現在,他看着嘉欣,好像更理解思思的意思。784Please respect copyright.PENANAv5b8lrRbK6
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閉眼想,佔有慾強的他也寧願思思鍾愛另一個人,也不願看她喪命,在時間中凋萎。784Please respect copyright.PENANA29ERcQASJ3
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「佢都唔會想見到你咁樣嘅。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6JQ87tQTo
784Please respect copyright.PENANAGCP6GD5baH
阿朗不太懂得安慰女生,不知應該說什麼才能令她好一點:784Please respect copyright.PENANAxILeh54GRR
784Please respect copyright.PENANAM9NRSv1kaw
「或者,宜家盡情喊啦。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAKuMe603jgI
784Please respect copyright.PENANARwRgwj5bCR
嘉欣的眉毛幾乎併攏,以手掩面,深深閉眼。784Please respect copyright.PENANAdbHlZeTe1U
784Please respect copyright.PENANAUkigpRomD4
其實,她已經每日如常生活。每日,穿起裇衫西裙,在巴士上層第一排側頭看樓宇和商舖後退,有電腦螢幕陪她與鍵盤馳騁,看到彩光在眼中色散分離,回家,將隱形眼鏡隨便脫下,第二天就變成了寶石,打開冰箱,看到早已餣好的瘦肉,照顧兒子吃飯,替他蓋被,她擱下花灑塗上護髮素,將全家的污衣放進洗衣機。784Please respect copyright.PENANAqDda4BHSaY
784Please respect copyright.PENANAqas9vh6lUV
在無光客廳坐下,看着電視不知名的畫面,耳聽洗衣機轉動的聲音。784Please respect copyright.PENANAVxUxra6UoI
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一下、一下。784Please respect copyright.PENANAgx9RVN9oC7
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她又流淚,為這如常——這大概,是Hin想見到的吧,那麼,她就讓他見到。784Please respect copyright.PENANAOey7FREeYD
784Please respect copyright.PENANATpOmGXVqRF
只是她知道,有些東西永遠沒有完、沒有圓,終於她獨自攤睡在雙人床,輕輕地和空的一側說:784Please respect copyright.PENANACC8hc5i4kH
784Please respect copyright.PENANAuF5I2mXQU2
「早唞啦,老公。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAWAe7rG7smH
784Please respect copyright.PENANASyOKHPGjxB
世事古難全,但願人長久。784Please respect copyright.PENANAUHNHBMF8KV
784Please respect copyright.PENANA2oEQmNHUpU
千里共嬋娟。784Please respect copyright.PENANAV04nXY6MZA
784Please respect copyright.PENANAq8ntfrDnrc
峰仔拍了拍她的肩,然後帶她離去,與阿朗一起下班。784Please respect copyright.PENANA2Yl4mccHiw
784Please respect copyright.PENANA6u8u3N91bI
送走她後,他們沉默地走在路上。784Please respect copyright.PENANAwMwRqUKLDQ
784Please respect copyright.PENANAj8lIbT8Nnp
阿朗加快步速,回家。784Please respect copyright.PENANArlLv6LaDed
784Please respect copyright.PENANAbV9V35dh6u
這裏的太多太多人,無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次,他為遺體執容,都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志,而非沒有生氣,他還可以踏出停屍間,穿梳化妝房,快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。784Please respect copyright.PENANAMwYWCmLxJJ
784Please respect copyright.PENANApzEq1fnFqh
他深呼吸,女性的聲音交替地在腦海出現,最後,想到萬一有天他死去,會怎樣。784Please respect copyright.PENANAbnqPLj1G7v
784Please respect copyright.PENANAYjABfkQUHQ
慢慢,他也很珍惜自己的生活。784Please respect copyright.PENANAp4kvmrH09O
784Please respect copyright.PENANAaglYWLiHcU
無論是現在死去,還是多過幾年後,或者即使是幾十年後。784Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ9mldfI8k
784Please respect copyright.PENANAznoY4lsxj0
他還活着。784Please respect copyright.PENANArxt4PVNqvc
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思思一定會傷心,對吧?784Please respect copyright.PENANAj2uH2FJJr7
784Please respect copyright.PENANA0z2lAedd6C
抑或,無論如何,他一想到自己要離開人世,就完全放心不下她,她會怎樣?也會跟嘉欣一樣奮力地支撐乏力的身體嗎?784Please respect copyright.PENANAWwATzIn0BJ
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那是多麼憔悴的面容啊。784Please respect copyright.PENANAnjgbu32Vi6
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可是,正因如此,他的心臟仍然跳動,頭腦仍然運轉,清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。784Please respect copyright.PENANA0SkaS9dWdA
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看,多奇怪。784Please respect copyright.PENANAHA8oMthDnw
784Please respect copyright.PENANAjiz1pwZYsg
