「咁你呢，又點呀？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwjO3Ec1pD
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阿樂問。這段時間，他和青青接觸得不多，他們的吃飯時間，各有各。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfkcuBniEk
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「托賴，幾好吖。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs80I8RcLo
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「你咁樣叫幾好？咪玩啦。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RXAntCMCS
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即使不夠光，但阿樂還是看得出青青的憔悴，突然又說：「上磅睇吓。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1Ya2OQ5b1
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阿樂想確認是不是他的錯覺——他覺得青青越來越瘦。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV35CuosDP
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqbp3sCLgx
然後搬出體重磅，叫她站上去，電子屏幕顯示37.1kg，身高只得米五多一點的她其實不特別瘦，只是脂肪輕。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRpOmeke6B
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIA7gMPo0a
「搞咩啊，宜家仲要係夜晚，啫係已經重咗……697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8Ywveh0V6
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSs0AIL7ux
我煮啲飯唔好食咩？你遲啲返到屋企，你阿媽會唔會以為我哋唔俾飽飯你食㗎？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabeQvdZDar
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV0X8O5x0n
阿樂卻知道她的臉一點點地削下去，原本包得很的圓臉已經消減，和她Instagram的舊相差很遠。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIgwcUSMsi
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyhBRlIHij
「好食吖，已經慢慢食多咗㗎啦！未到啫未到啫。」她說。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlYBsRfEDz
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYqZxdEOmu
失戀之後，青青的身體差了很多。晚上失眠只在被窩裏漆黑地消耗入睡的耐心，入睡之後卻不斷醒來，有時被雨聲吵醒，有時是發夢嚇醒，有時就是不知何故就醒，每天都只能睡一會兒。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi01ZX8E9xq
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqTUyWqsHb
白天的胃口不是特別好，總感覺整個人都很暈。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePbfZPhRSo
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSIK2jATha
她有吃飯，但也就是為了活命吃的，有時感覺不到餓就隨便吃兩口，即使阿樂煮得很好。晚上又會忽然有心癮暴食，吃完之後又覺得愧疚。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXXcsx4ovo
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7MswgqV1z
她的憔悴體現在臉上，眼皮的膠原蛋白流失，眼窩就變深，令她的雙眼皮有點老氣。黑眼圈也明顯，連上眼皮都像塗了大地色系眼影一樣。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC021dR0iKC
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQwyzjtFXM
月經來了一個多星期後，下體又少量出血，不知何故；頭髮大把大把的掉，面臨少年脫髮危機；胃在反覆的飽和餓之間，經常隱隱作痛。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkzxXsk3oK
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAzgujvLbe
每天都不想做任何事。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgeCh6XqxE
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQMVwOsGlA
如果看數字，她確實跌磅了，上年的八月她比現在重五公斤。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoYLi2poao
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfCAaIadRD
明明，她是她家人、朋友的寶，為什麼要這樣自我折磨呢？看來脫落的不只是曲折的頭髮，看來還有智商和理智……697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0yVR9cUf1
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUpnrH8RbI
明明，她很清楚，就算她橫屍街頭，已離棄她的人都不會在意，最多像看新聞那樣心裏閃過一刻的惻然，假裝悲情地歎一口氣，然後遺忘她的存在、過自己的快活日子。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG2hsvUmW4
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXdlBcK89J
阿樂向青青投向懷疑的眼神，她再強調：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd0VoDcxTS
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk8GYv7Nd6
「放心啦，邊睇得出。而且，我已經有食返多啲嘢啦。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSJRkTfWEe
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H8OOZyHer
「係咪酸嘢易入口啲？聽日煲番茄湯？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RpmrTbv72
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSfj05fcLC
「好——」她的聲音戛然而止，又說：「我諗緊聽日出唔出街。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDUVVWyaku
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd3d6cJkQF
最近的好多事，她都不想和好朋友說，因為其實也只是小事吧；而且，她的驕傲不允許她說太多真心的脆弱。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZoVh81NQN
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsAgrDU5B2
此刻的環境，如阿樂剖白心聲那樣，感染了她，突然覺得晚上就應該大肆地分享，好的壞的也是。阿樂和她只相識了兩個月，她感覺可以在他面前不用握緊無謂的自尊。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1t5YE3g7dl
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKmH3TUp4P
何況，他們如此親厚。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOYmcBPnzV
