第五十九章：重新開始750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3brs5R3NX
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在回憶中，中三那年的五月。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS0yp8KATU
我與Mandy在晚上剛看完一套電影後，便在前往車站的道路上走著。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOIpGM3gt2
還記得當時我手上還拿著看電影時吃不完的爆米花桶。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeasI24hPb
而Mandy則在我身邊與我討論著剛剛電影的劇情。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOv7n2d1E8N
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「Alvin啊，如果有一日我哋真喺咁唔彩分咗手……你估我哋會唔會好似套戲嘅男女主角咁，十年後先再相遇翻？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97muKlnXUF
她突然在我身旁問道。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B2JpzF0JV
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但當時的我，並沒有想太多。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogHtvTph1F
只是從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花並放到嘴裡邊吃邊說：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPSAoE4R3b
「我哋又點會無啦啦分手啊。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDAbqU878R
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當時的我，這樣想著是正確的。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0tFO6WtMo
那會有情侶在交往著的時候，就已經會在想著分手之後的事情。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOKighFBR4
中學生談戀愛，雖然不會把這段關係想得太過遙遠，不會過份考慮到將來的事。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhCsU770Ov
但起碼此刻都會想與對方在每一分每一秒都留下最珍貴的回憶。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e05mMWUu1
對方或許不是自己將來的另一半，但總會是自己人生甜蜜回憶的一部份。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG7KSiCvc4
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「傻，我比喻架咋……唔喺真喺諗分手啊！」她連忙為自己剛剛的說話解釋起來。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmPh0TxmwP
看來是害怕我想多了。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsc56CKTC6
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「咁就睇下我哋喺咩理由分手啦。以啱先套戲為例，男主角因為要去打仗，而佢都知道自己可能會一去不返，佢又唔想女主角浪費時間去等佢呢個將來唔知會喺生定死嘅人，所以先決定同女主角分手。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVdkIqmVJy
我開始在分析著剛剛我們才一起看完的電影內容。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfXLMRs989
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「但其實女主角都一廂情願，即使要等十年都願意等佢……我覺得喺個男主角太一意孤行，自動幫女主角決定埋佢嘅諗法。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3Up4Hjr0M
她開始批評著剛剛戲中的男主角的行為。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpZEgUQjQl
「咁都喺因為佢哋唔坐低認真溝通一下，先會搞到要悲劇收場分手……雖然十年後又比佢兩個相遇翻，但真喺拍戲先會有咁嘅再遇情節。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsrEjeJwod
我說著的同時，又從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花吃著。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZM75QL0Wz
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「所以呢，如果我哋遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通！唔喺我哋就真喺要等十年後先再見翻對方架啦，哈哈。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY0v6koV1k
她笑著說，然後同時摟住我拿著爆米花桶的手。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL7vvti4Ju
「哇，差啲倒瀉啦……可能我相遇翻之後，又會好似套戲咁一齊翻呢。」我都一同笑著說。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm1SSpJZsq
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接著，我們二人又繼續有說有笑地向車站的方向走去。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBAhxmutnp
當時我們所說的內容，我一直都把它們當做是情侶之間的玩笑。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezPfYZ7zVn
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但沒有想到，我們在兩個月後真的分手了。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftXtOP5W81
分手的過程都與那一齣電影挺相似的，不過我們是男女角色對調。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LlSp6YPzD
Mandy因為要到澳洲留學，而沒有信心與我維持關係。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQivf8VuoUE
我就一廂情願希望大家可以先嘗試一下維持這遠距離的關係。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknjXUOYIAw
但最終，我都沒能把這個想法告訴她。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJVE30PXNI
而她就從此在我的世界裡消失了。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWipK2Nc0Ur
直到現在，我與她再一次相遇……750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7xNJIrsH9
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「何鵬侑，其實你對我仲有無感覺？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDTeiwq2Xr
在路燈的照射下，Mandy看著我問道。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbVHRQY8pS
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這一個問題，在中四時，都有不少知情的人問過我。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kafulf2yf
而我一直的答案都是模稜兩可似的。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3iyK3pFyf
或許我心裡其實一直都有一個同樣的答案，但我只是不想被其他人知道我真正的答案到底是甚麼。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5k2i1cNUd
直到這一刻，由她本人親自問道……750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHnDhR2Sia
我應該不能再隱藏這個真正的答案了。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH622vumn05
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「你要我老實答嘅話，喺仲有感覺。」我說出口了。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELYw2JlNb3
而在我面前的Mandy都彷彿一早就知道了我這一個答案一樣。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv33WojdkCX
接著，她就深呼吸了一下後說：「都過咗成年啦……點會仲有感覺架……」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2nGtDIlfa
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「原先都無乜架啦，但同你相遇翻之後，個感覺即刻出翻哂嚟。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N1RFoVewJ
