「好。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbvEvkLepa
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstlURcbrZ5
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qOkalP80E
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQOVX59gOX
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgh9N9f6UT
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eKiXlUwcP
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70HThkZk7P
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo8g1PjVOV
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXjG0LugQI
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YzYrI7Pel
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PhyG8RAZo
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlZ0MHvkot
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuciX9G5bm
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW5CbDqvAV
思思明白：「好。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKFxXUk4UC
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnyyov34b9
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRZje1KsVh
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dOqcxXNuQ
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0S0l8L5iL
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcObbSxTVT
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRodVphe8U9
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TQG2YywYb
阿朗首先開口：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAzc0gSkHx
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPr6UuUvVuQ
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3kFDF9ajX
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpypM0l5TVu
「嗯？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYVvfFhWRC
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsAgvlmolV
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2kOnYJPs2
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtH3WXaRGG
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTjD5I4cSw
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoLldEY5BW
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOyVgggiXU
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡituuY56C18
「嗯。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvUHqnMPca
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTGSUoVddK
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OiZ7yxflK
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG50e1Ny9U9
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BX9bWJ2Ex
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjVLByDHSQ
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw0vGUvMKT
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsbOuZLjqA
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JN4WmJKzq
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJocDovDjC
「但係，我哋當然熟。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r5ZCKTrGE
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKL2pvDZ2W
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiYxdi0j4J
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmDzZZLtQp
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzRBevNzhb
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL1ULFojNv
「都係。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi68imk7dd
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx1wuyuX6V
她深呼吸：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu5Rg5D8WE
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DRBKWKy55
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnp13WoByn
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywwzP7WiPB
「嗯？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ6nPoTyuE
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwjKHmKZNr
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrdXFIYkxt
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINNIAToj8A
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLHT8ngdLh
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXSeNUNa1X
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalT1kAv6oZ
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwQdbo7A6F
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwGI7Zm8g7
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOas6ecbzO
變咗，好似好悶咁？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hU2XiVziK
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5szINImCR
他們達成共識。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBAU9sgzPy
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz60LYxTO8
她表達意願：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvi869bUf8
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtii6TXwreY
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68dnOxZoKh
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyteilJ6PlN
「我都唔想。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIGZGuSVly
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVLgNK312v
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff58yrjqOU
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pcF8yzDkB
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh0gOkXqaJ
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowRZSPYIOj
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSj3XyJCxZ
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0EdBPsdDl
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqlEgWyK7a
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHudut2Sv1q
「係。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAbOUtdPCi
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW4EpocLn6
「明。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1zNayWgmq
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qUkmbxiKk
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWweZmoJqv0
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTrC5D1th5
「我都係咁覺得。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRgZq3mEk4
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTgx6QF2Q6
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSdhtLz046
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueLvbQ2wWt
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO9niJDEVz
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzelslBRXL
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0wJNTD8Qm
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN58ylMj7p
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5EdMAsMlr
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxObtMC5hm
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqQItxzGo5
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIpstOS33b
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIekPmGXBP
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7ADwgLEob
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFKqsyX1D2
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3IheNsGJu
她點頭：「嗯。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VyD4xCCTO
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglhakMIL8S
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1n3qhVrxxk
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6C5DD1lfl
「係，我記得。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUk9k6KmeF
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuiO1lgD0Y
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxTzWhRmqT
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46XQYol7KU
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAtHS8foK5
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwAhSzMZtJ
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkdC1eTB85
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp30oO7Kb5Q
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FCHTq0txR
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFW8aZr057k
「係，少骨痹。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxPv3pN35Y
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtewLzQlCJ
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AXrueMcle
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdE1ClgdR9
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPZBwl0bAC
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnNZFl0115
「噢，對唔住。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcdpNLe4YO
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz7xsbAEV6
他摸摸她的頭。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN8Z5mUCQZ
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzxxOnl6md
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oWocwXzp9
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxRWKYjqA7
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfzNtfxNAP
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrfAY3XhTY
她的決心竟然在融化。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0A5AL21zsn
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LIjWxQvAW
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRBtvZFRj6
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyF2Pu6XMj
「你都對我好好啊。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq0ZUsVA4w
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhEDB9C9YI
「係唔錯㗎。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIqoUmjp6l
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiwHSsnDK0
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipZjfSPNpq
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NIxgdZ5Y8
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubVz63qCnr
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmRiXJtE5G
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmsIEr5gO5
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqRqczxTY4
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkgqsDoGvK
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9ee3OWasn
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6OCOi71dn
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDe2AKhAXc
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2iO46MTTO
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhGoUTEBcN
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb7xxoYcEw
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYWrqIJkZ3
「嗯，明白你意思。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt6hGlkyew
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb47ok55er
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVizvqHVWk5
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dpdpEKj9G
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjB5lW8yWq
856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3wPBVuAn8
「我都係。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrOMwJKQFg
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YPmyfhHcP
「咁……就好啦。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlY4vw3UnV
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7IF57Q2Yp
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYNlqPuvNP
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7e0tTPzlO
說完了，之後呢？856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsijbjeQdM
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfPOSQen2M
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQSU1d34p8
 856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT00wciUsYQ
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。856Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3B4CjMDrS
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