他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJtwyMpy8E
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNkZx2EE2a
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fzLhWg4eF
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WAnDFdbrg
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33ppwMh1DK
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1OFDWFt69
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61ZbajjekB
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgueOAxuRM
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdTFMSxVgZ
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjPAtM81VO
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExi4iOZBJo
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBUMeajFXs
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZNlWYMrU6
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrPUDWKkjy
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vEQ4lSVZp
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuILw2A0x31
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb26tIabJCP
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TmgFiaoqw
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsLaTJInby
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoik7WRuPzM
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaOSVsmH8i
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoLpSj3wRW
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMB9bGV2cf
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJh1JsS6RJ
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0xx91rUBK
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vi2p7LUWz
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuVkzqX9Av
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpH45DaKa4
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKdX5Vs7T8
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlccLovS3F
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RD0LqQOxd
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbLlKBCjLT
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sDQgGfpew
「你好感慨喎。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0pPE2W1we
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xNzuQ3cs5
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXP4gqREJNf
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宜家呢？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkVn4hopY3
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3IRw6EFKS
「嗯。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2yqJBAqha
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe2pTh027s
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8X7287Lrm
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQBm17ndkW
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fnvGvPviC
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIfVBCQyKv
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVW1uTjqZS
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjts9JZGr9
「唔好諗咁多啦。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJr5E33owY
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMbJ0igt2f
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wrjZF7KF9
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0iyTxGhSh
阿朗不語。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiwVw5tzUz
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWliuVT2zx
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39Y0OztYBe
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7joX1liQc
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qkgc0MmyA
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNfFGk9mij
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfboVbYu447
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E2d6ylraJ
峰仔開口介紹二人。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcocdGYfxG6
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXxctpfQD9
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXa67ylGle8
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxGxDzfrI4
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPVO8bw04O
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4icTGK3utQ
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciYxQpvBf9
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnQAx8O65F
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblbj2sPuIG
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgMsbKN2gy
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAHjLQRPOB
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQH4vzqPWi
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWW0s07hJR
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTtAbXUyoZ
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJqC1WaPCz
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFovnEuMjF
之後……就冇之後了。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXY5sOJ2qXp
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3SMYhmYvx
「節哀順變。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7OjQMRAZd
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqni4AeakbX
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqK1jGlJMY
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyM4yEFc2nv
「嗯。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcNHP93iE4
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbxD9Uzfsm
864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBOBoD4gAv
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGP38qCcdF
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvK4fq8fkV
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uM4SW5l2c
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjaqei2CKz
嘉欣已說不下去。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb68DMvTAkV
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4BIogSyyY
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgTJGMimgX
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4nrRjEaLh
「我想佢番嚟……」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUiBVTeyqR
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCc9o4lw2y
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3Qm633R9E
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6uf6mWxTs
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUUtoMF0nG
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR6ZaxCgU2
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mle7XbEuF
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbctS5ICERs
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq7K7G4eAs
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQB2yvHfXNT
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8augRMI8AV
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE7wwe2Off
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jJ4ZoEJjV
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBCzkOilTB
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3k1LnrEJQ
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYclgq0u0y
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrIE3V354P
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjGdub0iTi
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBCY6i2YId
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLnNgKkisg
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVpNEuR4SL
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J74J5mdCz
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F9TcCQMna
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR8OlbbPba
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws1fl7zu6s
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEm5uGXpQk9
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLfR4EodUv
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZjkhgnX3Q
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugZlZoFuAz
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IAsbQseHd
她悲傷。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbvs8U76kU
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCuWjWhIGV
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eICwDNxau
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRPHMMlUb8
「冇你點開心？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls72GGmjPn
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc2CoLwfje
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xY5yDmznG
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuEexWodcF
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRYlkvuhc9
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWi1VpjnuHu
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBWVlhnqso
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn6CFtozxI
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlakxWMozSR
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfxDQmJ9qr
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PUv54Kuy7
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelcaFxJAre
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoqIpgT6GP
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHLYVpvhCv
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSG6YiMEDN
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKa90knHYX
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIyi4oFrvx
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnJLjTKJih
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RXpzrXjMK
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWFKx8M2G1
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2D9jJmjGE
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwxyTCI9Lo
她不假思索：864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwdO8nk4q7
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BWCOoPMkQ
「當然係寧願你出軌。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUaibIsvUB
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetFgbG2a7Z
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEVAEf0DnY
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvhfYeOGA9
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8vvv5N5DZ
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8uz6dUxbh
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡow78VAKkVx
 864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu8pvai58L
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。864Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5110Yz67S3
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