他摸一摸她的髮,去洗澡,再上床睡覺。803Please respect copyright.PENANA3uHWnS0hYo
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幾天後,阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。803Please respect copyright.PENANABB5VNzmkj4
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Hin跟阿朗同齡,都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命,他只過了一半都不夠。803Please respect copyright.PENANAmCMrmxptWP
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦,他的面容並不舒展,有疤痕;雖然血跡已被清理,但難掩觸目驚心。803Please respect copyright.PENANAWD6wrPTrV2
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可能是因為,Hin是阿朗認識的人,所以感覺和平常不一樣;像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具,殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白,怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢?803Please respect copyright.PENANAs9EACOHWai
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生命無常,真的令人非常無力。803Please respect copyright.PENANAG3Wu82YyjE
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一邊掃粉,他想起和峰仔的對話:803Please respect copyright.PENANAfUYCX1Sgii
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡,但都唔會生疏,就算幾耐冇見,有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭;明明同佢唔算熟,但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講,佢真係幾好仔,都幾好人士。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAFE2Mlkq3OL
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒,續道:803Please respect copyright.PENANAg8u0hoGFtp
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「傷心,唔係真係特別傷心,但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平,啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線,交通意外喎?屌。你話,嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對?803Please respect copyright.PENANAOhAk7Ytv6e
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命,仲可以做到啲咩?精神長存?803Please respect copyright.PENANAgmgclTgNin
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如果係你,你死咗,或者阿嫂死咗,你哋會點?唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦?803Please respect copyright.PENANABsXGQiDrD1
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都戇撚尻,咁容易就死咗,屌。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAM7qsi4LfEh
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「唔好飲得咁快啦,你就嚟醉。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAjRpYxNaw0c
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力,有咩所謂。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAxmuXxLc5xK
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「不了,我已經有老婆㗎啦。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAvAx24Oi0oq
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「你知就好啦,好好珍惜啦,唔該你啦大爺。803Please respect copyright.PENANAdVSZrrnkRh
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀?好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦,好好傾吓偈好難咩?」803Please respect copyright.PENANAZcWMKfBfWV
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「你好感慨喎。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAJgr0QsMk5H
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「係呀屌,因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢,佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd?之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街,成個人係完全崩潰,屌,頂唔順,明明之前仲好哋哋,我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯,講埋哂啲無聊嘢,都可以笑一餐嘅。803Please respect copyright.PENANAqGkASR2ooo
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宜家呢?」803Please respect copyright.PENANAmDpbXkAlLo
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「嗯。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAzJ2o8r5kXM
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAcjmAJe0Ink
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。803Please respect copyright.PENANAvnZUYRjl6p
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「我好驚,萬一我女朋友有啲咩事,咁點算?」803Please respect copyright.PENANAUxeOMYxCu2
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAiDoRSsc751
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「邊個知?人咁化學。」峰仔歎。803Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ7hsalC9K
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阿朗不語。803Please respect copyright.PENANAcwPcN9PUqD
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而他可以做的,就是專心化好Hin的遺體,還他不輸在世時的模樣。803Please respect copyright.PENANAPa3NmoduUJ
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完成後,他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。803Please respect copyright.PENANAOajEvmER3i
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「嘉欣,呢個就係阿朗。」803Please respect copyright.PENANASzzH5xHOMp
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峰仔開口介紹二人。803Please respect copyright.PENANAu8upI1k7qO
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。803Please respect copyright.PENANALrw0Pr0kXT
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAMIYnHTq4wb
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。803Please respect copyright.PENANA6bqCYMhpuz
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「嗯。放心,佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。803Please respect copyright.PENANAAlIa0F6oR4
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感受到一點關心,嘉欣又哭起來:「好。803Please respect copyright.PENANA0rhQXa83ZT
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嗰一日朝早,我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句,跟住佢出門口之後,同我講,之後唔會唔記得。803Please respect copyright.PENANASHDgij3IIQ
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佢放咗工之後,同我講話喺樓下商場等啦,一齊買吓嘢。803Please respect copyright.PENANAC3cnYLkEV7
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之後……就冇之後了。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAQi4LUxWrLw
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「節哀順變。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAdvGOhcRX4K
