「好。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yEe15jBnJ
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnliLm59ow
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4PArQbdW9
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSCh3TnYVF
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZpnW1sgfq
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZofalYrz0e
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OHMAJb2cM
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGQ9SxiPZa
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVO8E0l6PQ
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcT9gi6ePQ
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShgxEaPvpK
思思明白：「好。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENGrZEn5KK
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwfzgSzugn
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBOndfCPM8
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQ4AFwO06G
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuZthcqGo4
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCBHeNA5il
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWUqVda99J
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19cF3dMbbf
阿朗首先開口：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NsVeiHZpQ
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaEyq8ozCp
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNfPHttHGw
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1BlMBaWlU
「嗯？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3zRT1PGQo
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWpO6IGesR
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFKqZsmoVq
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKJhl2uDEn
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiouXVGRXBK
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHVe3f1fZ1
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDTWoIAs9Y
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzUr6ZXJI6
「嗯。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaV1shBS80
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYzhAZbGWV
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw0zJjFVaB
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6X4pyQ7Jx
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFUm5heXTT
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt0spaAkxD
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjj1fmDyxd
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxkTrjyYHJ
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCKPlWqB53
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdbW8du5Q0
「但係，我哋當然熟。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt6RW8glH7
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAZN3AYOsS
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZnUgjngQ4
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBs5I6Vt2y
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK68h3SQDCx
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZd3jFCx04
「都係。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhVyTrQjom
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GanCo4AR3
她深呼吸：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXYyGtVGCa
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAjkzVIEqJ
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuCY4X4xoW
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHofWWNT8U3
「嗯？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKI8BSfzVv
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOvPkVAULh
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlApg0KxmLk
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy1fVSDgEk
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOJ0r1o1jQ
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGnpNTpXiw
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLXPIU5HXW
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFqhVUvilO
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5toC4KWvs
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySA0YJdXLJ
變咗，好似好悶咁？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl17N2SWhw
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2lvDx3duz
他們達成共識。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1FgXRWBlv
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0msbpbQFV
她表達意願：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1JHMR4Wbl
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eIgwF4Qng
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBaKZRX4v7
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5gcr1WQLh
「我都唔想。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rQ09kFSgN
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgY1W9oY1w
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypXhuptEAN
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQZESaWtbC
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK52b0MZPI
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo6HuWCS3E
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYq5qxdY1B
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYzPSd0o8M
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyZH66z4Wn
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhbTkuUPbF
「係。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg92Mxj87kt
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw4gs59KN6
「明。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgD3w1iHoE
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6N9LWTYFU
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0d332nrse
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawMfJqF1GJ
「我都係咁覺得。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKkGmUlZ6j
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZrMg1J1PV
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLhwiI82qk
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZeQaMAVXb
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUC7SvbQNp
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu59JrSt73
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRkulWVGJd
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4azZ7TIp9
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfD6lY1AHj
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JMZRTXyH2
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVVkkZYLoV
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5N3Mttaz0
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRHglGIpv4
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeExX4VTPL
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9UwavuPbH
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIUNNnclJz
她點頭：「嗯。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPq1mIYfxN
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hu2WPhW8t
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEVKQbtnnf
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「係，我記得。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y73S3Fpmq
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnCNYfpQTC
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5ZasCbVbX
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfSxQEIJHK
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm1mXZ1t8k
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzv1YjJgzF
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW1fiXtsBs
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOfPMfrQVG
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3A1vhkmIK
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXIq0nCjyI
「係，少骨痹。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF8qvmXZzz
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXojRtG9Pv
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkqhXvpoQP
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp50Cf01gY0
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7Z7NqKaN3
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUPiqpcgaK
「噢，對唔住。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VpQvG20un
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他摸摸她的頭。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaxRzIwxgh
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh239GsoeY
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0FBbyR4kT
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly3u6Ms3At
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6YzkvBXHO
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1WnJtyDQf
她的決心竟然在融化。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6AGmXQwHZ
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqjBsIm8ze
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5EYmS4jEP
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIEz1v6IbG
「你都對我好好啊。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqxSPoeCKa
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvO1zgAMLr
「係唔錯㗎。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapj6GYBmyQ
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr9iA7OeJE
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1TG03nNjR
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN2qWz8Syi
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDufblHUR7M
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeL1NTUr2U
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4MTXYYobk
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5YJ4WQCqx
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5G4xgWqbO
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlywf4nAmK
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMtqCk51b1
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEaYoxkGGY
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn7VLRcE85
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm2X2BwwAw
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjeOrGOdw7
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LGmpfe6ys
「嗯，明白你意思。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEWkMrRY2E
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtVOL7w3JH
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5PifI8Fs3
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoCjH4FNvc
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaHwrC6nGP
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyawQBP3WN2
「我都係。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL2ImtTfXm
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcToxjVBzkD
「咁……就好啦。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LhAi2jI4Q
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYZtdjy5AJ
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlmfHz2kFv
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說完了，之後呢？782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoISr9AbOJi
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc1RPi0otj
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w21ceRU3a
 782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj0Y3qoQ7x
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI9PSISWnU
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