前一陣子我完全沉迷在一款叫《龍族教義》的遊戲裡,結果真的很久沒有打開筆電過,比起用手機來編寫自己想說的故事或事情,我還是比較喜歡打開電腦,手指在鍵盤上「啪噠」的實在感。149Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ei4ClxTCE
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我某方面來說是個完美主義者,在自己努力想去完成遊戲裡的「誓言獎章」時,發現無法順利拿齊,我就放下了Switch,亦因為一下子多了很多時間,我一邊在愣自己要做什麼。149Please respect copyright.PENANASirG4QDYEU
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蠻多事情要做的,像是整理房間跟把想賣的書、模型拍照,然後放上網站啊? 把自己櫃裡還沒開盒的模型開始動工完成之類的——奈何地就是沒心機去開始做這些事。當然,也想起還沒有完成的故事,同樣地因為心不在焉而沒有開始。149Please respect copyright.PENANAak6hhvNzdx
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唯一有保持一直去做的是,我會打開書去閱讀,因為這是最好的方式令自己不會在上班途中睡著。149Please respect copyright.PENANAVifUxFi3fQ
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我想對現在的年輕人來說自己這行為很浪費歲月,錯失各種的機會很無言。149Please respect copyright.PENANAfbkhCC61Kg
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不過自己一路觀察下來,人很奇妙,最有火力的時期就是還在求學的學生時代,當進入了社會之後這團火的火力就會慢慢減弱,要是能還燃著已經很不錯了。149Please respect copyright.PENANAVytsgZP0tT
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我像名大叔的姿態躺在房間的角落時,不停在思考,為何自己明知道有事要辦卻不去辦呢?149Please respect copyright.PENANAE03OKK1O4u
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但話又說回來,有必要逼自己每天做的每一件事都有意義嗎? 我有必要努力去成為社會裡有位置的人嗎? 假如自己做的某些小舉動,能影響到身邊的人一些想法,不能算是有意思的事嗎?149Please respect copyright.PENANAMw8Ejdu6BO
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塔羅中象徵著我個人本質的牌不正是「隱士」嗎?149Please respect copyright.PENANAMKogsuRI1A
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同事很喜歡跟我分享自己讀完一些書的看法,或是一些事的看法,我也同樣很喜歡跟他們分享,希望能聽到或看到自己未曾想及過的東西。各自為對方帶來好的影響,那樣才能一步步成為更好的人,基本上我現時每一天都抱著這心態度過。149Please respect copyright.PENANALu0L06ueY2
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時機對了,人就會去做想做的事,像今天的我一樣,自動打開電腦記下想說的話。149Please respect copyright.PENANAyfAFQUXBCd
(說是藉口也只好認了,不過我真的在這段時間反省《不能》的後面劇情能怎安排,才躲開不犯最近所拜讀的小說所犯的失誤。)149Please respect copyright.PENANATcjb4TrNp8
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自己想做的事有很多,也很清楚我是不會乖乖照原定計劃順利完成,人類的天性就是會「懶」,但願我能一點一點地把達成一些事吧? 像是現在算把自己跟夫家的刺和溝通問題悄然解決,面對自己和丈夫工作環境的急速變化,仍能不崩壞度過每個難關……由此看來也不能說自己完全沒前進過。149Please respect copyright.PENANAfOks79PE8l
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照自己的步調前進不算是種罪?149Please respect copyright.PENANA8ucDUzJhRO
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說真的我不是個計劃狂,迷路是絕對高機率發生。149Please respect copyright.PENANA2MSb6h14qH
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我只期盼自己沒有走上人格崩壞的路就好了……(繼續沉思)
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