第一二九章：畢業營(八)554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1B9wC8YZK
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眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrg7yWAWTo
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwenyYaIFIo
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASstrq9FMV
這種感覺，真的很古怪。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXViLcHlZ5M
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s0e3gkz86
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然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaC0z77K7c
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5FILNvT8B
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1qcjwtWSz
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqz6v9TBBx
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm12wSXuUq
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「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFKCINzNW2
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPI4pvE8cJx
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YR95eYFbp
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HXQBsT4gj
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「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6GwNa9zgM
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKJk3Ynlb4
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdVYXG3Tdj
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkg13tZQFH
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「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wwbCEuSmS
果不其然她也出現了。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrXCJ8OjpS
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYaHRyhO3q
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq59oIZXWai
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiRs1scIkW
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GpQHejsbV
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBdc5i3FlG
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq28dz2CMU
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Q7oSevyAA
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時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4ub2waJ99
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLr4mksgi8P
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKeENwjEE6
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurBerhBVNy
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LTVrKSiJd
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikNFkhXJU3
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCWZNkOyyX
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ828xC6GsiF
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWcQsVRy5C
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「我……」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT294ugsrx
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG6bsO93pM
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbWRzvOtnT
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我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoQ3oshviX
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM0G926wR5
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNcSyKdRi1
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「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8iipUDNax
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSpNo5Q7OT
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq0KtdICu8
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DfGCksD73
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就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXDJbAUsZj
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft5lxI2YcU
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkD2X81pMP
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJe5nVrosL
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「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcty2DMO6A
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8e7WbMX44
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWitE0FDNn
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqBVbcQZYV
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeflMJ7KD1
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJjfHTezR9
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9i4YBN7qk
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X94xV0NAS
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「呱—呱—」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR75HIjC6iy
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRfAaJpJ18
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniDYr2FXaT
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQWmOBvpiT
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39aSyW3gBN
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoLxFbYz4k
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而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEdLYGwI7u
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「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusm1k9mRTk
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQgjHbFxrx
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzznloYwha
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「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPRTsGD3VY
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gpUHnqd8u
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0VFdrXToo
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWE1mQJkkr
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bLLYNWKTK
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「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduPn3tX4gt
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQEhsF8OGM
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhYBnbr6mj
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD86UsjFdQ
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWEPDcGPqS
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazFa4K9yLz
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJfVW2uZHL
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq0pcV8Gsg
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdBDTUGcpB
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然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQkRUPXIs9
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNE2KaAFtI
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUVFwdpQr5
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而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJHIzKP3TN
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nePr4yA51
然後就張開眼，並說：554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95bwhVBw5q
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「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFA1ElJBIxK
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「讓自己停滯不前的，是過去、現在、還是未來呢」8964 copyright protection550ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuWud2Y4dF 維尼

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