「好。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAqbvEvkLepa
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他們行街市,他們行超市,買了幾舊姜,買了一盒無核青提。856Please respect copyright.PENANA2qOkalP80E
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阿朗捧着它們,思思挽着他的手,一路走回家。856Please respect copyright.PENANAIgh9N9f6UT
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她和他說東西又加價了,好像貴了一點點;他點頭,和她一起歎物價高企,即使他不清楚原先的價錢。856Please respect copyright.PENANA70HThkZk7P
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她煮飯,他們吃飯,他洗碗,全程很和諧。856Please respect copyright.PENANAuXjG0LugQI
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和對方生活,說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼,進門出門前的小動作,糞便聞起來是什麼味道,長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。856Please respect copyright.PENANA1PhyG8RAZo
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「落街行吓好冇?」阿朗問。856Please respect copyright.PENANANuciX9G5bm
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思思明白:「好。」856Please respect copyright.PENANANKFxXUk4UC
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於是,他們像拍拖一樣,下樓到處逛逛,二人都沒有說話。856Please respect copyright.PENANAlRZje1KsVh
856Please respect copyright.PENANA5dOqcxXNuQ
是因為享受閒適嗎?恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿,正默默練習,演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作,不可以有任何差池——即使,他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化,仍怕一旦有細節處理不好,就會前功盡廢。856Please respect copyright.PENANAp0S0l8L5iL
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行一行,又返回樓下公園,坐在那張長椅上,微風正好。856Please respect copyright.PENANARodVphe8U9
856Please respect copyright.PENANA5TQG2YywYb
阿朗首先開口:856Please respect copyright.PENANAPAzc0gSkHx
856Please respect copyright.PENANAPr6UuUvVuQ
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAj3kFDF9ajX
856Please respect copyright.PENANApypM0l5TVu
「嗯?」856Please respect copyright.PENANARYVvfFhWRC
856Please respect copyright.PENANACsAgvlmolV
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋,好似同以前好唔同咁。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAK2kOnYJPs2
856Please respect copyright.PENANAVtH3WXaRGG
「覺。」她看着他,坦白承認。856Please respect copyright.PENANAkTjD5I4cSw
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「其實,我覺得,我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗,但好似冇以前咁開心。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAJOyVgggiXU
856Please respect copyright.PENANAituuY56C18
「嗯。」856Please respect copyright.PENANASvUHqnMPca
856Please respect copyright.PENANAJTGSUoVddK
「啫係,我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢,少傾咗偈,係呢一兩日先多啲。平時,都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」856Please respect copyright.PENANA7OiZ7yxflK
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他回想,除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服,只得訕訕地問好。856Please respect copyright.PENANA4BX9bWJ2Ex
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「好似係,連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAzw0vGUvMKT
856Please respect copyright.PENANATsbOuZLjqA
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪;阿朗也笑:856Please respect copyright.PENANA4JN4WmJKzq
856Please respect copyright.PENANANJocDovDjC
「但係,我哋當然熟。」856Please respect copyright.PENANA2r5ZCKTrGE
856Please respect copyright.PENANAOKL2pvDZ2W
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋,好似有啲怪。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAqiYxdi0j4J
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他們已經很親,說不說話也有親厚情義,但確實不安於此,熟悉感正在剝落。856Please respect copyright.PENANAmzRBevNzhb
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「都係。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAdi68imk7dd
856Please respect copyright.PENANAWx1wuyuX6V
她深呼吸:856Please respect copyright.PENANAbu5Rg5D8WE
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「我明你意思,我都係咁覺得——」856Please respect copyright.PENANANnp13WoByn
856Please respect copyright.PENANAywwzP7WiPB
「嗯?」856Please respect copyright.PENANAjQ6nPoTyuE
856Please respect copyright.PENANALwjKHmKZNr
她直直地看着他,像背誦課文一樣:856Please respect copyright.PENANAVrdXFIYkxt
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「我好唔開心——真㗎,因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦,但係,我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話,如果係喺以前,我會覺得都幾合理?但宜家,明明我哋都好好㗎……」856Please respect copyright.PENANAZLHT8ngdLh
