看,人是迂腐的;習慣習慣,成自然,温水煮蛙,稍一有一點好的迹象,又覺得可以停歇了,進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景,所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決,只會甩皮甩骨地苟活,但永不斷氣。918Please respect copyright.PENANAj85yQLNoGW
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下午,阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp:918Please respect copyright.PENANAMIN89V6gyg
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「Fiona結婚喎,話要搞吓同學會,單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。918Please respect copyright.PENANAeEUOWo1RgX
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。918Please respect copyright.PENANASvn8qhZkNX
918Please respect copyright.PENANADw9zsiwjqW
「明。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAxrgeDr7uOv
918Please respect copyright.PENANA7TGrEdLv1Z
「玩得開心,唔好太癲,女朋友會擔心。」918Please respect copyright.PENANADhxX3sjj6M
918Please respect copyright.PENANAHURkKKe2Ot
「得啦。計我話,到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍,互相交流吓食評。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAwHYILr4A0I
918Please respect copyright.PENANARgDKh6OmVA
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死,對着電話笑了;思思見狀,問:918Please respect copyright.PENANAfNF6JdONWz
918Please respect copyright.PENANAjwR0Yaowhf
「傾咩傾得咁開心?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAV7zschVz9m
918Please respect copyright.PENANAmycEWVfgmm
「有個中學同學結婚,峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAJMWiU4CKsW
918Please respect copyright.PENANAt5czauZHCL
「俾我睇吓?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAToJQijeob6
918Please respect copyright.PENANAN07WDwaPvi
「好。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAbKRpDguJOe
918Please respect copyright.PENANAgyfemMsyis
她將頭凑近,一看就看到名字,面色僵了一下:918Please respect copyright.PENANAgp6F16ACt6
918Please respect copyright.PENANAq7UL6vRh9i
「哦,係Fiona喎。」918Please respect copyright.PENANA1VH0hXo2la
918Please respect copyright.PENANAOPoxbGRBVq
「係呀,佢咁都嫁得出。」918Please respect copyright.PENANA0ArQZ9RexN
918Please respect copyright.PENANAhFgoO0K9H1
他一直覺得,Fiona不適宜嫁娶,像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。918Please respect copyright.PENANA2l4KQEvfCN
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉,我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAWexCpb8VL2
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適宜與否是一回事,長得漂亮、情商高,這個結果並不出奇;倒好,可以減少對其的戒心。918Please respect copyright.PENANAediSNtGt4Z
918Please respect copyright.PENANA8CPtKwYCAo
「嗯。總之,我唔會去party。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAGY55hA4uD8
918Please respect copyright.PENANAgadzBmJJxl
「仲敢?」918Please respect copyright.PENANABee4SHQCAz
918Please respect copyright.PENANAikuLRGB6pb
「唔敢。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAYWwNNxB5Up
918Please respect copyright.PENANAlsdp14m39C
「係我大量先原諒你咋,醒醒定定。」918Please respect copyright.PENANA1U3ptWtVNW
918Please respect copyright.PENANAGsDWl3ofIs
「得得得,知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」918Please respect copyright.PENANACvj4wgo9Pz
918Please respect copyright.PENANAEMjECf6Twa
舊事重提,沒有點明,但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌,但沒有人忘記。918Please respect copyright.PENANAIXebFsXm6c
918Please respect copyright.PENANABcdON8VR2B
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後,我add咗佢Facebook,佢啲相影得好好睇,真人係咪都係呢個樣?」918Please respect copyright.PENANANQ9HpKGz8Q
918Please respect copyright.PENANAk1LrfxdvRi
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人,幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。918Please respect copyright.PENANAKWaU3V56KO
918Please respect copyright.PENANAidoheIqyJS
「唔知,嗰次之後,我就unfriend咗佢。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAkGv1TIPXIH
918Please respect copyright.PENANAowJrA7Bs3q
這是真的,他在杜絕自己做到傻事,或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。918Please respect copyright.PENANAzwlleqXwxL
918Please respect copyright.PENANADyK5tmfHD0
「我開俾你睇。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAjBAeRx06V2
918Please respect copyright.PENANAMD15xcLIix
「唔洗啦。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAgVmLHOuTm0
918Please respect copyright.PENANApnRbOtpIKe
心存芥蒂,毫不好奇。每每想起,他都有種不適,總是覺得差一點就會失去一切,失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。918Please respect copyright.PENANACk6i2LVt0J
918Please respect copyright.PENANAF5o97FXbaC
她見他皺眉,確實不情願,故調侃他:918Please respect copyright.PENANANs6BMZnner
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「做咩咁抗拒,心虛?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAsPR3uS3ZaC
918Please respect copyright.PENANAgoe4hLEDSt
「唔係啊,我只係唔想睇,都過咗去啦。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAq0e4G5MErt
918Please respect copyright.PENANAGi9sb6rOi0
「其實,我仲好記得㗎。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAT0S1b482S0
918Please respect copyright.PENANA7Q1xjOoMDf
即使,已成過去,但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感,仍然赫人。918Please respect copyright.PENANAfnpZEnnunC
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「Sorry。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAcfgsTsRWMx
918Please respect copyright.PENANAry3hGw312J
他不加以辯駁,也不想接話,沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足,而且供別人遊覽;即使對方是髮妻。918Please respect copyright.PENANA62csayQhlf
918Please respect copyright.PENANA2qfMyo8BYD
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁,當時係唔想提,後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企,成身都係香水味咁番嚟,我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先,而我係咩都唔知。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAo3WwuHi3XO
918Please respect copyright.PENANAklfCfT7yIU
