但Fiona此刻，卻慰藉阿朗的自尊心，告訴他：他很叻；哪怕只是客氣說話。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgAcdOb7N6
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他看見她，就想起她選擇他做男朋友，也是因為他很叻。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbu3Bg4QBa
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKFlZHQ22x
程日朗，不只是擔泥搬貨的建築工人，他還是敏捷冷靜的足球隊隊長，是連年數學、生物、化學、物理的科長，是知識問答比賽的全港總冠軍，是參與籃球比賽時有很多人吶喊助威的神射手，是温文而堅決地拒絕女生贈禮的紳士——987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHKSr6xSXz
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ELdiDfsqG
他乾笑，原來他在回味中學的舊事；而如今，他連校服都找不到、穿不上。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCXkVyfPgI
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeagUH72nH
只不過，與Fiona共對，仿佛又回到舊時。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldv11UJYpV
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nSUUYRz02
他對她本身並無懷念，畢竟他並沒有忘記那種傷害，他是恨她的。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHyHzQOURQ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeLTWMq5Jo
但是，即使在昏暗嘈吵的K房，她的話語、笑容、裝束又像極了舊日的真誠學生，言之鑿鑿地肯定他的「好」。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24KRaeVGhb
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmkpC2Z0UU
只消看到她，他就想起他們曾經交往的原因，他「好」。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBtoD3Yc9H
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這使他有了更多的自信。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLx5AqqYOw7
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUPX9pHUia
有時，他這樣想——987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSZtyW2msr
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXt41PYLnC
Fiona和思思，是很不一樣的人。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ww3gKnbyQ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pGzJcxwfH
Fiona身上有光，像太陽一樣奪目，因為她精彩、絢爛，長得漂亮，樂天積極，熱衷社交，和她相處，如沐春風。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe366eHWMa
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0AKTKjvlB
與她談話，永遠都不會有dead air的時候，因為她隨即又可以找到下一個話題，繼續交談。她非常懂得察言觀色，知道什麼話語是得體的、應該說的。語調充滿抑揚，令人覺得她真的願意繼續交談、合作，便更高興地與她聊下去。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ60R0QIKs
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAEDloA2Qn
思思不是。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTaIh2gg4E
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPqxY83P5m
相比之下，思思像月亮，柔和、冷冽。她不喜歡連續地說話，不喜歡為說而說，她曾叫阿朗：「諗到嘢講先講，唔洗夾硬嚟。」他曾為此驚訝，因為一開始，她挺懂得接話，懂得聆聽，也懂得在尷尬時發問。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi3gN31eDq
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8IoPNkjV7
在一起之後，她告訴他，那只是社交技能，如果對於某一種沉默感到舒適，於她而言，這一段關係非常值得珍惜。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx8YfORWtd
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY8EpNNJbv
明顯，Fiona更受異性歡迎。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkfNDGeQkh
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFUaiOx647
這麼一朵奪目的花，很吸引男人摘，她聰明，知進懂退，貼心得親自撥開厚重的雲，讓別人輕易地為她灑下太陽的碎片；偶然宣告泥土濕潤，請別人不要再澆水，一眾養花的人心悸，為她的滋潤高興，又暗盼她有那麼一天乾枯，讓他們小心翼翼地澆上一次水。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhKAgOyrdX
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKmEUxLPPy
如果為她奉血能令她開得更鮮艷，他們同樣願意。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV0QEWLoB4
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWmSXe3L3w
而思思不同。她沉靜，更像一棵仙人掌，只消一點點水分就能將其養活，畢竟她的願望是生存，美麗並非她所求，一個人的愛，對她來說，已經足夠；如果太多，反而令她有感窒息——壓力大且又不自在，怎麼能將自己獨有的靚麗，共諸同好？987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQobKnUi3eg
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsaRn8ZvaV
她已得摰愛。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEDNpu3lk9
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11Fk9NYxpM
對阿朗來說，思思的外表、心智也並不比Fiona遜色，甚至更良善直爽。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNlYBiBuJ8
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISUmPVHqtv
只是，或者說，可惜，對於一個努力打拼至辛勞頹喪的男人而言——987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AVOUeoywU
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV6jJGrM0N
思思幾乎錯過了他對未來最有憧憬的時候。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXODDUI30z5
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHpRboM50H
認識之初，他就找到他的「自由」，再沒有向她從社會層面上展露什麼優勢，她只知他愛她，卻不知他其實也很能幹，她可會覺得他終日遊手好閒？後來，他們身居一屋簷下，她能見識的，只是他在太陽底下抗衡紫外光的能力，或者累極秒速睡去的能耐。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U8Dqxpn6e
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4k60ZFHoq
阿朗覺得，思思無法欣賞他，像他的舊相識一樣，欣賞他。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz4LYnLNV2
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvqlnlkpfe
而且，思思總是淡淡的，不為很多事驚訝，她的情緒是「十」和「一百」，是微微和爆炸，沒太多中間地帶。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Cu7TX63GQ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJ2KXI9MPR
結果，思思愛他，卻不太展示崇拜，她連稱讚是平和的。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjAYNkDlIM
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuf9SK8ZCN
他覺得，她錯過了太多，但沒有辦法，難不成祈求時光倒流麼。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygW6m7Zi4M
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnO8CyWZCK
何況，如今他們都身處於現今社會。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgCNfGKnza
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qLjbRg9d8
他的自尊得不到滿足，像一個後天因意外而眼瞎的盲人，連身處居近三十載的家裏也不適應，手伸進雪櫃，卻分辨不到喝慣的可樂，只能晦氣地隨便拿出一罐金屬；過後，卻無可救藥地懷念從前眼睛明亮的好日子，只好購買金屬鋁罐、樽裝、紙包，以兹識別。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKAR57dZIT
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrHrEAJmbW
關上雪櫃門，他仿佛目睹，那隨即熄滅的光似有若無地嘲諷他。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdOW6R3gUE
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa66iNOfbdT
但明明，他的眼睛曾經極度雪亮。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJXDGVXCke
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLypsRb9zj
這些年都過得太倉促，他沒有時間停下來，認真思索自己想要什麼。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6JM7VXANk
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadoptaLJCz
他只知道自己懷念舊時光，懷念舊時輕鬆的自己。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mFlRNaQ4e
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExgoBlzoDc
你都不嬲都咁叻——987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2obbvRSQQ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqzhx1fBd0
永遠都係我男神——987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2kxN64IP4
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程日朗。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8OGq4kDq0
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGLQ6yKUG6
伴着同學的唱K聲，阿朗看着Fiona：987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5Ze5Prq4J
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU1IEshfAV
「咁你呢，最近忙緊咩？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDaSvG4XDW
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT5BFNxA0i
一刻，好像充滿了自信，他享受這一種滿足。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C35AhNnil
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfBqqLRSge
恰恰，從Fiona那處，得到了一絲復明的信心，他想看得見汽水，打開，喝下。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMcGpIXv54
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGsXn9hAnT
他不再駐足雪櫃前來回摸索。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwhMBUC38G
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBs0AxpaYu
他要的，是睜眼看見它熄燈的一瞬，並向它回報微笑。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwSRhrYF4Z
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7S7GfBQAr
而這，偏偏，是思思給不了他的。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn4U2lKGuo
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