他摸一摸她的髮,去洗澡,再上床睡覺。828Please respect copyright.PENANAIIuWBu861m
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幾天後,阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。828Please respect copyright.PENANAvTY6eBK22L
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Hin跟阿朗同齡,都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命,他只過了一半都不夠。828Please respect copyright.PENANAGJttumJcB6
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦,他的面容並不舒展,有疤痕;雖然血跡已被清理,但難掩觸目驚心。828Please respect copyright.PENANA6maxEsErqW
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可能是因為,Hin是阿朗認識的人,所以感覺和平常不一樣;像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具,殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白,怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢?828Please respect copyright.PENANAJV8JNLJP7W
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生命無常,真的令人非常無力。828Please respect copyright.PENANAfZEcAcPRjd
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一邊掃粉,他想起和峰仔的對話:828Please respect copyright.PENANAHudzB3eIq6
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡,但都唔會生疏,就算幾耐冇見,有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭;明明同佢唔算熟,但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講,佢真係幾好仔,都幾好人士。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAzp7FxhoeyG
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒,續道:828Please respect copyright.PENANArXHhHinzSh
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「傷心,唔係真係特別傷心,但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平,啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線,交通意外喎?屌。你話,嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對?828Please respect copyright.PENANAveJ5F5fgI2
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命,仲可以做到啲咩?精神長存?828Please respect copyright.PENANAUzXEFQSvoV
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如果係你,你死咗,或者阿嫂死咗,你哋會點?唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦?828Please respect copyright.PENANAzM7mxV6jek
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都戇撚尻,咁容易就死咗,屌。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAN1irlFQtmM
828Please respect copyright.PENANAueZXwPqtaY
「唔好飲得咁快啦,你就嚟醉。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAUJGQn3aSt4
828Please respect copyright.PENANAJZKXGJjlXG
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力,有咩所謂。」828Please respect copyright.PENANA2w5VViDFlH
828Please respect copyright.PENANAYCVrJmW0BQ
「不了,我已經有老婆㗎啦。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAodUxn4PdKG
828Please respect copyright.PENANAURw5GtF7jn
「你知就好啦,好好珍惜啦,唔該你啦大爺。828Please respect copyright.PENANABmwgq3DI5w
828Please respect copyright.PENANAe30mqOMTkA
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀?好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦,好好傾吓偈好難咩?」828Please respect copyright.PENANA4pea1SEVlG
828Please respect copyright.PENANAcvRvWpZF2k
「你好感慨喎。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAb2o6cO3VI0
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「係呀屌,因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢,佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd?之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街,成個人係完全崩潰,屌,頂唔順,明明之前仲好哋哋,我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯,講埋哂啲無聊嘢,都可以笑一餐嘅。828Please respect copyright.PENANAbsJtHn9Mx4
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宜家呢?」828Please respect copyright.PENANAk1LRDlJrla
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「嗯。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAL4eWAqY1VB
828Please respect copyright.PENANAay4IdnA6eA
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAwFJJd6lpXH
828Please respect copyright.PENANALU9ME9Tgi6
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。828Please respect copyright.PENANAuXcQBU6pAm
828Please respect copyright.PENANANCpx1LBMWC
「我好驚,萬一我女朋友有啲咩事,咁點算?」828Please respect copyright.PENANAhSNtsekZLo
828Please respect copyright.PENANAXcVvORTQFb
「唔好諗咁多啦。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAdxa3jwXrcC
828Please respect copyright.PENANAnHtJ60R6FQ
「邊個知?人咁化學。」峰仔歎。828Please respect copyright.PENANAgd62SenMcF
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阿朗不語。828Please respect copyright.PENANAdPt8Fm3p6v
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而他可以做的,就是專心化好Hin的遺體,還他不輸在世時的模樣。828Please respect copyright.PENANAk08NzlJim8
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完成後,他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。828Please respect copyright.PENANAPRoGfZJXQL
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「嘉欣,呢個就係阿朗。」828Please respect copyright.PENANA2fR7CVbu3X
828Please respect copyright.PENANAlKqeIll4Ro
峰仔開口介紹二人。828Please respect copyright.PENANAQQDJfe0Uzi
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。828Please respect copyright.PENANAyNNVF05Rgz
828Please respect copyright.PENANAIZi5hM7sTp
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAwxf7CRXTtz
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。828Please respect copyright.PENANABThsRxt2zM
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「嗯。放心,佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。828Please respect copyright.PENANAZRCQQgQDwJ
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感受到一點關心,嘉欣又哭起來:「好。828Please respect copyright.PENANAJFtRDUxYSm
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嗰一日朝早,我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句,跟住佢出門口之後,同我講,之後唔會唔記得。828Please respect copyright.PENANAG7Z4idu3n6
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佢放咗工之後,同我講話喺樓下商場等啦,一齊買吓嘢。828Please respect copyright.PENANAyIZqHWiuV1
