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127章 - 一天份的後悔藥8964 copyright protection315PENANAtGcfrpPrfe 維尼
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「杜麗程,你遵守了約定,沒有睡著。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAa2tuYaBSLw 維尼
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按照約定,我沒有睡,等其餘三人睡著了,穹雪霞和我走到渡假屋大廳。8964 copyright protection315PENANAQq9hIrn9yQ 維尼
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孫楚遙跟李沛弦喝光剩下的酒,現在睡死了。潔可兒在她們睡死之後回來,說「哭累了,到另一間房間睡」。所以現在剩下我跟穹雪霞二人。8964 copyright protection315PENANARbnCA1NcJm 維尼
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「穹雪霞你能熬夜嗎?」8964 copyright protection315PENANAEp9IVP3E2u 維尼
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「嗯,今天而已。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAFg7NWJBqTR 維尼
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今天而已?8964 copyright protection315PENANAshghB5iWfo 維尼
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「有興趣散步嗎?」穹雪霞問。8964 copyright protection315PENANAGY1gFcsBn2 維尼
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我猜不到她又想幹甚麼,這個人就是摸不透她的底牌和行動去向。8964 copyright protection315PENANAyvnHOTlmmZ 維尼
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「來到現在,我不能對你幹出甚麼了。跟我走一下吧,當成陪我最後一次深夜散步。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAjYwyZZ28yn 維尼
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最後一次?8964 copyright protection315PENANA6u0hZZz7If 維尼
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「嗯…嗯。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAFvZCcwbv3X 維尼
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離開渡假屋,走過早上滿是路人的大街,經過賣酒的小酒吧、租自行車的店家,來到了海灘。龍頭洲,從今天起,成為回憶的地方,學生時代的終點。8964 copyright protection315PENANAft71Aqn53G 維尼
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「果然晚上的海風很舒服呢,多久沒在這個時間逛沙灘。」挽著我的手,穿著曾經深愛的衣服,穹雪霞在享受沙灘空無一人的清涼。8964 copyright protection315PENANAXAI32DuQiJ 維尼
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「穹雪霞,找天我們一起做運動吧。」我說,這是我第一次真心邀請她。8964 copyright protection315PENANAsrbT9hY1Bn 維尼
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「杜麗程,謝謝你。」穹雪霞吐出不太相襯的話兒,失焦的視線像深潭一樣。「這半年來,我一直等你邀請,但是一直等不到這個電話。不論現在這句是真心還是假意,都太遲了。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAEBUFLAQq2f 維尼
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「太遲?為甚麼?」8964 copyright protection315PENANA8Zrj2z0Vja 維尼
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「恭喜你,杜麗程,你終於畢業了。我想…我不能穿自己的畢業袍,今天應該是我最後一次出遊的機會,不會有下一次了。回到寧鎮上,我就要到那間病房報到,立即做身體檢查。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAWqHobn92fN 維尼
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寧鎮上私營醫院五樓十六號房…8964 copyright protection315PENANAdkE0N0IMzH 維尼
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「宿營快要結束了,你又說這是最後一次出遊,現在我還不可以問發生甚麼事嗎?」8964 copyright protection315PENANADEd4n2mEaM 維尼
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「可以,我現在告訴你,杜麗程。」穹雪霞看著海邊翻騰的海浪說。「坐下吧。」8964 copyright protection315PENANA1fmALXn27J 維尼
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「杜麗程,我可以再親你一口嗎?」8964 copyright protection315PENANAfVtSQ4quYu 維尼
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「你先回答我究竟發生甚麼事!」我發狂,這種感覺太辛苦了。8964 copyright protection315PENANArxLAuwUV9K 維尼
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「好。」穹雪霞吐出一個音,相隔良久才繼續說話。「我…快要離開這個世界了,我知道。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAUCK4AzOS9i 維尼
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「從大約半年前開始,我昏倒的頻率密了,時間長了。本來以為︰能被送到醫院,再密也沒有關係,但是最近聽了醫生的診斷報告,他們說︰『我的病有惡化跡象,現有藥物對我的病開始失效』。即是說,我再昏倒了,藥物未必可以把我救活;一倒下,就未必能再站起來。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAquHWPWGyvD 維尼
