我想活下去....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gFoIRclyw
所以...好想流血.....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoyUlwKtgM
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2nSxkJ91k
明明流多了就會死....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfKuk62gxx
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yfVQqgOoL
可是又不是....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0i7VVE6Ew
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf3rSPYGEe
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy8G0y6UOq
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyGihoKQ14
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rVodtCvwc
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZaTWguL4c
睡在過去中一睡不醒811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY8xVt5YsJ
明明心裹得清楚...811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSasS04gEh9
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjr3alebW2
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnZhQvNYHL
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FcR0lB1FS
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUiqOob0sE
好討厭自己...811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsf7QcjZGPX
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfYCidsKQT
自殘就像吸毒811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYUZGGRhXG
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrNHAAllv4
既害怕又讓人不能停止811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9JJBHcs4G
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk61YM37PIe
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurHTF1EhWk
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVMX4ytOq7
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DV17kzrs5
想死又想活下去811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupxgUyGFqR
想流血但不想受傷...811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeAOxNTHy0
怕痛但沒感覺....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoET9zfzoXo
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36KO9NIgBC
血流多少也不夠....811Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7WB8vBONw
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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