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人生苦短——死
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電視仍然亮著,新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律,悶人又煩人。548Please respect copyright.PENANApeiaW5cPPu
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他打個呵欠,伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化,借力撐起整個人,避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間,大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度,但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具,一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。548Please respect copyright.PENANA86r8KKfRCv
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人老了,身體差了,動作遲緩了,連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器,尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來,彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。548Please respect copyright.PENANApQQIi3x1aq
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怎麼辦?可以怎麼辦?吹口哨吧。口吹曲子,耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲,心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。548Please respect copyright.PENANAPEW9tE6ePi
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張548Please respect copyright.PENANAwEb3xzMpW1
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誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷548Please respect copyright.PENANA5oIMRIAEbh
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逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長548Please respect copyright.PENANAogtfhLv7f3
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何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量548Please respect copyright.PENANAKk7qV3GIKz
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小便後,步出浴室,再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。548Please respect copyright.PENANAvXhOB4ZY0i
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抵不住。548Please respect copyright.PENANAHj774IjVc0
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他決定到公園散步。548Please respect copyright.PENANA2KG0A8q7wQ
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望望手錶,是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。548Please respect copyright.PENANAvi3ICI70yk
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好福氣的,或是三五成群談天說地,或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的,或是推著購物車奔波買餸,或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。548Please respect copyright.PENANAGa4UZoh5Zr
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自己有福氣嗎?托賴。能走能動能講能吃,與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角,卻也沒有特別煩心事。548Please respect copyright.PENANAd8GBtUuWqw
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他知道自己該要感恩,奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。548Please respect copyright.PENANAdGpKrfJmRU
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。548Please respect copyright.PENANAecdHNlLNuF
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。548Please respect copyright.PENANA155SKBWbx6
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他不自已憶起亡妻……548Please respect copyright.PENANA5YniaCEjmC
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三年前的夏天,她在家跌倒,傷及腿部筋骨,自此總是步履不穩,走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息,不要外出。她明白兒子苦心,奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱,精神越益差勁。548Please respect copyright.PENANAtNfwGqzrJY
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。548Please respect copyright.PENANAH64HZA9qgY
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「我的腿康復不了,是嗎?」548Please respect copyright.PENANAFYdcEMPpbS
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「不是。你向來身體強健,這小小傷勢不是大問題。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAmHiiZP5KUF
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「我何時可以痊癒?我想去探望朋友。」548Please respect copyright.PENANA4Hj40MDXcS
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「快了、快了。不用著急!」548Please respect copyright.PENANAqRwGzUgGB9
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「即是何時?」548Please respect copyright.PENANAAk8wkqz45k
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「下一個夏天。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAldWKaNQV8x
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她幽幽回望,驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。548Please respect copyright.PENANAy9RWjJLn1c
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。548Please respect copyright.PENANAg3OtxxX4cY
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感動,明明眼前只有絕望。548Please respect copyright.PENANAMaPbz3NuyP
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她的手忽爾不再無力,牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。548Please respect copyright.PENANAXJozcJOB6M
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奇蹟?希望?不。僅是信念,難以言喻的,難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。548Please respect copyright.PENANAKgruyByhXD
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內心終於安定下來。548Please respect copyright.PENANAZF6kNrSAjR
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她沒再糾結於健康問題,開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計:「探望朋友前,我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』!」548Please respect copyright.PENANADpj3l1MrvQ
