「咁你呢，又點呀？」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRswq380YlV
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阿樂問。這段時間，他和青青接觸得不多，他們的吃飯時間，各有各。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2qK7Wb9mw
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「托賴，幾好吖。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJU5PVge4C
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「你咁樣叫幾好？咪玩啦。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7acJtL77gQ
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即使不夠光，但阿樂還是看得出青青的憔悴，突然又說：「上磅睇吓。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o9zXXJIns
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阿樂想確認是不是他的錯覺——他覺得青青越來越瘦。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRajL21DYrc
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然後搬出體重磅，叫她站上去，電子屏幕顯示37.1kg，身高只得米五多一點的她其實不特別瘦，只是脂肪輕。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3lzYQgkwz
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「搞咩啊，宜家仲要係夜晚，啫係已經重咗……698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktq6HPs3QN
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVwgywpLml
我煮啲飯唔好食咩？你遲啲返到屋企，你阿媽會唔會以為我哋唔俾飽飯你食㗎？」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6oR0yAjwU
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBGlHjEozr
阿樂卻知道她的臉一點點地削下去，原本包得很的圓臉已經消減，和她Instagram的舊相差很遠。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MGbhySCbC
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJJQtjWV4s
「好食吖，已經慢慢食多咗㗎啦！未到啫未到啫。」她說。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDy0uSp8ot
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0EMfoX4mA
失戀之後，青青的身體差了很多。晚上失眠只在被窩裏漆黑地消耗入睡的耐心，入睡之後卻不斷醒來，有時被雨聲吵醒，有時是發夢嚇醒，有時就是不知何故就醒，每天都只能睡一會兒。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvCVfDfosa
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYWCVIKeW9
白天的胃口不是特別好，總感覺整個人都很暈。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnNcdsOikL
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaGsitrpOk
她有吃飯，但也就是為了活命吃的，有時感覺不到餓就隨便吃兩口，即使阿樂煮得很好。晚上又會忽然有心癮暴食，吃完之後又覺得愧疚。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7os6UuqHw
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA9jjaorcC
她的憔悴體現在臉上，眼皮的膠原蛋白流失，眼窩就變深，令她的雙眼皮有點老氣。黑眼圈也明顯，連上眼皮都像塗了大地色系眼影一樣。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNccxODn3Bv
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月經來了一個多星期後，下體又少量出血，不知何故；頭髮大把大把的掉，面臨少年脫髮危機；胃在反覆的飽和餓之間，經常隱隱作痛。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97Znoz13a5
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每天都不想做任何事。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKV0bG4pY3
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如果看數字，她確實跌磅了，上年的八月她比現在重五公斤。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXRfn7FTOQ
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xovl0cWhM
明明，她是她家人、朋友的寶，為什麼要這樣自我折磨呢？看來脫落的不只是曲折的頭髮，看來還有智商和理智……698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo521sEJxB
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa01gBfOozW
明明，她很清楚，就算她橫屍街頭，已離棄她的人都不會在意，最多像看新聞那樣心裏閃過一刻的惻然，假裝悲情地歎一口氣，然後遺忘她的存在、過自己的快活日子。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gUMDvFtDa
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlC4NkXIeu
阿樂向青青投向懷疑的眼神，她再強調：698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwO3RYBwa5
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PaGY1Aw28
「放心啦，邊睇得出。而且，我已經有食返多啲嘢啦。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw2kx00Lzt
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMzR4eRZiM
「係咪酸嘢易入口啲？聽日煲番茄湯？」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxepJQ4MKOx
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHCIc5dSId
「好——」她的聲音戛然而止，又說：「我諗緊聽日出唔出街。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAViu0xAFY
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VegKexcVn
最近的好多事，她都不想和好朋友說，因為其實也只是小事吧；而且，她的驕傲不允許她說太多真心的脆弱。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtLPsAfgv5
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk6VlwfpML
此刻的環境，如阿樂剖白心聲那樣，感染了她，突然覺得晚上就應該大肆地分享，好的壞的也是。阿樂和她只相識了兩個月，她感覺可以在他面前不用握緊無謂的自尊。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ410nwREFL3
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何況，他們如此親厚。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsz5DHFLns
