「好。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MJkdTO2cp
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOjDxj1FFS
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kNIvZnWIw
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjJZfSqWAN
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHj8IkaKnj
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO2pnPIvbA
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3HHw2qA2K
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo2nxWij0X
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuPpRnMC74
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思思明白：「好。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1yg2C2wTh
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjA8LLrpR0
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagp21LDXwz
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFvzAHYll6
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErOFb0RgHq
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm925IKdMSj
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkQr7FsWF3
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBzU0uwvbg
阿朗首先開口：770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSN4pMx4o1
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTHEgbKshy
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpszL6KF3b
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlcCqBJmg2
「嗯？」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCVRKw89HH
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9xN83MM9J
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlu9H6T9ir
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP3pPoo6Ck
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZDdmlgeEU
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZEgMB2K24
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpg1u8Q4NU
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdb1IHaqaZ
「嗯。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfClAZVohAQ
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD52cW7sOL
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhz10kTD3R
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Iy8UimQ1I
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQIfRRlvsl
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVmE1ELoKt
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAEd4KrvuM
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IzZ91EPQj
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6xzS2M5rr
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqojqvm8mg
「但係，我哋當然熟。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrg8JarrHh
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tUzj1YN43
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPefrH5fSrr
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslgABYxRlo
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXtQqS331n
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLH8AMqZNe
「都係。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt7V0adOqJ
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAykBmQWGOc
她深呼吸：770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHMi7Cg3Od
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iK7zNZmxQ
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF91EF3iKj
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNDBBrshFN
「嗯？」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHVASfPg4l
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi26eNOlsa
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofrKaV8JH7
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacVNaWOA5N
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0LaV6XYBs
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQr7ZqntaN
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnykBWwbmk3
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2oROku6Dn
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYJ2LYOlMp
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwj8qhXLMS
變咗，好似好悶咁？」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeNoJEXHOv
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a2Txu5hd6
他們達成共識。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS7zExjJY7
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2ySXMJ742
她表達意願：770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkVzPHaQ31
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIjYAh1svg
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuhW30SLLq
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFarvV12Vma
「我都唔想。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm02wwtuBj
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo6fyx7KiC
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7iRjsfWYU
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZbYidFc4F
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld0iGlqcHg
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEGjhsvrNH
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExndLfgYtr
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo7DmBSu2v
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjzU8wgdyU
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ41rhWl03
「係。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F7V5pXGSa
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAaL97ydgH
「明。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArbrysiPk6
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaYlXR6fGH
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AQawo2pSn
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s9aKyXoKZ
「我都係咁覺得。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm2c7huFH3
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRljjSVkdoH
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehlebRuOR5
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs9eTBVaTe
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwbAa5zHLK
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm6csqejIV
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPK2XeqDyY
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kuqeffckv
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYqHRk1fPU
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxu0VPIFUx
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsVCOxuGzW
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOpT6FS1On
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HjMDrr53X
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOFWhrTcRU
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWm27lyOXd
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00nN6WWFso
她點頭：「嗯。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOd008Cul4
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BTs4nJasS
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KuLRE3lYc
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1wL2XEqJN
「係，我記得。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk94DRojn4W
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzW50lUOqKJ
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxfWSQVI2V
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3SVX0jGb3
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7QvXE4UXb
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWu1lEUIag
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQUAsm8Suc
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP89STxJNpQ
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jbG5S4O75
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0X4O9vBSg
「係，少骨痹。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3K0A49nGT
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNLfqSg5AE
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQObc9Tf2e
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIPNloTHKH
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusDzgiyknt
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGx5C4eXVL
「噢，對唔住。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG8ZJ7I35d
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwV8N9RYhTF
他摸摸她的頭。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1Qi6PtvEw
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42GuhpIKVp
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7Nx2J8orY
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX9x4QfLeR
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrYMUFVqaR
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1X3pzaK5R
她的決心竟然在融化。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBfgCZQvo1
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR2dbpBEBP
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7ufbUDxcb
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T2FxfviBI
「你都對我好好啊。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3wK73bHpl
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEC80KZ5MA
「係唔錯㗎。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUWlWiDSBs
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg66FAqILv
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoe1hjypEN
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiSoRtnC2d
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKNKzdjq95
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaXtl5rNqu
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9fuvbd6Wf
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLQcbLjTly
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxIKO7vo8j
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaobPf4YzE
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84QVpcy1kb
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6efBu0dqY
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5msaBYhQdJ
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnfi571UKu
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwlGv9VOuo
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj19tJVG17y
「嗯，明白你意思。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1eBbNIAAQ
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO70fmuxc65
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIA77LY3pJG
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqftCIwo1i
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWtHfuY2gV
770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxXivHEBSj
「我都係。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK0aaeFXBY
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi9YoO1DiV
「咁……就好啦。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LTHsZDFs7
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdt0ovPawn
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2P3GQ2EH2
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說完了，之後呢？770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayMaicAhC5
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkBXPl5ypF
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcBS2fPcVy
 770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GTjaZOWDX
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。770Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VeZMoA4Ft
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