阿樂看見她走路的姿態有一點奇怪,雙腿合得不夠埋,不明所以:925Please respect copyright.PENANAxBSsJUnjGc
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「做咩?你整親對腳咩?」925Please respect copyright.PENANAiXmqg6isJn
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「琴晚……今朝起床就有啲痛。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAtyuXZdRL70
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她落座餐桌,準備食腸仔多士煎雙蛋;他反應過來,有些不好意思:925Please respect copyright.PENANAJTdS5uYqY5
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「對唔住。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAta6froet2E
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他抿一抿嘴;她低頭微笑:925Please respect copyright.PENANACu3sqKQy6w
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「唔好咁講,我自己有責任。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAvnFGSkx3rl
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「咁……不如以後都由我照顧你?」925Please respect copyright.PENANAlmIUqYYFHS
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他捉住她的手,腦中又閃過Tanya那對纖細的手;續道:925Please respect copyright.PENANAxjEQE8qA8Q
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「同我一齊,好唔好?」925Please respect copyright.PENANAHFpcSFFs3U
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青青的手很小很小,體積只有他的一半多點,卻被她輕易掙開,如同她在睡覺時那樣:925Please respect copyright.PENANAk1PMHVRwTr
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「唔好講呢啲啦。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAPn5MeHoxOO
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她心虛得不敢看他,只敢藉吃東西來移開目光;但她不明白,他喜歡自己什麼?是為了負責任才這樣說嗎?925Please respect copyright.PENANAPpvDnXRHNa
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更心虛的是,青青無法斬釘截鐵地拒絕,因為,她對阿樂是有一些好感的,她明白,要不是如此,她是不會在情慾驅使下和他發生關係;因而混亂,她不知道自己應該怎樣做,才對大家都好,或者說,怎樣才是對的。925Please respect copyright.PENANACurEzdQecE
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他笑:「怕咩醜喎?」她吞吐幾下:「唔係呀——Sorry。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAsu1moBiQxF
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「你未ready好?」925Please respect copyright.PENANAs43o3BktlE
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阿樂有些恍然大悟的感覺,他可以等。925Please respect copyright.PENANAC690oTBvkW
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「我……未諗清楚,琴晚可能係有少少衝動咗。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAr096j409wq
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青青艱難地道;他呆一呆——即係點?925Please respect copyright.PENANAL5X3JUE3c3
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「哦……好吖,咁你諗諗佢。」925Please respect copyright.PENANACsDGQyprkI
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阿樂唯有這樣說。925Please respect copyright.PENANAQAVXh7fXLE
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講真,經過昨夜他覺得自己完全沒有損失,反而賺了很多很多,他聽她說了好多話,知她酒量很淺,知她愛情價值觀,知她平時無論怎樣沉穩卻還是有失控的一面。925Please respect copyright.PENANAcLeyjewpDi
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何況,他的處子之身並不值錢——Tim少還經常笑他是青頭仔,笑他太易動情卻苦戀無果。925Please respect copyright.PENANAna74sdkHIj
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只是,阿樂不明白什麼是「一時衝動」?925Please respect copyright.PENANAt3tzJXR1jp
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青青並不喜歡他,是嗎?925Please respect copyright.PENANAnff5LuyIeG
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那為何一開始不推開他,後來更邀請他吻她,甚至最後也不反抗呢?925Please respect copyright.PENANACuED06Sffj
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那可是生理性的痛楚啊——925Please respect copyright.PENANAwY0kPFwtQx
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就算怎樣的酒醉,也應該可以在一瞬間清醒吧。925Please respect copyright.PENANASul1un6X1q
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但反正,她給他的印象又多了一些,總是不斷地有反差感,這很令他入迷……她並不是單一的人物,相反很多元很新奇,很中他意。而此刻,她竟然選擇逃避,與昨天的勇敢又很違和。925Please respect copyright.PENANAoosfcb3kRz
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天知道,落差會使人欲罷不能。925Please respect copyright.PENANAbNxYQ2i82U
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「做咩啊,當我免費鴨呀?」925Please respect copyright.PENANA68DC0P0Qwy
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他想開一下玩笑,舒緩一下尷尬的氣氛,他不願令二人有隔閡。925Please respect copyright.PENANADa7UxcKVYT
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「唔係、唔係啊,絕對冇咁覺得你係免費㗎……都唔係鴨。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAy7pltpls5j
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她慌張起來,她不想他這樣想,雖然,她的確靠他破了處,原屬意氣之爭,她只是想證明她也能有令男人緊握不放的能耐,絕對不比別人遜色;但她心知自己的行為,在別人看來是在利用他,愧疚地續道:925Please respect copyright.PENANAEU6M1FOvGA
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「或者,你可以當我係免費雞……可能咁樣會好啲。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAdN09Qqmsxt
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對你嘅快感會好啲;我良心都會好過啲。925Please respect copyright.PENANAfpyNdxZ2SP
