他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIuWBu861m
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTY6eBK22L
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9HSfSkizl
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJttumJcB6
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6maxEsErqW
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV8JNLJP7W
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZEcAcPRjd
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHudzB3eIq6
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYztFMV0qH9
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp7FxhoeyG
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXHhHinzSh
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH9VM8Bbq2
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveJ5F5fgI2
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzXEFQSvoV
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM7mxV6jek
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1irlFQtmM
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueZXwPqtaY
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJGQn3aSt4
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZKXGJjlXG
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w5VViDFlH
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCVrJmW0BQ
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodUxn4PdKG
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURw5GtF7jn
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmwgq3DI5w
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe30mqOMTkA
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pea1SEVlG
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvRvWpZF2k
「你好感慨喎。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2o6cO3VI0
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「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsJtHn9Mx4
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宜家呢？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1LRDlJrla
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「嗯。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4eWAqY1VB
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFJJd6lpXH
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU9ME9Tgi6
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXcQBU6pAm
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCpx1LBMWC
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSNtsekZLo
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcVvORTQFb
「唔好諗咁多啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxa3jwXrcC
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHtJ60R6FQ
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd62SenMcF
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阿朗不語。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPt8Fm3p6v
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk08NzlJim8
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5uqSzWiNS
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRoGfZJXQL
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fR7CVbu3X
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKqeIll4Ro
峰仔開口介紹二人。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQDJfe0Uzi
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNNVF05Rgz
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZi5hM7sTp
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxf7CRXTtz
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJryLLV33Il
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBThsRxt2zM
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHiNnKbV5G
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRCQQgQDwJ
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFtRDUxYSm
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOkzBLX9Av
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7Z4idu3n6
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIZqHWiuV1
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之後……就冇之後了。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo5tvyq5Jc
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT2ZfDKtpS
「節哀順變。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowyQ8I0Y1s
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YTrtsaAyv
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「嗯。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdeqEy2KLj
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX1aaFw3uZ
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ150TpcxPyg
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFBPUhIWVB
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPXvmxt897
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嘉欣已說不下去。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlHMF8x7qZ
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjNAXCTB7n
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprAHk5BQ4i
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「我想佢番嚟……」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCOYx2hyVe
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmCiVym2WF
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUdcdbJ62M
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRV0yc0t3T0
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdu3SOIgx4
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUlPRNDHco
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPpcbYXCvN
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWdDNOI8Xb
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiNiYnOyVA
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF32M7CQsTT
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYs8ACFIza
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloR9ELfY21
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGUsH76p23
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb75HWWkNey
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFV9fnTXRW
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZMxZLS2B8
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjixEoRMoH
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMPkIP4lCe
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF4Z73ijpK
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUCUXBDYXx
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYVBFclbMX
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKbsUV0Kmt
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOSmQISeNX
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6ij4IUOnM
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHWAy45Kbq
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48MSkYaBDE
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrXAwftwoq
她悲傷。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdyEuATTec
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAriOPadVh
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW59nIjE3N
「冇你點開心？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8isfhbpeze
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「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwARNbJcqJn
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz35R1i1yo8
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYsWXkkXcY
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwV9jxy3WYR
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVKqA4s7v9
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFlYl5vQj5
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LVjV7lo81
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當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObShjsscYe
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfQsynBXG1
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNs4SXkLTt
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDjPQfWAlw
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiryPsOQJdX
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x709mVLxw
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjx9d5ew5RG
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他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtuvQdWJRK
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「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqSOk4TTIB
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO9ilVPC7e
她不假思索：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMNw8Y3di6
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ezkSu5Y1p
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XdeYNa9wJ
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjzWaFR4IZ
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIxQLPyqTV
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAzgPLBWpZ
 828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEouCSjW6c
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgr4roSmv8
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現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnodHRyJxNg
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