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「但你的血糖……」548Please respect copyright.PENANAv6k9bX0tZr
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「我向來身體強健,這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAJu1VEuuQOt
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他會心一笑,笑她依舊貪吃如豬。548Please respect copyright.PENANAnJGTakflXE
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復,走路時拐得更嚴重。548Please respect copyright.PENANABSwn4B2G3d
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兒子送她一根拐杖。548Please respect copyright.PENANAqJPFzUt2FL
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當晚,她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰,因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢,倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。548Please respect copyright.PENANAlauxk9PNBJ
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她不知道,整個晚上,丈夫徹夜無眠,眼睜睜望著天花,細聽她的哭聲,細想她的未來。548Please respect copyright.PENANA7nn6Ov5Cmj
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天亮,兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後,馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛!當然要吃『菠蘿油』!」548Please respect copyright.PENANABPOmMVg9er
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妻子笑了,連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪,戴上最喜歡的髮夾,塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖,因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他,她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。548Please respect copyright.PENANA8OsuO4tcOw
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鐵路車站裡,人流如鯽,彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理,繼續保持慢調,只知自己不僅是自己。548Please respect copyright.PENANAL3oGCTRRJZ
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終於來到馳名的冰廳,二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃,亦不是回憶中的味道。548Please respect copyright.PENANAoFWzOF3APM
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不要緊,反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。548Please respect copyright.PENANArBjWLbaoNT
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼,不知道,大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。548Please respect copyright.PENANALHPYlJePhc
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於願足矣。548Please respect copyright.PENANAnEtLiv5nzz
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沒過幾天,還未開始探望朋友,她已於睡夢中悄然離世……548Please respect copyright.PENANAxTHaJwf9v0
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公園裡,樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。548Please respect copyright.PENANADH0S5GcTMI
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他不動聲息,藏起思念,繼續開步走。548Please respect copyright.PENANANYtmCXkYi5
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總得走下去,不是嗎?548Please respect copyright.PENANAgY2CLREHUu
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。548Please respect copyright.PENANAbHMwoswvJJ
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走到涼亭,看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。548Please respect copyright.PENANALEDPztC1cK
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棋局中,事事分明,步步無情。548Please respect copyright.PENANACYDu4zfzAv
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他專注觀賽,全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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人生苦短——病548Please respect copyright.PENANArvV8JgMoBM
他在床上徐徐張眼。548Please respect copyright.PENANAnnXsIeoz3B
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床褥太軟,腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。548Please respect copyright.PENANA7WOyWaXdJ0
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暈眩冉退,目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者,他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。548Please respect copyright.PENANAnRQOoYxVvK
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嗯。醫院。548Please respect copyright.PENANAxOihnus70F
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接受醫生的檢查,證實無恙後,獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄,已通知兒子和媳婦,只待他們前來接送。548Please respect copyright.PENANA6XzgGNnlvG
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醫生離開後,護士也去忙別的。548Please respect copyright.PENANA4sAVI4uYKI
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他呆坐床上,默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回,感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀,總得要到醫院走幾趟,實屬平常不過的事情,對吧?548Please respect copyright.PENANAi73nBDC1nj
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如他所料,兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。548Please respect copyright.PENANADp0ztc1mJV
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱,熱昏了。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAsWLE8MWE4o
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「那就多待在家裡避暑,不要外出四處走動。」548Please respect copyright.PENANA9bF5bQuaoq
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「知道。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAPgrhAVSeFs
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院,在街邊截下的士,直驅住所。548Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ags27eJ8X
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車廂裡,二人不發一言,各自對著窗外景物發愣。548Please respect copyright.PENANALcZGIjU4f8
