看,人是迂腐的;習慣習慣,成自然,温水煮蛙,稍一有一點好的迹象,又覺得可以停歇了,進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景,所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決,只會甩皮甩骨地苟活,但永不斷氣。867Please respect copyright.PENANAyo32brv8k8
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下午,阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp:867Please respect copyright.PENANApmXi1rXJxM
867Please respect copyright.PENANAxeNbwMkKDd
「Fiona結婚喎,話要搞吓同學會,單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。867Please respect copyright.PENANAy5PlvbQjzS
867Please respect copyright.PENANA4RAEHjfcTr
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。867Please respect copyright.PENANAIttY7KLS6H
867Please respect copyright.PENANAHT67ZHR32d
「明。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAgD4RsfG5ce
867Please respect copyright.PENANA6IsYWCGy3P
「玩得開心,唔好太癲,女朋友會擔心。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA7GNEOrOVGx
867Please respect copyright.PENANA9EgolsZfbT
「得啦。計我話,到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍,互相交流吓食評。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAtu8g2MREel
867Please respect copyright.PENANA7VyQBCSVpL
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死,對着電話笑了;思思見狀,問:867Please respect copyright.PENANAvlyyk8Mhtk
867Please respect copyright.PENANAsTdDskWpSt
「傾咩傾得咁開心?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAdZKFi9RaCF
867Please respect copyright.PENANAivu6SGkL3p
「有個中學同學結婚,峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAtwnprO9hh5
867Please respect copyright.PENANAC9fcKDcXm0
「俾我睇吓?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAyJuq0e8pfe
867Please respect copyright.PENANAg4d3HwqkMk
「好。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA0Aj8vaIVvV
867Please respect copyright.PENANAV6zRVAyeTC
她將頭凑近,一看就看到名字,面色僵了一下:867Please respect copyright.PENANAHPhoorUcAx
867Please respect copyright.PENANA049w2MO2Ry
「哦,係Fiona喎。」867Please respect copyright.PENANATGyVFBodeZ
867Please respect copyright.PENANAtZFvZVMStE
「係呀,佢咁都嫁得出。」867Please respect copyright.PENANACSM6VhWTxm
867Please respect copyright.PENANA3DKd49SrDV
他一直覺得,Fiona不適宜嫁娶,像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。867Please respect copyright.PENANAy0XU93kFg6
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉,我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」867Please respect copyright.PENANASOJGGpzJhl
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適宜與否是一回事,長得漂亮、情商高,這個結果並不出奇;倒好,可以減少對其的戒心。867Please respect copyright.PENANAYpDo5fzc4G
867Please respect copyright.PENANA4c8ovwQXtq
「嗯。總之,我唔會去party。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAvn3aJlBrj0
867Please respect copyright.PENANATVt1ye4NQq
「仲敢?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAq5zmKYcv5D
867Please respect copyright.PENANAf1JgmNUKAz
「唔敢。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA8qqvbRUEuO
867Please respect copyright.PENANAmIJMaJ8T7T
「係我大量先原諒你咋,醒醒定定。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA2LICTA68op
867Please respect copyright.PENANATQKir3OMVU
「得得得,知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAK5zlCT5i16
867Please respect copyright.PENANAwQrQYhLUfM
舊事重提,沒有點明,但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌,但沒有人忘記。867Please respect copyright.PENANABIstvlSg06
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後,我add咗佢Facebook,佢啲相影得好好睇,真人係咪都係呢個樣?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAMNg0Inc99B
867Please respect copyright.PENANAdvwN3MdhMo
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人,幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。867Please respect copyright.PENANAgQo0krrCBT
867Please respect copyright.PENANA0YAWASiIaW
「唔知,嗰次之後,我就unfriend咗佢。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAU5Ikm0iCVZ
867Please respect copyright.PENANA5sGlyzvt5F
這是真的,他在杜絕自己做到傻事,或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。867Please respect copyright.PENANAtXlYxKpLEG
867Please respect copyright.PENANAYMobvRHw5p
「我開俾你睇。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAdocRs3AFU3
867Please respect copyright.PENANAK0H74Sz39Q
「唔洗啦。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAMRYoy4uQDq
867Please respect copyright.PENANAk0OFL1DWLz
心存芥蒂,毫不好奇。每每想起,他都有種不適,總是覺得差一點就會失去一切,失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。867Please respect copyright.PENANAuC3jZYlC7B
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她見他皺眉,確實不情願,故調侃他:867Please respect copyright.PENANAPS9Lwp7KR1
867Please respect copyright.PENANAChRGQGNzDy
「做咩咁抗拒,心虛?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAVCQ6zuk77d
867Please respect copyright.PENANAxH1R18ANz2
「唔係啊,我只係唔想睇,都過咗去啦。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA29ydPwNJeM
867Please respect copyright.PENANAkMTTahMYt6
「其實,我仲好記得㗎。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAsJdyvJQuZs
867Please respect copyright.PENANAwRhzyhDVYW
即使,已成過去,但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感,仍然赫人。867Please respect copyright.PENANA5oQZ8MN6NM
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「Sorry。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAOSwZuKyqBR
867Please respect copyright.PENANAp6faZepUc6
他不加以辯駁,也不想接話,沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足,而且供別人遊覽;即使對方是髮妻。867Please respect copyright.PENANAI58f7eYb83
867Please respect copyright.PENANAxFfGrBSs5w
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁,當時係唔想提,後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企,成身都係香水味咁番嚟,我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先,而我係咩都唔知。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAUImw5LNdLk
