但Fiona此刻,卻慰藉阿朗的自尊心,告訴他:他很叻;哪怕只是客氣說話。776Please respect copyright.PENANAsl8MMcNVFK
776Please respect copyright.PENANA2A2QISKMmL
他看見她,就想起她選擇他做男朋友,也是因為他很叻。776Please respect copyright.PENANAK1OELgnXGN
776Please respect copyright.PENANADJMlZkULjT
程日朗,不只是擔泥搬貨的建築工人,他還是敏捷冷靜的足球隊隊長,是連年數學、生物、化學、物理的科長,是知識問答比賽的全港總冠軍,是參與籃球比賽時有很多人吶喊助威的神射手,是温文而堅決地拒絕女生贈禮的紳士——776Please respect copyright.PENANArm0u6dJIRw
776Please respect copyright.PENANA78iEwJ6MgR
他乾笑,原來他在回味中學的舊事;而如今,他連校服都找不到、穿不上。776Please respect copyright.PENANA2IYTgfqcWi
776Please respect copyright.PENANAUNN5VTnClO
只不過,與Fiona共對,仿佛又回到舊時。776Please respect copyright.PENANAiSj80LPrEF
776Please respect copyright.PENANAyhVj5G40LT
他對她本身並無懷念,畢竟他並沒有忘記那種傷害,他是恨她的。776Please respect copyright.PENANA4xZT6X4i6E
776Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3MozLn3KI
但是,即使在昏暗嘈吵的K房,她的話語、笑容、裝束又像極了舊日的真誠學生,言之鑿鑿地肯定他的「好」。776Please respect copyright.PENANANTsruKOWyh
776Please respect copyright.PENANAaZEdtFdkRQ
只消看到她,他就想起他們曾經交往的原因,他「好」。776Please respect copyright.PENANAuFoNG65BPR
776Please respect copyright.PENANADmqJeT1iXk
這使他有了更多的自信。776Please respect copyright.PENANAHAB1U1OQ7W
776Please respect copyright.PENANAiqodDCaXQY
有時,他這樣想——776Please respect copyright.PENANA2nF4pyjbXa
776Please respect copyright.PENANA1fjEiugfqE
Fiona和思思,是很不一樣的人。776Please respect copyright.PENANAT6RNxzlowd
776Please respect copyright.PENANAiSwP4tvKhw
Fiona身上有光,像太陽一樣奪目,因為她精彩、絢爛,長得漂亮,樂天積極,熱衷社交,和她相處,如沐春風。776Please respect copyright.PENANAPX1BHcuyoR
776Please respect copyright.PENANApyMntY6CG2
與她談話,永遠都不會有dead air的時候,因為她隨即又可以找到下一個話題,繼續交談。她非常懂得察言觀色,知道什麼話語是得體的、應該說的。語調充滿抑揚,令人覺得她真的願意繼續交談、合作,便更高興地與她聊下去。776Please respect copyright.PENANAGWsWrD7gyc
776Please respect copyright.PENANAhVhOjIjXhR
思思不是。776Please respect copyright.PENANATbH7HC1dPi
776Please respect copyright.PENANAdK0NHY2F1R
相比之下,思思像月亮,柔和、冷冽。她不喜歡連續地說話,不喜歡為說而說,她曾叫阿朗:「諗到嘢講先講,唔洗夾硬嚟。」他曾為此驚訝,因為一開始,她挺懂得接話,懂得聆聽,也懂得在尷尬時發問。776Please respect copyright.PENANAdQTyyQYggw
776Please respect copyright.PENANAQpyNp0EmRf
在一起之後,她告訴他,那只是社交技能,如果對於某一種沉默感到舒適,於她而言,這一段關係非常值得珍惜。776Please respect copyright.PENANAKUl8lBWtvU
776Please respect copyright.PENANADlVp9aEUTW
明顯,Fiona更受異性歡迎。776Please respect copyright.PENANApBdAAiGJ29
776Please respect copyright.PENANAqPxVOJjS1D
這麼一朵奪目的花,很吸引男人摘,她聰明,知進懂退,貼心得親自撥開厚重的雲,讓別人輕易地為她灑下太陽的碎片;偶然宣告泥土濕潤,請別人不要再澆水,一眾養花的人心悸,為她的滋潤高興,又暗盼她有那麼一天乾枯,讓他們小心翼翼地澆上一次水。776Please respect copyright.PENANAe3bdUVElTQ
776Please respect copyright.PENANAvJB2vAFACH
如果為她奉血能令她開得更鮮艷,他們同樣願意。776Please respect copyright.PENANAxPYz8aRQYN
776Please respect copyright.PENANAwdevDszgSO
而思思不同。她沉靜,更像一棵仙人掌,只消一點點水分就能將其養活,畢竟她的願望是生存,美麗並非她所求,一個人的愛,對她來說,已經足夠;如果太多,反而令她有感窒息——壓力大且又不自在,怎麼能將自己獨有的靚麗,共諸同好?776Please respect copyright.PENANA50QFfUti49
776Please respect copyright.PENANAsgG499dcam
她已得摰愛。776Please respect copyright.PENANAuJTLMUkIUV
776Please respect copyright.PENANAMQBJ8hJveZ
對阿朗來說,思思的外表、心智也並不比Fiona遜色,甚至更良善直爽。776Please respect copyright.PENANAM0L5mXzdww
776Please respect copyright.PENANACiJLN6Y2ll
只是,或者說,可惜,對於一個努力打拼至辛勞頹喪的男人而言——776Please respect copyright.PENANAVhBKrhT0ai
776Please respect copyright.PENANADuWR5wpwgu
思思幾乎錯過了他對未來最有憧憬的時候。776Please respect copyright.PENANAcXSn0pImLR
776Please respect copyright.PENANANT6PoZ4TR4
認識之初,他就找到他的「自由」,再沒有向她從社會層面上展露什麼優勢,她只知他愛她,卻不知他其實也很能幹,她可會覺得他終日遊手好閒?後來,他們身居一屋簷下,她能見識的,只是他在太陽底下抗衡紫外光的能力,或者累極秒速睡去的能耐。776Please respect copyright.PENANAx9uG4ZoKuD
776Please respect copyright.PENANAwdH4VY2M7N