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阿樂問：「去邊？」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWf2Ao0ql9
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxN0mhCOLb
青青站起，去房拿出電話，決定給阿樂看她的WhatsApp對話。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaxYWgU5zQ
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy2e7gOado
她的一個中學同學Sean，從朋友處知道她失戀，然後開始頻繁地找她聊天，講一些曖昧的話。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeH5tQhYT9
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3plXbWRQEL
青青直接問：「你想媾我？」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHk8zkqEoW
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Sean回答：698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5bZ3kxhF8
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「係。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaqV0rouCm
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecJPGKwOsV
以前中學嗰陣我已經鍾意你，諗住DSE完就同你表白。但你嗰時已經有男朋友。所以，我都係冇講到出口，淨係Grad Din嗰陣揾咗你影相。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfZo3XW3qL
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVt7gKbsHy
隔了兩小時，Sean見青青未有回覆，又道：698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWbhf244J2
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6eLMchkzs
「不如我哋聽日出嚟食餐飯？」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD0dIn1QqW
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74nsLtTekh
阿樂看完後，說：「佢都幾積極吖，去吓囉。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGPUrJiV0T
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8rLmpb8tz
他完全沒有吃醋、難過。他認清，情感一時的高温驅使他對青青有意，但短短十幾天的時間已足以冷卻。反而，如今她聽他講心事，他也想做一樣的事。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnzVMmgyUZ
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVVKIveZDo
「唔知啊……好突然啊好似。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM5cRDTq5W
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwkNzMr1d4
除了通識分組同一班、初中曾經同過班，青青和Sean根本沒有太多接觸，她都不知道他喜歡她什麼。不，應該說，她都不太認識Sean，她只知他成績不錯、朋友不少；長相若不是查看了Instagram，可能也陌生得記不起來。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTAwG2rqmO
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4e1gjZSM8
「想試咪去囉。」阿樂鼓勵。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZrvXjmsEj
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXSYWRVLUe
「想試啊，但係，又唔敢。」青青停頓數秒，又講：「都係算啦，唔會得㗎啦。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBEe22dE2W
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAAFmmJ2Tx
她突然直覺和Sean不會後續了，她突然覺得毫無心思，在這寧靜的空間裏，分辨自己的念頭。她回覆Sean：698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCv1YqeiDo
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9ia2ZzVdq
「Sorry，我唔想。多謝你。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8RYs5jXtv
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgppx3gBla
阿樂邊看青青看電話，邊調侃她：698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dSFGaJ28G
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjDFYT8YZr
「咁我咪好好彩，話哂你都肯試。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVtoT6rGbr
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GXXP5L8Yu
「係呀係呀。」她也笑。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4vnaTrw0o
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIW4aVHO1V
阿樂質疑：698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS2LYEoR4W
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyr3vn5t3e
「點解唔敢呀？唔係叫我狗衝㗎咩，要勇敢㗎嘛？」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sJraexaRm
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkg3emIO4u
青青思考，然後緩緩地道：698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7a2woya5h
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUknbHRCLOj
「我好驚啊因為。我太垃圾啦。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuIUqgVfKK
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6xZ4tPjr8
啫係，我成日都覺得，無論幾鍾意都好，最後都係會走咁。我頂唔順呀，我份人好撚老土㗎！拍拖要拍到八十歲，一生一世㗎嘛。但可能，真係太天真，宜家又仲咁後生。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4Zxr8Tvww
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBqdvWFQ5N
我好唔鍾意呢一個過程——好唔容易先至全心全意認定一個人，由冷漠去到開始熱情、開始信任對方，然後佢就走咗去。其實係咪我問題？係唔係好易接受㗎？698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvN5qVmQG0
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu752yRjqwd
因為佢，好似一啲都冇唔捨得我啊。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfonFn50nb3
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MQnSuZLZy
