第一二八章：畢業營(七)464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvkjD64sZW
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一聲喊道下，我便把Mandy拉到懷中緊抱著。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLOmFFJV8g
已經不知道，這個舉動到底是理性控制，還是感性驅動了……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsWxI0S1GE
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不過在我懷中的Mandy，也在一陣錯愕過後。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWR07u1Z7l
便輕聲地說：「做咩咁突然攬住人……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe50QZZdYax
「唔知……我都唔知點解自己會突然咁做。」我仍然摟抱著她說道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCgXoeqRk7
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而我們唯持了這個姿勢大約半分鐘後，她也再說：「一陣比其他人睇到啊……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cc3GehsYl
聽到她這這番說話，我才下意識過來，現在還是在營區內，隨時都會有同級的同學或老師出現。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONNwefRKrN
因此，我便很快把她推離懷中，並說：「對……對唔住。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX3RsqQIYg
但她沒有責怪我突然的舉動，反而是臉頰泛起一點紅地盯著地板看。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIympEL96Y
我想，突然被人抱入懷中，有這個反應也不奇怪。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMtINo4gld
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「不如我哋去個邊企？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq28vP7FCR
發現氣氛變得有點尷尬起來的我，便指向了近河畔邊的平台。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDS5shN3CD
她抬頭看一看我指向的方向，沉默了一會。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSj8z5JNZZ
接著也少少聲地在嘴邊說：「好。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DRy7GWdfu
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隨即我們便一同往平台的方向前去，不過路途上卻沒有任何傾談。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvCE2VvLQS
畢竟，現在我腦中想著的，都只是她那一句「道別」。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HfPV2SIe9
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直到我們來到平台，並雙雙靠在欄杆上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcUAWvqlaX
她也開口說：「聖誕之後，我就會翻番澳洲讀書。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24nfNp8THN
「喺啊……」我竟然比想像中表現得平淡。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2xY3UOWzY
而她對於的我反應，似乎都感到有點意外。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtqluTFcDK
於是好奇地望向我，隨即我都一同與她對視起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkjXZGTuD1
「阿侑你嘅反應比我想像中冷靜喎……啊，唔喺。你啱先都無啦啦攬住我。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg6FRWrpCC
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其實我的反應會如此鎮定，可能是因為我早就猜想到會有這一天的來臨。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURpiC8oFvy
始終，她已經不是第一次離開我了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWzenrG9Ro
三年前，她因為移民而前往了澳洲。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pCrsfTaTB
可是在一年後又回來了與我再次相遇。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwuIjj2A7M
但是她的家人仍然在澳洲，這樣代表，終有一天，她還是要離開……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWdJ4pRpb7
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「點解又突然翻去讀書？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sccxsKzq5
她沒有即時回答，而是扭過頭去看著前方一片漆黑的河畔。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRuPneHrqS
「本來都諗住考埋DSE先，但屋企人都希望我唔好考，而喺返去讀多兩年high school，然後直接駁入U。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJlDBA2abD
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聽到她這樣說道，我都瞬間理解到為何她的家人會作出如此的抉擇。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1OTio3ZG2
畢竟論教育，香港的教育實在太過落後，只專注在菁英培育上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvNA19oqoC
然後又推行現在的「一試定生死」方式，來區分能力高與低的學生。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkoaHwuQPA
分分鐘考入大學還比在麻將桌上以海底撈月食糊更難呢。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KwbNvQg4q
換做是我的話，都會選擇在海外升學。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEgU18LMqs
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在她的話後，我也一同望向眼前漆黑的河畔。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV4F4QsemU
頓時覺得眼前的景色，就如同不久的未來一樣。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi68QA9DkVA
現在晚上看著，只會覺得一團漆黑，根本捉摸不清眼前的事物。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP54y4stn9E
換做早上看著的話，卻會清楚地看到河畔上所有的景物。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6q8JfS3VS9
人，會因為一時的迷茫，而失去向前的動力。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZawWGNkEt8
但又會因為熟悉而感到舒適，並最後失去了探索的動力。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46OvtJgng3
到底是選擇留在舒適圈，還是離開，都將會引致不同的未來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90O1wCTqGW
而我們往往擔憂的，就只是那個未來到底適不適合自己。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLTMqIpPQ5
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Mandy發現我沒有回應，於是又再說起來：「所以今次真喺要再見啦。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw9FpTmImz
她又再一次提起了「再見」這一回事。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDGW0pXCWe
但這次我並沒有像剛一樣立即把她拉到懷中，而是說出心中話：464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9kyXKa4H8
「老實講啊，其實我唔想你走。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGDBOiQRbo
「我知啊，啱先你攬住我個陣，我聽到啊。」她在話後便微笑起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWnLcSuRYz
感覺就像在回味剛才的一刻一樣。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqmkBb5G56
但接著又再問：「點解咁唔想我走？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLtHMuX4GL
「因為我自私囉。」我直接說道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rxAShrhPe
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然而，她又沒有立即回答，而是轉過身來背靠在欄杆上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNHKFJwfPI
「唔可以自私喺我到架。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1afNVi1CN
「點解啊？」我一臉好奇地反問道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5CXJ2PTCX
「因為……我唔值得你自私囉！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzkLBhTTGG
她這樣一說，使我愣住了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmjVL2U3vZ
但是正當我開口時，她又說：「仲有其他人值得你自私。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO0Zf6m7xD
「你嘅其他人喺指？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WGRs8gCfj
「Venus啊，Elaine啊，甚至可能喺你畢業之後識嘅人。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpebMUMeTf
在她提起Venus的名字時，我的腦海卻聯想起一段畫面。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlYm6NgmhD
就是開學的那一天，她與Venus在6C班門前談天的時候。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhfJUuq3LQ
因此我也不禁問：「愛瑩喺咪一早知架啦？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUSNpSwZVY
她點頭，然後望向夜空：「班入面有幾個女仔都知。其實我都諗住差唔多時間同大家講架啦。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JSDKQxusD
即使與全班說，大家都知道後，都是改變不了她要離開的事實。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVkq3pTeCp
而我此刻想對她就只是：「比我……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BeM7e5RFV
「時間都唔早啦，不如我哋翻去啦。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa4eXhqRxl
她突然的一句打斷了我的說話。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyFyx3tRGx
是巧合？還是刻意呢？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlUy4GVu43
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並且她在提議後，只是雙眼默默地凝視著我。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJo9fEudDU
我隨即只能吞下還在口中的說話，點頭回應：464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oIeDtKa0G
「都好。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxLG4IKXLb
答應了的這一刻也代表著，我們的話題，將會在此結束……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS8R0l2EOM
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片刻後，我帶著複雜的心情返回了宿舍內。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkspnOWdNc
並在打開門的一刻，就見Harriet拿著毛巾及衣服在大廳的沙發上看著電視。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnSzWzfpRP
「散完步翻嚟啦？」Harriet看見我的出現，便立即問道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF98E63dBKm
而我只是坐到他的旁邊，並靠在沙發上嘆氣起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7PIyzAddC
「唉，感情真喺好複雜呢。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6cCbWn7qI
他先是愣住了，但是也一同靠向後，並輕笑了一聲說：464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiXMVrbKcf
「喺啊，感情真喺好複雜架。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWhvmS8orN
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「想放手，但又想捉緊，真複雜」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmeFgmAkny
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