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「嗰一日,只係一個好平常嘅日子,好平常嘅事。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAO3djeCle7O
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「嗯。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAU8jEoyFGUq
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「都醫學昌明啦,救番一個人,應該唔難㗎喎。但係,就係唔得。人定勝天?原來係,生死有命……點解偏偏係佢?偏偏係我老公?803Please respect copyright.PENANARzo3CXBG60
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我唔係接受唔到佢死,雖然真係……但……」803Please respect copyright.PENANAFsPOgWGUcO
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嘉欣已說不下去。803Please respect copyright.PENANAwhQyTEOhEf
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西,就當他只是出了一次普通的街,上了一次普通的班,和平常一樣。803Please respect copyright.PENANA74QpkQ9mJc
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「我想佢番嚟……」803Please respect copyright.PENANASzeeMLTSXO
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段,最初知道的時候,一滴眼淚都流不出,一切感官麻木,情緒停止,沒有和無法發難;但是,到現在,世界和自己都清晰知道,Hin已被白布封口,忽然就覺得,要用悲痛餞別。803Please respect copyright.PENANAiHaJLRh2Ps
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩,她要失儀,她要表達切膚之痛,她要哭。803Please respect copyright.PENANAjdALgbj36f
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她要見他——每次,她這樣想的時候,又會後退,她還有和他的兒子,還要照顧他們的家人。803Please respect copyright.PENANAcb7RRhTcXr
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她有情緒性的生理不適,心因性,無法進食,常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走,偶然也有窒息的感覺,要不停深呼吸,用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。803Please respect copyright.PENANAGcu6ZJWzJZ
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可是她知道,一旦回家,又要人模狗樣地活着了。803Please respect copyright.PENANABUq5G6IOgd
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阿朗點點頭,表示明白;峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。803Please respect copyright.PENANA7UqoPTk5FW
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阿朗記起,有一次,夜半醒來。803Please respect copyright.PENANAlrlugR2jHx
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他沒有什麼知覺,可是,慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣,也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。803Please respect copyright.PENANAXTHBXl5f4X
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矇矓間,他問:「做咩醒咗嘅?」803Please respect copyright.PENANAHZYtnsrydp
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「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。803Please respect copyright.PENANAo2hr6gzIBP
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「夢啫,瞓番啦。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAnTCOR46apu
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「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗,堅持咗一陣,喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAzbeKkzP8Ab
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「傻瓜,我冇事啊。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAu6IPE57e1N
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你,要move on,揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀!」803Please respect copyright.PENANAf5CpEO8wnN
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她悲傷。803Please respect copyright.PENANAyAo01e7LLa
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。803Please respect copyright.PENANAG0miFeuXUg
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「冇你點開心?」803Please respect copyright.PENANAYAjqaYeH0v
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「知啦知啦,我會小心啲㗎啦,好冇?」803Please respect copyright.PENANAip034nOwyq
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「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底,叫我攞番出嚟。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAtyAgWZMKPm
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她像突然想起了什麼,又笑了笑他。803Please respect copyright.PENANAgjPLe4MJr2
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「哎呀,俾你發現咗添!」803Please respect copyright.PENANACa6xN7IQrK
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當然,他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。803Please respect copyright.PENANAErbr9Q9t6T
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「係?你講,你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅!」803Please respect copyright.PENANAS9rLDtqn7o
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「係啦係啦,冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」803Please respect copyright.PENANA6Vp1Mogdud
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當時,阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰,倖免於難,常常心有餘悸。803Please respect copyright.PENANAQIs45LGQ5u
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他抱一抱思思,漫不經心地問:803Please respect copyright.PENANAikMMkLcbyI
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「咁如果俾你揀,你寧願我出軌,定係死?」803Please respect copyright.PENANADyedTggygX
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她不假思索:803Please respect copyright.PENANA6NWAthAxlg
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」803Please respect copyright.PENANA6vS5S2zrOy
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「吓,出軌咁衰,賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。803Please respect copyright.PENANAnpaHt1ZCB4
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「真㗎,寧願你出軌。」她垂眸:「都好過成個人冇咗。」803Please respect copyright.PENANAF3hYk2qbNN
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他好像隱隱明白她的意思,但是,沒有再想下去;凌晨時分,世界應該安睡。803Please respect copyright.PENANAHiwuaDqMIr
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現在,他看着嘉欣,好像更理解思思的意思。803Please respect copyright.PENANAy0cu0e2a0S
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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