856Please respect copyright.PENANANXSeNUNa1X
他見她已說不下去的樣子,順着手肘牽起她的手,替她補充:856Please respect copyright.PENANAalT1kAv6oZ
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「嗯,我哋係好好,過得幾好,個女又咁生性,又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁,所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係,冇太多進步空間,甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩?856Please respect copyright.PENANAcwGI7Zm8g7
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變咗,好似好悶咁?」856Please respect copyright.PENANA8hU2XiVziK
856Please respect copyright.PENANAs5szINImCR
他們達成共識。856Please respect copyright.PENANAvBAU9sgzPy
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她表達意願:856Please respect copyright.PENANAPvi869bUf8
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「嗯……但係呢,我真係唔想再咁。」856Please respect copyright.PENANA68dnOxZoKh
856Please respect copyright.PENANAyteilJ6PlN
「我都唔想。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAoIGZGuSVly
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「其實,我之前就想同你講,但係每次去到口唇邊,就講唔出咁……856Please respect copyright.PENANAff58yrjqOU
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我認我係有少少細膽,但係嗰陣時,我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心,甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗,就會番唔到轉頭,啫係——」856Please respect copyright.PENANAQh0gOkXqaJ
856Please respect copyright.PENANAowRZSPYIOj
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗?或者,我都係咁諗,但係講咗,就番唔到轉頭?」856Please respect copyright.PENANAXSj3XyJCxZ
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他忽然心寬,因為,他也有過這樣的思慮過程。856Please respect copyright.PENANArqlEgWyK7a
856Please respect copyright.PENANAHudut2Sv1q
「係。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAVAbOUtdPCi
856Please respect copyright.PENANAsW4EpocLn6
「明。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1zNayWgmq
856Please respect copyright.PENANA0qUkmbxiKk
「嗯,唔係所有嘢講出嚟,就可以趨向解決㗎嘛,可能一講,連原本咁樣都冇埋呢?咁到時點?」856Please respect copyright.PENANAWweZmoJqv0
856Please respect copyright.PENANAVTrC5D1th5
「我都係咁覺得。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAuRgZq3mEk4
856Please respect copyright.PENANAXTgx6QF2Q6
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指:856Please respect copyright.PENANAMSdhtLz046
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「我哋,好似、好似都幾廢。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAeO9niJDEVz
856Please respect copyright.PENANAjzelslBRXL
「係,垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口,係可回收㗎啦喎。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAN0wJNTD8Qm
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他指着不遠處的三色回收箱;而她沒好氣地笑一笑:856Please respect copyright.PENANAd5EdMAsMlr
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「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅,個問題啱啱先有啫。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAZqQItxzGo5
856Please respect copyright.PENANAVIpstOS33b
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾,你係想……?我係因為想解決,所以先想同你講出口,我唔想再係咁啦,我諗,我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAaIekPmGXBP
856Please respect copyright.PENANAf7ADwgLEob
二人的語調平緩,聲線都是輕輕的。856Please respect copyright.PENANAeFKqsyX1D2
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她點頭:「嗯。856Please respect copyright.PENANA9VyD4xCCTO
856Please respect copyright.PENANAglhakMIL8S
我啱啱咪話,之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日,嗯,我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」856Please respect copyright.PENANA1n3qhVrxxk
856Please respect copyright.PENANAS6C5DD1lfl
「係,我記得。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAhUk9k6KmeF
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他想起,那天她比往常熱情,笑容燦爛,像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。856Please respect copyright.PENANAVxTzWhRmqT
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「嗰次呢,就係因為佢同我講完,我就覺得,其實,我好愛你。856Please respect copyright.PENANAvAtHS8foK5
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或者係,你真係好愛我——哈哈,有啲肉麻添。」856Please respect copyright.PENANADkdC1eTB85
856Please respect copyright.PENANAp30oO7Kb5Q
這個太清晰的她,阿朗清楚知道,並且予以認識、擁抱、接納,未曾離開。856Please respect copyright.PENANA5FCHTq0txR