她為此,失卻了安全感;直到後來,才慢慢地相信他。當然,另一方面卻更安心,明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為,其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰,在這個邏輯裏自洽。918Please respect copyright.PENANAop84PzBIXm
918Please respect copyright.PENANAUtlx4TTD7K
「Sorry……」918Please respect copyright.PENANAuZLyeAW6qw
918Please respect copyright.PENANA3gVcrXHFca
他重複道歉,她一直沒有責備他,已很寬厚。918Please respect copyright.PENANAoDy5PBojx3
918Please respect copyright.PENANAC9LkDk1opD
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢,但只係想講出嚟啫,難得溝通吓吖嘛。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAfg2l1qXVMG
918Please respect copyright.PENANAgvhlp0AOT3
「你信我,我冇鍾意過佢。」918Please respect copyright.PENANA8IrofawazA
918Please respect copyright.PENANAN7KW9A4P3k
「嗯。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAgKjRXcgF1B
918Please respect copyright.PENANAY3eVuGkS0K
既然說起,阿朗問:918Please respect copyright.PENANAHTaL55U63o
918Please respect copyright.PENANAJrN0zeWroK
「咁你呢?有冇鍾意過你個學生?」918Please respect copyright.PENANA63UkMhBfEn
918Please respect copyright.PENANAda83PNf3z8
她沒好氣地答:918Please respect copyright.PENANAC5SSwEJExr
918Please respect copyright.PENANAAxMt2P8gjg
「當然冇——喂,人哋咁細個,我有冇咁狼死啊?」918Please respect copyright.PENANACVg3BeufHb
918Please respect copyright.PENANAnhO8k1aqum
「細個咪好,不知幾正,又青春又有活力。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAwGNsuR8kQX
918Please respect copyright.PENANAtx1n9iOyHM
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAr8kFG5o7so
918Please respect copyright.PENANAxGatDbxZgh
「我邊度傻,一估就俾我估到,唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAMHXPG0bNuz
918Please respect copyright.PENANAnUZvezXMGg
「威啦威啦。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAFhiRb1oCXY
918Please respect copyright.PENANAQY91IDxrQN
二人都笑,然後,又停頓了一下。918Please respect copyright.PENANAxqMHHafEDO
918Please respect copyright.PENANAGh6CfgqKiP
「佢最近點?」阿朗隨便問問。918Please respect copyright.PENANAM099g5CJAO
918Please respect copyright.PENANAKzquiD2p9F
「佢拍咗拖啦;琴日我見到佢,佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」918Please respect copyright.PENANA3AcXYaqM0B
918Please respect copyright.PENANAzUJ7lsDdGG
「喺街上撞到?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAb5Km4jqN9V
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「佢喺校門等我。」918Please respect copyright.PENANACAz4QspMQM
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他忽然想起,昨晚,她從袋中取出鎮痛貼,然後着他幫忙貼上;時間推前,她比往常晚了一點回來。918Please respect copyright.PENANAj7KzzL6Fq8
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他語帶諷刺:918Please respect copyright.PENANA0nsOe5A3x1
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「哇,咁有心嘅?拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAYgV34Laitz
918Please respect copyright.PENANAABzERjcjVX
她聽得出他的揶揄,反擊道:918Please respect copyright.PENANAaircxiOSDa
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」918Please respect copyright.PENANA9py7Y1Bz4b
918Please respect copyright.PENANA27r8vxHVgz
「邊同?我係以為佢有事先會上去,你呢?你個人生勾勾,佢都特登等你放工?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAyQEKlbfCkV
918Please respect copyright.PENANA0b1NxRENT3
「有咩問題?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAYlJAeiIUvL
918Please respect copyright.PENANAqJvIwcTYut
「佢又知你唔舒服?同學生有冇必要講咁多?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAfLfpu4wzHp
918Please respect copyright.PENANACr8lhgvNBZ
「識得耐,唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」918Please respect copyright.PENANA3A2MhttzSM
918Please respect copyright.PENANAfV6pqQtYON
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講,係咪幫你鏈埋骨?」918Please respect copyright.PENANAcUVo9HqWdW
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是。918Please respect copyright.PENANAu8ghyNo0of
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「你夠係,都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」918Please respect copyright.PENANAUqYlTJKs8I
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是。918Please respect copyright.PENANAuBLc6PhLhP
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於是,二人盯着對方,再沒有說話。918Please respect copyright.PENANAGpVrm080MW
918Please respect copyright.PENANAOaizM0aBeX
明明,內心的劇本不是這樣的;明明,這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好,想大家都開心快樂,將心底的話都攤出來;明明,不應該如此,卻會在情緒驅使下,說一些傷害對方的話。918Please respect copyright.PENANAmMlpstkOgB
918Please respect copyright.PENANAwIdZhA4Ivb
原先想表達的是什麼?918Please respect copyright.PENANA0wIp83EgT6
918Please respect copyright.PENANAlK3EPgeIxg
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時,還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈,來來去去都是這四百米,即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲,但在旁人看來,只是在原地踏步;慢慢,連自己也覺得如此。918Please respect copyright.PENANASm2MNM0EhS
918Please respect copyright.PENANAFePgl6E0JB
更甚的是,新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促?918Please respect copyright.PENANA5XYpuk6Dz8
918Please respect copyright.PENANAG7Flc5k3qs
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上,永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊,918Please respect copyright.PENANAYd2sKuQlRO
918Please respect copyright.PENANAUnyZiBm9wQ
所以,阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程,只覺近來平淡,對方開始沒有心。918Please respect copyright.PENANAExbo0v20AT
918Please respect copyright.PENANAUPXHgcmZoU
所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——918Please respect copyright.PENANA2rg3x3Rjer
918Please respect copyright.PENANALcHKllSXgu
首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。918Please respect copyright.PENANAZQ2A8rB7jl
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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