她覺得自己做錯決定。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkVcSjoG7s
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昨夜那個她不是平時的她。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0prtipBfy
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見完Matt之後，她知道了更多的事，她生氣、悲傷、不解。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmOQeF76sU
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她沒有了平日的冷靜，過往兩個月她都因失戀而過得很不自在，時常將所有問題歸咎自身，甚至已經開始計劃將來，要怎樣對Matt才能令二人都好？但是被離棄的打擊還是逐點逐點地令她自我質疑，每日都告訴自己要過得好一點、更美麗一點，心情徘徊在傷心、開心、傷心的無限輪迴中。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0aR6VldGn
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時有希望，所以，時時失望。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK57k9Mj2e
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這一種失落愛人的空虛，又令她不適應於往日生活的節奏，對方已沒有和她通訊，二人只會在某些日子問：「Safe？」716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8Y2eroYgH
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然後，就沒然後。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH7j4aHivZ
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青青記得有一次，在某個群組裏看見一個酷似Matt的人，她馬上慌張，不斷對比，又點像、又有點不像，但她也不敢致電給他，怕會令事情變得更麻煩，只能問他：「宜家喺邊？」最後知道那個人不是他時，她鬆了一口來自身邊人平安的自私的氣。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcenfjua9r8
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後來，他們有見，臨走時，Matt還贈了青青一個擁抱；當時她還慶幸。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpao3GWvDW
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再後來，青青知道，那個時候，Matt已有新歡。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQylq5GPALJ
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到昨天，青青大概了解來龍去脈後，她有後知後覺的晴天霹靂，甚至在豔陽下看見了閃電燦爛地纏繞她的脖子。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBOqtPaUEY
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Matt根本不在乎她生不生、死不死，他也不在意她過得怎樣——716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZY5UpZmHu8
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好？哦。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4JjrwJCYH
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不好？哦。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfrLUt2Fbj
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在那些她異常煎熬的流淚夜晚裏，他已抱住新人流連極樂。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAON9CESlrB
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再沒有希望和失望，只有絕望的感覺。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyermGk6g3
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愛就是有這麼一種可愛可恨，快樂時，你被捧在手心，瞬間到達了天空之堂；一切快樂過後只得血腥的頹靡，愛人分開掌沿，你猝不及防地掉下去，狠狠跌落在萬里之下的廢置石泥地上，粉身碎骨地、摔死。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeaHqjP4RJ
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偏偏這次毫無美感的殘殺又是一種最乾脆利落的祭祀，爽快地悼念這死去的舊情，因為你清楚知道，自己不可能再活。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNPfb9VwBv
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青青想證明、吃力、拼命地證明她也可以很好，如常生活。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjISqU5XtfX
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所以，她想找個人做愛，去證明她也可以很野性，填滿那一刻夾雜不同情緒的空虛和寂寞；她不是那個因認為自己年紀太小、所以想多等一下下、只願意替男伴口交的無趣女人。每次Matt射精在她的口裏，她都希望對方不要嫌棄自己的稚嫩。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesrhNaT5cO
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愛不到結果；716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCGGiIOGmj
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但做愛有結果，生理分泌比甜言蜜語確切得多。人的一張嘴何有幾句真話。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc6jRtkTQw
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偏偏，青青本身不是特別開放的人，今早醒來，她就覺得好尷尬。以往沒和男友做的事，和朋友做了，以什麼的名義呢？716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rOMl2WM9s
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以「一時衝動」？如此，青青覺得自己對不起所有人，包括已與她無關的Matt，當然，最對不起的是阿樂。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Hxij9dMCN
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阿樂竟然真的喜歡她。為什麼呢？不是常常惦記舊日女神嗎？青青看得出來，有時她說了一些話時，他的神色奇怪地變了變，她問，他答是Tanya也說出類似的話；而此，足夠影響他的神緒，這是念記。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NQ4mvyNiU
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阿樂真的喜歡青青？她懷疑。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FC13SPEes
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這友誼還純潔嗎？716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgj2fqqGmP
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阿樂也有想過這樣的問題：這友誼不會純潔。或者，這已很難是友誼。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpRQSxsHh0
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因為他覺得，自己是喜歡她的。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7BV0SLpFJ
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有些事，注定不可能再與以前一樣，因為他有得失心——716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFxv0W7bXC
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像他喜歡Tanya一樣。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbenTeXCxkm
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本來，就知道Tanya喜歡自說自話，情緒也較大起大落，他認真地將她當朋友看的時候，總是覺得隨她的意吧，由她怎樣講些他不清楚的事，他作為一個文靜的友人只偶爾給予反應。但是，當他發現自己喜歡了她，因為他已不止安於靜靜聽她講，反而開始有了表現的欲望，他也想令她了解自己，想被她稱讚和欣賞。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1ZwL57qUs
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喜歡一個人以後，會有期望。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fByEYThjT
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就算知道對方不喜歡自己，還是有種希望對方關注自己的盼望。有一次，Tanya能記住他的模型的型號名稱，他就已經非常開心；又有一隻，她下載了一款鋼琴App，阿樂在她面前完整地彈了一首大調曲子，她以崇拜的眼神看着他，甚至叫他教她，此後，他也下載了以方便二人對學。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlDO5ap1r9
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這種期望很可怕，也會隨着沉沒成本的增加而提高；但現實卻在另一邊廂告訴你：716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sTY0BouwQ
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都咁耐啦，女神都冇乜反應，啫係我要收皮？716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IEcVow72S
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落差感很重。716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqhQnNLaED
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如同阿樂覺得，明明他已與青青享受過親密和激情，她卻不要他的承諾……716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsniFxVKnE
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等吓啦？等到佢Recover，我哋先傾呢個問題？716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH2VWGsZgj
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Sorry，俾多啲時間我諗清楚我想點先……716Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzXQcFUniV
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