867Please respect copyright.PENANAhWJQzIKe7A
她為此,失卻了安全感;直到後來,才慢慢地相信他。當然,另一方面卻更安心,明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為,其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰,在這個邏輯裏自洽。867Please respect copyright.PENANAol4VSN0jc3
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「Sorry……」867Please respect copyright.PENANAoWYUIIwXxo
867Please respect copyright.PENANAB8HrNgnX4A
他重複道歉,她一直沒有責備他,已很寬厚。867Please respect copyright.PENANAdLyhpyMwHI
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「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢,但只係想講出嚟啫,難得溝通吓吖嘛。」867Please respect copyright.PENANALzbUlIkurL
867Please respect copyright.PENANA8zK00fAZQ0
「你信我,我冇鍾意過佢。」867Please respect copyright.PENANALHjeBpVIKD
867Please respect copyright.PENANADlBNiyPBC1
「嗯。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAUNozZmTspK
867Please respect copyright.PENANAmaOnl9FFhG
既然說起,阿朗問:867Please respect copyright.PENANAzkQIHFmFFQ
867Please respect copyright.PENANAxRiGAdjigT
「咁你呢?有冇鍾意過你個學生?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAueQl2FfQoF
867Please respect copyright.PENANAKglTEGJWES
她沒好氣地答:867Please respect copyright.PENANAR24h3EU2EO
867Please respect copyright.PENANAtojfPYjM4g
「當然冇——喂,人哋咁細個,我有冇咁狼死啊?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAIPLyxicK7X
867Please respect copyright.PENANA39i39BGj2D
「細個咪好,不知幾正,又青春又有活力。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAtujLJ0CIHa
867Please respect copyright.PENANAcRP0lGmSYe
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAFJmeJcLf9T
867Please respect copyright.PENANAcIFl7mU6Hf
「我邊度傻,一估就俾我估到,唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA77NbKBA5tt
867Please respect copyright.PENANABIlf7ZHh3r
「威啦威啦。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA7Eay2x4ACB
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二人都笑,然後,又停頓了一下。867Please respect copyright.PENANAFNPC4ZGMiz
867Please respect copyright.PENANAD4Izdd5xrC
「佢最近點?」阿朗隨便問問。867Please respect copyright.PENANAn6OFcZKakV
867Please respect copyright.PENANAjNwIXWKviB
「佢拍咗拖啦;琴日我見到佢,佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAswd3zn2gZ7
867Please respect copyright.PENANApiPr9R0Iso
「喺街上撞到?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAQOYkFLtTYO
867Please respect copyright.PENANAE6Gd7KjCPe
「佢喺校門等我。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAx6mbYnajGN
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他忽然想起,昨晚,她從袋中取出鎮痛貼,然後着他幫忙貼上;時間推前,她比往常晚了一點回來。867Please respect copyright.PENANATx3z3d4oHG
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他語帶諷刺:867Please respect copyright.PENANAM1s2Bo9WO0
867Please respect copyright.PENANAG9xKI7QbwV
「哇,咁有心嘅?拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人?」867Please respect copyright.PENANA8PulW20rsj
867Please respect copyright.PENANARGW65r28r8
她聽得出他的揶揄,反擊道:867Please respect copyright.PENANAijosv5WrGP
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」867Please respect copyright.PENANAESCVu98RkE
867Please respect copyright.PENANADGL5fo2aoR
「邊同?我係以為佢有事先會上去,你呢?你個人生勾勾,佢都特登等你放工?」867Please respect copyright.PENANA0EBuqHuRKV
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「有咩問題?」867Please respect copyright.PENANATx6RGyQDDS
867Please respect copyright.PENANAEzGTHCDGiT
「佢又知你唔舒服?同學生有冇必要講咁多?」867Please respect copyright.PENANAVmOVilmYQe
867Please respect copyright.PENANAK4MzIHo33O
「識得耐,唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」867Please respect copyright.PENANA9yZAIPETk2
867Please respect copyright.PENANAcwCwXkhewI
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講,係咪幫你鏈埋骨?」867Please respect copyright.PENANARs8AaUHuyG
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是。867Please respect copyright.PENANALMhR7e5ESQ
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「你夠係,都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」867Please respect copyright.PENANArc4DSOVulu
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是。867Please respect copyright.PENANAxXmSYHdmGg
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於是,二人盯着對方,再沒有說話。867Please respect copyright.PENANA38OSUq9UYP
867Please respect copyright.PENANAinnrarccza
明明,內心的劇本不是這樣的;明明,這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好,想大家都開心快樂,將心底的話都攤出來;明明,不應該如此,卻會在情緒驅使下,說一些傷害對方的話。867Please respect copyright.PENANAAlrXy0UYHw
867Please respect copyright.PENANAS8W5qh4HuZ
原先想表達的是什麼?867Please respect copyright.PENANAoHMnJttzRn
867Please respect copyright.PENANAA8c1NnG2Rd
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時,還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈,來來去去都是這四百米,即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲,但在旁人看來,只是在原地踏步;慢慢,連自己也覺得如此。867Please respect copyright.PENANASeFpiVZ9so
867Please respect copyright.PENANAEBGZDm8I1J
更甚的是,新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促?867Please respect copyright.PENANAQeHr9NubLA
867Please respect copyright.PENANAPIifBndNZY
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上,永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊,867Please respect copyright.PENANAgGHPOQ0qJZ
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所以,阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程,只覺近來平淡,對方開始沒有心。867Please respect copyright.PENANAdzlSL8ewvu
867Please respect copyright.PENANAa0EOybtznM
所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——867Please respect copyright.PENANApDtwKOlcBB
867Please respect copyright.PENANAXzY4ClveKr
首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。867Please respect copyright.PENANAxcIgjiECjQ
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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