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沒有怨氣或鬱結,只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。548Please respect copyright.PENANAuEmhsPVUcq
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。548Please respect copyright.PENANAP67zq6WCOW
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兒子倏忽開口,神色惘然。548Please respect copyright.PENANAb265Ekf629
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「我有末期肝癌,剩半年壽命。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAt7oBSUpLRq
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「她知道了沒?」548Please respect copyright.PENANAlHolK0tYSh
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「不打算告訴她。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAWCzWg7zHg0
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療?」548Please respect copyright.PENANAPTaAxhCGVa
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兒子笑而不語。548Please respect copyright.PENANA72aeTdXJbJ
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他愣住片刻,良久才道:「明白。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAgjNmHYNddU
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊,以示感謝。548Please respect copyright.PENANAVg6MDK8fUX
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲,逕自到浴室洗澡去。548Please respect copyright.PENANADJOEvbpV04
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蒸氣瀰漫,看得見,抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始,也抓不著終結。548Please respect copyright.PENANAxGkRnBJwFI
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來,沒能選擇長大與否,沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛,沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死,全是沒能選擇的。548Please respect copyright.PENANAOFbBbN9C8w
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翌日,兒子和媳婦如常上班,孫兒如常上學,家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。548Please respect copyright.PENANANaO4nMJU6V
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他決定到公園走走。548Please respect copyright.PENANArJGWEJ9zQo
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。548Please respect copyright.PENANAayCPl3cFr8
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此樹是否去年那樹?此鳥是否去年那鳥?此蟲是否去年那蟲?要緊,不要緊。在意,沒能在意。548Please respect copyright.PENANAfuBA6YUuHQ
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幽幽踏步,皆因內心焦躁。548Please respect copyright.PENANAFN4UGddRI7
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來到涼亭,棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他,感到難過。他認為無論難過與否,該死的時候總得要死。548Please respect copyright.PENANAIRjn29T474
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全場一片默然。548Please respect copyright.PENANAB8RlDLLPDy
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。548Please respect copyright.PENANARdFQAmBMcW
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不要問為何。不要問感受。548Please respect copyright.PENANAvuNCFOk1Bu
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。548Please respect copyright.PENANANqQX6UXC63
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正午,他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午,孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦,他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間,一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上,被匆匆推送入急症室深處。548Please respect copyright.PENANAWqxWBJHfB4
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。548Please respect copyright.PENANANDYrqc9ZlL
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站,然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久,醫生步出急症室,宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。548Please respect copyright.PENANAFZSU0Qv7RX
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。548Please respect copyright.PENANAoM9uqVUhpD
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然,皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。548Please respect copyright.PENANAzTiKAfAqWJ
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「爺爺,很熱啊!」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。548Please respect copyright.PENANAGa7EdbiwAg
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切,他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。548Please respect copyright.PENANAnqXSlvu9En
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晚餐後,兒子在露台抽菸,媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子,五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟,此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。548Please respect copyright.PENANANDxoeGnPZF
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跳跳跳,有節奏地跳個不停,像心臟。548Please respect copyright.PENANAKQJ4KSefXt
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心臟停止跳動當刻,棋友有何感受?掛念未完的棋局?掛念急症室外的男女親友?548Please respect copyright.PENANACIqp4iWFQv
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台,看著兒子呼出個個煙圈,圈圈復圈圈,冉升消散不復見。548Please respect copyright.PENANASpUe3HV6yB
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不復見。548Please respect copyright.PENANAF3OXbi7RRS
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他莫名的被深深憾動。548Please respect copyright.PENANAyCzRO9v18R
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走到兒子身邊,告知棋友的死訊。548Please respect copyright.PENANA96Neuqh74N
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毋須明言,兒子已猜測到他的用意。548Please respect copyright.PENANAwHw4pL2lPz
