看,人是迂腐的;習慣習慣,成自然,温水煮蛙,稍一有一點好的迹象,又覺得可以停歇了,進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景,所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決,只會甩皮甩骨地苟活,但永不斷氣。897Please respect copyright.PENANABJCWwaSYbI
897Please respect copyright.PENANAZvTkXmsXhx
下午,阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp:897Please respect copyright.PENANAedPhNR39ny
897Please respect copyright.PENANAaZsyri2ZVW
「Fiona結婚喎,話要搞吓同學會,單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。897Please respect copyright.PENANAsSCCLZEYX9
897Please respect copyright.PENANAt5WFzokvLy
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。897Please respect copyright.PENANAh2Bc9KnPC4
897Please respect copyright.PENANAUP0S7TvNRS
「明。」897Please respect copyright.PENANA2uu5yx2dlJ
897Please respect copyright.PENANA6iX1FfzJb8
「玩得開心,唔好太癲,女朋友會擔心。」897Please respect copyright.PENANA45XWlFbF43
897Please respect copyright.PENANAOFHLZUpYuB
「得啦。計我話,到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍,互相交流吓食評。」897Please respect copyright.PENANA0PgVbYUATs
897Please respect copyright.PENANATVkXZLFNF3
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死,對着電話笑了;思思見狀,問:897Please respect copyright.PENANAHfzOphdULX
897Please respect copyright.PENANAdyyh5j7yEa
「傾咩傾得咁開心?」897Please respect copyright.PENANAlQ0oZITr92
897Please respect copyright.PENANAwEK5If6OxN
「有個中學同學結婚,峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAuZvUYPo0Mq
897Please respect copyright.PENANABNF1JUHUcC
「俾我睇吓?」897Please respect copyright.PENANANm3yfGcJoF
897Please respect copyright.PENANAfgYcateo1i
「好。」897Please respect copyright.PENANADrhRcalKxs
897Please respect copyright.PENANArT5e4O0E8m
她將頭凑近,一看就看到名字,面色僵了一下:897Please respect copyright.PENANAaeMlabvpNf
897Please respect copyright.PENANADrZw616Jrj
「哦,係Fiona喎。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAWMFKrhyS2m
897Please respect copyright.PENANA3DfxYEQsEX
「係呀,佢咁都嫁得出。」897Please respect copyright.PENANA5dlXO3VwUa
897Please respect copyright.PENANAHKYT6eyu6x
他一直覺得,Fiona不適宜嫁娶,像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。897Please respect copyright.PENANAnCnaXKVJ32
897Please respect copyright.PENANA73RTyRtnVZ
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉,我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAZDrAd5uIwT
897Please respect copyright.PENANAP9OgvvqSUa
適宜與否是一回事,長得漂亮、情商高,這個結果並不出奇;倒好,可以減少對其的戒心。897Please respect copyright.PENANA5hs6CDCe7N
897Please respect copyright.PENANAyO0vwEOUCa
「嗯。總之,我唔會去party。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ56YePoZW
897Please respect copyright.PENANASUsYq0SltX
「仲敢?」897Please respect copyright.PENANA5isLugNxE9
897Please respect copyright.PENANAobCA9JBVYP
「唔敢。」897Please respect copyright.PENANArpzV6Ii5HM
897Please respect copyright.PENANAY99XKm3A7E
「係我大量先原諒你咋,醒醒定定。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAomn1ch5Yuc
897Please respect copyright.PENANARHmy6Y0Ncg
「得得得,知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」897Please respect copyright.PENANATZxGVG4YDZ
897Please respect copyright.PENANA3ttH5IPLAi
舊事重提,沒有點明,但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌,但沒有人忘記。897Please respect copyright.PENANAUz3fKd5s2c
897Please respect copyright.PENANAfxOtzzGJ3V
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後,我add咗佢Facebook,佢啲相影得好好睇,真人係咪都係呢個樣?」897Please respect copyright.PENANAOdhH8AKopA
897Please respect copyright.PENANAUT4ZMaZHng
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人,幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。897Please respect copyright.PENANA77QKTLTjko
897Please respect copyright.PENANAZJQOxPhA2A
「唔知,嗰次之後,我就unfriend咗佢。」897Please respect copyright.PENANA7UNLVZKGsD
