第一二九章：畢業營(八)539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsjm9ijxTS
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眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz7wB7GCmL
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfzoEvCMpE
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq51wGCkadv
這種感覺，真的很古怪。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2iuDaeYM7
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihdPFEABW2
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然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7trXe9d6O
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73aI7ML1UR
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoGxFQ8j0a
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOJ9MikF3N
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KHKINsXtQ
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「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRw3wQh8c0
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJYAmrLL0d
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4urJU5CW1
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QqfHHYmHf
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「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLDyH3GV75
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoX7uyWWhh
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngvhivkRuP
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoO5Y4yHgO
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA1yjxzPxf
果不其然她也出現了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEsJ7UsnwW
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhVBGymaeQ
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyoSeuXiWU
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK2cHI5N6S
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkxnb4JWUk
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE4rF9JPkX
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEWaaGfyk7
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqqiK1LBAO
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時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gW7s2KI1F
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS6a73vdlu
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q07jd4sLn
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZ0jFMgmnf
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTAd70ivED
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhbPGidPFe
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvIPyOK88r
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ52c4aLiuJ
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1zfmYREsd
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「我……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI2tmlXjbm
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImtL4HseC2
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSSDHiMXiP
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我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xJ978786I
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEKth5WkRM
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUY7ZaEiSr
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「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWCuTJLBCX
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uXxQ9feoY
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxNsCP1kyI
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinGYjw4vUP
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就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGwyAF9f2H
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlM6ISaR6w
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmPB8GlM7i
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRjB8BUQKD
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「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEpe5u3Lja
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb5XqcwIPi
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZ4sTEE2HZ
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedrBCTQg4P
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlngYXPelaF
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJwl3NJyvv
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCksOdq64J
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPUFxIYwsd
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「呱—呱—」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba1KzHCzX2
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvso5pJSfh
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXOxgoFhk9
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOI3kKvSQz
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbgqxefSMv
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxixynknYgv
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而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xbhMwSKJL
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「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L5EkKQXDL
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDVWOJHHyK
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJydBwcLie
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「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xp7yw8SUs
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qCowL1FII
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2dIrjeifI
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPzEqHgsRX
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOLV8YeklX
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「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3F4TWgR8S
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo1yosGHtE
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlCa7DpcWm
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ByulmYi54
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGZQ9ecYi1
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCG4f7xYCz
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8faMRDXlNu
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdDydbnmrR
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mXf5zComi
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然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7Nv2aN9gM
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4haRSFnApM
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1wd6DmgNl
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而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCvuZgNnbB
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSF4XWYXve
然後就張開眼，並說：539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMx33BAjpV
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「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」539Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2dVQ5xZeI
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「讓自己停滯不前的，是過去、現在、還是未來呢」8964 copyright protection535ＰＥＮＡＮＡdX9ASmaqNV 維尼

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