「好。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxrCWTmYj9
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXNvKXP7a1
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18oceuARiP
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她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35Xd7FpIxc
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2N1LU6p8r
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和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR7foKszlW
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XLkdsJbmc
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思思明白：「好。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEJLhVxjBA
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHSrAcGD7H
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSjBvmNMw4
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kp8J3Hvas
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEQRHEzExF
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阿朗首先開口：852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTyBNm4JVz
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MxKsjTg0j
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「嗯？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PsjwbREE5
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「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff75szQdih
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSJYDBT0rA
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUC1dmD1eB
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「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueeXCTufr9
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「嗯。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MhmU4UW9V
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「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt12FnTgJJq
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0g2DUKXpi
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERYmc2NxZB
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「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDMUIBwc9o
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KaWd3Y3V1
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9nTDlYbbb
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「但係，我哋當然熟。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibe2EalG0V
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「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39w26oQDys
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBtTQKnCGb
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItdNOVTqYi
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「都係。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7vE4hUICg
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她深呼吸：852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKedkfI6zoN
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「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXDC5LtSWv
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「嗯？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNEK81lKIR
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她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBNNuoPzcz
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「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyQ1uWDO4v
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EN74wiIOg
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJIEWZ7oPk
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2deSxndkjs
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A56aEKCTs
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變咗，好似好悶咁？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB6lP7LGf4
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他們達成共識。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N263hsioq
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她表達意願：852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qzc9yPklj
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「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBvpYDsYv1
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「我都唔想。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZX6ZEBtFn
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「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3ZrRQPOnw
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我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVgdCfuXea
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW38q7oDIM
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0Tio3p5At
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他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwpqrFRJBy
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1veRhR34Js
「係。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnSVZ9gUeo
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「明。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOV86zbsJH
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「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbl8kAmVKSu
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「我都係咁覺得。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagtnoyXzpt
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNnHvOcOsh
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYODjmTiJx
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RcD6hGj1L
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「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA7lfktE0f
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他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR5GQk3DSr
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「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpUBvFOTuN
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppQdPFgq82
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhv5ozm6Vx
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhATlyIiFHT
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiKYZAlZPt
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她點頭：「嗯。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFVDkX7TIT
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我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmtdLJVTbw
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「係，我記得。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9P9q5bwTW
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EmiVFalgS
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「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcctwox0vs
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或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgPGeMblWC
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這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2EyOZOGmK
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「係，少骨痹。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUcZaUVKzB
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2RI26cgVE
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbW2hCe3f2k
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnxnEQW6vU
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「噢，對唔住。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SJlBsRIJ0
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他摸摸她的頭。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnM43IHh39
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1lGGJ03vJ
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「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrc4ghKFXL
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她的決心竟然在融化。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3r7gpoKfCi
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她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmCHPLdTX7
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「你都對我好好啊。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iEr3jkKDn
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「係唔錯㗎。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCmCS2r8NI
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「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUwnziaHRQ
 852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZlq4A7C6f
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38DbWM2zy1
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4dQOan5hX
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我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGWHsFJSfH
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咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJtSGL5bF8
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjmPjjyQGd
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnAMgCNFWn
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「嗯，明白你意思。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dv3IHhRDt
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「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjX8dvK4VtE
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一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgENIRCtMUk
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「我都係。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWUMzkJPtx
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「咁……就好啦。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztiSFHQrNq
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwFHGUHHkc
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說完了，之後呢？852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlj5bpEF7m
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnckpwmVwx
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。852Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEJqyBHgzx
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