897Please respect copyright.PENANAK4lN4geVpo
這是真的,他在杜絕自己做到傻事,或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。897Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6yTkVd6qr
897Please respect copyright.PENANA0SbSi7x3oL
「我開俾你睇。」897Please respect copyright.PENANA4DNByUrcFt
897Please respect copyright.PENANAyjai0Zzqg0
「唔洗啦。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAuQQ5dsVP8P
897Please respect copyright.PENANAqmbhNBjQTL
心存芥蒂,毫不好奇。每每想起,他都有種不適,總是覺得差一點就會失去一切,失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。897Please respect copyright.PENANAsTvSCB4wJq
897Please respect copyright.PENANA9f7QRB0QuG
她見他皺眉,確實不情願,故調侃他:897Please respect copyright.PENANAi4gAowQJeS
897Please respect copyright.PENANAIDFAdILcAQ
「做咩咁抗拒,心虛?」897Please respect copyright.PENANAJL5toCPnz6
897Please respect copyright.PENANAVFprfGvR8b
「唔係啊,我只係唔想睇,都過咗去啦。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAEaSl4Jy8tm
897Please respect copyright.PENANAjVqJQ10b5N
「其實,我仲好記得㗎。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAD4FgcvPdLm
897Please respect copyright.PENANAgqoWmUm3Co
即使,已成過去,但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感,仍然赫人。897Please respect copyright.PENANAoyAwI4W0xH
897Please respect copyright.PENANAG2T7PxYDzP
「Sorry。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAwOMOPbnpty
897Please respect copyright.PENANALLfM4WAYzq
他不加以辯駁,也不想接話,沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足,而且供別人遊覽;即使對方是髮妻。897Please respect copyright.PENANAN4WHlNGYZq
897Please respect copyright.PENANABbSi0Y7AJi
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁,當時係唔想提,後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企,成身都係香水味咁番嚟,我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先,而我係咩都唔知。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAmepVEHWajS
897Please respect copyright.PENANAawagZGXrdA
她為此,失卻了安全感;直到後來,才慢慢地相信他。當然,另一方面卻更安心,明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為,其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰,在這個邏輯裏自洽。897Please respect copyright.PENANAhpQSbkRU8s
897Please respect copyright.PENANAYYqU9BuZuC
「Sorry……」897Please respect copyright.PENANAGMON1VgTGw
897Please respect copyright.PENANAm5KesRBXoS
他重複道歉,她一直沒有責備他,已很寬厚。897Please respect copyright.PENANAiW8fVFsdvV
897Please respect copyright.PENANA0wt53j3dhb
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢,但只係想講出嚟啫,難得溝通吓吖嘛。」897Please respect copyright.PENANACOyQ9sEXOI
897Please respect copyright.PENANAcyTzw4RL9L
「你信我,我冇鍾意過佢。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAT8OqOglvNg
897Please respect copyright.PENANASbBLG99BEL
「嗯。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAd88jJbGr8h
897Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZaDhV87yV
既然說起,阿朗問:897Please respect copyright.PENANAzjFZd1aNWd
897Please respect copyright.PENANAJXkCbD7y75
「咁你呢?有冇鍾意過你個學生?」897Please respect copyright.PENANA9mLC0ySQd7
897Please respect copyright.PENANAindPFX9fPe
她沒好氣地答:897Please respect copyright.PENANA07ZZLYlGAr
897Please respect copyright.PENANAi5Mg2iqtMD
「當然冇——喂,人哋咁細個,我有冇咁狼死啊?」897Please respect copyright.PENANAiUCIIXHnG9
897Please respect copyright.PENANAMkhtrVAKbL
「細個咪好,不知幾正,又青春又有活力。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAf0Pk883uB7
897Please respect copyright.PENANA78C6G50wqN
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAKEWS7UkXT4
897Please respect copyright.PENANAs8b0o412PK
「我邊度傻,一估就俾我估到,唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」897Please respect copyright.PENANA11fHhGcASy
897Please respect copyright.PENANARHVhiYDO9C
「威啦威啦。」897Please respect copyright.PENANALlk5wXW048
897Please respect copyright.PENANAPqP3GT2FjO