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「我不怕死。」548Please respect copyright.PENANA2rf1Y4Xsza
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕,只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」548Please respect copyright.PENANA6Kgq9gQA6v
548Please respect copyright.PENANAG5nD68kz16
「你有沒有想要完成的事?」548Please respect copyright.PENANASYko6SEri2
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAj7lTOoyFtG
548Please respect copyright.PENANAvBnRPa0kKt
「她的叮囑?」548Please respect copyright.PENANADY4we8c8fX
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「不。她離開得太突然,我沒機會問她,只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」548Please respect copyright.PENANA3qg2bzMu16
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「別傻!她不願看見你耿耿於懷!」548Please respect copyright.PENANARzF2qm6vXf
548Please respect copyright.PENANARhc2c5kyNY
「她沒這麼說。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAKCouczAMgj
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兒子苦笑,笑他彆扭。548Please respect copyright.PENANAIzRQRqv2sQ
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再次不了了之?他以為是,直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。548Please respect copyright.PENANAFRgO5340JR
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無論大家怎樣勸說,兒子依然不願接受治療,堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。548Please respect copyright.PENANAEfslje67S8
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半年後,兒子沒死去。一年後,兒子仍活著。三年半後,兒子依然沒斷氣。548Please respect copyright.PENANA8jWdKrGrs7
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問何解。醫生說原因不明,但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。548Please respect copyright.PENANAGIyQEprCRc
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離開醫院、歸家路上,兒子和他拐到公園散步去。548Please respect copyright.PENANAKT4WpHJyJR
548Please respect copyright.PENANACbrhMpisDi
樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。548Please respect copyright.PENANAQj4ARngF61
548Please respect copyright.PENANADTi6m7D7WU
「你多活了三年半。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAL5ndo4Uyag
548Please respect copyright.PENANALOY1wTSdNd
「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAZSJ42THZTf
548Please respect copyright.PENANAc0tggJ4AcN
「想繼續吃?」548Please respect copyright.PENANA5GIGlkGPNr
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAzQzkqsjdRT
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒,希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子,在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後,才重回職場繼續拼搏。548Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3uR1GFFE3
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他為兒子衷心高興著,亦感謝上蒼的好生之德,沒有帶走……548Please respect copyright.PENANA4bMbH8CTP8
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兒子呢?548Please respect copyright.PENANAI8NdCyHXZg
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。548Please respect copyright.PENANAzDnKdadwOj
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啊!記起來了。548Please respect copyright.PENANAMxYP0XsNJc
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外,下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊,沒能重回職場,沒能享受期待已久的夏日。548Please respect copyright.PENANAclIZLFLQ5V
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果然。548Please respect copyright.PENANA7vF4c65ur8
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。548Please respect copyright.PENANAygwCutMGO0
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中,他繼續走。548Please respect copyright.PENANAUid4l9UcLQ
548Please respect copyright.PENANAI0IGo3Scbn
幽幽踏步慢慢走。
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死病老生——老548Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z8r2vIcaV
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。548Please respect copyright.PENANANUXoAykdGQ
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望望掛鐘,七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。548Please respect copyright.PENANA3QELS9eVdF
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輕敲孫兒房門,不聞回應。推門內進,不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊,掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再,五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子,不需要他的照顧。548Please respect copyright.PENANAiNa0Ojtl4j
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若有所失。548Please respect copyright.PENANAQXP5hxAxaJ
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到公園散心吧。548Please respect copyright.PENANAIZIePNjn5I
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公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。548Please respect copyright.PENANALhDT7jUat8
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中,憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭,憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。548Please respect copyright.PENANAtObpMfgvgy
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離開緩步徑,闖入樹林。548Please respect copyright.PENANAbelI2I3BOv
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找樹。找到那樹。548Please respect copyright.PENANAJq29PuBrJ8
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不,不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯,刻記模糊難辨。548Please respect copyright.PENANApOooKH4Dky