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着,第一個主觀感受是「好煩」,珍惜生活,卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動,只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。784Please respect copyright.PENANA2RthtCG9KC
784Please respect copyright.PENANAP4YSZGUpmZ
那麼多心理活動,然後獨得自己知道,有何用?配上四十五度向上仰望天空,更值得感慨,是否?784Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZoBHFiQr0
784Please respect copyright.PENANAsIsbxZNaaS
演什麼悲情戲?已過偶像劇主角的年紀。784Please respect copyright.PENANAzJo8w7TXWU
784Please respect copyright.PENANALGtV65v7r5
阿朗還有視力,應該要坐在褐色沙發上接過思思遞過來的遙控以轉台;他還有聽力,應該要走在清風徐來的海濱聽她鬼馬地叫他注意前方的小情侶;他還有嗅覺,應該要偷偷笑她單手叉腰炒出來的菜是香得將他從房間趕出;他還有温度,應該要深切又纏綿地從癡迷的姿勢實現熱織的約誓。784Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2xCeR7vze
784Please respect copyright.PENANA7XeJjLEuUN
他們還有感知愛的能力,應該要表達和接收對方真正所想。784Please respect copyright.PENANAeBPcH8RToQ
784Please respect copyright.PENANAZnKEjmWOd6
是嗎?784Please respect copyright.PENANAIYcnnWIc6h
784Please respect copyright.PENANAxZtR5Tgjbf
有能力不用,保留作甚?784Please respect copyright.PENANAxgEjyRprKl
784Please respect copyright.PENANAzXfvW5MsF6
難道只要在喪禮上身穿素衣、跪下自責痛哭,讓人將如此姿態收盡眼底再為你心酸,才足夠圓滿?784Please respect copyright.PENANA54YfztLF6S
784Please respect copyright.PENANA2iosqa5vtN
圓滿,是在有生一天盡情擁有所擁有的,不再花不知何時終結的時間去做違心事,譬如朝露,去日苦多——784Please respect copyright.PENANAHHFqZo08uJ
784Please respect copyright.PENANAVtlSEyaTSw
「不要等到天上俯瞰」嘛,心知所言所行必留遺憾,就不要再繼續吧,時間的觀念總不斷變遷,平板支撐的一分鐘令人經歷季節之久,但臨死前的最後一小時卻是短促的,仿佛要滔淫不絕才能將所有事說清;可是,還是有很多東西是用口說不清的。784Please respect copyright.PENANA8NxalToys5
784Please respect copyright.PENANAT0wr0c3jv7
阿朗回家,見到思思母親,喚了一喚她:784Please respect copyright.PENANAHmjCMh73E3
784Please respect copyright.PENANAvrUEs6sfAN
「岳母。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAvQ52ru1EFo
784Please respect copyright.PENANAkj5vyKtNbI
「阿朗,放工啦?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAuSxbFz5Fh7
784Please respect copyright.PENANAl7jk20lYqy
她扭頭看他,然後繼續炒菜。784Please respect copyright.PENANAjpY9ko8SCR
784Please respect copyright.PENANAEmBhBbxLtm
「係。」784Please respect copyright.PENANArUbKMJZAHs
784Please respect copyright.PENANAxXsSt3OUnI
「阿女叫我睇多陣棉花糖先,佢今日要遲啲收工。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAdBdMCDA2x3
784Please respect copyright.PENANAPG6r1jZGCC
「哦哦,係?辛苦哂。」784Please respect copyright.PENANA1SD8qUcZk1
784Please respect copyright.PENANAqS4IUCreTn
「你哋最近點啊?」784Please respect copyright.PENANA7FdH8EwwXE
784Please respect copyright.PENANAICyFpvw4en
「OK啊,咪又係咁,你呢?最近凍番啲,小心身體。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAH4fnFHGou3
784Please respect copyright.PENANAHqbu4KI735
寒喧幾句,棉花糖也出來叫他進房,去看看她做功課:784Please respect copyright.PENANAsqllwLNiZ6
784Please respect copyright.PENANAopV2BV4q9n
「差幾多本啊?」784Please respect copyright.PENANASQZPdA3joW
784Please respect copyright.PENANAg11XvkxmhG
「一張worksheet,兩本補充,一份默書改正,爸爸你喺度簽個名吖!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAWKXQtS8F1F
784Please respect copyright.PENANA8hFs4Ur7c9
她打開首頁,指住第七欄的空格。784Please respect copyright.PENANAK9Aj87nKOM
784Please respect copyright.PENANAUq4Zmk6gV9
「九十八分,叻喎。」他摸了摸她的頭。784Please respect copyright.PENANAB4R7AwzmKe
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「但好多人都一百分,我攞唔到貼紙。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAhmq6djDM8p
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只有滿分才能拿到貼在簿封的卡通貼紙,相比起高分,她更喜歡貼紙。784Please respect copyright.PENANA4AiN16LPUR
784Please respect copyright.PENANAdFEgKnVul8
「唔緊要啦,下次再小心啲。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAPxzfqfk1EC
784Please respect copyright.PENANAzhUnZ5IStw
他打開看,只錯了一些不小心的地方。784Please respect copyright.PENANAP8zdI7kCuM
