「好。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAI5sZ4uk7e8
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他們行街市,他們行超市,買了幾舊姜,買了一盒無核青提。608Please respect copyright.PENANAZwym1yKePJ
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阿朗捧着它們,思思挽着他的手,一路走回家。608Please respect copyright.PENANA42RLODU8Uh
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她和他說東西又加價了,好像貴了一點點;他點頭,和她一起歎物價高企,即使他不清楚原先的價錢。608Please respect copyright.PENANADfmNhtZl2E
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她煮飯,他們吃飯,他洗碗,全程很和諧。608Please respect copyright.PENANAVL7KUlElJ0
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和對方生活,說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼,進門出門前的小動作,糞便聞起來是什麼味道,長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。608Please respect copyright.PENANAuISl2BCRp0
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「落街行吓好冇?」阿朗問。608Please respect copyright.PENANAMnTiRC9oDr
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思思明白:「好。」608Please respect copyright.PENANA068Ye36kLd
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於是,他們像拍拖一樣,下樓到處逛逛,二人都沒有說話。608Please respect copyright.PENANARIPFAIoAUZ
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是因為享受閒適嗎?恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿,正默默練習,演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作,不可以有任何差池——即使,他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化,仍怕一旦有細節處理不好,就會前功盡廢。608Please respect copyright.PENANADvR2xg1cT6
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行一行,又返回樓下公園,坐在那張長椅上,微風正好。608Please respect copyright.PENANAbRPhiNwUqG
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阿朗首先開口:608Please respect copyright.PENANAXpBhmNRfSd
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAAYeRvEqdEW
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「嗯?」608Please respect copyright.PENANAfyNd7MyPLR
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「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋,好似同以前好唔同咁。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAzsZuBqY9nn
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「覺。」她看着他,坦白承認。608Please respect copyright.PENANAPRoGQ0dPtc
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「其實,我覺得,我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗,但好似冇以前咁開心。」608Please respect copyright.PENANA8pOPGofCJw
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「嗯。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAzB62A5wLDi
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「啫係,我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢,少傾咗偈,係呢一兩日先多啲。平時,都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」608Please respect copyright.PENANArW5LNs5kf2
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他回想,除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服,只得訕訕地問好。608Please respect copyright.PENANAKZD2hidrWW
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「好似係,連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」608Please respect copyright.PENANA15dkpBrWEL
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她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪;阿朗也笑:608Please respect copyright.PENANAt2nswLPMoP
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「但係,我哋當然熟。」608Please respect copyright.PENANARiWKooXFdp
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「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋,好似有啲怪。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAbXb4rm3n1e
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他們已經很親,說不說話也有親厚情義,但確實不安於此,熟悉感正在剝落。608Please respect copyright.PENANAANZqZqOXUg
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「都係。」608Please respect copyright.PENANA6pzfEgw5wP
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她深呼吸:608Please respect copyright.PENANAVYScMQj2YD
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「我明你意思,我都係咁覺得——」608Please respect copyright.PENANAv89dqKGqA2
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「嗯?」608Please respect copyright.PENANAosRPSCSwW1
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她直直地看着他,像背誦課文一樣:608Please respect copyright.PENANAe2ums18t4I
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「我好唔開心——真㗎,因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦,但係,我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話,如果係喺以前,我會覺得都幾合理?但宜家,明明我哋都好好㗎……」608Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ud5LZ1RlW
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他見她已說不下去的樣子,順着手肘牽起她的手,替她補充:608Please respect copyright.PENANAWUjHhbFe6r
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「嗯,我哋係好好,過得幾好,個女又咁生性,又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁,所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係,冇太多進步空間,甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩?608Please respect copyright.PENANAJdToQInTXu
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變咗,好似好悶咁?」608Please respect copyright.PENANAtyqvNCGdHL
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他們達成共識。608Please respect copyright.PENANAzRIG9zkYC5
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她表達意願:608Please respect copyright.PENANA3ajcR4mSMN
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「嗯……但係呢,我真係唔想再咁。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAkDCg37Zcp1
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「我都唔想。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAAMMBWmnFN4
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「其實,我之前就想同你講,但係每次去到口唇邊,就講唔出咁……608Please respect copyright.PENANALBgULwJAeO
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我認我係有少少細膽,但係嗰陣時,我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心,甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗,就會番唔到轉頭,啫係——」608Please respect copyright.PENANAae0LEc9aYu
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「係咪驚我唔係咁諗?或者,我都係咁諗,但係講咗,就番唔到轉頭?」608Please respect copyright.PENANAvnn0QAR2n1
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他忽然心寬,因為,他也有過這樣的思慮過程。608Please respect copyright.PENANADCzmljLvOz
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「係。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAwKW4jgp4Vj
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「明。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAHr6tWdJ0z0
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「嗯,唔係所有嘢講出嚟,就可以趨向解決㗎嘛,可能一講,連原本咁樣都冇埋呢?咁到時點?」608Please respect copyright.PENANAbwwCNuVRF2
