他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiAz4UOQxG
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv7dWFOGs1
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfPPvZlvEK
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0AiawbvOp
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkniyle3gPv
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO3eLyvw2A
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oplnV3NgL
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPspj9hq25c
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tNpMMq9UD
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「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8TFOjAZHX
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoyaNRaspG
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXoZmCF4qG
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIEi1bsLoN
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「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvL1z8zsP0
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVZYxbvUFk
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「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqnsLKw57f
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「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyE7Ua0mRw
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrbwEj5ELF
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「你好感慨喎。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLD9wkafqx
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「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡen7BGhwHsf
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宜家呢？」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0hKhpW2eQ
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「嗯。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6vFPvoqpE
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIqWDqmful
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItPVifvdEk
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「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bylGtrPL4
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAG1wAeu3b
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「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0oB2LwgU8
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阿朗不語。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA5c41LQKE
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgjTFU0BeJ
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkrdrHKV2C
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsmWBu4MXj
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峰仔開口介紹二人。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4V1tt5tIt
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkBCl4IY1b
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUtf1EQSPV
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVTLTv63uy
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「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsfqyhkuwm
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjvkKxiuSV
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嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSdrHcwUhX
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkPgxmhaSW
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之後……就冇之後了。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AaBHSsnnO
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「節哀順變。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b2VMY16oR
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtiV2LhAit
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「嗯。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07HLZBzlyR
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBw181z3nPx
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmxkKd2APY
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嘉欣已說不下去。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlmenJqRyy
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTy67ogBNSs
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「我想佢番嚟……」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeBOavFrEd
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3MY2UP5gr
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7OrrrxHwH
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她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDa16NKDYA
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她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk26u9CklvB
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAeugp3ZQE
 1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8HuwuCXJ0
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqbZdAK343
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrhP3lLE8H
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5vQMSB1JV
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矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNyyEEm3pJ
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「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60SH77QazF
 1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6M0kijiyT
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9gH0dqpYe
 1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7XkaCZQpU
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgwpPJ4FWu
 1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTUbtYkwjD
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7r1RCnfCs
 1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPSjqHuI0U
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVuyXddeNq
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她悲傷。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwcfOUclwb
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdCPs938Ux
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「冇你點開心？」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeRTwqqAkR
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「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJhn79aLcY
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「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfBVhIeWyC
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她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8m6qqM4n4
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「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyOXB0J9wZ
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當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMadGP5EYWY
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「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXWvyfDYVC
 1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkrWoTLJpf
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASYsAPThPL
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當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho9FXBtOHq
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他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe0Ke2mwmZ
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「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0ZatDjv8X
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她不假思索：1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMMpO5cHfg
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVajyVqeDr
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「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMwY1D2g2h
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「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXewhrqqBk
 1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUbYyD73sw
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75XmXbdRjX
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現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。1069Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgKp7cUrXs
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