第一二八章：畢業營(七)559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbhL5pzDCE
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一聲喊道下，我便把Mandy拉到懷中緊抱著。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLJJdOBc8X
已經不知道，這個舉動到底是理性控制，還是感性驅動了……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx4AZcy8iW
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不過在我懷中的Mandy，也在一陣錯愕過後。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHemH0pb5F1
便輕聲地說：「做咩咁突然攬住人……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4BsumEFlt
「唔知……我都唔知點解自己會突然咁做。」我仍然摟抱著她說道。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUeueT2eBU
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而我們唯持了這個姿勢大約半分鐘後，她也再說：「一陣比其他人睇到啊……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vgAY3P3St
聽到她這這番說話，我才下意識過來，現在還是在營區內，隨時都會有同級的同學或老師出現。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kgOP6LR2u
因此，我便很快把她推離懷中，並說：「對……對唔住。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4KZ9CWzbh
但她沒有責怪我突然的舉動，反而是臉頰泛起一點紅地盯著地板看。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z46Q9Ftrt
我想，突然被人抱入懷中，有這個反應也不奇怪。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gJExhtvS3
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「不如我哋去個邊企？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTJ2w2dmOk
發現氣氛變得有點尷尬起來的我，便指向了近河畔邊的平台。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QNfLI9suU
她抬頭看一看我指向的方向，沉默了一會。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8gi1ih30b
接著也少少聲地在嘴邊說：「好。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwOb4yCn9Q
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隨即我們便一同往平台的方向前去，不過路途上卻沒有任何傾談。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ987Ik2T8oK
畢竟，現在我腦中想著的，都只是她那一句「道別」。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNK6dJuKZN
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直到我們來到平台，並雙雙靠在欄杆上。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDwZfF4fqG
她也開口說：「聖誕之後，我就會翻番澳洲讀書。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcudvUgODHZ
「喺啊……」我竟然比想像中表現得平淡。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHz4ccgEab
而她對於的我反應，似乎都感到有點意外。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xBwGfwUFi
於是好奇地望向我，隨即我都一同與她對視起來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqAtfwFN9T
「阿侑你嘅反應比我想像中冷靜喎……啊，唔喺。你啱先都無啦啦攬住我。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jd80M1fp9
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其實我的反應會如此鎮定，可能是因為我早就猜想到會有這一天的來臨。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUnbwm6NzF
始終，她已經不是第一次離開我了。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqViT0x6BQ
三年前，她因為移民而前往了澳洲。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVgGiensPe
可是在一年後又回來了與我再次相遇。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFudHe49Pf
但是她的家人仍然在澳洲，這樣代表，終有一天，她還是要離開……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWe5NI58pU
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「點解又突然翻去讀書？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCel3PBslS
她沒有即時回答，而是扭過頭去看著前方一片漆黑的河畔。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD09m63p9C
「本來都諗住考埋DSE先，但屋企人都希望我唔好考，而喺返去讀多兩年high school，然後直接駁入U。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLvGRloEim
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聽到她這樣說道，我都瞬間理解到為何她的家人會作出如此的抉擇。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH8GIDJWTo
畢竟論教育，香港的教育實在太過落後，只專注在菁英培育上。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFp6GuGpnD
然後又推行現在的「一試定生死」方式，來區分能力高與低的學生。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiHCYw0Vnv
分分鐘考入大學還比在麻將桌上以海底撈月食糊更難呢。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PldNw6uxj
換做是我的話，都會選擇在海外升學。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbggOXziIr0
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在她的話後，我也一同望向眼前漆黑的河畔。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyf2O7jeCv3
頓時覺得眼前的景色，就如同不久的未來一樣。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTndmAKimLJ
現在晚上看著，只會覺得一團漆黑，根本捉摸不清眼前的事物。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcKrfBCwaa
換做早上看著的話，卻會清楚地看到河畔上所有的景物。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1JnehN95o
人，會因為一時的迷茫，而失去向前的動力。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm85aLaej2
但又會因為熟悉而感到舒適，並最後失去了探索的動力。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FQ9Nl5dkp
到底是選擇留在舒適圈，還是離開，都將會引致不同的未來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabEyCANrEJ
而我們往往擔憂的，就只是那個未來到底適不適合自己。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX38RKjA1rA
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Mandy發現我沒有回應，於是又再說起來：「所以今次真喺要再見啦。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdydSV541j
她又再一次提起了「再見」這一回事。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQhfGPFCYm
但這次我並沒有像剛一樣立即把她拉到懷中，而是說出心中話：559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZPCA2KoAm
「老實講啊，其實我唔想你走。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIQ99AgdFa
「我知啊，啱先你攬住我個陣，我聽到啊。」她在話後便微笑起來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNojC93aVr4
感覺就像在回味剛才的一刻一樣。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVK8nLLBWj
但接著又再問：「點解咁唔想我走？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnumoKvD4x
「因為我自私囉。」我直接說道。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzj0ksQDdj
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然而，她又沒有立即回答，而是轉過身來背靠在欄杆上。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YzyUIMpqr
「唔可以自私喺我到架。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxrqDD7TDf
「點解啊？」我一臉好奇地反問道。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9n8pejqgD
「因為……我唔值得你自私囉！」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHVdkDDzBE
她這樣一說，使我愣住了。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfFInENwrA
但是正當我開口時，她又說：「仲有其他人值得你自私。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gDdhbEi5Q
「你嘅其他人喺指？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDiibRgPNt
「Venus啊，Elaine啊，甚至可能喺你畢業之後識嘅人。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1QKX58Mjc
在她提起Venus的名字時，我的腦海卻聯想起一段畫面。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtoVQiSNaU
就是開學的那一天，她與Venus在6C班門前談天的時候。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtyBGJK1A8
因此我也不禁問：「愛瑩喺咪一早知架啦？」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH6rTsOij6
她點頭，然後望向夜空：「班入面有幾個女仔都知。其實我都諗住差唔多時間同大家講架啦。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ1BjoG2nb
即使與全班說，大家都知道後，都是改變不了她要離開的事實。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzmAIMOb1g
而我此刻想對她就只是：「比我……」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSxzQYWIwY
「時間都唔早啦，不如我哋翻去啦。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17bSibwhJv
她突然的一句打斷了我的說話。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6LDA9OeT8
是巧合？還是刻意呢？559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzOBdP3vcR
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並且她在提議後，只是雙眼默默地凝視著我。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBzeANVKwR
我隨即只能吞下還在口中的說話，點頭回應：559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KQAuBconJ
「都好。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7GHCyDh6o
答應了的這一刻也代表著，我們的話題，將會在此結束……559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmVlgf3ewD
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片刻後，我帶著複雜的心情返回了宿舍內。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWgeB4uOsZ
並在打開門的一刻，就見Harriet拿著毛巾及衣服在大廳的沙發上看著電視。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WVsfLlFyM
「散完步翻嚟啦？」Harriet看見我的出現，便立即問道。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNggBlA2EEd
而我只是坐到他的旁邊，並靠在沙發上嘆氣起來。559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUnLgDDhCG
「唉，感情真喺好複雜呢。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPWp0AVkX8
他先是愣住了，但是也一同靠向後，並輕笑了一聲說：559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvApKGCx4q1
「喺啊，感情真喺好複雜架。」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOu2R6vVf8
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「想放手，但又想捉緊，真複雜」559Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAaRHYliRe
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