看,人是迂腐的;習慣習慣,成自然,温水煮蛙,稍一有一點好的迹象,又覺得可以停歇了,進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景,所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決,只會甩皮甩骨地苟活,但永不斷氣。824Please respect copyright.PENANA7TqptTmwlK
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下午,阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp:824Please respect copyright.PENANA3uuOqMpFYa
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「Fiona結婚喎,話要搞吓同學會,單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。824Please respect copyright.PENANAXw23YKBlnh
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。824Please respect copyright.PENANA5IiEgsPrv5
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「明。」824Please respect copyright.PENANArVLt61D4RA
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「玩得開心,唔好太癲,女朋友會擔心。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAvJEshf43zN
824Please respect copyright.PENANAebkJot3TCX
「得啦。計我話,到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍,互相交流吓食評。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAB3lhO9x0Mr
824Please respect copyright.PENANAV8jMUIWiUx
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死,對着電話笑了;思思見狀,問:824Please respect copyright.PENANADoJ90sUMMp
824Please respect copyright.PENANAAbAMnixYKk
「傾咩傾得咁開心?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAY2AHzrzV6q
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「有個中學同學結婚,峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」824Please respect copyright.PENANA1Jm5Xk8LAQ
824Please respect copyright.PENANAZG9X3xEplZ
「俾我睇吓?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAhrsHoGiVdE
824Please respect copyright.PENANASevW4Mrgxw
「好。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAcSjwQlxKz9
824Please respect copyright.PENANAabqILg9S2S
她將頭凑近,一看就看到名字,面色僵了一下:824Please respect copyright.PENANAxHhBZUQHVR
824Please respect copyright.PENANAv9irDw0n8H
「哦,係Fiona喎。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAgt02unHJbg
824Please respect copyright.PENANAFL1voXbOHe
「係呀,佢咁都嫁得出。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAiqom6p513a
824Please respect copyright.PENANA8zRcZJJS44
他一直覺得,Fiona不適宜嫁娶,像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。824Please respect copyright.PENANAV52kmfxmk1
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉,我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」824Please respect copyright.PENANA4tjLkGdbEV
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適宜與否是一回事,長得漂亮、情商高,這個結果並不出奇;倒好,可以減少對其的戒心。824Please respect copyright.PENANAGQupM4j3Sf
824Please respect copyright.PENANAhUmGubQAq0
「嗯。總之,我唔會去party。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAWAS3bYsGND
824Please respect copyright.PENANA7vICC1LrLX
「仲敢?」824Please respect copyright.PENANA1Jg3Oa9LZv
824Please respect copyright.PENANA3kixi47Wyl
「唔敢。」824Please respect copyright.PENANARS37w9rN7o
824Please respect copyright.PENANA8jbfklDlWi
「係我大量先原諒你咋,醒醒定定。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAQLWeqfo0eo
824Please respect copyright.PENANAoaCk9Tp94e
「得得得,知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAf0SUbSnXNx
824Please respect copyright.PENANA9GipfzI26z
舊事重提,沒有點明,但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌,但沒有人忘記。824Please respect copyright.PENANAAEqv5ZCKvV
824Please respect copyright.PENANArTcpyUJCAu
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後,我add咗佢Facebook,佢啲相影得好好睇,真人係咪都係呢個樣?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAcStAQP1bJH
824Please respect copyright.PENANAf2yNf3859D
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人,幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。824Please respect copyright.PENANArg1y9tZIyg
824Please respect copyright.PENANAQEKVc1NvOT
「唔知,嗰次之後,我就unfriend咗佢。」824Please respect copyright.PENANA0nG9PlZW6R
824Please respect copyright.PENANASqUDSrJhQ2
這是真的,他在杜絕自己做到傻事,或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。824Please respect copyright.PENANADY8uieJ15N
824Please respect copyright.PENANAqFtLoeVpjs
「我開俾你睇。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAOrZozHecQz
824Please respect copyright.PENANAofuf7UAm3D
「唔洗啦。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAYE4RMACSz5
824Please respect copyright.PENANAEQHrXy93Lj
心存芥蒂,毫不好奇。每每想起,他都有種不適,總是覺得差一點就會失去一切,失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。824Please respect copyright.PENANATui3OJ6Uqq
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她見他皺眉,確實不情願,故調侃他:824Please respect copyright.PENANAlUHpX7HIht
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「做咩咁抗拒,心虛?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAT0E0ppWLAT
824Please respect copyright.PENANAefbvN30kZs
「唔係啊,我只係唔想睇,都過咗去啦。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAHruEqkleiX
824Please respect copyright.PENANAhVSMt8ifEn
「其實,我仲好記得㗎。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAxm4zqa8l3g
824Please respect copyright.PENANATo8uNddRv4
即使,已成過去,但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感,仍然赫人。824Please respect copyright.PENANAXG8ZTEFEfl
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「Sorry。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAn3xwq0sM1l
824Please respect copyright.PENANAF6000MOHUs
他不加以辯駁,也不想接話,沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足,而且供別人遊覽;即使對方是髮妻。824Please respect copyright.PENANAA0od33YUzq
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「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁,當時係唔想提,後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企,成身都係香水味咁番嚟,我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先,而我係咩都唔知。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAQoZIqvw59O
824Please respect copyright.PENANARZZ5RgBBrN
