「好。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiknAxEFhfY
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9PxO0DGO5
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C0rujhZXl
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她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlIIxlQZLQ
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tYqGGqiG8
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和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P1baBIvpd
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx04S42xYbr
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2S1lIJV8T
思思明白：「好。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgchGLkRMZ9
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboGqKBWQec
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ML3gkXcfV
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyYQeIZmWu
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9fzfMxAYd
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ugxnJ4szS
阿朗首先開口：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu34zMy6LCz
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjreEwcR60
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXirYxDmEW
「嗯？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfGzGyaDLj
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLttTb9f7dE
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HIXL7WR2v
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY9Ehs80I6
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaSVheG1dm
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNVCYwTawv
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6SWOktOpY
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「嗯。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0eCxs6xAZ
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8V1fqo5TT
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCFg9eGkww
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvTQ1ximxG
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjGHcMywQK
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「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI2CzZhC2t
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7yWAdGWvZ
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKdPW5u914
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGcaQkymCM
「但係，我哋當然熟。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKSNc7Ucdb
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「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYr83FCA1O
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG9sbHqlA4
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxshWyVgcs5
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPeJIDyI9z
「都係。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7QX8ULGAQ
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb3cK3JckQ
她深呼吸：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMqKlm0G63
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AUr6axNi3
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzrc9447ii
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ1UxljAQS
「嗯？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDWxZpvIG7
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF6DYGtrGe
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cswRDkM11
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeqbo4GR0e
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeygcpmZzLZ
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgKL1LqY6V
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wZjv9yar4
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcAPpDdVIK
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEofmyeUgR
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變咗，好似好悶咁？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1acl6byPTy
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他們達成共識。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN4uJLxdav
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她表達意願：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSnXhVTHJq
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「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM77y9toAA
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUTrv4lcdI
「我都唔想。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kni79ZFfM
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1prPyiXnn
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0ywEJd2eg
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEoKapm9Ou
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9a5vhu0Bo
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「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgBLSc51Ur
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他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUAudZvGbu
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「係。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh8JfZsLta
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「明。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc4MWaTmtR
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「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH81AEYypC
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「我都係咁覺得。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07iBnOpEHs
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqi3Fzzzyc
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「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PZkdWocCb
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「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL2vOB9H1K
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他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoRedZ4pt7
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1iyOeY7z9
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVHpn0EQAZ
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg0ZvV7jI0
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiUjFphJTY
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二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0aB0xphNn
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她點頭：「嗯。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv8ahH6bWP
 827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzUoh58eIy
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpclwpJfLp
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「係，我記得。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eqOCff5h8
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCYgAQWjPi
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「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqfjNyNPeJ
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或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8zPNZZDq8
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這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvWxXgwFe4
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「係，少骨痹。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfd5TpfQDF
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn2MZs8wzq
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她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvnMWZvQM1
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「噢，對唔住。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJwMydbQHN
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他摸摸她的頭。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP9UadxSKJ
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa3m8aYmK2
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「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBNlJqLfuF
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她的決心竟然在融化。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSBM2IZWht
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她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC1UyuDPL1
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「你都對我好好啊。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxJVbk4F8O
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「係唔錯㗎。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt1lSLyjaJ
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「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC6aGrKa6V
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「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOh7eU52WQ
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMWZcBljNR
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我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyu4CMtDOB
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咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1VmELnJiG
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF5FZ30xz6
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NGri6FOzL
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「嗯，明白你意思。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLrHOvD7Bx
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「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPg1offwQn
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一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHFx8uhuus
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「我都係。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCyyNIc1mN
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「咁……就好啦。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFHc8OlUHh
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBJQDK6hH8
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說完了，之後呢？827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOtduHQX0Z
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXwe8mypE3
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWGKp4ndgr
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