但Fiona此刻,卻慰藉阿朗的自尊心,告訴他:他很叻;哪怕只是客氣說話。952Please respect copyright.PENANALaK0XdiUtI
952Please respect copyright.PENANAJV1XbIKpUr
他看見她,就想起她選擇他做男朋友,也是因為他很叻。952Please respect copyright.PENANAzMk6eKIjEH
952Please respect copyright.PENANADkD0o917VV
程日朗,不只是擔泥搬貨的建築工人,他還是敏捷冷靜的足球隊隊長,是連年數學、生物、化學、物理的科長,是知識問答比賽的全港總冠軍,是參與籃球比賽時有很多人吶喊助威的神射手,是温文而堅決地拒絕女生贈禮的紳士——952Please respect copyright.PENANANLYQ12lQB8
952Please respect copyright.PENANAk05hSxOa54
他乾笑,原來他在回味中學的舊事;而如今,他連校服都找不到、穿不上。952Please respect copyright.PENANAQKE2hHa6hf
952Please respect copyright.PENANAMHF6y1UljE
只不過,與Fiona共對,仿佛又回到舊時。952Please respect copyright.PENANAFkbV9tsbdr
952Please respect copyright.PENANAfVzxBo1Xp6
他對她本身並無懷念,畢竟他並沒有忘記那種傷害,他是恨她的。952Please respect copyright.PENANAygyiuhnYsL
952Please respect copyright.PENANAyYBW8mWVro
但是,即使在昏暗嘈吵的K房,她的話語、笑容、裝束又像極了舊日的真誠學生,言之鑿鑿地肯定他的「好」。952Please respect copyright.PENANAcwVhm90RWS
952Please respect copyright.PENANAMbiUOrSKhG
只消看到她,他就想起他們曾經交往的原因,他「好」。952Please respect copyright.PENANA00JLchN4OK
952Please respect copyright.PENANA2DG5hEavmO
這使他有了更多的自信。952Please respect copyright.PENANACXMXhBJkiD
952Please respect copyright.PENANAWwMofoN7bM
有時,他這樣想——952Please respect copyright.PENANAIe4ufTnVnq
952Please respect copyright.PENANAYWeHMqG2WB
Fiona和思思,是很不一樣的人。952Please respect copyright.PENANArvyi22c6nA
952Please respect copyright.PENANAJUGMi580Vn
Fiona身上有光,像太陽一樣奪目,因為她精彩、絢爛,長得漂亮,樂天積極,熱衷社交,和她相處,如沐春風。952Please respect copyright.PENANAE0a8yFJXtU
952Please respect copyright.PENANAV79vY3tDtV
與她談話,永遠都不會有dead air的時候,因為她隨即又可以找到下一個話題,繼續交談。她非常懂得察言觀色,知道什麼話語是得體的、應該說的。語調充滿抑揚,令人覺得她真的願意繼續交談、合作,便更高興地與她聊下去。952Please respect copyright.PENANApMlI789zQD
952Please respect copyright.PENANAIVqrimtPYz
思思不是。952Please respect copyright.PENANAJwWIYTZrzr
952Please respect copyright.PENANAkuRkh7NXzB
相比之下,思思像月亮,柔和、冷冽。她不喜歡連續地說話,不喜歡為說而說,她曾叫阿朗:「諗到嘢講先講,唔洗夾硬嚟。」他曾為此驚訝,因為一開始,她挺懂得接話,懂得聆聽,也懂得在尷尬時發問。952Please respect copyright.PENANA2vtoNxT6dV
952Please respect copyright.PENANARAoEu03gb2
在一起之後,她告訴他,那只是社交技能,如果對於某一種沉默感到舒適,於她而言,這一段關係非常值得珍惜。952Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0m3Rmqgwz
952Please respect copyright.PENANA8Uii6zNnWw
明顯,Fiona更受異性歡迎。952Please respect copyright.PENANAz128VhHyhf
952Please respect copyright.PENANAGM3anzDIpx
這麼一朵奪目的花,很吸引男人摘,她聰明,知進懂退,貼心得親自撥開厚重的雲,讓別人輕易地為她灑下太陽的碎片;偶然宣告泥土濕潤,請別人不要再澆水,一眾養花的人心悸,為她的滋潤高興,又暗盼她有那麼一天乾枯,讓他們小心翼翼地澆上一次水。952Please respect copyright.PENANA8etBnMiO5S
952Please respect copyright.PENANAClDDe3sAHV
如果為她奉血能令她開得更鮮艷,他們同樣願意。952Please respect copyright.PENANAcwYujVnVFn
952Please respect copyright.PENANAVB7PCGGj20
而思思不同。她沉靜,更像一棵仙人掌,只消一點點水分就能將其養活,畢竟她的願望是生存,美麗並非她所求,一個人的愛,對她來說,已經足夠;如果太多,反而令她有感窒息——壓力大且又不自在,怎麼能將自己獨有的靚麗,共諸同好?952Please respect copyright.PENANA6SdJKSBFkp
952Please respect copyright.PENANAUvqy5KkJ6p
她已得摰愛。952Please respect copyright.PENANAdPIRNd1yGp
952Please respect copyright.PENANAh7P5XBO2U1
對阿朗來說,思思的外表、心智也並不比Fiona遜色,甚至更良善直爽。952Please respect copyright.PENANAhSOOngvpLv
952Please respect copyright.PENANAcLpBGbCct6
只是,或者說,可惜,對於一個努力打拼至辛勞頹喪的男人而言——952Please respect copyright.PENANATckMIkTuSg