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「係,少骨痹。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAYxPv3pN35Y
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後,唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢,我都太多謝你啦。」856Please respect copyright.PENANA9AXrueMcle
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她越說越小聲,很久沒有告白愛意,突然覺得有些難以啟齒;將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上,微笑。856Please respect copyright.PENANAqPZBwl0bAC
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「噢,對唔住。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAJcdpNLe4YO
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他摸摸她的頭。856Please respect copyright.PENANAgN8Z5mUCQZ
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他記起,當時他打斷了她,因為他生氣於他們陌生,而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。856Please respect copyright.PENANA0oWocwXzp9
856Please respect copyright.PENANAAxRWKYjqA7
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAhfzNtfxNAP
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她的決心竟然在融化。856Please respect copyright.PENANA0A5AL21zsn
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她補充:「我當時聽緊佢講,但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺,我只係諗起你,諗起你對我有幾好。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAzRBtvZFRj6
856Please respect copyright.PENANAJyF2Pu6XMj
「你都對我好好啊。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAfq0ZUsVA4w
856Please respect copyright.PENANAWhEDB9C9YI
「係唔錯㗎。」856Please respect copyright.PENANATIqoUmjp6l
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「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣,我諗多咗。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAipZjfSPNpq
856Please respect copyright.PENANA7NIxgdZ5Y8
「係囉,嚇到我唔敢講。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAubVz63qCnr
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾,」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼,他說:「但係,我都有作出反思,都想改善……856Please respect copyright.PENANAHmsIEr5gO5
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我諗,我哋都有同一個感受,譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好,只係有啲無力。856Please respect copyright.PENANAWkgqsDoGvK
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咁耐以嚟,我番殯儀呢,成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人,其實都幾令我珍惜生活,始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係,我好似——因為太有安全感?覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改,有好過冇,好過大家連平淡都唔得。856Please respect copyright.PENANAE6OCOi71dn
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所以,雖然珍惜生活,但係,就唔太珍惜……我哋。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAc2iO46MTTO
856Please respect copyright.PENANAmhGoUTEBcN
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着,第一個主觀感受是「好煩」,珍惜生活,卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動,只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。856Please respect copyright.PENANAWb7xxoYcEw
856Please respect copyright.PENANAEYWrqIJkZ3
「嗯,明白你意思。」856Please respect copyright.PENANACt6hGlkyew
856Please respect copyright.PENANApb47ok55er
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣,我都唔太舒服。你呢?」856Please respect copyright.PENANAVizvqHVWk5
856Please respect copyright.PENANA2dpdpEKj9G
一切醞釀已久,終於不止困於無力腦袋中。856Please respect copyright.PENANAOjB5lW8yWq
856Please respect copyright.PENANAv3wPBVuAn8
「我都係。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAUrOMwJKQFg
856Please respect copyright.PENANA4YPmyfhHcP
「咁……就好啦。」856Please respect copyright.PENANAJlY4vw3UnV
856Please respect copyright.PENANAK7IF57Q2Yp
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲,他們只聽見自己的心跳,像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂,但無以為繼,只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——856Please respect copyright.PENANAOYNlqPuvNP
856Please respect copyright.PENANAl7e0tTPzlO
說完了,之後呢?856Please respect copyright.PENANAfsijbjeQdM
856Please respect copyright.PENANAtfPOSQen2M
「我想盪鞦韆,推我吖。」856Please respect copyright.PENANABQSU1d34p8
856Please respect copyright.PENANAT00wciUsYQ
思思站起,向阿朗笑笑。856Please respect copyright.PENANAH3B4CjMDrS
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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