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BP3CeURzF
阿樂問：「去邊？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYjtx1G8cd
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf6IvxqMmX
青青站起，去房拿出電話，決定給阿樂看她的WhatsApp對話。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW9qu0xyj7
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p0KuQcZJb
她的一個中學同學Sean，從朋友處知道她失戀，然後開始頻繁地找她聊天，講一些曖昧的話。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QocJBobvG
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpUfxjXEHe
青青直接問：「你想媾我？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJXeraX6Xn
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH2ish0aS1
Sean回答：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP4oiqLx17
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRkO3e0rY5
「係。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZEHQ5lLhA
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54etMOaGHH
以前中學嗰陣我已經鍾意你，諗住DSE完就同你表白。但你嗰時已經有男朋友。所以，我都係冇講到出口，淨係Grad Din嗰陣揾咗你影相。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEgQO0tuoO
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ4w39nqU9
隔了兩小時，Sean見青青未有回覆，又道：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCLkhtkKyy
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRGUOP6UfG
「不如我哋聽日出嚟食餐飯？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGNkxhGhzV
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gDsjJngE6
阿樂看完後，說：「佢都幾積極吖，去吓囉。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcIe4of6Ds
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8ShTrnrfc
他完全沒有吃醋、難過。他認清，情感一時的高温驅使他對青青有意，但短短十幾天的時間已足以冷卻。反而，如今她聽他講心事，他也想做一樣的事。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDRp8jSWqt
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHMnmInxsK
「唔知啊……好突然啊好似。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQn5FcROnh
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbD2YJdbiAk
除了通識分組同一班、初中曾經同過班，青青和Sean根本沒有太多接觸，她都不知道他喜歡她什麼。不，應該說，她都不太認識Sean，她只知他成績不錯、朋友不少；長相若不是查看了Instagram，可能也陌生得記不起來。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ1Q6q9lhl
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9Ugl9LbsB
「想試咪去囉。」阿樂鼓勵。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuXIt3BxY5
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYUbQeUTyV
「想試啊，但係，又唔敢。」青青停頓數秒，又講：「都係算啦，唔會得㗎啦。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNWId8z233
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oH62Gldpp
她突然直覺和Sean不會後續了，她突然覺得毫無心思，在這寧靜的空間裏，分辨自己的念頭。她回覆Sean：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt02zEFZ79H
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pJL5u6auB
「Sorry，我唔想。多謝你。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuKk5LnBfn
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsh0mkPf8C
阿樂邊看青青看電話，邊調侃她：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBUcvHNWHJ
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqOvIYDZ5j
「咁我咪好好彩，話哂你都肯試。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcKcnMSDKb
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgABx2b7hZ5
「係呀係呀。」她也笑。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1La23f1Et
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KE2yebWqd
阿樂質疑：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFDqwZGCkV
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiSVuKsCdi
「點解唔敢呀？唔係叫我狗衝㗎咩，要勇敢㗎嘛？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CpXi4UW5g
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELL9XRENoS
青青思考，然後緩緩地道：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqmNp1vffE
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkHqF5u8pN
「我好驚啊因為。我太垃圾啦。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UBF6ZGoX4
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35YfWu8HX1
啫係，我成日都覺得，無論幾鍾意都好，最後都係會走咁。我頂唔順呀，我份人好撚老土㗎！拍拖要拍到八十歲，一生一世㗎嘛。但可能，真係太天真，宜家又仲咁後生。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxxHW1lgb3
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6lh1rN1cq
我好唔鍾意呢一個過程——好唔容易先至全心全意認定一個人，由冷漠去到開始熱情、開始信任對方，然後佢就走咗去。其實係咪我問題？係唔係好易接受㗎？697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttZtKy0PZk
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIDdo7pKY7
因為佢，好似一啲都冇唔捨得我啊。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPsKpXE4Tk
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bkPsrVYnb