我其實都不知道自己在說著些甚麼。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7uq0ADB7t
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「問題就喺呢到啦！」她突然說道。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8Z9K7TNI9
「問題？」我問道她。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDAcOKDuoF
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「我哋依家嘅身份仲喺前男女朋友，所以一見翻臉就自然會咩感覺都出翻哂嚟……明明大家都已經分咗手成年，但你仲喺好似move on唔到咁。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKLHEYnHY9
她說完後，就轉身背向著我。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjQRJsYNGV
但聽完她所說的話，我反而感到有點疑惑起來。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAehRy9FnA
於是我都再問道：「你咁樣講，好似講到自己已經放低咗咁。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9bHh2FZOF
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她繼續背向著我，使我都看不到她任何的表情。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN7Qf7BfV7
「我……放低咗架啦！」她說道。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhCtHcktOM
她的這一個答案使我突然有一點失望的感覺。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DUQ0moWCe
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「喺啊……你放低到咪好囉……唔似我咁。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ782CwT6lMb
雖然失望，但對她來說或許是一件好事。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTKUvIOvnY
畢竟我們的關係都只是過去的回憶而且。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEE7XR5OSy
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「所以我覺得點解有時我哋喺班房到會有啲尷尬就喺因為我哋身份嘅問題。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOl4oTaeGl
她終於轉過身來，但同時旁邊的路燈也因為時限而熄滅了。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoZucNAlAl
我只能夠看到她面部的輪廓，而不能清楚地看見她此刻的表情。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl4d2vfGbs
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「身份嘅問題？」我又問道她。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXNtVC6pYt
感覺上現在我完全是被她牽引著一問一答似的。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1nMHWDEZq
「你仲覺得我喺你前女朋友，所以有時喺交流上先會有啲尷尬……你應該好似我咁放低哂，然後就以一個新嘅身份去面對你！」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxo14WI5Yf
她又回答著我，貌似是在引導著我進入一個話題。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDETiBRhJz
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但這一次我選擇不回應、不問道她。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlBwaDLHoI
而她知道我沒有打算再問道時，就自己開口繼續說：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbFdAiC622
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECLSkU9kK3
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「你嘅意思即喺我哋做翻朋友，好似啲典型嘅分手對白咁。」我忍不住說出來。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EbPtnPdt3
因為我經常都會在一些討論區看見一些人分享分手的金句，就是「做回朋友」。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnxjHtMEpO
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「咁唔好咩？你又可以放低我，而我哋又可以繼續正正常常咁交流……」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16i6N3P71C
她語氣變得有一點低沉起來。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5iP8BFtBo
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問著我的心，其實這一刻我都不知道自己如何是好。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuB4PZjGYf
一方面，我知道我與Mandy的關係已經完結了，是時候應該要繼續向前行。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQFxgehE3V
但另一方面，知道她已經把對我的感情都放下，我反而有一點難受起來。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9RFMHQ5Uz
我發現，原來一直以來只有我一個在過去的回憶中折磨著自己。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnOWuPCkf3
在我還掛念她的時候，原來她已經一早把我放下了並開始著全新的路程。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadrPTkeQMc
看來，我與她身為「戀人」的故事真的要在這一刻終結。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsqAPW40DI
而接下來，將會開始的……只是我與她身為「朋友」的故事。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7SNk2GuY3
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「好啦，我哋做翻朋友啦咁！由今日起，我哋就只喺朋友。」我向她說道。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2kQI909ij
雖然在說的時候，內心還是有一點難受。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIua7wPvJZ
但或許，這對我來說，對她來說，甚至是對還等待著我的Venus來說……750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5xzF2obgi
是最好的結局及開始。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTjjF0h8a5
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接著，在我說完後，Mandy就很快又轉過身來背著我，然後開始說：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWrpmBfFFp
「好啦……時間唔早啦，你……快啲翻去買飯比家姐啦，我都要上翻去煮自己份晚餐啦！」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafxGZkdi3C
然後她就向我揮了一下手作道別，就往前方的屋苑方向跑去。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqGHuuWn0L
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這時候，路燈又因為感應到她的動作而再次亮起來。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS08Uq3BLJY
但我都只能看著她的背影慢慢遠離我。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWStTc8MkWp
「今日真喺坐過山車咁呢……」我自言自語地說著。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAemO32f3i
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「有多少人會真的願意選擇，由零再從頭來一次」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnsoyICkLQ
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作者閒聊：為慶祝紙言點擊過萬，緊貼將會是59.5章。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflnaReXLDR
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