第五十九章：重新開始749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6odUQhHqlQ
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在回憶中，中三那年的五月。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIWbGimjY4
我與Mandy在晚上剛看完一套電影後，便在前往車站的道路上走著。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKvauvgsPg
還記得當時我手上還拿著看電影時吃不完的爆米花桶。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Up3tHbLTe
而Mandy則在我身邊與我討論著剛剛電影的劇情。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5nknMvDBW
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「Alvin啊，如果有一日我哋真喺咁唔彩分咗手……你估我哋會唔會好似套戲嘅男女主角咁，十年後先再相遇翻？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEttnoljcr
她突然在我身旁問道。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFNudUaUV7
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但當時的我，並沒有想太多。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAAydFZMTo
只是從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花並放到嘴裡邊吃邊說：749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD9U1AspGf
「我哋又點會無啦啦分手啊。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mXRWCFn6W
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當時的我，這樣想著是正確的。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpkfW4rvgV
那會有情侶在交往著的時候，就已經會在想著分手之後的事情。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpey54vaN67
中學生談戀愛，雖然不會把這段關係想得太過遙遠，不會過份考慮到將來的事。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjrOf6wBTN
但起碼此刻都會想與對方在每一分每一秒都留下最珍貴的回憶。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPJb1pGaaC
對方或許不是自己將來的另一半，但總會是自己人生甜蜜回憶的一部份。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT12RO62GoR
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「傻，我比喻架咋……唔喺真喺諗分手啊！」她連忙為自己剛剛的說話解釋起來。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbV2V4f6Gy
看來是害怕我想多了。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXltINCnMV
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「咁就睇下我哋喺咩理由分手啦。以啱先套戲為例，男主角因為要去打仗，而佢都知道自己可能會一去不返，佢又唔想女主角浪費時間去等佢呢個將來唔知會喺生定死嘅人，所以先決定同女主角分手。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr36aBdPOx
我開始在分析著剛剛我們才一起看完的電影內容。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3zmxQxH7U
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「但其實女主角都一廂情願，即使要等十年都願意等佢……我覺得喺個男主角太一意孤行，自動幫女主角決定埋佢嘅諗法。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6t6lfmX6u0
她開始批評著剛剛戲中的男主角的行為。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsZBIYTUoE
「咁都喺因為佢哋唔坐低認真溝通一下，先會搞到要悲劇收場分手……雖然十年後又比佢兩個相遇翻，但真喺拍戲先會有咁嘅再遇情節。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJYpGtN14q
我說著的同時，又從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花吃著。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotrhm1Xaj6
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「所以呢，如果我哋遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通！唔喺我哋就真喺要等十年後先再見翻對方架啦，哈哈。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsRTM3My7P
她笑著說，然後同時摟住我拿著爆米花桶的手。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNzIhiVFVQ
「哇，差啲倒瀉啦……可能我相遇翻之後，又會好似套戲咁一齊翻呢。」我都一同笑著說。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRUqmLvrUM
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接著，我們二人又繼續有說有笑地向車站的方向走去。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwAwRPkXXk
當時我們所說的內容，我一直都把它們當做是情侶之間的玩笑。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qSMgev9EE
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但沒有想到，我們在兩個月後真的分手了。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJDLKRJuaA
分手的過程都與那一齣電影挺相似的，不過我們是男女角色對調。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN2wr3OTC2
Mandy因為要到澳洲留學，而沒有信心與我維持關係。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbZa7pAanV
我就一廂情願希望大家可以先嘗試一下維持這遠距離的關係。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAcbd5SbsN
但最終，我都沒能把這個想法告訴她。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIpqOdbBXE
而她就從此在我的世界裡消失了。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnStEHplxJu
直到現在，我與她再一次相遇……749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNivfLQGqN
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「何鵬侑，其實你對我仲有無感覺？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBH4Ooi1FS
在路燈的照射下，Mandy看著我問道。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZg2NxDLAr
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這一個問題，在中四時，都有不少知情的人問過我。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0vNYi8iFJ
而我一直的答案都是模稜兩可似的。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyN6mqi9an
或許我心裡其實一直都有一個同樣的答案，但我只是不想被其他人知道我真正的答案到底是甚麼。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzXMwjq9yX
直到這一刻，由她本人親自問道……749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFTkRWy2Xk
我應該不能再隱藏這個真正的答案了。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiKxePCNOR
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「你要我老實答嘅話，喺仲有感覺。」我說出口了。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoHmQhNyZM
而在我面前的Mandy都彷彿一早就知道了我這一個答案一樣。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkH3Mdz6bK
接著，她就深呼吸了一下後說：「都過咗成年啦……點會仲有感覺架……」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9uiHwIL2s
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「原先都無乜架啦，但同你相遇翻之後，個感覺即刻出翻哂嚟。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksnd99SwPk