952Please respect copyright.PENANAOwsqYFUGMD
思思幾乎錯過了他對未來最有憧憬的時候。952Please respect copyright.PENANAbqFaY0I8a7
952Please respect copyright.PENANA8OsG5sRFz4
認識之初,他就找到他的「自由」,再沒有向她從社會層面上展露什麼優勢,她只知他愛她,卻不知他其實也很能幹,她可會覺得他終日遊手好閒?後來,他們身居一屋簷下,她能見識的,只是他在太陽底下抗衡紫外光的能力,或者累極秒速睡去的能耐。952Please respect copyright.PENANAWADMngHHVa
952Please respect copyright.PENANAiUH4nWrJDt
阿朗覺得,思思無法欣賞他,像他的舊相識一樣,欣賞他。952Please respect copyright.PENANAfi8Nymdcoi
952Please respect copyright.PENANA9rKlzTVnOg
而且,思思總是淡淡的,不為很多事驚訝,她的情緒是「十」和「一百」,是微微和爆炸,沒太多中間地帶。952Please respect copyright.PENANAtNSDEWOMWv
952Please respect copyright.PENANAmoSpc1Ssv4
結果,思思愛他,卻不太展示崇拜,她連稱讚是平和的。952Please respect copyright.PENANAzdKSvXqB9j
952Please respect copyright.PENANAx03yyvFSW8
他覺得,她錯過了太多,但沒有辦法,難不成祈求時光倒流麼。952Please respect copyright.PENANAi3NT6VcUgT
952Please respect copyright.PENANAgfLZ7Amhal
何況,如今他們都身處於現今社會。952Please respect copyright.PENANAqG1okTTaDS
952Please respect copyright.PENANA3rgGtuO5Wl
他的自尊得不到滿足,像一個後天因意外而眼瞎的盲人,連身處居近三十載的家裏也不適應,手伸進雪櫃,卻分辨不到喝慣的可樂,只能晦氣地隨便拿出一罐金屬;過後,卻無可救藥地懷念從前眼睛明亮的好日子,只好購買金屬鋁罐、樽裝、紙包,以兹識別。952Please respect copyright.PENANAYBDlCdc2Ec
952Please respect copyright.PENANAwi9C0R1s8H
關上雪櫃門,他仿佛目睹,那隨即熄滅的光似有若無地嘲諷他。952Please respect copyright.PENANAvMv8EgvZ4k
952Please respect copyright.PENANAvlztnuUYfG
但明明,他的眼睛曾經極度雪亮。952Please respect copyright.PENANAn1btAvrVbi
952Please respect copyright.PENANANcqV7cr7Za
這些年都過得太倉促,他沒有時間停下來,認真思索自己想要什麼。952Please respect copyright.PENANA9FNqsuSVnu
952Please respect copyright.PENANAnUeASgwE7Q
他只知道自己懷念舊時光,懷念舊時輕鬆的自己。952Please respect copyright.PENANAnv8kxebMaD
952Please respect copyright.PENANArpjQZONN4F
你都不嬲都咁叻——952Please respect copyright.PENANAT3M9PMi7A3
952Please respect copyright.PENANApl8Cs42lZt
永遠都係我男神——952Please respect copyright.PENANARSXss2DzSZ
952Please respect copyright.PENANAH3aLq2LBBE
程日朗。952Please respect copyright.PENANAqYGDg49Cb2
952Please respect copyright.PENANAYbRXb8YMsm
伴着同學的唱K聲,阿朗看着Fiona:952Please respect copyright.PENANAMq2lBR2C0i
952Please respect copyright.PENANAVRqrR5g9yC
「咁你呢,最近忙緊咩?」952Please respect copyright.PENANAB0ZT7r64x2
952Please respect copyright.PENANAAsEiZRctss
一刻,好像充滿了自信,他享受這一種滿足。952Please respect copyright.PENANAaBtGWthGqy
952Please respect copyright.PENANA01ok35kMis
恰恰,從Fiona那處,得到了一絲復明的信心,他想看得見汽水,打開,喝下。952Please respect copyright.PENANAEJhSgrfM8v
952Please respect copyright.PENANAOebxkNJ2qA
他不再駐足雪櫃前來回摸索。952Please respect copyright.PENANAfLmKMjzy7f
952Please respect copyright.PENANAkbPbkM2iFl
他要的,是睜眼看見它熄燈的一瞬,並向它回報微笑。952Please respect copyright.PENANA1I6VBy2Wpe
952Please respect copyright.PENANA7MT2u1AAH7
而這,偏偏,是思思給不了他的。952Please respect copyright.PENANArQxKme6Gnw
arrow_back
《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
more_vert
-
info_outline 資料
-
toc 目錄
-
share 分享
-
format_color_text 介面設置
-
exposure_plus_1 推薦
-
打賞
-
report_problem 檢舉
-
account_circle 登入
X
《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
作者:
張羨青

篇 #17
紀念碑(五)
喜歡 14
閱讀 948
書籤 306
campaign
催更 0
打賞
提出編輯建議

按此加載下一章
X
每次催更後,作者都會收到通知!
smartphone100 → 催更
×
寫下你喜歡這個故事的地方
×
對此喜歡的人