青青緊盯前方的電視，阿樂見狀，突然醒起什麼似的，開啟電視，又放了一隻DVD進去。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycKJ3M1nlp
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzP713zHdX
畫面出現一個火爐，火在熊熊燃燒。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ndKIzXfEI
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtWyPONqrh
「搞咩啊？」青青不解。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6cc70DQUt
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkodzjY3K3
「之前買咗呢隻碟，播住睇，感覺個人會温暖啲。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHs8Z2fQBn
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3eihAcsId
「宜家夏天喎Ching！」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC9zmRZ3Ou
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVHYUJ4XJb
「你個心咁凍，啱㗎啦。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqA5R4aIs9
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBb5uA9hBT
阿樂微笑，青青覺得很奇異。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspwShbVehL
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F9IJYtpkH
電視上的火光在搖動，映在了他們的眼裏，也透着橙紅色的活潑。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygBltYHRWK
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJRwNPuQ9c
「OK啦。」她的心沒有變暖，但確實覺得很有趣，竟有人花錢買這種碟看。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT8akVbCFM
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXGKm07tHx
「因為咁，所以唔信人？」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVFWOw9wfv
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWbmxV2wgl
阿樂回到剛才的話題，青青正色：698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgTV6hlGoG
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV166oRTZad
「係啊，好似覺得，無論對方幾愛，到最後都係會走。佢夠話愛我一生一世啦，夠話以後淨係愛我一個啦……起初唔信㗎我，後來我信，之後佢就飛咗我啦。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfc2MBvJ9w
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頂……我成個怨婦咁。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVjyuSK1cQ
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5y11Ika9r
青青自嘲。乾癟癟地「哈」了一下。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtVZKy9QhH
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClrGeIZZB3
她發現自己有些恐懼。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgxAMgnzb8
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzLpCv0YYv
到底，曾經甜蜜如Matt的愛意，最後也化煙。明明是Matt追求青青、首先表達愛意，亦在戀愛中對她極好，令信心不足的她從懷疑到沉淪。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac6DxxvrwK
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mv3lA8APv
明明是他先到來入侵她的生活。仿佛，二人為新居添置不同的傢俬和私人物品一樣，眼見室內環境已經非常完善；但他宣佈要走，隨即撤離其私人物品，卻留下共同購買的傢俬，供她睹物思人、念記舊時歡喜；她卻因這居室過分和暖而心無怨懟，無法盡興地發洩情緒，獨得傷心在無眠夜裏壓着她。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJtG9oooQR
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最後，Matt離開。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmoaaY80kT
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCwEsMbemX
她可笑地見證了這一段關係的興落，從築起到繁華，最終傾頹。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp0chxGxWr
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJYgVmb51f
她始知，原來，愛情是這樣的一回事。愛，兩個人，開心，然後不開心。某些Happy ending，唯有期望將來會有。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzefAZiqVsY
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8LhCYdmMm
阿樂破了她的處，沒有令她長大，那不過是幾個姿勢、幾番高潮、幾潭愛液，處女膜破裂，只是暫時的生理性疼痛。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbp3J7VRwy
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvzbdAx3Av
但是，Matt的光臨與離任，真令她成為大人——不是好人、不是壞人，僅僅是一個「大人」，她開始明白許多道理，那些她有過的天真的熱愛，都冷硬起來，被摔到地上粉碎得無法拼湊，像攤開手就忘情飛揚的骨灰。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBD0Li4N6J
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ia07kv4CU
是Matt教青青：愛情世界是殘酷的。曾經她想像過的一生一世，其實只是童話般的幻想……698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91XnuHWsO0
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNpfQ7ltAX
而他們，已過了讀童話的心境了，因只想窺探幸福快樂之後的日子。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3xJUnZsBG
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KFLYkruK0
阿樂只好拍拍青青的肩。698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjpWkKEOnk
 698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPTEznoCHS
此時，阿樂又冷不防地說了一句：698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh1pffWKhq
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「佢嗰句『Love you forever』，可能係Made in China。」698Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNznLDshuo
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