有些洩氣,即使她毫不辛苦。454Please respect copyright.PENANAIL4jIosye5
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然後他牽起她的手,送她到旁邊的車站乘車,期間一邊行,一邊說:「以後唔好啦,做咩嚟啫。」和以前温柔的他,變了兩個人一樣。454Please respect copyright.PENANArfxXdfR3GB
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「咁我想見你吖嘛,唔緊要啦。我冇諗住揾你食飯㗎,我只係想見你一陣咋嘛!你掛唔掛住我啊?我掛住你。」454Please respect copyright.PENANATorvWo60PT
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她將聲音放軟,聽起來很有撒嬌的意味。454Please respect copyright.PENANAf521sRlKhq
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他沒有回答她的問題,只看着前方的路道:454Please respect copyright.PENANAnL7H7mxpPC
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「以後唔好啦。」454Please respect copyright.PENANAe4E5tmDDRj
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她問他考得怎樣,他說OK;也就聊聊最近怎樣,但是他好像很不耐煩,真的,Matt,你當時很不耐煩。她想,是因為壓力太大,或者未盡人意吧,所以她也不多說什麼,可能是她出現所以無法令他好好放鬆心情。454Please respect copyright.PENANAGKEX6TtEBy
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直到去往車站,Matt仍不斷重複「做咩嚟」、「點解嚟」、「傻」,像青青真的做錯事一樣;她越聽越委屈。454Please respect copyright.PENANAjqjrjXomuI
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他沒有錯,這只是他的情緒表達。其實,她只是想來見他一面,沒想過他如此反感的。454Please respect copyright.PENANA00ReevFfsE
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青青努力微笑,務求眼睛不要有眼淚。因為她感覺到,如果她哭,Matt絕對不會再像以前憐愛地心痛,只會覺得她很煩。454Please respect copyright.PENANAuqlcMyCPBv
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愛哭的孩子有糖食,但她已不能夠是孩子了,因為,他不愛她了。454Please respect copyright.PENANA4w1UHNxP3U
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那天,他們見了十分鐘。青青只在分別的時候,看見Matt的笑容,她也回報他一個微笑。454Please respect copyright.PENANA8jjl33dETe
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不夠一個星期後,Matt和青青提出分手。454Please respect copyright.PENANAmkt5zLDr8X
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其實,就算沒有Yuki,青青也不能和Matt在一起了,因為,他已經不愛她了……動作、神態、語氣、情緒,都與當初他熱烈追求她時,大相逕庭。454Please respect copyright.PENANA5B8d8hGqdF
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很明顯了吧。454Please respect copyright.PENANARsr1cahAOZ
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何需怪責他人?是他們不夠緣分。454Please respect copyright.PENANAeDw6gqvB3a
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叫她怎能不害怕呢,這次戀愛,血淋淋的告訴她,就算一開始有多好,最後都難免傷心。454Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7iMxK3hxi
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所以,她恐懼。454Please respect copyright.PENANAfv1dxBblte
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青青關上電話。她已經沒有當初那樣澎湃的情緒,只是她矯情,想起一些事時還是有「嘶——」的感覺。454Please respect copyright.PENANARR6DWtK6py
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但閉眼,湧上心頭的還是好時光,這是她貪戀舊故的理由,因為她仍在思念那些快樂的愛。454Please respect copyright.PENANADmDslvlyaT
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她不知道自己是在想念舊人,還是那段舊情。454Please respect copyright.PENANAemEHm4FHPC
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如果這是一部小說,讀者還有耐性看下去嗎?因為,女主角一定很煩膠,很不討喜。454Please respect copyright.PENANAXExFNI2KHs
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創傷的復原,需要時間、新鮮,或者,另一種傷害。454Please respect copyright.PENANAqKwhWYWQbi
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《偏偏喜歡你》//我破咗個文青處,但佢唔肯同我一齊。
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