阿朗覺得,思思無法欣賞他,像他的舊相識一樣,欣賞他。776Please respect copyright.PENANAZZL1znGxHx
776Please respect copyright.PENANAixOzmZ8h22
而且,思思總是淡淡的,不為很多事驚訝,她的情緒是「十」和「一百」,是微微和爆炸,沒太多中間地帶。776Please respect copyright.PENANAK4HaNGbIOw
776Please respect copyright.PENANAlp0JmhJYfS
結果,思思愛他,卻不太展示崇拜,她連稱讚是平和的。776Please respect copyright.PENANAsYG0SIK1BV
776Please respect copyright.PENANAY1p1pYZCHa
他覺得,她錯過了太多,但沒有辦法,難不成祈求時光倒流麼。776Please respect copyright.PENANAiuD1cFcdl7
776Please respect copyright.PENANAjPVqKfBNcc
何況,如今他們都身處於現今社會。776Please respect copyright.PENANATNptAy1pMt
776Please respect copyright.PENANAUCPSh4u0TU
他的自尊得不到滿足,像一個後天因意外而眼瞎的盲人,連身處居近三十載的家裏也不適應,手伸進雪櫃,卻分辨不到喝慣的可樂,只能晦氣地隨便拿出一罐金屬;過後,卻無可救藥地懷念從前眼睛明亮的好日子,只好購買金屬鋁罐、樽裝、紙包,以兹識別。776Please respect copyright.PENANAvxNnIcXD0r
776Please respect copyright.PENANAPLx5cGLLlb
關上雪櫃門,他仿佛目睹,那隨即熄滅的光似有若無地嘲諷他。776Please respect copyright.PENANASO3EAvUukU
776Please respect copyright.PENANAqcbkE9kdAb
但明明,他的眼睛曾經極度雪亮。776Please respect copyright.PENANANcGDvP4B1I
776Please respect copyright.PENANAAC8JH7Ec8U
這些年都過得太倉促,他沒有時間停下來,認真思索自己想要什麼。776Please respect copyright.PENANAwYPkxF0I96
776Please respect copyright.PENANAMUU6YNyMs5
他只知道自己懷念舊時光,懷念舊時輕鬆的自己。776Please respect copyright.PENANA6hZcVgi8iL
776Please respect copyright.PENANArkPFtb5X6E
你都不嬲都咁叻——776Please respect copyright.PENANAPssyIdXk3i
776Please respect copyright.PENANAzkCshdE9cz
永遠都係我男神——776Please respect copyright.PENANAQa0yruICmC
776Please respect copyright.PENANA3JrS8MzPEi
程日朗。776Please respect copyright.PENANAJCeMWKkt3d
776Please respect copyright.PENANASZ7ECY4wzR
伴着同學的唱K聲,阿朗看着Fiona:776Please respect copyright.PENANAIqIgIbskTM
776Please respect copyright.PENANA1NSMe4RupN
「咁你呢,最近忙緊咩?」776Please respect copyright.PENANAhiQrjs7x3m
776Please respect copyright.PENANAg8ZfJLJnpJ
一刻,好像充滿了自信,他享受這一種滿足。776Please respect copyright.PENANA5jCQPlrt8L
776Please respect copyright.PENANAZtLJaGyBW1
恰恰,從Fiona那處,得到了一絲復明的信心,他想看得見汽水,打開,喝下。776Please respect copyright.PENANAhbnJEFvNeO
776Please respect copyright.PENANABHaOwjl8sw
他不再駐足雪櫃前來回摸索。776Please respect copyright.PENANAVkGqS8e2V2
776Please respect copyright.PENANAdX5vLYcpJP
他要的,是睜眼看見它熄燈的一瞬,並向它回報微笑。776Please respect copyright.PENANAgpW4KsdLF8
776Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZMTmbkbCZ
而這,偏偏,是思思給不了他的。776Please respect copyright.PENANAwHJeXCSR72
arrow_back
《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
more_vert
-
info_outline Info
-
toc Table of Contents
-
share Share
-
format_color_text Display Settings
-
exposure_plus_1 Recommend
-
Sponsor
-
report_problem Report
-
account_circle Login
Search stories, writers or societies
Continue ReadingClear All
What Others Are ReadingRefresh
X
Never miss what's happening on Penana!
《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
Author:
張羨青
ISSUE #17
紀念碑(五)
LIKES 14
READS 772
BOOKMARKS 299
campaign
Request update 0
Sponsor
Suggest Edits
Login with Facebook
or Sign up/Login to comment or bookmark!
Click to load the next chapter
X
After each update request, the author will receive a notification!
smartphone100 → Request update
X
Sponsor again
Click to login
Login first to show your name as a sponsor.
Thank you for supporting the story! :)
Please Login first.
×
Write down what you like about the story
×
Reading Theme:
Font Size:
Line Spacing:
Paragraph Spacing:
Load the next issue automatically
Reset to default
×
People Who Like This