二人都笑,然後,又停頓了一下。897Please respect copyright.PENANAJC5smgep4C
897Please respect copyright.PENANAHdt6DzT30E
「佢最近點?」阿朗隨便問問。897Please respect copyright.PENANAsIizyzYXkm
897Please respect copyright.PENANA757jJtvhB3
「佢拍咗拖啦;琴日我見到佢,佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAsypPXL99Sw
897Please respect copyright.PENANA17RmKmmUu3
「喺街上撞到?」897Please respect copyright.PENANA8M3jyGfEPX
897Please respect copyright.PENANAB1O36WcceR
「佢喺校門等我。」897Please respect copyright.PENANADZu1TySHiq
897Please respect copyright.PENANAV8H189I560
他忽然想起,昨晚,她從袋中取出鎮痛貼,然後着他幫忙貼上;時間推前,她比往常晚了一點回來。897Please respect copyright.PENANAoszH5SDatt
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他語帶諷刺:897Please respect copyright.PENANAQnBAQSb4Vd
897Please respect copyright.PENANAORULGAKdUj
「哇,咁有心嘅?拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人?」897Please respect copyright.PENANAfGlXfDrjFt
897Please respect copyright.PENANA43979W3dGj
她聽得出他的揶揄,反擊道:897Please respect copyright.PENANAQpkGtQAvIY
897Please respect copyright.PENANAwzDPbOYA6a
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAGNBOaaqYwJ
897Please respect copyright.PENANA5cMgCPSfV5
「邊同?我係以為佢有事先會上去,你呢?你個人生勾勾,佢都特登等你放工?」897Please respect copyright.PENANAh0oGCW8OOt
897Please respect copyright.PENANA7Lhn12U0oB
「有咩問題?」897Please respect copyright.PENANALar0HE7Qwf
897Please respect copyright.PENANAgW08HMRvAf
「佢又知你唔舒服?同學生有冇必要講咁多?」897Please respect copyright.PENANA0g3pbOguOw
897Please respect copyright.PENANA4adUohzaNL
「識得耐,唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAO18c40Shc5
897Please respect copyright.PENANAWYAGMPMyNi
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講,係咪幫你鏈埋骨?」897Please respect copyright.PENANAT44q9UEHI3
897Please respect copyright.PENANAT5GmxUuZJR
是。897Please respect copyright.PENANAFeNbO6OF2O
897Please respect copyright.PENANAuhmkfWyRAM
「你夠係,都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」897Please respect copyright.PENANAzukw82JbNy
897Please respect copyright.PENANA60I2UjFklG
是。897Please respect copyright.PENANAGUdv8BuZum
897Please respect copyright.PENANAHLePsVjtSq
於是,二人盯着對方,再沒有說話。897Please respect copyright.PENANA7BHN2v9Ehj
897Please respect copyright.PENANAZI7OLfGgmo
明明,內心的劇本不是這樣的;明明,這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好,想大家都開心快樂,將心底的話都攤出來;明明,不應該如此,卻會在情緒驅使下,說一些傷害對方的話。897Please respect copyright.PENANAAGX4ZoA30B
897Please respect copyright.PENANABt5bCk26Ev
原先想表達的是什麼?897Please respect copyright.PENANAoH7bTXNzln
897Please respect copyright.PENANAJWaSPV6hdK
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時,還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈,來來去去都是這四百米,即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲,但在旁人看來,只是在原地踏步;慢慢,連自己也覺得如此。897Please respect copyright.PENANAi9u9LEKgrU
897Please respect copyright.PENANAZWVYgksnkM
更甚的是,新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促?897Please respect copyright.PENANAevouMYUB6s
897Please respect copyright.PENANAfGDHMFEuTG
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上,永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊,897Please respect copyright.PENANAJDWsDVO0vO
897Please respect copyright.PENANAcNE4JZKcBf
所以,阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程,只覺近來平淡,對方開始沒有心。897Please respect copyright.PENANAsIo690KxQk
897Please respect copyright.PENANAvT8DYIW6EU
所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——897Please respect copyright.PENANAALUQOzvL5k
897Please respect copyright.PENANA5jIVu08dHL
首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。897Please respect copyright.PENANAiubCeVbkWt
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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