我想活下去....415Please respect copyright.PENANAyDB5xGrf2E
所以...好想流血.....415Please respect copyright.PENANATc8OprSe8m
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....415Please respect copyright.PENANAjTO96d7agC
明明流多了就會死....415Please respect copyright.PENANAFUu400bmtM
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...415Please respect copyright.PENANAbdJ4nqzyfl
可是又不是....415Please respect copyright.PENANA7E7bYaNxev
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....415Please respect copyright.PENANAmefPA0Nbu4
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人415Please respect copyright.PENANAaWQKm0CIJn
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮415Please respect copyright.PENANA17BqwRW3gd
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....415Please respect copyright.PENANAx80Mnl7NQr
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪415Please respect copyright.PENANAyzKtMeM2pT
睡在過去中一睡不醒415Please respect copyright.PENANAiHWp6nMeTR
明明心裹得清楚...415Please respect copyright.PENANAo3FSO1coIL
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....415Please respect copyright.PENANADnCm7J4FmP
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....415Please respect copyright.PENANAku9pzYkQ1w
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力415Please respect copyright.PENANAdbuYkksKBL
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...415Please respect copyright.PENANAeaTHjcpv8e
好討厭自己...415Please respect copyright.PENANAiWOmeQ4DQL
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...415Please respect copyright.PENANAAz9E4F1ojH
自殘就像吸毒415Please respect copyright.PENANA3VVFh6c4Z5
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭415Please respect copyright.PENANArgguApjyuw
既害怕又讓人不能停止415Please respect copyright.PENANARzaW9W4gfy
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...415Please respect copyright.PENANAUYEHb9g31j
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....415Please respect copyright.PENANAlq1sFRb4zl
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....415Please respect copyright.PENANA1itIjtFgld
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...415Please respect copyright.PENANASQXgfntXLy
想死又想活下去415Please respect copyright.PENANACj4YQOFokL
想流血但不想受傷...415Please respect copyright.PENANAIlkBJs6Vqe
怕痛但沒感覺....415Please respect copyright.PENANAXy8BWksJBE
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....415Please respect copyright.PENANAmJxQNbkf1J
血流多少也不夠....415Please respect copyright.PENANAS3VFsSyJoD
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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