一般來說每逢到年尾,不論是常用網絡平台的創作人又或是愛分享日常的人們,都愛嘗試給自己總結那年發個帖子——我也很想,可是沒辦法,因為我只能歸納出兩個字「垃圾」。146Please respect copyright.PENANA4z6UOT5Bdo
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因為社會環境加歲月的影響,我已經失去了年少時的盲勁,即是說我無法說把思緒都投入在創作,而去忽略身邊周遭的事。為了照顧自己的身心健康,我得調節自己的創作步伐,享受日常之餘把中間所注意到的事投入在沒完成的作品中,盡力挪開本能上的想和人競爭的心理,因那會令我崩壞得更快,我不想那樣。146Please respect copyright.PENANA8CXvpeSIyG
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問題是,創作這些事我能控制,可TMD的社會環境,伸延到2022年的疫情? 我卻無法控制它對我生活上的影響,自己很難去忽視它。那無效率與無章法的防疫方針,影響到我生計之餘亦令我心生悶火,很可笑的是當人長期處於這狀態,免疫系統亦會因而變差。146Please respect copyright.PENANA3l5gmP3Ox9
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大部分的時間我都忙著,調節那把火對自己身心的損耗率。146Please respect copyright.PENANA7wQ7qdgB3U
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因為這兩年我很難尋找回生活中的那份快樂。146Please respect copyright.PENANA63rKsMwjYY
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我很想說那句「新一年、新希望」,只是我很務實,很清楚那是不可能的。146Please respect copyright.PENANAgBbBnQ7Vfs
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也許成就對不少人來說很重要,收入也是,但是對我來說……精神健康比任何事都重要。146Please respect copyright.PENANAe9WM6kDsus
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它會影響到我行為會否傷害到身邊的人。146Please respect copyright.PENANAc0ZixvFOkR
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對,我是挺懶的,不過我會盡力完成故事是真的,我挺想完成手上的故事好成書送給目標對象,即使可能我窮到辦不成(喂)﹔我會保持閱讀的習慣,方便開展自己的眼界也是真的﹔繼續手殘組裝模型也是真的,因我不想腦子只記得遊戲……146Please respect copyright.PENANAGLRX7ypfgW
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現在日子並不好過,大家都不好過,但請記得要學會讓自己的心靈鬆口氣,不要逼自己太緊,因為逼得多緊也好不受你控制的事仍是死死守在那裡,不會被你就那樣推開。146Please respect copyright.PENANAnjxm5jkZ2c
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大概2022年給我的課題仍然是「調節」,至少在我觀察下是那樣。
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我腦袋中的雜音
Author:
諾雅
Published:
Jan 10, 2022
ISSUE #39
2021~2022…所需的心理平衡
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