「好。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXVehKxM3H
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWQCQbDzVR
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lYoVZgAL9
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt06V7cnKvf
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3dPeHvda7
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCTTuyZPCN
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTAAjWMG1Z
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4azcd3BD6
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8Lu4hSM1y
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEauHlVYr6q
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6F6sq7lEv
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS3Othbys9
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBa5TczmLbm
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kPXHpvh4G
思思明白：「好。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BRhBSWCOJ
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbksONbwQ3
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDyq6H6aqR
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHAeWtLsPh
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRYb0zSAJI
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmjzwzcB6U
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GuQ8d39Ls
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDNmtJLEPu
阿朗首先開口：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1pE6xXvfm
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3b0rCgeZd
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1DczFN6qo
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRKaoJzEC7
「嗯？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwDzBqyI3l
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKT0H772L1
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsA8HGkgJrz
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzww87juE3t
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYME8fhf4Kn
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpExJTjKZbz
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOetChs3Ol
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQIP0tO8lz
「嗯。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVvCeFWDbX
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf0HNjPw0Z
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMt9NC7sn0x
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObdlLuLkZS
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uf9IgXKQy
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZa9WFaTxI
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH5XnO7FL6
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIhfftnRN3
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndg5qbxYmG
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZHtAsyK7L
「但係，我哋當然熟。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOGxfIiNjZ
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNaOu4NMFU
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtzvaMXOHE
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZINQzNxBC
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrAXkupQyl
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aFXW6QA2C
「都係。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIl95jmiQF
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iSC90dADl
她深呼吸：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2bliU8YXN
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrHDuZE6CJ
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OSF93X23c
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakJnxBcEYA
「嗯？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSzjJr8Uym
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIgTIChfl0
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwBVkaYGTU
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHmZ0hDkB1
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguU0r6WVdC
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGjen9sA5l
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPE2A4c8Wf
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWKPBeyQOb
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkXNX8WR2e
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4EN0p4enX
變咗，好似好悶咁？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIXqevLKMt
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgovM6ET1d
他們達成共識。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA66NLPadsN
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX63quaeAbq
她表達意願：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzLNkAFnoD
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXWO4MJyU5
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72kSIi2Ym1
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaukypQQu4j
「我都唔想。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvNq44x4oU
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5ZIlNT6nX
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQVO2WkqTB
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSpar0D9N2
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1y7PfugkL
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSxnSPw034
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTGGpSySkB
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lFGGHfHPd
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzx5Ksd15M
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepdkGLnJ9e
「係。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRScSxlP932
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI469iItUx
「明。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegHcJNujdl
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdSjZAT1v6
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPROM3cNkBs
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE0BnWBeB7
「我都係咁覺得。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKZK9zqyY3
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ3jTfynq1
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeao9H9lmQo
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MK2Pow8Vs
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7Flwg5Fjf
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42Hl7ASl7H
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo2vX4BS8W
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1Bs0NbzeW
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWJK7sfIUn
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7KS8UcBVK
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDehXtDd9pG
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGZHwLMDwE
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8EqUcosf4
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAg2VCKtf9
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BaNmofXzj
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4SZGViipT
她點頭：「嗯。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmxVB07OFx
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtz7Uo5rCl
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrubSIX9mPi
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkebaTJbHXK
「係，我記得。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsDp2KeVPH
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDIHz1SDnu
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTlXkwTVpU
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9hsxkpDwo
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxjidGJSga
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDhhQLCg4O
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXnjPIVSmx
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl55Q92vF2
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MuOS5gsnO
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBA1RPS4n0
「係，少骨痹。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD4yfAnNbD
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScB3mJyS56
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslCyU08Nhr
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWxg5dp0F6
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHJRQxe8ot
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza1SUpAfJY
「噢，對唔住。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f3pZ3ooGY
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAESvjilVc
他摸摸她的頭。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGrf5rgMwl
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv1zHIUbXj
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rPYq9RqfP
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIcrlj0DEH
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMwjlDj7oK
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3XM745zdR
她的決心竟然在融化。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckpr6aeRxd
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEFerZj7vK
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs5tVvJyJy
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjByrVo5c9m
「你都對我好好啊。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL40RsOoPd
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXjcq33raK
「係唔錯㗎。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb3xgthjoW
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPGW4VQp8Z
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPifHtGHu6
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HVkT1kkjx
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk5tNjrPox
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoLO95YCki
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37NNFvRaU3
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo27e5na1zz
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPejyMUJf2
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR7QVgVbGg
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhySx8z0w0
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBz6C72VvG
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRGowirkDj
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8orHkg3hh
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESUhT7m5cH
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zU20gI4Ps
「嗯，明白你意思。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV7Ffl1y7I
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyhEEiSyjP
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsTZyxF7uA
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8eZHK3hHJ
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY43GOFYNS
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsg6b6w7Tt
「我都係。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LYvdBVzGy
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78KngtfBIp
「咁……就好啦。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsC7oJPPqIq
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVIb007Y58
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAk5B0HaQv
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZT2eoldOOE
說完了，之後呢？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOqDvbhgFu
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBJIDktTH1
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz4b9skodT
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx7vqJW0ZL
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkPee1pq3Q
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