他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnMnvCp1pw
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wVPyFryYs
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHECc6lD0Hg
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOQegCfry3
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy7WNhp8hS
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TyctAP9n4
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZcYuJrZqF
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNBn5RoRAZ
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprdikT4nfK
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZubvnEfmUt
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsjeLWBaF7
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNxgOC4PfS
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0lpCuYp8R
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6HqJzlawH
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ72CMR87T
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYGzAq6wdp
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawuOc3oU6U
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3yo89hV86
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaOcSaHlKS
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfhrd5lhIx
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQBrpE33yj
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyntIgIRXD
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTicC6kB3LG
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKZtd604n0
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBW4elg21s
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3WQxDDGwd
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywOTwJdzIp
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0nM8TG9Ij
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv5kTFDppF
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lDb11k3Qi
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAp4J5vcix
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWLtb12ZOA
「你好感慨喎。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ah3zx2sAn
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs5ZGa2hNn
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lwv4jHV2H
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宜家呢？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pTkvveVFc
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKw77gMFUA
「嗯。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Sng6Ip9Zn
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllygewUfDG
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gqlnWgfdD
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OmaFxtIjv
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSj5cwqqcA
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGvyPvUvg5
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO57a8FBz7e
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQaTa0PehO
「唔好諗咁多啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQz6tZeIVx7
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4FPtZjfkc
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Mrv7V8WiJ
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJwwaYd3J8
阿朗不語。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBX3dc7L58m
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA2K6KIU9p
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYc2oHdqlE
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4P3odnlAn
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwEh6TPPKV
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGXhn6oUgS
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPtXa6BOtm
峰仔開口介紹二人。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGfrVF7nZf
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuLzzJRkQ0
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrTLEyLX0E
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzrH53a0RN
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37LpWuRTcA
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4nFtmW6Tg
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8BHpDc74Y
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR1gXlwpaP
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiXnvPVJR7
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSW6RzfARoM
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVzqLtutPi
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IrnNrTP64
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPl5jS6VJA
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsRgvG6gzD
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvajFHrlIk
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之後……就冇之後了。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QnvYKqzcQ
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFl6BA3es3
「節哀順變。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhsSFkLR6j
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SrN40qqkF
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWpHjwz0uj
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdzvbrNVTO
「嗯。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgbIIWeS6O
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph1K9Fi1NX
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV5VNcyJRl
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWWyzlbWm1
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVkJwSSH3X
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tYGr2mUxE
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmpOiXTPUv
嘉欣已說不下去。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTRShFDA5E
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz4UXWjIvr
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo23TGpVgJ4
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK5jFkjmLW
「我想佢番嚟……」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzT1iMGsiI
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d0tnct5To
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKegy6rSac
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWRaDnZPHG
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1hX4dAwDm
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4E8APKOjy
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs6ztWB1VW
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFtqzvagVy
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLZxIAxRQJ
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7wHKxJFWa
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBlv99hDVg
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGBsNQA4yy
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPgVnOlGbR
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN57BP3zfL
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN5Cf6YqbI
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfJ0i940WV
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZTGI4Zw5J
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8QgdTaMkd
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6Egfl1FLD
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfUlFspNcA
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpZAMeWFVF
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOBza99B98
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEmxhv3hvQ
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcoR3bH21E
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GnzMcUAPa
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwIEQdRCzD
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30tvriUmJJ
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDibzZ9YcYS
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmEcfGDy5c
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvI7ftu2lW
她悲傷。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMILKSdS86k
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6mI8qYSik
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45qfvSyN3N
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nupIP4Nir
「冇你點開心？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2IW9sTM9P
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vX5Vfrg5o
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmYpscCxRq
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWndvePKAz
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sjaPajYEA
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLwM9MpBjf
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdk8Kiy4AC
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNZRuCaIpS
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyh5xl5pjs
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXy9UCTDqT
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzts4whdSE
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoblzbbifO7
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5jw2EFoP6
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI1uSss55s
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiXQ5rEG83
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyeBplEfvu
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINpSdOo4WT
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbG9mmSG7H
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjnCFe9TWP
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRf6i97xNj
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hqN75eGDU
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYcSuCvzq3
她不假思索：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtm5v2kRNv
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRV8DRRFuH
「當然係寧願你出軌。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUMyx9qWjl
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpp4qYSHDK7
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7hqpe6fpF
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rHLGU0W5P
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqAVUOIHD2
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVmcYrjEvg
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQRZmeuf9H
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ9sa1GtQB
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDFlcboGAV
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