青青緊盯前方的電視，阿樂見狀，突然醒起什麼似的，開啟電視，又放了一隻DVD進去。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucLUmviRAB
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSJAdTZm4I
畫面出現一個火爐，火在熊熊燃燒。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuqMueiB3X
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiarwsyV6Mb
「搞咩啊？」青青不解。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WTgQmNK0I
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexEK9lfPwm
「之前買咗呢隻碟，播住睇，感覺個人會温暖啲。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqn83kdyt9
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPfA2w2wEQ
「宜家夏天喎Ching！」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OPfNcXzoV
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IRtZv9vHE
「你個心咁凍，啱㗎啦。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDpr7Mfb9F
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8iPOEQgbq
阿樂微笑，青青覺得很奇異。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyRllyBTAj
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8wD0RLZaJ
電視上的火光在搖動，映在了他們的眼裏，也透着橙紅色的活潑。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugDx3ZBYlr
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mc0IHDvNi
「OK啦。」她的心沒有變暖，但確實覺得很有趣，竟有人花錢買這種碟看。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPKYwvvCCb
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnKFnGYiVx
「因為咁，所以唔信人？」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogSCdFlj2n
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B6Y8fWazk
阿樂回到剛才的話題，青青正色：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j9ct5MOUj
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0yYca0wYF
「係啊，好似覺得，無論對方幾愛，到最後都係會走。佢夠話愛我一生一世啦，夠話以後淨係愛我一個啦……起初唔信㗎我，後來我信，之後佢就飛咗我啦。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmQAR7SCW2
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkE1kwBiez
頂……我成個怨婦咁。」697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1d0WaYuqt
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmTiYyn4N8
青青自嘲。乾癟癟地「哈」了一下。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdmvVzdJyw
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU64wet9VRT
她發現自己有些恐懼。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AhwKGXmoL
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc0MWjxqvU
到底，曾經甜蜜如Matt的愛意，最後也化煙。明明是Matt追求青青、首先表達愛意，亦在戀愛中對她極好，令信心不足的她從懷疑到沉淪。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMe9jwJzjF
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM6xuXUK6L
明明是他先到來入侵她的生活。仿佛，二人為新居添置不同的傢俬和私人物品一樣，眼見室內環境已經非常完善；但他宣佈要走，隨即撤離其私人物品，卻留下共同購買的傢俬，供她睹物思人、念記舊時歡喜；她卻因這居室過分和暖而心無怨懟，無法盡興地發洩情緒，獨得傷心在無眠夜裏壓着她。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI5svgctHA
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UdPJnHyXe
最後，Matt離開。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOnWWdPVok
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw10K1Qn3X
她可笑地見證了這一段關係的興落，從築起到繁華，最終傾頹。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbxip7qFM4
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMKzq0zCG0
她始知，原來，愛情是這樣的一回事。愛，兩個人，開心，然後不開心。某些Happy ending，唯有期望將來會有。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyKgeVB6RW
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PY44ElIwa
阿樂破了她的處，沒有令她長大，那不過是幾個姿勢、幾番高潮、幾潭愛液，處女膜破裂，只是暫時的生理性疼痛。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjDpqbzrbd
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6rXRSLgGg
但是，Matt的光臨與離任，真令她成為大人——不是好人、不是壞人，僅僅是一個「大人」，她開始明白許多道理，那些她有過的天真的熱愛，都冷硬起來，被摔到地上粉碎得無法拼湊，像攤開手就忘情飛揚的骨灰。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XdmxOoNs3
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1LnihFAqV
是Matt教青青：愛情世界是殘酷的。曾經她想像過的一生一世，其實只是童話般的幻想……697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitJK1t72Xm
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLf5J5V8dX
而他們，已過了讀童話的心境了，因只想窺探幸福快樂之後的日子。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9dS4XFleI
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL99WNopXR
阿樂只好拍拍青青的肩。697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvORov8Oz8t
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOfnd19tdq
此時，阿樂又冷不防地說了一句：697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRI765fRa7
 697Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesSkzO8sTt
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