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此樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。548Please respect copyright.PENANAaT0aSWb2Jk
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。548Please respect copyright.PENANAWefK1Z4ym8
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不願意。548Please respect copyright.PENANApDDx4cEPZa
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想逃。548Please respect copyright.PENANAuTnD5ftk1H
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逃!548Please respect copyright.PENANADML9cgZddP
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逃出樹林。548Please respect copyright.PENANAsL6KkEQbQ2
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彷如隔世。548Please respect copyright.PENANAV6ToSvONrw
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陽光刺眼,氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。548Please respect copyright.PENANAhzWIY3rtWQ
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倏忽忘了路,忘了如何走下去……548Please respect copyright.PENANACk6STMdyG8
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一青年步入警署。548Please respect copyright.PENANAeztZsA9MTR
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「你是誰?」548Please respect copyright.PENANAytdWT7q45e
548Please respect copyright.PENANAvEoq9CFSNQ
「我是你的孫兒。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAB1QOkoDe4v
548Please respect copyright.PENANA4bmJu6CvUc
「嗯……」548Please respect copyright.PENANAoVq5ESsnsJ
548Please respect copyright.PENANARnnzP98JZC
「爺爺,回家吧。」548Please respect copyright.PENANArIQKOCIJcC
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「嗯……」548Please respect copyright.PENANAgjBGSxJr0Z
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著,天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著,孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。548Please respect copyright.PENANAPC7HPtdbQC
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一切近在眼前,卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的,竟顯得如此接近。548Please respect copyright.PENANAWRDzzGGeht
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是否忘記了甚麼?548Please respect copyright.PENANA1v67XbyJDp
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐?548Please respect copyright.PENANA565484J1hc
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輕敲主人房房門,不聞回應。欲推門內進,卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎?548Please respect copyright.PENANAEaguGFih4T
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激動。拍拍拍,踢踢踢,吵吵吵。548Please respect copyright.PENANAvS9oeGSheJ
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「快開門!我要跟你聊天!快開門!來!快開門!」548Please respect copyright.PENANA41I6PNFAhJ
548Please respect copyright.PENANAa6r9kyIJOv
孫兒應聲衝出廚房,上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受,硬生生吃痛。548Please respect copyright.PENANANyzpDVdOKI
548Please respect copyright.PENANAWYO9jMRSJ2
「爸爸不在房間裡。」548Please respect copyright.PENANADnBLfaZe1X
548Please respect copyright.PENANAdawOjuOa8y
「你騙我!他一定在裡面!」548Please respect copyright.PENANAn8vawxwYYg
548Please respect copyright.PENANA7aY4P1rZqL
「爺爺,你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班,還在公司。」548Please respect copyright.PENANA87qyd6kjPt
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未下班?在公司?他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……548Please respect copyright.PENANAjqz0zYQKR5
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見他愣住,孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力:「爺爺,不如一起到公園散步。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAVXNZJOl2Uv
548Please respect copyright.PENANA7VR9gr26cR
公園裡,美好回憶俯拾皆是。548Please respect copyright.PENANAmLIxXZya7k
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲,孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧,那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……548Please respect copyright.PENANAO4kr6nzLQK
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爸爸癱瘓後,媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來,乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去,離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情,一直鬱鬱寡歡。548Please respect copyright.PENANAn3aSTXI6l5
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某個深夜,忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探,驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩,冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂,臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散,卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……548Please respect copyright.PENANAuViRn3wWcI
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。548Please respect copyright.PENANAu5RSaKUoNT
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「不用發愁啊!」548Please respect copyright.PENANAc5Yl2nfwxG
548Please respect copyright.PENANAs4Q1rmsh3k
「你知道我在愁甚麼?」548Please respect copyright.PENANAIv7ucbqXw5
548Please respect copyright.PENANArQVzPRepDU
「考試成績嘛!」548Please respect copyright.PENANAYEo5K5II6c
548Please respect copyright.PENANAPlm0qIKx9H
「對!我就是擔心考試成績!」548Please respect copyright.PENANANmpOZALoD1
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「傻孩子!考試只是人生的一小部份,毋須將成績看得過份重要!」548Please respect copyright.PENANASe64f27nQU
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「嗯,我知道了……」548Please respect copyright.PENANAYIgzibHWEb
