看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaMKg4AKgn
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXgowU46tK
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHuzmeyvRf
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Sfuc92cX7
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOKkiD0Ao8
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「明。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhieOnTNSNc
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGOsTS4wI0
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTy6vhordF
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNYVFSpfV3
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakINWVIQb9
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJhXtgQzby
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVDtB0J0NN
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「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNpNBOX7vq
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「俾我睇吓？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED4SZrhrDR
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「好。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWipqBNYr5Z
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她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6cHyx6uVZ
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPvc5lkZE6
「哦，係Fiona喎。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnysCgctJl
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJuiOQEBAU
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC9FrtKQMI
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYguDK2OKwa
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyMnAAD3jl
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHM1XKQVgM
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPVjK3HeuS
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEMOAZ3WHY
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiZJO2NZ9L
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHJczHpL6c
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacmsVKe7wY
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF21vbQFXvC
「仲敢？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IaVA6VTs9
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「唔敢。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbCR4PvhcQ
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「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrVbEXiz02
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXySsZ12vd
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzCFPrrdxU
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVvQDcIR1Q
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tuFM2v4eW
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcIprbkfqt
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3R7r4GtRd
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfFMmR6kW5
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOMs1Gfsrd
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1drPHxS6FU
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoP0C0UIDS
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg80ZJEJKL
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZsmAkEwOA
「我開俾你睇。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ80XyNBSW
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADF9T5GeqC
「唔洗啦。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGhK35xlp8
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSr7FE0OxG
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpD28YFAdg
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqpuAza6Hy
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOS80glJYA
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV0ljBkG3x
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQVj79F4GZ
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVC0HZ4JBj
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgH95nXlUd
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4Nv0SCV9m
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即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q8nugO4tM
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「Sorry。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxP55ISl0j
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他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡije5MBxfWP
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxdmZLXJHr
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH77wTCXr1
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5e8ytJHjC
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBX08mxeFwa
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WlNJLioqJ
「Sorry……」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PNxybQhtQ
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpcvAregjU
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7dmrRyO2M
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhUU4RafdH
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KS8D6NhSf
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「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV4GWq4nST
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「嗯。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG7ZXiAdj5
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9Y1mZcjF0
既然說起，阿朗問：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54SnpXnIEG
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGPHo47ORN
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV3OI8eUJt
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SBhm8HUNd
她沒好氣地答：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN24u45cMN
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc6f7ayLom
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEVr1SzKCL
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3C764wAc6l
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i4hs5D5kq
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7cCbDQs8O
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8b9APae2V
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw3BX18F17
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOolklOSa8L
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「威啦威啦。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolWo940L58
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzNokR1KO1
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPVY1zKXP8
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF8VlApcdj
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbvgVU9MH6
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYnKq8NzVp
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVV8d1ngxw
「喺街上撞到？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq17bFGDXxN
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nJRhuEQ0C
「佢喺校門等我。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv5g8iZJNv
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他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw77lcxHwve
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他語帶諷刺：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rGPRDFp8N
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusAywx78ph
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc8rblR9nG
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7HFbiU5Ov
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2R3d2s25g
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhq5zw9z9uC
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQAdoafIwD
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl30zu3SL2
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQErBKiVfFS
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvosSBK7LX
「有咩問題？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qW2rbsPCe
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeohKy1JWxs
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGLJgxLHde
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WDHPYYkCm
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl0nxQy9q8
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7buw8tRsg4
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGrs9dKnfQ
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是。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJmQQzrXxR
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGgYPmM1gy
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCGKjgnM7g
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是。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡar4PxF7iJa
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyBpEIAlEM
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiBL5AR4zv
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ263EQoYEyu
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原先想表達的是什麼？820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf62b2CaiVe
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太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMxxcobsIN
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10bMj2qUO3
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu6j7ABVXT
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVm6sULD3b
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkvPZUSYie
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE1jt47fwl
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczFtlqFLmD
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy211sZgxZ
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9asJjuP5B
 820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxVTvLtgDD
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1t2aJGrFg
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