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她對他掀扯嘴角,淡淡的笑。925Please respect copyright.PENANAa4mt7httLy
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「我講笑咋,點會咁諗你。」925Please respect copyright.PENANATbUdXTVxCx
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他怕她真將他的調侃放在心上,他只是說說,她何用叫鴨?925Please respect copyright.PENANAFvV5evOApw
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她突然好後悔昨天發生的一切。925Please respect copyright.PENANAmwlRTDY7gW
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她感覺自己真的在利用了他的陰莖;而他就算穿過了她的陰道,卻未有通往她那愛人的心。925Please respect copyright.PENANAU4NNTCJCr5
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即使沒有酒醉,卻沒有清醒到分辨得來自己的心。她好像很喜歡與他共處,但又不是很喜歡、沒有那種心動的歡喜;若說是不喜歡,好像又有些偏頗。925Please respect copyright.PENANA4hgtVPWbLO
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「好食,我飽啦。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAYrIYDb8NCS
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她正準備將二人的碟一同拿進廚房洗;他捉住她的手肘問:925Please respect copyright.PENANAkP0BW9Rov0
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「今日我哋一齊出去行吓吖?」925Please respect copyright.PENANA5m7lRcRThS
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「唔啦,休息吓啦,我諗你都攰。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAzUpLBp9l5o
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投射。925Please respect copyright.PENANA7sjigWjiIC
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阿樂沒有放開:925Please respect copyright.PENANA0xNI5t4Q3l
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「我唔攰啊,或者我哋夜晚先出去?」925Please respect copyright.PENANAhPPpr8IQdp
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青青甩開,繼續去廚房:925Please respect copyright.PENANAoPcHR8waJZ
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「不如遲啲,我唔想出街住。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAacmN1fCutA
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他有些想問:她是不想出門,還是不想和他出門?但他也想到,她平時也能自己留在家中耗很多時間:925Please respect copyright.PENANA10gjIlRW4T
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「咁好啦——如果你ready好嘅話,就同我講。如果你再需要多啲時間,都可以,我可以等。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAU89g8dCYud
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青青沒有說話,阿樂只聽到她開水喉洗鑊、洗碟的聲音;然後她出來,輕聲問:925Please respect copyright.PENANAMpjrdBJFS6
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「如果我唔會ready到呢?」925Please respect copyright.PENANAnuSd7uiKA9
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「點解呢?」925Please respect copyright.PENANAdZ9zd3GI2u
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阿樂直視青青,無可避免地就是有些傷心。這次,是不一樣的。他也不知道為什麼,他就是喜歡了她,雖然只與她相識不夠一個月,卻有一種莫名其妙的親厚感覺;雖然她未曾承諾什麼,口頭亦常言另一位男子的事,但是,阿樂就是覺得,他們應該要有以後。925Please respect copyright.PENANAjtMwiYO7hs
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青青也和阿樂對視,他們都知道,此刻的糾纏已不是為了今晚出不出街。925Please respect copyright.PENANASEqNmRktzs
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「Sorry。」她說。925Please respect copyright.PENANAPdOWBdd4KW
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今晚出不出去,心境也不允許他們走出這一座死寂的圍城;也有一個原因,雖然青青未能確定自己的對阿樂心意,但她就是怕了,所以,她搖擺不定。925Please respect copyright.PENANA3Eem0srnfz
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「咁又唔洗。」925Please respect copyright.PENANAUecXug2HRG
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阿樂覺得他和青青忽然很疏離。925Please respect copyright.PENANAAOkvgEQ3cF
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只能說一些客套的說話,講多兩句就是一些語帶雙關的話,到底少了幾分真摰;但明明,昨天是非常親密,他既是聽她瘋狂訴說的密友,也是聽她瘋狂呻吟的一夜夫妻。不過一夜,他似乎沒能再聽見她,整個人都變得異常飄渺。925Please respect copyright.PENANAEmset36VUJ
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捉得到,摸得到,感應不好。925Please respect copyright.PENANAHayr6ZBSNw
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阿樂的自尊受損……925Please respect copyright.PENANATMrawzPXQL
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但,沒有關係。這是「應該」的——925Please respect copyright.PENANAEMxuWT6V0b
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他說服自己:青青才剛失戀,需要多一點時間去整理思緒和心意。925Please respect copyright.PENANAj59Eam7WB3
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何況,他明白,交出真心者注定是被動的。925Please respect copyright.PENANALgXnXf2AZQ
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單戀的人,從來沒有任何資格向對方生氣、難過,即無主動選擇的權利,又無後退放手的孤勇,如此的——低下、卑微;和Tanya相處的片段不斷逐格播放,阿樂早就明瞭這個道理,痛苦地。925Please respect copyright.PENANACity0sSdRS
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他也不想她做錯決定。925Please respect copyright.PENANABKFzrdDi1B
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她覺得自己做錯決定。925Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1IzoAI3QD
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《偏偏喜歡你》//我破咗個文青處,但佢唔肯同我一齊。
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