「好。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixh74gMdc1
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoauIZjTyuY
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYl7csKx329
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1UyrNeaQ5
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YmymgXh13
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPo8wenz13
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVCkOfm4pb
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifv6VmQIVV
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuIQOsFJGK
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhPDr4Z6S0
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLjzDnVwxe
思思明白：「好。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLuyB9zIfm
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvTBexDXCC
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxt4wWIcVu
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufjKi7eopg
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0dGlw2fI3
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5wbqJdo8Y
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVg6FW7QQ4
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaEYnauJZP
阿朗首先開口：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyNYjb4b6V
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcOaTUnPNs
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42UyMqP7aM
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgh2aUS4ds
「嗯？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx68r5VNw9W
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkZlQAYJUW
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeaF1hR59V
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAeas2dKbK
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenoxGpEqX2
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZBneAKci2
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q60d2tEr7
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V343s6iZ0
「嗯。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfm8ALmrwO
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAInFmfAIJm
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswfwmqU3kd
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORTQFVcUKz
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02EmYGEPgE
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsuTojs6Gd
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdWdfKGWQR
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiUeEMIojv
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnqS9hiCsc
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr6TXy5nek
「但係，我哋當然熟。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBeuEZSp7w
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQXZSI0lfH
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lbTfcbHMs
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweUs2W4cWY
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLvWaM1JmM
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYVYAxKANw
「都係。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm7goRbbNk
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1Z5g0DZ4z
她深呼吸：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR573cJrtpO
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexu5Ewl3e5
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQBd7zdiYT
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9wAWZBiTr
「嗯？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARELuhv8T1
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EqpzhVdKL
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUC2KXt3Qo
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sUYN8h78F
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH6KBgWuIi
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiXyo8EQ2C
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hGMYOAMlq
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWQj750Wwc
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsXTx2v1aq
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibP3WWAUPS
變咗，好似好悶咁？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNZFtkG2Bu
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes4cwFsZeD
他們達成共識。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ha3UpXVc9
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxz21RgQCv
她表達意願：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwiFIMsJPo
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1RboCYoiV
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1XyCBoI2F
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTV5FV6v2pk
「我都唔想。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3I38yv63ZJ
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplLCAq9u9y
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv4lNVOQME
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT98gJsilo
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhIBw0BLal
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWCcRI3qRE
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKdW6vTfbM
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCy4vlIFzJ
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreHzZ3Zqky
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU4yj8edzN
「係。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRGBQ8au2d
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡile3srKKgG
「明。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIExH1M9MKy
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuicsD84Z0D
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlaHcWbET0
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoAGoAhDCf
「我都係咁覺得。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8GD027yVG
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZbEvpYHgT
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaOzEIkEAp
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d47zvducP
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtswXBUT7S9
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqypxsuFX7a
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXYkWa77q6
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzBhCj0LLI
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gEjkWMmbe
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIUZyUv2Zz
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFft9r74Y6
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lVndmJ05w
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLiOA29Y95
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILA4212Vzr
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCesiySjCMh
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSr69gnYQgi
她點頭：「嗯。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewletbYx68
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWNOihImnq
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vfh7Qcer9
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYxS6NnctC
「係，我記得。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGxTvqaUC3
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDbgWwa7qt
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DeZlQ6c60
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPUqvRtmdK
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIs5HMVeQa
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdcNGlBJIL
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmewkp3ldu
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQteeHgZRTf
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWjCbDBigH
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxytZvoj2Ch
「係，少骨痹。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrMna9GbnR
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWOiXlw8XD
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpXQRAAXOs
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5tT6QsKzd
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXf7f16Cya
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOWpyamoxg
「噢，對唔住。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusgDokEznr
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZRl8iu74O
他摸摸她的頭。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwBwM6TTPl
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZrh3UW2Kb
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVewPDk6lhV
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP9BD64e1h
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2VrFzmVrH
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTRijK8XJI
她的決心竟然在融化。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uQxvBl5pT
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu30iiWcKg
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHdP5DVKSi
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADI7jU2oqH
「你都對我好好啊。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlJ8zzAOXa
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vRFGCNG3I
「係唔錯㗎。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBVDbc8QY2
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75DXq2QeZc
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0VfFohSn2
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5qDSSngwh
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUSZaxQg8I
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTDjUdwxlZ
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4gz47e7ww
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZhec6y11t
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4bopfthJ6
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4gcJUN048
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP4gBmamgU
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX8ihTXEQy
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV8u0FfHQD
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iYWMJiDDS
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeyR3nJ2WT
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbilnh1rt6D
「嗯，明白你意思。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kYxKiQMDY
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJB8nVNNXq
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bqudhLY0u
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNTvkBYCaX
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDqr9DiUPB
854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8VTLKDe4s
「我都係。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VOJ3JMjbS
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGCjfzLK63
「咁……就好啦。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaxEFtTkgl
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB2r1SlWfy
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5wNZwh21F
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJzsCoXCIz
說完了，之後呢？854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c7e6t7LIQ
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqEgRnVyiv
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7TmxBaZgS
 854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBf5RF1CFKO
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。854Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlBHJWigEH
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