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「…」8964 copyright protection315PENANAQTV6unIKWd 維尼
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「還好,命運給我這個最後機會,病情沒有影響到今天宿營,不然就缺席了。」8964 copyright protection315PENANA9xANTme2Sh 維尼
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「那為甚麼這個時間你還可以跟我說話?你能熬夜,又能運動,原因呢!」8964 copyright protection315PENANAgWtLiLZJhw 維尼
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「我花了很多錢,跟醫生要了還在實驗階段的強效藥,吃了能強行維持心臟功能,感覺好像回到中學年代的健康身體。『毒藥』也是藥,這種藥藥效強,副作用更強,對本來脆弱的心臟造成不能補救的傷害。醫生說︰『以我的情況,這種藥只能吃兩天份量』,宿營這兩天,我差不多吃光了所有份量。所以我今天才不斷跟你說︰『把我當正常人看待』。8964 copyright protection315PENANA7uHGV4EBRP 維尼
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孫楚遙比較轄達,知道事實之後完全辦不到,你這朵溫室小花一定不可以。我不想記起這三年的我,也不想你當我是快死的人,向我施捨笑容,所以現在才告訴你。可憐我的笑容,孫楚遙一個就足夠了。」8964 copyright protection315PENANA9j341giKhz 維尼
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「你…原來…」我組織不到一句完整句子,哽咽著。8964 copyright protection315PENANAMQtBcONM9g 維尼
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「本來已經短的壽命,已經進入倒數階段。剛剛我知道,一年內,我一定要離開了。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAvJsbwf4Ayx 維尼
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剛剛知道?8964 copyright protection315PENANAjvtU6GZg82 維尼
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「為甚麼知道,你不用明白,明白了對你沒好處,真的。」穹雪霞說。「這是為了留下來的你,知道太多對你沒好處。所以在這裡先說吧,再見了。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAYkkq3cDKoe 維尼
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「我可以到醫院、到你家找你呀,你跟我說你在哪裡不就行了嗎?」我挽留逐漸遠去的穹雪霞,依依不捨的心情寫在照不清的臉上;盪漾著浪潮的起伏,哭了也不自知。8964 copyright protection315PENANAZkFVnTpz0c 維尼
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「能醒來,沒有通知的必要;醒不來,更沒有通知的必要,不如讓我走得有尊嚴一點吧。見到我永遠睡著的樣子,孫楚遙一個就足夠了,我想在你們的記憶裡,留下最美好的笑容。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAyRMWB24wU5 維尼
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「不會的不會的不會的!」我壓抑不住情緒,意識裡不斷否定她的話。8964 copyright protection315PENANAbrIHKum2Ka 維尼
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「你把時間花在有意義的事上吧,不要理我這個快要離開的人了,孫楚遙…我已經想好了怎樣讓她花時間在我身上變得有意義。杜麗程,你不必掛心了。哪天孫楚遙突然跟你說︰『我已經離開了』,不用意外,這是正常的。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAFIYrmUGAxc 維尼
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「不要…」8964 copyright protection315PENANATd1dpeihR8 維尼
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「不如這樣吧,我還在的這幾個月,我想見你的時候,再打電話給你,這樣如何?」8964 copyright protection315PENANAT2N3cDGCDr 維尼
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「一言為定啊!」我放聲說,開始控制不住情緒。8964 copyright protection315PENANA7SX1aLc39z 維尼
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「嗯,杜麗程是好孩子。」穹雪霞承諾。「謝謝你,杜麗程。要是沒有你和孫楚遙,我想不會有這兩年的我。今天好歹是你和潔可兒的畢業旅行,但是活動好像中學生一樣,我要負上不少責任呢。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAZgOV4Y1Kwa 維尼
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「不會,我們玩得很高興啊。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAwRrWouBDgA 維尼
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「今天好像真的回到中學時光,為缺少了的中學回憶補上精彩一筆,謝謝你們。」8964 copyright protection315PENANAu85FQLm5XS 維尼
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「不要總是道謝嘛,這種話很不適合你。」8964 copyright protection315PENANA8SB0wFHMka 維尼
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穹雪霞給我的印象是臭臉、囂張,不要在這個時候對我客氣可以嗎?8964 copyright protection315PENANApbdXwepDQH 維尼
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「話說完了,我可以親你一次嗎?」穹雪霞撲到我的胸前。8964 copyright protection315PENANARnOpCVBBQA 維尼
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