他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRJKIBigs1
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10pvWA8jDR
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmbBnzx00D
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpE2DHBz4A
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz6zPoUD3Q
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XZbaR1swG
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWEstyKjxO
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAvWH4kqUk
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwM9A8Hf80
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxZ67L6mtU
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jTJm9M5jN
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBuk55gmvh
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzjRbe8ETW
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc0zl9IcvX
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyme4Iqr7u
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz8qaEf2Sa
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRZWrN5yVY
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLD5CAhZ6J
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoSQTjdtV6
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi2yYJEyfD
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybFqXjSsmM
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HTnE3T3YM
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHiYZ9bi31
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI3IzP7uxq
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYMjUb0pTn
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM4ZMKaX2I
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHCVGs8fZ4
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gYEc2s7rp
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwuFq35l2N
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4idsyVVwg
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59nyvxc4NQ
「你好感慨喎。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pikcgwo9c
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KR0DLlQ4z
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc97x84H3DC
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宜家呢？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cxcAtPMMo
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTJE6GbKeC
「嗯。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnNaalpLk6
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4ZxctdLZy
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1XmWJFnjB
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc2ox5DdAL
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVga0PK6PTr
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqNQCLnbuC
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLkOUwRQa6
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApTKbMpmhy
「唔好諗咁多啦。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡethdfRvD4S
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHMgObCdI4
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35g6JnwCQF
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阿朗不語。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9squE22HsB
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yjnW72h3M
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwTe0dqGVr
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lE6hhYxfF
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJz6PWW3lC
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwQzwcjzWe
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峰仔開口介紹二人。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfDyZr379L
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNGk8XaqzM
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBbFuuQQcI
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF6alobRBT
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHboGVpCe4A
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OgCa9wdZz
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpJzsTacmF
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6UNWhpPQN
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXP9an8bt2
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwB3jt8NG7
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UG22JnSYa
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtZKRMUXRx
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMr0k7YzBu
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtGYTL9KGg
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHaCFXFtxy
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0repq2azw
之後……就冇之後了。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DFDMUyi26
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV1LW1HA0E
「節哀順變。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9V0vEHed3
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAxmI51uVq
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC4cFPB4P5
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmNEtmRPPa
「嗯。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAamFLLFSZf
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg8os99Znf
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdJ253qEbE
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslq76xaIsT
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXQJpVWrM1
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON7ZvbnUOM
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeeAMuIHbN
嘉欣已說不下去。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxwnCCnCi2
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwthgnMVKe
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gyPvyFtVS
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fRInRNnWC
「我想佢番嚟……」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsIy16lbb4
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjqbk3uZCW
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiToHDL242
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfoPdzPAaa
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUkP30ULxw
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoqkk0bqep
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwkTxyIc9R
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaDwzR6mZd
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdH5BEXdwpU
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBeKuRDaYS
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRc2WPGQWN
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvKyWOStIa
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWQIp4e5TP
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe2tP6e6bK
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIWNyl2EaA
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4Bo4R43NG
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJIEPvHkhL
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuX3ZgHkjX
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2zGvWDwFO
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80X81wJC92
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5f7Hg4Ppy
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPMRE3NdsV
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yG6zdj9lI
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnf6lb4Wu7
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzF9KSXOlv
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sS61XELQc
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsld3UJMbr
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2pg7tGRRC
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryGKa0vSYM
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbwralDGnc
她悲傷。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbqZIHPNN8
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMkwYmodjH
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02iX3x2xoD
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ874g92U9S
「冇你點開心？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNoRCNT9o5
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCtwDD3vXA
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQJUOD0fGx
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G354v7XVl
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H0ljSHYy5
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jkrAGcCz7
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxCYTIKchw
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8icb4g1RC0
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WbyWVgfpU
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkKXmD5Ki3
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC9YdAbvXE
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeypr03Vx35
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sDGjCUotT
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48A6Ir6H1U
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TqqUSw11n
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9756IgX3e
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcEKTDm2pv
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1F5uCVLst
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvrLSJdnyf
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNLzYeIiEo
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe6yyqwj56
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRbBGHJhbR
她不假思索：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjLbyGkvjY
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYbvUjQNRj
「當然係寧願你出軌。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs9TOo9fLa
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQfVKTn3am
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qE6C4zjP2
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrehxPifz71
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZYuvr0VGx
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbxvMVvpQ4
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf960sGyQ3c
 881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ220bi4LheQ
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImnmjuNSn6
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