他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlcd5sySVD
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pmbPs6Hwc
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM9SiRfe3M
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNktWWPGdmO
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlorAvLwUL
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bX7clzP92
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvfmDtLBXA
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpNw3GMhJ1
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8MmqFkG1E
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN2yu19jta
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「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqovurroBV7
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebj7La3isJ
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxrhbGDz8M
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3S9VMnkpN
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDBR0w0dMv
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekipwYqYEX
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztAnIDuiWA
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmUuci8l8Z
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ741ugDkD9c
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4K5I1IEJUu
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWZMukBmqZ
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZSDcC0Vi8
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBqGW95mfB
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdhADigbQI
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAX8r7qtuA
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDtlP9V0br
「你好感慨喎。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAK0yG5r0B
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMTFAbGe5a
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNfCh9VWNd
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宜家呢？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVW0CIxqO3
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「嗯。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfKRIi31vZ
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxZ9DI7aI0
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwRo1AP69G
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22e0eWGN0m
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYywle6UY7
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO0Ge6E0Yt
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViYl5MMoaf
「唔好諗咁多啦。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6sEvyJyqy
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「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMtT7RjDG0
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阿朗不語。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQWnzsC1Vw
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzQqbQ1A0D
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2SIx5dEMe
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGsEoHwBep
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峰仔開口介紹二人。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqMaSHl81x
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSbpiIvyJ9
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyaQhJvfnI
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiTVZjgmmz
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「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR5Qf54tTW
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4Bn56CQYi
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OA0o7fNDi
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDsOAUetTs
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzpDMNO3zx
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1SrImza2p
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之後……就冇之後了。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpOVWKtO10
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「節哀順變。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat86tqza1e
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbJaXwhdFV
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTATNwMRPW
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「嗯。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbwYDCOeRL
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H4EM90HvN
840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH4s3bWPTZ
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCQyxGKYQI
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCOqmDJ6N5
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FTeGoaOhA
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47rNWHQWj2
嘉欣已說不下去。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvedF5M81s
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilExLJftGV
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMufXklhFxZ
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「我想佢番嚟……」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEtf3Q5wtN
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8SObrdWjJ
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6VOJfoZvS
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRFfSTbBZg
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphWyXBVWOi
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgeMg9aSmr
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XZ9wa5ivA
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxw2L8FFhp
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0LFYH2bpM
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCn8ts5aep
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI5sSi10eh
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH67wZBSCI
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH9UNFIEz6
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzC0NPSBXP
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52fK01hNmb
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaOvzEkZLM
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiQ8fSvtHr
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQJwHdF2QW
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjDsne6GnV
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtCSBCTmZr
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6sfdCYsA0
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3QafL2xra
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18khNUHKx7
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHgTt7FadN
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3eAxZRR8O
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIF0XCi0Ja
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzoKHgXmjk
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVrb37riZS
她悲傷。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieGaJHYaoL
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ986kxE61PE
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cEna2rTBE
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcorfLIULb9
「冇你點開心？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAwptK2ocT
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lun0Zv27B
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNQTX5mUeX
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc2S5G4HpU
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBnD6Lu4vB
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3S9T4UGBfC
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFjxDeTq58
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpfOXEYOM0
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5xJ9n2G2V
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFKZZJP1FK
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXB9uxBQ9A
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeNK4Ak8RH
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYOqqKr9oX
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOL6TxQVuyG
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8dM9CUQtp
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X5NEmqpRB
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhl2iIHPv1
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKgqtfx5Pi
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCQGw5grkh
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbweAO47iUg
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsACisVFB2
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2hSqJgKyP
她不假思索：840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8beTnRugB
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pNnE3VgrH
「當然係寧願你出軌。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6xarcKLCx
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai16phmbfF
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMM40s0qc8
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP9nZDRvoB
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr8QQYWcun
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQymE5AqS4
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kAR8oR3my
 840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhK2rspSHd
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。840Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNFybnyBlz
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