她為此,失卻了安全感;直到後來,才慢慢地相信他。當然,另一方面卻更安心,明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為,其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰,在這個邏輯裏自洽。824Please respect copyright.PENANAzt2YRjRxtY
824Please respect copyright.PENANANHJ1vPyByB
「Sorry……」824Please respect copyright.PENANAenNvS2ldFz
824Please respect copyright.PENANANRnD3Ukpiu
他重複道歉,她一直沒有責備他,已很寬厚。824Please respect copyright.PENANAVw9x7yBh3v
824Please respect copyright.PENANAI4YMKRyqOA
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢,但只係想講出嚟啫,難得溝通吓吖嘛。」824Please respect copyright.PENANALwnzDvPEIn
824Please respect copyright.PENANATQG3EfAoxd
「你信我,我冇鍾意過佢。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAQPLmpDQaez
824Please respect copyright.PENANA8qIhvG6rug
「嗯。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAQtxAJZ2gJ8
824Please respect copyright.PENANAHy7KGSgaWP
既然說起,阿朗問:824Please respect copyright.PENANAhJ9lAv1fb9
824Please respect copyright.PENANAdai9dwS778
「咁你呢?有冇鍾意過你個學生?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAqMBOGqEJI7
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她沒好氣地答:824Please respect copyright.PENANAxUomDJfKxc
824Please respect copyright.PENANAC2oZDla1wt
「當然冇——喂,人哋咁細個,我有冇咁狼死啊?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAN10mKgN2es
824Please respect copyright.PENANAgc1vjn9I9u
「細個咪好,不知幾正,又青春又有活力。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAoe4y9UW92K
824Please respect copyright.PENANAF32StitgkK
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAZQht2x17KL
824Please respect copyright.PENANASQ4G63r7MR
「我邊度傻,一估就俾我估到,唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAOoAxsErdcA
824Please respect copyright.PENANAjQlezttsz1
「威啦威啦。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAN10N3GcbyI
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二人都笑,然後,又停頓了一下。824Please respect copyright.PENANAWwuWAi0nzE
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「佢最近點?」阿朗隨便問問。824Please respect copyright.PENANAziwDa8N9Ru
824Please respect copyright.PENANAYbXtPNuCKm
「佢拍咗拖啦;琴日我見到佢,佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAEjKeMVAMQA
824Please respect copyright.PENANARwCtY4PS47
「喺街上撞到?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAnOzSAVt3d2
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「佢喺校門等我。」824Please respect copyright.PENANA4zNhDjJQWi
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他忽然想起,昨晚,她從袋中取出鎮痛貼,然後着他幫忙貼上;時間推前,她比往常晚了一點回來。824Please respect copyright.PENANAAsFrPWfux6
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他語帶諷刺:824Please respect copyright.PENANAGCXFYuFP2a
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「哇,咁有心嘅?拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人?」824Please respect copyright.PENANA0N7qQEzsfu
824Please respect copyright.PENANA2xiBLMf6Vo
她聽得出他的揶揄,反擊道:824Please respect copyright.PENANAVd8dm0GoCE
824Please respect copyright.PENANA0EY7A9Rv42
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」824Please respect copyright.PENANA2Zt2R7NOBo
824Please respect copyright.PENANAtDc0KZwZxv
「邊同?我係以為佢有事先會上去,你呢?你個人生勾勾,佢都特登等你放工?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAppOQxKDSJt
824Please respect copyright.PENANA16REpIuNlg
「有咩問題?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAE4hxLeSCaC
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「佢又知你唔舒服?同學生有冇必要講咁多?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAeOkQFblL2K
824Please respect copyright.PENANAE2Qj0CgliZ
「識得耐,唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAFSTaDHJnd5
824Please respect copyright.PENANA5qLSiv49xA
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講,係咪幫你鏈埋骨?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAOL1thUbO2K
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是。824Please respect copyright.PENANACcjEtlsWhN
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「你夠係,都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAL0uUEifC0M
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是。824Please respect copyright.PENANAlPzDsJ1R5t
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於是,二人盯着對方,再沒有說話。824Please respect copyright.PENANAvFQLQr15sb
824Please respect copyright.PENANASOHjpwhM2E
明明,內心的劇本不是這樣的;明明,這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好,想大家都開心快樂,將心底的話都攤出來;明明,不應該如此,卻會在情緒驅使下,說一些傷害對方的話。824Please respect copyright.PENANAxxg2zk6BiV
824Please respect copyright.PENANAvKd6BaQPQM
原先想表達的是什麼?824Please respect copyright.PENANAEFHZPZtjPi
824Please respect copyright.PENANAjIGmZbPHRG
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時,還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈,來來去去都是這四百米,即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲,但在旁人看來,只是在原地踏步;慢慢,連自己也覺得如此。824Please respect copyright.PENANA7IDlRe5HF4
824Please respect copyright.PENANA9xxeypc3Sp
更甚的是,新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促?824Please respect copyright.PENANASQPZgG15Sa
824Please respect copyright.PENANA1KYKxl5HQm
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上,永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊,824Please respect copyright.PENANAxpmKyzmbVO
824Please respect copyright.PENANABqCNomvqxZ
所以,阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程,只覺近來平淡,對方開始沒有心。824Please respect copyright.PENANAGPO2iCeZul
824Please respect copyright.PENANApkD764yuhx
所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——824Please respect copyright.PENANAFjsHwAjAc4
824Please respect copyright.PENANAAR5j48L7aO
首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。824Please respect copyright.PENANAS9ZA3jsq8S
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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