阿朗在家門前，停下。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXv2Y6fDgx
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdYIljt5uA
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAWOA689mp
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyChQQmAYs
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoetlBTVR5z
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngpu51meWs
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJyXXEp6Vk
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hSMx8Yp1Y
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BVN5dY1lI
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtBYPeSgYi
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa28s7vJs9
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG6xujDXAm
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJbuyqbHz7
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpmzKb4ayF
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fHgWxXfJX
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BBhmCMOAo
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj1g3JozYH
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7zt8m4gFz
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4gykLnvCS
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE52pWvaF0D
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZo48ihMXa
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinp68tNDaD
「邊夠你正。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RPJlNteJi
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvH9JnFZYU
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkWKIvwl65
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdTRqYfHoX
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wch8szOSk
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAiFI4TObr
「咁佢哋最近點？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXyiv7zyo7
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV88jrHoKu
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdglJIOvPbn
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehEwyjcwEe
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PCEmqoVqD
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEO9pDrlya
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvYSaqTYjJ
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJng49fuyGt
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkzHIZcxbb
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEBlzptJpZ
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcsuOkYDBl
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwafxsXPqXl
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9Fuylx2hT
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdfL7LMrwy
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakD4UIj7Lr
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOezuyD4MK
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT4LrRzVF1
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUoyB1ehkI
阿朗忽然問。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsvGp6iYiU
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLm6J23gL6
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc9VwOMH5D
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBhXrtN6cB
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ733xfGw3DA
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZguH0R0dTf
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQAJKWQPME
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXXX29vpuM
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps6p66bWJh
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRrUOR5kTJ
阿朗訕訕。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIScdSN4Xou
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DFT1q35fR
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahJLx7CSQ0
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1kIIalrgI
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBjPm6rMDW
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qO1D5zf6K
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2FwpP9LPG
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIUwGjkgEs
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBBjVT1l6Q
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXhjLSb1v8
「我去個沖涼先。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjqNTqKHz2
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl56H8KKQeK
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVi5NNrc4g
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzmb5nBzne
他有家累。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiXqWPgNjx
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0Kfp9JrXI
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPsCQspJsy
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarF8DBiU4V
「老公——」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuTqO8lQqN
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「係？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmDtw6sGu1
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR2ZvYYPUZ
「我愛你。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy9KAK4te4
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbkxDntOg1
「我都係。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1IwE85wc9
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJv8K6RT7s
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaF9lMastm
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPCodtZq1x
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而，她不知道。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZAZcunjFE
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL5dG1HMgq
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFLU0Tu2K1
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu5qPHKfg5
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc2jS8hFMw
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYnIfyBUTV
他想找點方法使其穩健。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OGuKVK7Bi
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoxd2pi3V1
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdPX1eCg3U
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaStI8jQfX
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0DLzkuuJB
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oppGZyWyX
他不想雪上加霜。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGloKaiZjHV
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxgK8R1O5q
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ561T5fU1mN
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjz2hmEZbj
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqvRUMXeZ8
他睡不着。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiThQHIU41G
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXhLLyDRie
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctFIqkCVR7
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qv7xI3xl4
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGvPPronZB
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1AWUcBWPu
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1RcFYRgeI
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CwP3FXflT
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAf9NRHQWR
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8dpX0FdYu
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIhqObAcJS
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyY2BTaO0Nh
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFpkKzKTGP
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRD7iDu9O7
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pJOXed6iQ
1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIloCkR5Fix
1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzJUBvS3se
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04G1stCoCH
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYzdBdAOgb
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNZt8mJU3B
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1mCGoDKGR
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfezWPnXsbt
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVd9fQbZgt
「嗯。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmjSjlqTQG
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3UCYrPdt6
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPXAYcFmuc
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx6TFSvb05
「點解？」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHdAHj703r
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChqSmzLBq6
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFMxkcbYhB
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9QsbD1Z8B
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNUXO2tWsO
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB6AMbUCao
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQaGl1j3to
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但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeJQT1rtzi
 1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARQQql65z7
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTkdxltET7
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一夜甜夢。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkmZ9aQTVP
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1058Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaeU2GE6HO
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