「好。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡug33dsMdhN
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDh8Jyub8g
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrBjfOu0UA
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq0eW76qGO
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByq8hBp4hg
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BlRfWGFiR
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM9FSOIEL8
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi1UH4ofC5
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxIfafF2iV
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUCgEESRmN
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xeymfFX3t
思思明白：「好。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA7OYohNED
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgqUjWpPjg
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXdJ859osr
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLmt4NZmhx
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjUSiPrtB5
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aAYsV9yFw
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgp0tNxFWt
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALtP7qwM1G
阿朗首先開口：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtBBGt1pe9
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2htfFKcOWB
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv425spLqC
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyRL2WwvbG
「嗯？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigopmZ24iF
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSsIROF8Vn
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16C0czhHSs
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32NN8PEILo
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLXsYLv87r
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFz1Kp97Qi
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDy8r4OUgH6
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmAm9I9xB3
「嗯。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWRgOeyPrv
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzffrzjbFA
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9ryVHRCxb
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKftF6LEBS
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGpdoO54rR
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡporyIHMvhv
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Zn0xQxwO2
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxeKdBDqDN
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ89iujHkNg
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgnPO1ZvVB
「但係，我哋當然熟。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTtEztvTwf
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLOl9WiB6o
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWuZMW4Ici
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaRmS8Hbxr
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc642ygFaFp
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHWPx5YqzX
「都係。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQly1mOcTr
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cdLWm7BOA
她深呼吸：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVlG1rpxY4
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGikciR4y0y
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEyl3KshWQ
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ3Wa7X7Zd
「嗯？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmifUApsOb
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5aBYN7Svs
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcshNZjkV4
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGES23GbLRH
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aeaMamC4T
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvWsFVGQDV
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hvOlLCZBP
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgAPFhihzs
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPJPIL9ijC
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變咗，好似好悶咁？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTl4iOQVbZ
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsn2aceW8Y
他們達成共識。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SHxZEPuOj
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvoJJq4E8I
她表達意願：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecjn627A7E
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yFQjIRYjj
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg81s0EAfmG
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TKM7mWKC1
「我都唔想。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv73lBcQG6
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKexbU3lqS
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5BMB89pWm
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ddM6ylI1M
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQFwd4gNrL
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYQSKz9Q9V
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwTqWb0W5B
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEFZKIXUrg
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUBygWqFFg
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl1RVi5Q7a
「係。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5jBUQlVOQ
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「明。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHnntXaAFt
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7qIbU99wa
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmURZl6MZGv
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP8C1AtMyN
「我都係咁覺得。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6przRt2llH
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwODtSslbEW
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkbWY0T5YF
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL2jfBmhzC
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxWDUfOxfn
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85fwWk8AE2
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeOcV4SaKr
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGnT7FNqlE
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvOC5UQlpD
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXCam0IJrk
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRnX2Hw9Et
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlYKDN481t
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtCNlkHRbU
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzBSuiLUKx
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOunJh9QpJm
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoqkKUUSY5
她點頭：「嗯。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLw0kG6v1U
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8KwE8TwQl
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicifJvrElb
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「係，我記得。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53qrh30TGZ
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHqCdV9fQE
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4pfYMiDFy
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJCysSw3kY
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或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNt4jyi1Qk
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfddTkkxhM
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxdtQvXrsP
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「係，少骨痹。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfSN3OLU6m
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UBHCJYkkm
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DaK0dLqGY
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNijPE0oD5
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「噢，對唔住。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX0H9ME9UK
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他摸摸她的頭。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5CuBvnFMg
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4yvyxIXzS
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORxVekh9Ea
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DB2EuDMUm
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZK749P8l2
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEloHKGbMS
她的決心竟然在融化。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyTbZHxISj
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLefsxFtVj
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ219DtgyXrm
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr3KYNtaw1
「你都對我好好啊。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxjbMVgC9J
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ja1JcMww1
「係唔錯㗎。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9Hq1rlhj0
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOg2EwO3Fs
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9qEUGeDRN
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「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oscKxwSYZ
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeZDR8Recm
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxwUAnF2Mm
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1ybElDTH8
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MCNWh4z9x
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8FgMngD3B
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjlzMyX3ji
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt0wPklR0D
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGI1KcphcM
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8awsgWDNGJ
「嗯，明白你意思。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99gn6zBlpR
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq11xPm6qk
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40M2SG1f42
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一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgPoVqqChP
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Xb6PQEJJn
「我都係。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3Dx1iZJdx
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「咁……就好啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWwzzsQNWy
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw96dOfTWO
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說完了，之後呢？828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F2GMWeuBO
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH00Z5Ju1Lp
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRdmP97eCb
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