「好。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA27uQPx4q1
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEzQEtcEM8
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNWXJCj2aj
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b9noTD3Aj
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekW5FsL5zD
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4btfLIx7Ak
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和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDJGl2WcYP
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6SKCAMYEg
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思思明白：「好。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyukQrVr8T
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFpX7Jlmok
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucegPS4tvB
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9kp9lmFSO
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAO5knRdmJU
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3Dy8Q194R
阿朗首先開口：766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dHSkA3DL4
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGg7RDMEwu
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGhTo7DxWw
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJILvJlb5B1
「嗯？」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWtemlWTM9
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmAZVGnh7B
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bO1QtArk6
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OPTgu2Pv6
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw8Xz51UHE
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4UQX4xEX7
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0ehCh2Pbo
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「嗯。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxdyeNwAwA
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9CTRJ5fzH
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkftXZJVWJ
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq6ZGlSYPl
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEoWwSfXxZ
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHzbTRXKkd
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4jkw3S7fw
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2GwSmZKUA
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7sIZXLfQE
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaWVSt6Gp3
「但係，我哋當然熟。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G79zupsve
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdTSRNfALH
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VYAcvnzc8
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNB3i6DRDK
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4sjl9zqQc
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwpWGTrMqO
「都係。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9IViMiPxw
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8no7DumxW
她深呼吸：766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpmxJwSHA3
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbAVG6DXRJ
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgn6lxsQ9Q
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLcMnvkoVF
「嗯？」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvShuzTWkJz
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DuNhSHm4Q
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHQ3xtLJLG
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43BMfuGEdy
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7VA55pNND
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrRcL3Vx5f
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpQRVpmIrN
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi43tdCpUK
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ljisizOLe
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變咗，好似好悶咁？」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWVwLnAeUD
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzCZoeZwme
他們達成共識。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGISVbsqUye
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她表達意願：766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gGSgdCq8I
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwZmSglaSo
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9H0yMrdcf
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzlFEm7ewa
「我都唔想。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIyaTQE5AO
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「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81Ptus3Ewf
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM17QO5jB8
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TRXXrs66e
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「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLojzhc06g
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他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzgo20Ok56
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「係。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OlW9Kp6PC
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「明。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iP3AKz7e5
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「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqkjAUA2QD
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「我都係咁覺得。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthSp4demaf
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9R6S28Bep
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsolgxULma
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHz5o9k9VC
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「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0CTtiGl0i
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他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5Qdpf7xtu
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「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEOHv2gYv8
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEChIMBavMA
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozLYHZPjr3
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二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDqlVejG83
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChicODH3uj
她點頭：「嗯。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOsKfFlX50
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我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKZgtKMdiW
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「係，我記得。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG8qKCBYcI
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvBPbqhXTA
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「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN4JGX1zZG
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或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKsiIOoXO1
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這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDtcUBqWL6
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「係，少骨痹。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEtPjy5b53
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz4HVVWttg
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她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5JLm1ZY1H
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「噢，對唔住。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3NLb3btTJ
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他摸摸她的頭。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY7RIjul09
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5URMnzttV
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyqery9ken
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqkz0zonpN
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她的決心竟然在融化。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcr7btxgPrv
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她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzU6OuC8cG
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「你都對我好好啊。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQH2S9WFkn
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「係唔錯㗎。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GWUN3QJgL
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「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjdPzGoK4D
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「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jcWe1ojdk
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGXj4DvCyK
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我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqEfgysicT
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咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NWQ8sAfFJ
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bHbs7EkXt
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXUyYAGkW5
 766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWahWA5lhH
「嗯，明白你意思。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVl8LtzJnP
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「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs2TSwuTPe
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一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH98m4uhVy
766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jTCt2pbM8
「我都係。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWvD8ToxFU
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「咁……就好啦。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSDsHlyTZc
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCESKKpCCUp
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說完了，之後呢？766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOjH9w9vsY
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJWoTn6g44
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。766Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWA7DcggWX
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