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孫兒唯唯諾諾,以假笑作結。548Please respect copyright.PENANAewzLpdZEDn
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結伴走了又一段路。548Please respect copyright.PENANAVbjFbb4f01
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子,也像曾經的他。548Please respect copyright.PENANAtdWGfPPe6u
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憶起關於兒子的一切,憶起關於自己的一切。548Please respect copyright.PENANAVssJbpa0sW
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去,活得比兒子好,活得比他好。548Please respect copyright.PENANAsPO7XE2Gun
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤,留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。548Please respect copyright.PENANADZWWBNn4op
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。548Please respect copyright.PENANAw8sVQXGOtF
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「不用發愁啊!」548Please respect copyright.PENANAUSZSw1aWz7
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「爺爺放心!考試而已,難不倒我!」548Please respect copyright.PENANAloCCGySp9f
548Please respect copyright.PENANAR0A6dgyC3q
「對於考試也好、爺爺也好,如果你累了,就乾脆放下吧!」548Please respect copyright.PENANAnIUfQQgrJ7
548Please respect copyright.PENANALnxIMdkRWj
他淡然一笑,笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。548Please respect copyright.PENANABIHNU40F6J
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻?548Please respect copyright.PENANAfdlvb0a7Al
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沒待孫兒辨清真假,他已然幽幽踏步開步走。548Please respect copyright.PENANA5eo2UXeBdo
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上,但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。548Please respect copyright.PENANAmkz6s5psTl
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去,沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。548Please respect copyright.PENANA4CguBnggDs
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鳥繼續叫,蟲繼續鳴,不過往後的夏天從此走了調。548Please respect copyright.PENANA8cat9VZCw0
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沒有在意的人,沒有在意自己的人,無論願意不願意。548Please respect copyright.PENANAEgBo9wktOZ
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多,慢慢忘記很多。548Please respect copyright.PENANAqYF4BFNoR9
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。548Please respect copyright.PENANAsD0j8wazJa
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找樹?找不到那樹。548Please respect copyright.PENANAHKbveAT76D
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樹不是當年那樹,正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。548Please respect copyright.PENANAGLQX3wIegD
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡,無論願意不願意。548Please respect copyright.PENANAwB1oCfprmm
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願意。548Please respect copyright.PENANAaIr5t3JXRY
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。548Please respect copyright.PENANAoJVovNE5vE
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身累,心累。就此停下來,可以嗎……548Please respect copyright.PENANASvvhuKx0XR
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一青年步入醫院。548Please respect copyright.PENANAtLCoAWFiAT
548Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ6UOREKBi
「你是誰?」548Please respect copyright.PENANAhIFuYNRhwq
548Please respect copyright.PENANAQokN7wOWrS
「我是你的孫兒。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAvQDyef26C7
548Please respect copyright.PENANAMIGVZNQqdS
「嗯……」548Please respect copyright.PENANAlCfZiLjqe3
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「爺爺,回家吧。」548Please respect copyright.PENANA4jghhMJtne
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「嗯……」
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死病老生——生548Please respect copyright.PENANAha6NvpchBv
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。548Please respect copyright.PENANACHznYA2oV5
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。548Please respect copyright.PENANAYssmfEzvjY
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。548Please respect copyright.PENANAQRWynUVCLC
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「口渴嗎?來,喝些許清水吧!」548Please respect copyright.PENANAS2LW5UOP2X
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孫兒停步,從背囊掏出保溫水壺,欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。548Please respect copyright.PENANAskipz9XM3j
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他沒有吸吮。548Please respect copyright.PENANAVkp0lTIyRE
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會,惟見他沒反應,也只好收起水壺。548Please respect copyright.PENANA4mlzo3DE0C
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罷。548Please respect copyright.PENANARY0EmNhGEo
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。548Please respect copyright.PENANAeCTYs3nKrN
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他覺得這地方很眼熟,卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回應。548Please respect copyright.PENANAbFJWF5WtKg
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不要緊。548Please respect copyright.PENANAdAA93fPBja
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老,才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。548Please respect copyright.PENANAe876lk6Y8E
