看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0px9cfsyx
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDagO618rj
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMQaIz2eXZ
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwi8BmdypQK
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3BsORzmeR
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「明。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9taks2IAIT
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91MNanPeCl
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4INisG8kvz
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnYzi5zZuY
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKZpyYi7GA
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpo1BhhIFJ
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRXTWseO2h
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyu0igoFnS
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2t4QFBb9M
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「俾我睇吓？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAnJXkdosF
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8F5BmxR2P
「好。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1aMMTmMO6
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIBQYtERw3
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50ThtoNyw2
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo31NbH6p6
「哦，係Fiona喎。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcFq8V72r1
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWsEm3OjCp
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIof7etNJ4
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoKgXqdyY2
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kunhPKYZV
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyLN7XsThp
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXhQHB9XRt
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsARtb0VWvI
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PmLdNmgLI
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIplXhzsnD
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqC7BxlKUVi
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtrZpMg4Yn
「仲敢？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeUKwXJLAC
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NgQhMEWpt
「唔敢。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaFji4rhVx
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRTz6BIzVy
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthnGN0fKcA
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qMdcKo4Js
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2GR5I9eEY
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISUVZelv3R
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgvANBE5tV
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl3F9K7yJz
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKtplyu9cw
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmzcOvFufp
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkOMMcAad7
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMqgKoEVdf
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oY6TIGE2K
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRao2PdVVVO
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBxC5N6LyV
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzds8H0CMo
「我開俾你睇。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQUfb4irzD
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZPuAuG9Hk
「唔洗啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAo6KMwjAx
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC9ij79XR8
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6MhtEDmgC
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHuqd5En78
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEisCyxZ9cp
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZTLUY6EEE
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i8fx4NMMG
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43d9uKYDeM
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp9dc8KYhv
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRNUWwPFZ7
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMPkyPk6rI
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ld44e1izH
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zAoadubl1
「Sorry。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBh6IiKmNax
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7I4qgc1V2
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqizINyLlCP
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PQZXwkRMT
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7AIMYlncy
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeiXFqtZSB
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrwb1IG701
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklwWvgAEol
「Sorry……」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Y5rwpDbMl
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlreVKB6rtV
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FhRGAzSvJ
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviIhVCtxyK
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj8fzj7kUu
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「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM1vpoyivf
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「嗯。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt3K5QrtdS
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco2bklTnX2
既然說起，阿朗問：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN35iNczysh
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWe91tXIXa
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBtThTYfQ3
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhngHn5Rcu
她沒好氣地答：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45HfNM4q2G
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaJrZwEcoR
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPHpCIXihf
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKxGpyR0l6
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wcHFnxgxm
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ41Timk2e
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNpGcnXgBD
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlQ4ir0quI
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL52w6bbFg
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yFTPugddJ
「威啦威啦。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq5CM4Ux3Y
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNtYUrHua1
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMja7xs1ex
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvFZqOxsIr
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXvOQ6GupN
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fj3yA8jgl
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYBLj4vGC7
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejIBZ2qcgU
「喺街上撞到？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexKP9CdA1C
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt2mu9cStU
「佢喺校門等我。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyJXV9ecV5
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFXIjjWS0d
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuHUX2BGSZ
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF1BRW8ETp
他語帶諷刺：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWm6sulUop
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe98E2EweIf
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQVN0nDEOp
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMDLwryP1d
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIExXlWUz3
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8J5qdxl8O
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVbTtT0mt1
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZVFsCVpld
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINTR8FNcJD
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NHkGWDVwS
「有咩問題？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb5hNmed5T
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZL8hU6qws
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUfJ8ar4ck
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd1OYi1FAe
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGYIUKR13G
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtZ6RmpwPo
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOFpx8Tv8d
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是。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4STQvdRgEl
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ70NH6CNW
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89iVrw0lEw
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是。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2wsQrurEY
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTwg9oJ6O8
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR8isDvR5m
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCWN1ifeFP
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliIxr0mzvy
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJjrkJPEuw
原先想表達的是什麼？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfIinJ5TF9
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrNISVqHDo
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANIAaaHi6a
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGuwXQSs7K
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BV48Dzlf4
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiMgzSMYQb
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTFxcj8zlO
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SqXXmwXfz
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2Xuv7PGHQ
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw5ardnvsj
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppDroBzKYD
 887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8NY7rV2di
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn5xeEqRJR
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