我想活下去....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglaVhnYdN0
所以...好想流血.....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPfQHzDPYy
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsO5V4JLxZ
明明流多了就會死....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFgRqx1pca
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pQtF1DJ58
可是又不是....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbzujTyjkb
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxer31em4f
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77uBBxmYhi
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yX1SXBOQK
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KEoRICYQF
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiVALk4UAj
睡在過去中一睡不醒714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY0Q30TyUr
明明心裹得清楚...714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87rltBkJ1n
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJRRvRzjq1
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2XtZJvI2v
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIODUgF3kxp
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFVI6NhjVk
好討厭自己...714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAVqYY6TTB
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96QxvMnu3O
自殘就像吸毒714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtljIlLyEH
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfU52tbREt
既害怕又讓人不能停止714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA8iC9aJjy
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP6n73zNX2
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTKivnGpg2
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PTcMx6ICI
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7zrRs4yNK
想死又想活下去714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYng2I6e5uH
想流血但不想受傷...714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5DqTI4FdJ
怕痛但沒感覺....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbjab7XbvC
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MWrLWKIUU
血流多少也不夠....714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiETCuP72k
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
714Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgNrtx1Txi
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