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他仍是那個身體健康的他,每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃,尤愛「菠蘿油」,於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩,深信「一分耕耘,一分收穫」,於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪,自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。548Please respect copyright.PENANAVZVQVKP2Bb
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嘴角輕揚。548Please respect copyright.PENANAZzcBXUBlyt
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一。548Please respect copyright.PENANA5X3TmpOsdR
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二。548Please respect copyright.PENANASSsBIUprmR
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三。548Please respect copyright.PENANAckNBaKiM9x
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。548Please respect copyright.PENANAYNS3TGwVmA
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三秒後,他忘記了前三秒的快樂,正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。548Please respect copyright.PENANAVgsbqfrbhG
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要緊的,不再要緊。548Please respect copyright.PENANAWyjhdcRM7g
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罷。548Please respect copyright.PENANAz0K3dEwIym
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。548Please respect copyright.PENANAJXq14dyHg8
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循著鳥蟲之聲,他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。548Please respect copyright.PENANAyv6mcGpqvs
548Please respect copyright.PENANAceuUZvZWn1
輪椅一直前進,映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。548Please respect copyright.PENANAMdEJOB4v8s
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在最後的最後,他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。548Please respect copyright.PENANAEq2kFUZrbl
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紅燈。548Please respect copyright.PENANAi6FohYzZrX
548Please respect copyright.PENANARMLyTelCS7
「爺爺,這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAmKLIXXvcUG
548Please respect copyright.PENANAw82EHL6FAu
孫兒彷彿自言自語。548Please respect copyright.PENANABvGR67XlGg
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綠燈。548Please respect copyright.PENANAUqx07kzCGC
548Please respect copyright.PENANAzOrIrYpl2C
孫兒沒有開步走。548Please respect copyright.PENANANYxfPLU6VQ
548Please respect copyright.PENANARvIndxbAt5
紅燈。548Please respect copyright.PENANAr3IRbfdeax
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「爺爺,我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAezGVrlRacc
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。548Please respect copyright.PENANADJQ6OuhPtk
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綠燈。548Please respect copyright.PENANAzl3Gsim57g
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。548Please respect copyright.PENANA0ATTus6Jcu
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紅燈。548Please respect copyright.PENANARs5EiSEvwa
548Please respect copyright.PENANA4jBkZaXP7J
「爺爺,你會怪責我嗎?」548Please respect copyright.PENANAmHjoldxN5Q
548Please respect copyright.PENANAVTkGwyOrmn
孫兒問空氣,縱使知道空氣沒能回應。548Please respect copyright.PENANAuOsyWfcQ0a
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綠燈。548Please respect copyright.PENANA87eCXcYsE2
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「爺爺,放心。我會努力繼續走。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAfU1dVMGfmU
548Please respect copyright.PENANArGMQMHPXYW
孫兒抿抿雙唇,藏起憂思,推著輪椅開步走。548Please respect copyright.PENANACM3N96dcjD
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總得走下去,不是嗎?不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。548Please respect copyright.PENANAyBwF1hb5Yc
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這是從他身上學懂的。548Please respect copyright.PENANAi0HpZjsLmp
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一生受用。548Please respect copyright.PENANAyLmrmCIiJS
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「爺爺,謝謝你。」548Please respect copyright.PENANAqgNlF19wV9
548Please respect copyright.PENANAj4MmRyGhc7
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風,進不了他的耳,到不了他的心。548Please respect copyright.PENANA3BZkdwfcEr
548Please respect copyright.PENANAfsYSn9B5KF
要緊的,其實不要緊。548Please respect copyright.PENANA2mgdDVAD63
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罷。548Please respect copyright.PENANATsJadIzv77
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他被送上安老院專車。548Please respect copyright.PENANAUcllYmacW0
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車窗外,無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。548Please respect copyright.PENANAMpvaGFFIgP
548Please respect copyright.PENANAurpwU9uIDE
腦海裡,無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。548Please respect copyright.PENANAiBW7TWwGM7
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。548Please respect copyright.PENANAv1kneZBLEn
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要緊的,不再要緊。548Please respect copyright.PENANAnge5oM01n4
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他克盡己任,沒有遺憾。548Please respect copyright.PENANANdskLkgOpQ
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他忘記前塵,沒有執著。548Please respect copyright.PENANAMOSGUN5mwo
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有如被踐踏的梳化,有如被點燃的香菸,有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。548Please respect copyright.PENANAkiumzqcuwo
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。