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之後……就冇之後了。」828Please respect copyright.PENANARo5tvyq5Jc
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「節哀順變。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAowyQ8I0Y1s
828Please respect copyright.PENANAPQCIQ1Zq0M
「嗰一日,只係一個好平常嘅日子,好平常嘅事。」828Please respect copyright.PENANA9YTrtsaAyv
828Please respect copyright.PENANAdMXoINkDY5
「嗯。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAPdeqEy2KLj
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「都醫學昌明啦,救番一個人,應該唔難㗎喎。但係,就係唔得。人定勝天?原來係,生死有命……點解偏偏係佢?偏偏係我老公?828Please respect copyright.PENANAMFBPUhIWVB
828Please respect copyright.PENANAGAguILYwWD
我唔係接受唔到佢死,雖然真係……但……」828Please respect copyright.PENANAyPXvmxt897
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嘉欣已說不下去。828Please respect copyright.PENANAJlHMF8x7qZ
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西,就當他只是出了一次普通的街,上了一次普通的班,和平常一樣。828Please respect copyright.PENANAprAHk5BQ4i
828Please respect copyright.PENANAuJCXGucIpE
「我想佢番嚟……」828Please respect copyright.PENANAsCOYx2hyVe
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段,最初知道的時候,一滴眼淚都流不出,一切感官麻木,情緒停止,沒有和無法發難;但是,到現在,世界和自己都清晰知道,Hin已被白布封口,忽然就覺得,要用悲痛餞別。828Please respect copyright.PENANAIUdcdbJ62M
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩,她要失儀,她要表達切膚之痛,她要哭。828Please respect copyright.PENANARV0yc0t3T0
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她要見他——每次,她這樣想的時候,又會後退,她還有和他的兒子,還要照顧他們的家人。828Please respect copyright.PENANAXUlPRNDHco
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她有情緒性的生理不適,心因性,無法進食,常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走,偶然也有窒息的感覺,要不停深呼吸,用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。828Please respect copyright.PENANAiWdDNOI8Xb
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可是她知道,一旦回家,又要人模狗樣地活着了。828Please respect copyright.PENANAxiNiYnOyVA
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阿朗點點頭,表示明白;峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。828Please respect copyright.PENANATYs8ACFIza
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阿朗記起,有一次,夜半醒來。828Please respect copyright.PENANAloR9ELfY21
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他沒有什麼知覺,可是,慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣,也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。828Please respect copyright.PENANAb75HWWkNey
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矇矓間,他問:「做咩醒咗嘅?」828Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZMxZLS2B8
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「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。828Please respect copyright.PENANAHMPkIP4lCe
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「夢啫,瞓番啦。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAxUCUXBDYXx
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「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗,堅持咗一陣,喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAZKbsUV0Kmt
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「傻瓜,我冇事啊。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAj6ij4IUOnM
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你,要move on,揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀!」828Please respect copyright.PENANA48MSkYaBDE
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她悲傷。828Please respect copyright.PENANAFdyEuATTec
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。828Please respect copyright.PENANAKAriOPadVh
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「冇你點開心?」828Please respect copyright.PENANA8isfhbpeze
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「知啦知啦,我會小心啲㗎啦,好冇?」828Please respect copyright.PENANAwARNbJcqJn
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「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底,叫我攞番出嚟。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAWYsWXkkXcY
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她像突然想起了什麼,又笑了笑他。828Please respect copyright.PENANAZVKqA4s7v9
828Please respect copyright.PENANAkFlYl5vQj5
「哎呀,俾你發現咗添!」828Please respect copyright.PENANA8LVjV7lo81
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當然,他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。828Please respect copyright.PENANAObShjsscYe
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「係?你講,你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅!」828Please respect copyright.PENANATNs4SXkLTt
828Please respect copyright.PENANAxDjPQfWAlw
「係啦係啦,冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAiryPsOQJdX
828Please respect copyright.PENANA5x709mVLxw
當時,阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰,倖免於難,常常心有餘悸。828Please respect copyright.PENANAjx9d5ew5RG
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他抱一抱思思,漫不經心地問:828Please respect copyright.PENANAbtuvQdWJRK
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「咁如果俾你揀,你寧願我出軌,定係死?」828Please respect copyright.PENANAZqSOk4TTIB
828Please respect copyright.PENANAZO9ilVPC7e
她不假思索:828Please respect copyright.PENANAMMNw8Y3di6
828Please respect copyright.PENANAeJ4WHq0rAE
「當然係寧願你出軌。」828Please respect copyright.PENANA0ezkSu5Y1p
828Please respect copyright.PENANA1XdeYNa9wJ
「吓,出軌咁衰,賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。828Please respect copyright.PENANAyjzWaFR4IZ
828Please respect copyright.PENANAxIxQLPyqTV
「真㗎,寧願你出軌。」她垂眸:「都好過成個人冇咗。」828Please respect copyright.PENANApAzgPLBWpZ
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他好像隱隱明白她的意思,但是,沒有再想下去;凌晨時分,世界應該安睡。828Please respect copyright.PENANAOgr4roSmv8
828Please respect copyright.PENANAVphNFgSntS
現在,他看着嘉欣,好像更理解思思的意思。828Please respect copyright.PENANAnodHRyJxNg
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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