看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKt6391doU
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJjFoLqIie
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「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFYRYFo0av
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8inYV1RdBN
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「明。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodVqUwDZLW
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgigRTMShWq
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEQyQVojWI
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYEmgjKw2d
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「傾咩傾得咁開心？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQALpjqHjX
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「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTeA19DxFD
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「俾我睇吓？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZUU1B8Tle
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「好。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTsGnDJGfn
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她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKd6nWecqa
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「哦，係Fiona喎。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGJMphFDPX
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「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98hzrCTA8l
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他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNamECTPGV
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSxqqlPYfV
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuVSH2BdBg
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzM2MIvHXd
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDy8cBaTaP5
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsROIWh7JQ
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvqJeKtZZV
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「仲敢？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDHg6r8Xn0
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「唔敢。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKhtSTpfHg
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「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ100HsOHWiJ
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「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFS0pU0bP5
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuYjU6FOWT
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0I3b4zKjU
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JWOvi8PNQ
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBz6J9ct5j
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「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsyqKduOnT
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這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyWInk6O58
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「我開俾你睇。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLCfeuXXri
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「唔洗啦。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3CslEJSEa
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心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNo0YoFKFn
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她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGaP29s51h
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcd1j92KIhu
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRqRFBlSaR
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「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfnOrAvHIJ
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Gt1TaLBBx
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即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADSClSDPSl
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「Sorry。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYzwvaqekP
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他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j5xnfgGwb
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTB0mWrTxF
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqJrFRMNsZ
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她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxeyhGjWOO
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「Sorry……」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7uyIcNuJq
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他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB3mjHKPda
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm27VJF9QJ6
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumBtwJWSTm
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「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw12sJJTZbx
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「嗯。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT3EwtukR1
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既然說起，阿朗問：1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt9dWhfjuj
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「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSl5BrAuoD
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpReMTJI4Z
她沒好氣地答：1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSYvC7py5V
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「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71k4cq9rWz
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXvBF4UIJ4
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZlOYoXGV0
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw857yfgW8
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x90ojmqsP
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ISiDyJRQi
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMtqcHsypp
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「威啦威啦。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxxBY5Q9tL
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHxZo7AF0I
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「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXHCgREbJk
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「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqAnc6HMtp
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3bSOpjrK1
「喺街上撞到？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSVj6Mf8hG
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「佢喺校門等我。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG326RttV0a
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他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbsJT8vIy2
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他語帶諷刺：1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBAoKsQG50
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「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI5YmIfKsJ
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2K82YcTBk
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkwalAYQmz
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKWS47F6UA
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjQGMi1Aei
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK6KLdsaX0
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhUEOjY0Vo
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIaAU60uEq
「有咩問題？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMvQN3qoJq
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「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM8Ios3JV9
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0G2fQZfAy
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkmDWaPoQJ
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb03cPSer52
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDwSnrEkhp
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是。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAyg4MoQi8
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「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17WjpaXKiq
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是。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg9LrGhmBI
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FqYuBL8s5
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6u5ylT9A1
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnGIkaibIq
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原先想表達的是什麼？1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8Sp6RD6CA
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太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlBieUPZ60
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDC1Gm2GYUA
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwD1V30kRS
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他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidS0gOtNTp
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所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYuuL48fIh
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所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AUFbzsXiP
 1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim39ArbZvv
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。1063Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTKg2HRKYm
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