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「我都係咁覺得。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAefVMGl1WJu
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指:608Please respect copyright.PENANAY3RXUVdkc6
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「我哋,好似、好似都幾廢。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAo7m5q5h31r
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「係,垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口,係可回收㗎啦喎。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAAI2AWLLJaA
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他指着不遠處的三色回收箱;而她沒好氣地笑一笑:608Please respect copyright.PENANAT4bwYAHUP3
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「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅,個問題啱啱先有啫。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAKgqmx1SlpP
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「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾,你係想……?我係因為想解決,所以先想同你講出口,我唔想再係咁啦,我諗,我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAAOGVjMlGDI
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二人的語調平緩,聲線都是輕輕的。608Please respect copyright.PENANAjrkAGeKtV8
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她點頭:「嗯。608Please respect copyright.PENANAW5myFpmjeY
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我啱啱咪話,之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日,嗯,我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAj2KrNexm1C
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「係,我記得。」608Please respect copyright.PENANA9CcEHsh6Oj
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他想起,那天她比往常熱情,笑容燦爛,像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。608Please respect copyright.PENANA9IxhqBLcnO
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「嗰次呢,就係因為佢同我講完,我就覺得,其實,我好愛你。608Please respect copyright.PENANAX6J7NXmX5x
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或者係,你真係好愛我——哈哈,有啲肉麻添。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8QPbxcLe9
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這個太清晰的她,阿朗清楚知道,並且予以認識、擁抱、接納,未曾離開。608Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4ErMiFk3s
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「係,少骨痹。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAAHhEOjVuq6
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後,唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢,我都太多謝你啦。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAIlW7QnZHlL
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她越說越小聲,很久沒有告白愛意,突然覺得有些難以啟齒;將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上,微笑。608Please respect copyright.PENANAi1KUWP3xEn
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「噢,對唔住。」608Please respect copyright.PENANA7FR1Urix08
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他摸摸她的頭。608Please respect copyright.PENANAgQlnA9Zlja
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他記起,當時他打斷了她,因為他生氣於他們陌生,而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。608Please respect copyright.PENANA6IMGUD7BTf
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「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAUZJ3FmZbdj
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她的決心竟然在融化。608Please respect copyright.PENANAVyKMc7ioly
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她補充:「我當時聽緊佢講,但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺,我只係諗起你,諗起你對我有幾好。」608Please respect copyright.PENANA4pCq4zcRYQ
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「你都對我好好啊。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAatUHpyHBl3
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「係唔錯㗎。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAOG9OHWvEL8
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「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣,我諗多咗。」608Please respect copyright.PENANARg1wZBSvrX
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「係囉,嚇到我唔敢講。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAQJ5VkpAZHm
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾,」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼,他說:「但係,我都有作出反思,都想改善……608Please respect copyright.PENANA2MGMMxXCOC
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我諗,我哋都有同一個感受,譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好,只係有啲無力。608Please respect copyright.PENANATe7QCQoQfZ
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咁耐以嚟,我番殯儀呢,成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人,其實都幾令我珍惜生活,始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係,我好似——因為太有安全感?覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改,有好過冇,好過大家連平淡都唔得。608Please respect copyright.PENANATtPhOJcKuV
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所以,雖然珍惜生活,但係,就唔太珍惜……我哋。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAQXZ5GSFlra
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着,第一個主觀感受是「好煩」,珍惜生活,卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動,只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。608Please respect copyright.PENANASd7I1f39GD
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「嗯,明白你意思。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAsVikQWV53X
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「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣,我都唔太舒服。你呢?」608Please respect copyright.PENANA1xdlcBEEkU
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一切醞釀已久,終於不止困於無力腦袋中。608Please respect copyright.PENANAsJCdkl6OuQ
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「我都係。」608Please respect copyright.PENANAc4mK0H3oaz
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「咁……就好啦。」608Please respect copyright.PENANATW5CkgXEwy
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲,他們只聽見自己的心跳,像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂,但無以為繼,只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——608Please respect copyright.PENANAhzjPwDmFss
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說完了,之後呢?608Please respect copyright.PENANAgxCiNE4Gu5
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「我想盪鞦韆,推我吖。」608Please respect copyright.PENANA1phAyfYCTx
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思思站起,向阿朗笑笑。608Please respect copyright.PENANAG8tQICDyq5
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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