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「嗯!我差一張就可以換原芯筆啦。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAKJ4Xgsaqvc
784Please respect copyright.PENANAnz0tgDE0u1
棉花糖真的可愛——784Please respect copyright.PENANAxDNq2SgI68
784Please respect copyright.PENANAuAjLW03HXo
阿朗感歎,無論他和思思發生了什麼,或者不能發生什麼,棉花糖仍然快樂地成長,專心學習,培養自身興趣,比他昔日自律多了;沒有被他們這些麻煩的大人污染。784Please respect copyright.PENANA91ykSlLbwz
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能有這樣的孩子,應不應該暗自歸功於二人是好父母呢?784Please respect copyright.PENANA2wk2kgnFMg
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棉花糖冷不防地問:784Please respect copyright.PENANA7KVCMxmNHV
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「你同媽咪做咩咁少一齊嘅?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAor2T87kupS
784Please respect copyright.PENANAWlWe9TeWKf
阿朗嚇了一嚇,這是事實,但應該不是很明顯吧,忽然心虛。784Please respect copyright.PENANAjpfSQMO8z0
784Please respect copyright.PENANAGeoe9weee0
「好少一齊咩?唔會啊。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAHgIrNvRaUN
784Please respect copyright.PENANAT03Fm4vwK0
「會啊!明明你哋之前都差唔多時間番到屋企,又會拖拖攬攬,仲叫我唔好同男仔咁樣添!784Please respect copyright.PENANAsK7K7xxLzV
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一齊食飯,你哋都淨係同我講嘢,都唔理對方嘅……會嘅,有時夾吓餸俾大家囉,但我同我啲同學都會咁做㗎啦,仲多嘢講過你哋添。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAe1SPALKPbD
784Please respect copyright.PENANAMgMDXXMAk6
小孩子心思極度澄明,大人總覺得自己很聰明,卻不知道小朋友心思單純,可感的比大人更直觀。784Please respect copyright.PENANAADNXGC7Xt3
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「我哋夜晚瞓覺前先多啲嘢講嘛,平時想同你傾偈多啲。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAMaq5Apvqh7
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他試圖解釋。784Please respect copyright.PENANAkoOM6dVEaG
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「係咩?但我想我哋三個一齊傾偈多啲喎。」784Please respect copyright.PENANA8SI0SvhP9r
784Please respect copyright.PENANAxQty1ltMLc
「好啦好啦,下次啦。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAGj1I7VjcJs
784Please respect copyright.PENANA7FF7ipFr0p
「你哋係咪有嘢瞞住我?」784Please respect copyright.PENANABqkKgnkr84
784Please respect copyright.PENANAunU7W5ER0a
她又怔怔地看着他,神色和語氣像極了思思,說話時也轉着大眼珠,酒窩隨臉部肌肉擺動而出現;他稍稍冷靜,果真是母女。784Please respect copyright.PENANARB4yFwUNkd
784Please respect copyright.PENANA8nty8bc2yH
「點敢啊小公主?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAzmYdNe8W5Q
784Please respect copyright.PENANAOvenDGgG7w
「哼,呢啲係我女人嘅直覺嚟!」784Please respect copyright.PENANAzBMIwsNlzT
784Please respect copyright.PENANAsLC5obWm5k
「人細鬼大呀你,咁早就女人直覺?邊個教你㗎?」784Please respect copyright.PENANA6s9ejhSivr
784Please respect copyright.PENANAdL15p0BLer
「媽咪囉,佢話當你第一吓覺得有啲嘢係真,通常都係真嘅——女人嘅直覺就係咁。」棉花糖又沉思:784Please respect copyright.PENANAWAVmOkiZGc
784Please respect copyright.PENANAD5bOAwjN6w
「但係上次你唔舒服嘔,媽咪好緊張你㗎喎,喺廁所出面走面走嚟走去、斟暖水俾你。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAMiB5QmVj6Y
784Please respect copyright.PENANA5OOVw8BVfE
甚麼時候?最後,是思思着棉花糖遞杯給他。784Please respect copyright.PENANAOTwWCHi7rO
784Please respect copyright.PENANAuXyDzQohrB
「係啊,所以我哋超級好,都冇嘢瞞你。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAqasw5lYsrZ
784Please respect copyright.PENANAIuyzAdNkFW
阿朗順着她的話給自己一個台階,將她的中文補充打開到新的一頁。784Please respect copyright.PENANA66NEbtrP3U
784Please respect copyright.PENANAcTa2cndXnc
「好啦,信你㗎啦。我繼續做功課啦先。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAuPnFOOk52B
784Please respect copyright.PENANAaJkhsS43ti
她不再與他多講。784Please respect copyright.PENANAXOzhTl5GUP
784Please respect copyright.PENANAyMIGyFz1Rb
很明顯嗎?這真的是一個大問題嗎?連棉花糖也認為二人不妥?
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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