我其實都不知道自己在說著些甚麼。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzk9BKiloR
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「問題就喺呢到啦！」她突然說道。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk7btMz1cY
「問題？」我問道她。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpyv84W2aj
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「我哋依家嘅身份仲喺前男女朋友，所以一見翻臉就自然會咩感覺都出翻哂嚟……明明大家都已經分咗手成年，但你仲喺好似move on唔到咁。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIvYo3OKDx
她說完後，就轉身背向著我。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmmtsxtcvv
但聽完她所說的話，我反而感到有點疑惑起來。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMxRQ2MSc1
於是我都再問道：「你咁樣講，好似講到自己已經放低咗咁。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6UmVmXhYb
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她繼續背向著我，使我都看不到她任何的表情。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuX4JI12S6M
「我……放低咗架啦！」她說道。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh2bnYHugx
她的這一個答案使我突然有一點失望的感覺。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5o1M1XjFZ
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「喺啊……你放低到咪好囉……唔似我咁。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02NMNy8JgL
雖然失望，但對她來說或許是一件好事。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0CqwH9wmz
畢竟我們的關係都只是過去的回憶而且。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgoKJBfzoA
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「所以我覺得點解有時我哋喺班房到會有啲尷尬就喺因為我哋身份嘅問題。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHh581Vi16
她終於轉過身來，但同時旁邊的路燈也因為時限而熄滅了。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKTMGcmkAT
我只能夠看到她面部的輪廓，而不能清楚地看見她此刻的表情。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgubFnebxf
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「身份嘅問題？」我又問道她。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaL17JW2ZM
感覺上現在我完全是被她牽引著一問一答似的。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7cgFKmKcI
「你仲覺得我喺你前女朋友，所以有時喺交流上先會有啲尷尬……你應該好似我咁放低哂，然後就以一個新嘅身份去面對你！」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2HODzXDcw
她又回答著我，貌似是在引導著我進入一個話題。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6dVxbwUXF
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但這一次我選擇不回應、不問道她。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd1s3QY9d5
而她知道我沒有打算再問道時，就自己開口繼續說：749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2VeWoVO6T
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKfZCGxWgo
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「你嘅意思即喺我哋做翻朋友，好似啲典型嘅分手對白咁。」我忍不住說出來。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nfUWBJXVb
因為我經常都會在一些討論區看見一些人分享分手的金句，就是「做回朋友」。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaSZzpfejo
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「咁唔好咩？你又可以放低我，而我哋又可以繼續正正常常咁交流……」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ngSqcxwo8
她語氣變得有一點低沉起來。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6Dkh6Ji52
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問著我的心，其實這一刻我都不知道自己如何是好。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2tbAN5RZ1
一方面，我知道我與Mandy的關係已經完結了，是時候應該要繼續向前行。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIkPDQBiXT
但另一方面，知道她已經把對我的感情都放下，我反而有一點難受起來。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkutIB0JMrd
我發現，原來一直以來只有我一個在過去的回憶中折磨著自己。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XUd7hivrO
在我還掛念她的時候，原來她已經一早把我放下了並開始著全新的路程。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb85DO0GNnz
看來，我與她身為「戀人」的故事真的要在這一刻終結。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3Jy5u1I7o
而接下來，將會開始的……只是我與她身為「朋友」的故事。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m2lqEXsZs
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「好啦，我哋做翻朋友啦咁！由今日起，我哋就只喺朋友。」我向她說道。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn0xcACwlp
雖然在說的時候，內心還是有一點難受。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjZrKSsw1f
但或許，這對我來說，對她來說，甚至是對還等待著我的Venus來說……749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRGGTX6mBz
是最好的結局及開始。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEtFY9vSd5
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接著，在我說完後，Mandy就很快又轉過身來背著我，然後開始說：749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYTjh11Ixw
「好啦……時間唔早啦，你……快啲翻去買飯比家姐啦，我都要上翻去煮自己份晚餐啦！」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqpDVvTdPk
然後她就向我揮了一下手作道別，就往前方的屋苑方向跑去。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMFyL9Q446
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這時候，路燈又因為感應到她的動作而再次亮起來。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtinZ1oXhG
但我都只能看著她的背影慢慢遠離我。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM41ioFpxjS
「今日真喺坐過山車咁呢……」我自言自語地說著。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7d9Mo730z
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「有多少人會真的願意選擇，由零再從頭來一次」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1eXeEovxq
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作者閒聊：為慶祝紙言點擊過萬，緊貼將會是59.5章。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X0B56FCtw
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